𝟑𝟔. 𝐇𝐢𝐬 𝐂𝐨𝐧𝐟𝐞𝐬𝐬𝐢𝐨𝐧

Sohana stood frozen in place, unable to comprehend what was happening. Seeing Ruhaan here, in Singapore of all places, was the last thing she expected. Her mind raced in all directions—confusion, anger, and overwhelming emotion crashing into her all at once. It had been almost a year since she’d last seen him, and now he stood before her as if no time had passed.

Her eyes began to well up, and she found herself unable to tear her gaze away from him. Memories of their past, of the hurt and heartbreak, flooded her mind. Yet despite everything, here he was, standing in front of her like nothing had changed.

The turmoil inside her was so intense that she didn’t notice Ruhaan whispering her name.

"Sohana," he said, his voice barely above a whisper, as a soft smile tugged at his lips.

Sohana blinked rapidly, trying to hold back the tears that threatened to spill. She took a deep breath, attempting to steady herself.

"What are you doing here, Ruhaan?" she asked, her voice shaky, brows furrowed in confusion.

Ruhaan hesitated for a moment, then gave her a weak, apologetic smile. "I came here to meet you."

"To meet me?" Sohana echoed, her confusion deepening. "But why?"

"I... I was missing you," Ruhaan admitted, the words slipping out before he could stop them.

Sohana felt her heart skip a beat at his confession. "Wh—what?" she stammered, caught completely off guard by his words.

Before she could fully process what he had just said, Ruhaan reached out and gently took her hand in his. His touch was soft, tentative, as if he feared she might pull away at any second. He looked into her eyes, his expression sincere.

"I’m really sorry for everything, Sohana," he began, his voice heavy with regret. Her eyes filled with fresh tears at his words.

"No, Ruhaan," she whispered, her voice barely audible as the lump in her throat tightened. "Don’t start this again. Please."

"I’m not trying to start anything, Sohana," he insisted softly. "I just want you to know how sorry I am. I know I hurt you, especially when you confessed to me at the airport and I didn’t respond. I know I made things worse. But I swear, I never meant to—"

"Stop!" Sohana suddenly pulled her hand away, her voice rising with frustration. Her tears finally spilled over, trailing down her cheeks. Her emotions had reached a boiling point.

"What do you want from me, Ruhaan?!" she cried out, her voice filled with anger and pain. "Why do you keep coming back just to hurt me? Is that it? You came all the way here just to apologize? To make me feel worse?"

People nearby had begun to notice the scene, whispering amongst themselves as they watched the emotional exchange unfold. Ruhaan glanced around, realizing they were drawing attention.

"Sohana," he said gently, reaching for her hand again. "People are staring. Please, don’t cry here. They’ll get the wrong idea. Let’s go somewhere private, we can talk in the park nearby." His voice was calm, trying to soothe her.

Sohana looked around and saw the curious stares. She took a deep breath, wiping at her tears, and nodded reluctantly. Together, they left the café and made their way to the park.

They sat on a bench, but for the next twenty minutes, neither of them spoke. Sohana’s emotions were swirling inside her, a storm of anger, heartbreak, and longing. Ruhaan, on the other hand, seemed to be choosing his words carefully, not wanting to upset her further.

Finally, Sohana couldn’t take the silence any longer. She turned to face him, her patience completely worn out.

"What do you want, Ruhaan? What were you even trying to say back there?" Her voice was sharp, her frustration evident.

Ruhaan met her gaze, his expression earnest. "Sohana, please… just try to understand me. I know I’ve done a lot of things wrong. Very wrong. But now, I’ve realized my mistakes. I’ve been regretting everything for so long—"

But before he could finish, Sohana stood up abruptly. She couldn’t listen to any more of his apologies. She didn’t have it in her.

Ruhaan quickly followed her and, without thinking, grabbed her wrist. He pulled her toward him, and their bodies collided, her chest pressed against his.

"Jaane dijiye mujhe," she whispered, her voice pleading. (Let me go.)

"Chale jayiega par meri puri baat toh sun lijiye zara," he said softly, resting his forehead against hers. (You can go, but at least listen to me first.)

"Nahi sunni hai mujhe kuch bhi baat aapki," she replied, her voice shaking as she tried to pull away from his grasp.
(I don’t want to listen to anything you have to say.)

"Sunna toh padega aapko, Jaan," he whispered, and Sohana’s eyes widened at the term of endearment.
(You will have to listen.)

"K-ky-kya?" she stammered, shocked at his sudden tenderness.
(What?)

"Jaan, aap meri jaan ho," Ruhaan said, his voice low and filled with emotion.
(You are my life.)

"Aapko pata hai kitna yaad kiya hai maine aapko? Pyaar karti hain na aap mujh se to kaise chor ke aa gayi mujhe. Akela bana diya aapne mujhe. Aap jab se mujhe chor kar yahan aayi hain tab se meri zindagi se roshni chali gayi hai. Aapko kya pata yeh 10 mahine maine kaise kate hai. Yeh 10 mahine mujhe 10 saal jaise lage. Yeh 10 mahine mujhe kayi arson jaise lage. Apke bina mujhe aisa lag raha tha ki jaise meri jaan hi mujhme nahi hai. Aap to mujhe chor kar aa gayi aur apke saath saath meri aatma ko bhi aapke saath le aayi. Aatma chor kahin ki. Pata hai aapke bina to mujhe raat ko neend tak nahi aati thi. Hamesha chaand ko dekhta rehta tha. Akhirkar meri zindagi ki chand to aap hai jo mere har andhere raat main roshni banti hai. Lekin yeh 10 mahine koi nahi tha mere paas, aur mujhe koi chahiye bhi nahi tha aapke bina jo meri andheri raat main meri chaand bane. Aur ab mujhe yeh bhi ehsaas ho gaya hai ki apke bina mujhe ab koi aur ladki zindagi main nahi chahiye. Aap hi meri manzil hai Sohana aur shayad aap hi mere liye bani hain. Ab mujhe sirf aap hi chahiye Sohana. Saral sabdon main kahun to, pyaar ho gaya hai aapse." He completed and looked into her eyes.

(Do you know how much I have missed you? You love me, so how did you left me? You made me alone. Since you came here leaving me, my life has became incomplete. Do you know about how I spent these 10 months? These 10 months felt like 10 years to me. Without you I felt as if my life was nothing. You left me and took my soul with you. Soul stealer. Do you know I wasn't able to sleep at night because of you? Always kept looking at the moon. After all, the moon of my life is you who is my light in the darkest night. But in these 10 months, no one was there for me, and I didn't need anyone except you who became my moon in my dark night. And now I have also realized that without you I don't want any other girl in my life. You are my destination Sohna and maybe you are the one made for me. Now I want only you Sohna. To put it in simple words, I have fallen in love with you)

She was crying silently, her lips were trembling and hands were shaking.

Ruhaan lifted her face up through her chin and made her look into his eyes.

"Do you-

"Zarurat pad gayi meri shayad?" Sohana whispered, tears continuously falling from her eyes.

Ruhaan's world shattered when he listened to her. He felt the ground slipping under his feet. His eyes widened and his heart started to beat fastly. He felt like someone pierced a knife inside his chest.

He never thought like this. He never wanted Sohana to be his need. He wanted Sohana from his heart now but Sohana wasn't believing his words. He again looked at Sohana and saw her looking at him with a straight face.

"Sohana you're getting it wrong." Ruhaan said and was about to hold her hands but she moved away.

"I am getting everything right." She said and wiped her tears.

"I don't have time to listen to you. I know you need me that's why you came here but I won't listen anything else from you. Goodbye Ruhaan!" Saying this she walked away from him leaving him heartbroken.

He saw her disappearing figure and felt guilty. After all that's what he deserved, after hurting her so much. How can he expect her to forget everything and come to him? She has suffered a lot because of him and now it was his turn to suffer. His turn to know that how it feels when you get hurted by the same person again and again and that to be the person is the one whom you love the most. It was his turn to put efforts to get her.

"I will do everything to make you mine Sohana. I know that I hurted you a lot and that's why you're angry on me but I promise I won't hurt you anymore. I have surrendered myself to you Sohana. I belong to you and you belong to me. I love you, Sohana." He said closing his eyes and placing his hand on his heart.

On the other side, Sohana was in the hospital's washroom looking at her reflection in the mirror. Her eyes were red and puffy. Her face was looking dull.

Everything was okay. Not fine but okay. Then why did he again entered in my life? Is my life a fucking daily soap drama or what?

Day by day everything is getting worse. The more I think that everything will be fine now the more it is getting bad. Damn!

I was looking at my reflection in the mirror and I felt very sad for myself. Why all these things have to happen to me only?

And--

My phone rang and I looked at the caller ID.

Alisha.

I received the call and she started her rants. I decided to share ger everything that happened with me a few hours ago.

"Alisha, Ruhaan is in Singapore."

"And after that-------------- what?" She took a long pause and continued.

"Ruhaan is here and I met him today. He proposed me." I told her but she didn't responded.

"Hello, Alisha are you there?" I called her and she responded.

"Yes! I am here only. What are yoy saying Sohana? That jerk is with you. Wow great! Ab aaya na oot pahad ke niche." She said while clapping her hands. I could hear the sound of clapping.

"But Alisha, I wanted to move on." I said and she again paused.

"Sohana." She called me in a normal tone and my brows furrowed.

"Yes what?" I responded.

"Do what your heart says." She said and hung up the call.

What the fuck bitch?

I again looked at myself in the mirror.

"Ughhhhhhhhhh, Ruhaan Raichand. You jerkkkkkkk!!!!!!!!!!"

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Ruhaan was sitting in a dark room with a guitar in his hands. He was constantly looking at Sohana's photo in his mobile.

He started to play with the string of the guitar and began to sing.

Teri baarishein bhigaaye mujhe
Teri hawaaein bahaaye mujhe...

He started to sing this song with the rhythm and remembered about Sohana.

Paaon tale mere
Zameenein chal padi
Aisa to kabhi hua hi nahi

Ae mere dil mubarak ho
Yahi toh pyar hai..

Ae mere dil mubarak ho
Yahi toh pyar hai..

Ishq mubarak
Dard mubarak
Ishq mubarak
Dard mubarak..

His eyes filles in tears as he remembered all their encounters and all their moments they spent together.

Aisa lagta hai kyun
Teri aankhen jaise
Aankhon mein meri reh gayi

Kabhi pehle maine na suni
Aisi baatein keh gayi

Tu hi tu hai jo har taraf mere
Toh tujhse pare main jaaun kahan

Mere dil mubarak ho
Yahi toh pyar hai
Ae mere dil mubarak ho
Yahi toh pyar hai

He was looking at her photo in which she was smiling softly, looking very much beautiful.

Jahan pehle pehal tu aa mila tha
Thehra hoon wahin main bhi

Tera dil woh shehar hai
Jis shehar se jaake lauta na main kabhi

Laapata sa mil jaaun kahin toh
Mujhse bhi mujhe mila de zara

Ae mere dil mubarak ho
Yahi toh pyar hai..
Ishq mubarak, dard mubarak….
Ishq mubarak…

Tears streamed down from his eyes as he remembered what Sohana has said today. He very well knew that Sohana would never want to hurt him. She said that because she is so hurt by his actions and now she wasn't able to believe his words.

He sighed heavily as he was so much worried about Sohana. How will he convince her?

He knows that he couldn't survive more without her. He also knows that Sohana will never be able to forget him.

But what should he do so that she can understand him amd give him a chance?

His phone rang and he moved his gaze to the screen. Kabir was calling him and he knew for what he had called him.

He picked up the call and put it on speaker.

"Did you confessed?" Kabir asked and Ruhaan hummed.

"Then what? She agreed right?" Kabir asked in excitement.

"No." Ruhaan responded and Kabir's jaw hung low after hearing him.

"What? You are kidding with me." He said not believing his bestfriend's words.

"She didn't agreed Kabir." Ruhaan's voice broke in the middle as a lump formed in his throat.

"Oh god! Now what will you do? I know that she is very much hurt by your foolish behaviour. You should say sorry to her." Kabir said.

"I have apologized to her but it didn't worked. I think I have to make so much efforts." He said and smiled a little.

"Then what are you saying? You won't make any efforts?" Kabir asked hesitantly.

"Shut up! I will do each and everything to convince her. I love her so much. I couldn't let her go like this, at least I could try." Ruhaan said.

"Very good, I am proud of you my bro. Keep it up. I hope Sohana will forgive you." Kabir said and Ruhaan hummed.

They talked for a few minutes and hung up the call.

Ruhaan looked at Sohana's photo and smiled.

"I will do everything to get you."

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