22nd April, 2016

I let out a yawn stretching my back I had slept uncomfortably on my chair only as I stretched my back I winced feeling pain on right side of my neck.... Crap.. Again... This is third time I'm getting this pain. I have been avoiding drinking much water from 3 months or something, actually not avoiding but I would just forget to drink. Honestly no one will expect this from a doctor at least, but whatever it's me after all Dumb Ava Kent but hey I'm a good doctor it's just I'm trying to adjust in this hospital like I'm a introverted type person who really needs a lot time to adjust.

I took a pain killer tablet and glup it with water, at least this time neck pain is not as bad as last two times. I can still walk and turn a my neck slightly. I walked out of room but suddenly hearing something breaking. Is it a window?

"Uh wh-what is it?"

I walked into Adrian's room only to see him shouting on nurses. No not again!! This is too much.

"Oh... So finally you are here......"

I looked at him and saw him coming towards me slowly. Nurses and other doctors were scared standing in corner. He slowly approached towards me taking small step and as always his lips curved in a smirk. I stepped back seeing a broken glass in his hand covered in his own blood the sharp edge of glass has made a sharp cut in his hand making it bleed.

"I was wondering where you left me...."

"Adrien stay away..."

"From you Violet? Ha-"

"Adrien drop the glass."

"Why are you scared?"

"Adrien last time... Drop the glass"

He dropped the glass on the floor which shattered into more pieces.

"As you wish Violet... Now answer where were you? Why I didn't found you sitting in front of me when I opened my eyes? Did... you.. tried to... run away?"

His voice cracked at the last lines...This expression on his face hurts me. His eyes were red with tears, his body trembling not with cold but the panick attack he was suffering. The smirk on his lips were now in a straight line I could observe his lips trembling too he tried to bite his lips to stop sobing. Tears in his eyes fell like stream, slipping from his chin to ground.

"Adrien don't-" the only words I would say. I was completely blank not knowing what to do. I went towards him holding his hand which was bleeding his hands were much bigger than mine well what you can expect while seeing a 6'2 man in front of you.

He shivered with my touch his eyes soften but tears were still falling like a stream.

"Adrien... I was in my cabin why will i run away?"

"You.. Will run away from me...
Because of me!!
I-I'm sorry I know I act like a psychopath I cause so many troubles but trust me I don't want to hurt anyone.. I don't know how to control my anger I don't know what to do... I-i.."

He fell on his knees crying it was first time I saw him like this he never cried like this at least not in front of other doctors and nurses. I could see pain in his eyes his nature was completely different here he looked like a lost child who's asking nothing but to meet his mother.

I could not stop myself but hug him. I know it's not what a professional doctor should do but I'm completely blank...like this is the only right thing to do this time. He buried his face in my chest letting it all out, I could feel his warm tears soaking my shirt, his one arm went around my waist pulling me closer as he cried more I was still holding his injured hand covering it with a towel I found on bed, the towel was soaked in blood it like he even punched the window to break it.

"Did you.. punched the window..."

"I'm sorry... I didn't mean to... I just got angry not finding you near me... Please I need you... You are the only cure to me...."

His body trembled more when I touched his hair slowly my fingers got tangled in his brown hair his body slowly relaxed as his grip around my waist loosen the doctors and nurses left from here I didn't even realized.

He slowly closed his blue eyes as his tears stopped. It was all silent the only thing I could hear was his soft breathing and sobing.

I got up holding him and making him lay on his bed again he look at me with soft gaze holding my one hand.

"Stay here... Let me get a first aid kit" I muttered softly enough audible so he could hear. Slowly taking a small box pulling out a liquid bottle to wipe blood.

"It will hurt a bit but it will be fine", I said while soaking the cotton in the liquid.

I started to wipe the blood with soaked cotton he winced a bit looking at his hand. I started to wipe more softly then applied medicine.

"Why you care this much about me? When at end I always gave you nothing but pain and headache?" He said shifting his gaze from his hand towards me. I didn't knew what to say like I'm thinking by myself why I'm doing this? What effect he is having on me? Finally after a few seconds I answered.

"I'm your doctor it's my duty to keep you safe and after all you are the only heir of a a big business and-"

He cuts me in between shifting his gaze towards white Ceiling.

"Yes a heir... Of a big business... But you really think a psychopath like me would able to handle? Sometimes I hope I was not their child I was not the heir of business or I would have a sibling but if I had a sibling would my parents had actually kept me in THEIR home? Or they would have disowned me.. I would have been sitting in an orphanage my whole childhood or just like this in a mental hospital acting like a complete jerk. Being a headache for the whole hospital, tagged as a psychopath."

He suppressed the word 'their' as he completed his sentence. I know his parents have been little harsh towards him but his voice and eyes said something else. I used to think maybe they are like this because of his mental conditions. I mean yes having a patient of schizophrenia in house can be a little frustrating and tiring but it's more concerning when it's your own child no matter how many children you have.

I said nothing and kept doing my work wrapping his hand with a bandage glancing at him in between he was still looking at the ceiling he had a small smile on his face but it was not a happy smile.
Is he smiling in pain...? Is he just trying to act okay when we both know he's not.....

"I know you are not okay....."