SONG - STAY WITH ME BY: SAM SMITH
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Heather's POV

My head hurt from all the crying I've been doing. I bet if I looked in the mirror my eyes would be blood shot red. Sean has yet to return any of my calls when I need him in the time of need. Hearing a knock on my door I hear my mom voice.

"Heather? Honey are you okay?" She asks softly.

I just cried and turned over in bed and cried myself to sleep.

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Waking up I sat up and my head started pounding really bad. I groaned getting out of bed and walked into my bathroom and opened the medicine cabinet and grabbed the bottle of Ibuprofen. Opening the bottle I shook out two pills and popped them in my mouth and downed them with water. Once I took the pills I turned on the shower and got inside. As I stood under the water it felt good on my skin.

After washing up I turned off the water and got out wrapping my towel around me. I went into my room and dried off in my closet then got dressed in a pair of taupe side stripe joggers, a taupe side stripe hoodie and my black Givenchy slides then tied my hair into a ponytail. I slowly made my way downstairs as the pain and discomfort kicked in. As I walked into the kitchen my mom looked at me with a weird look.

"Are you okay?" My mom asks me.

"Yea I'm okay." I nodded.

I sat down at the table and my mom sat down a plate of pancakes, eggs, bacon and a few strawberries in front of me. As I sat there and ate my breakfast I couldn't help but think back to last night. How can someone who looks so sweet and nice as him do something so sick and horrible to someone else. Why did it have to happen to me? Was I so blind by his looks that I didn't even realized that he was trying to get me up to his room so he could rape me?

Once I was finished eating I left my plate sitting on the table then went back up to my room and laid back down in bed. As I laid there watching tv I hear my phone ding. I sighed before looking over to see a text from Lori. Honestly I didn't really feel like talking to anyone right now.

[ Text Convo ]
Lori🌹😋😂 - hey bestie
Me - hey
Lori🌹😋😂 - wyd
Me - laying in bed
Lori🌹😋😂 - do you want to go to the movies
Me - no not really
Lori🌹😋😂 - what??😯😯 why?
Me - don't feel like it☹️
Lori🌹😋😂 - why not😩😞
Me - I just don't🤬
[ End Of Text Convo ]

Sighing heavily I tossed my phone next to me and continued to watch tv until I fell asleep.

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KNOCK! KNOCK! KNOCK! Who could it be?

"Heather Lori is here." I hear my mom voice say on the other side of the door.

"Come in." I groan.

The door opens and closes then I hear Lori's voice.

"So you want to explain to me the text you sent me?" Lori's upset voice asks.

"I just didn't want to go anywhere today." I shrugged.

"Why? That's not like you...and you never send me that emoji...ever." Lori says sitting on my bed.

"I don't want to talk about it." I shook my head.

"What's wrong?" Lori asks shaking me.

"I don't want to talk about it Lori." I said more sternly.

"Yes you are. Now tell me what's wrong." Lori says laying directly in my face.

Rolling my eyes I knew she wasn't going to give up so I sighed preparing what to say.

"Remember that guy at the party last n-night?" I asked choking on my words.

"Yea why!" Lori asks confused.

"He d-did t-things to me." I stuttered.

"Wait did he hurt you?" Lori asks me.

"Yes." I nodded as tears ran down my face.

"Oh babes I'm sorry. I shouldn't have left you alone with him in the first place." Lori says kissing my head.

"I screamed but no one heard me." I said shaking my head.

"I'm so sorry Heather I really am." Lori says hugging me tighter.

"I need Sean can you call him?" I asked Lori.

"Sure," She nods pulling out her phone.

She scrolls through her phone then puts I to her ear. Lori's eyes rolled as she sighed heavily.

"It went to voicemail?" I asked her.

"Hey Sean it's Lori. I need you to call me asap it's important. Bye." Lori says leaving a voicemail.

"Voicemail?" I asked again.

"Yea." She nods.

"Maybe he'll call back in ten minutes or so." I sighed.

"I'll call back if he doesn't." Lori tells me.

"Okay." I nodded.

We waited ten minutes Express Lori picks up her phone and calls Sean back. After a few minutes she hung up.

"Still goin to voicemail." She says sighing.

"I'll try calling him." I tell her picking up my phone.

Grabbing my phone I went to Sean's contact and called him. 'Hey this is Sean I'm probably busy so leave a message after the beep.' BEEP!. After leaving a voicemail I sat my phone down and sighed heavily.

"Voicemail huh?" Lori asked me.

"Yea." I nodded.

"Maybe he's busy." Lori shrugs.

"Oh my gosh." I groaned frustrated.

"Give him time maybe his phone is dead or something." Lori says to me.

"Okay." I nodded.

As time went by Lori and I took turns calling Sean and leaving voicemails. After a while we just gave up because he obviously wasn't going to answer his phone. Shaking my head I relaxed and watched a movie on tv. About two and a half hours later Lori gets up.

"I'll go by his house. I'll call you if he's there." Lori says to me.

"Okay." I nodded.

Lori gives me a hug then leaves my room as I laid there. I really needed Sean right now and with him not answering his phone is giving me some doubts. Anyways as I laid there watching tv I felt myself dose off to sleep.

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Waking up to someone shaking me two hours later I open my eyes to see my mom.

"There's pizza downstairs if you're hungry." My mom says.

"Okay." I nodded.

Getting out of bed I followed my mom to the kitchen where there is a box of large pepperoni pizza on the table. I washed my hands and dried then went to the table and grabbed myself a slice. To be honest I felt awkward sitting there not talking to my family. After eating a couple of slices of pizza I headed up to my room. Once I was in my room I went to the bathroom and turned on the shower.

Stripping out of my clothes I got in the shower standing under the water. I grabbed my light blue sponge pouring my body wash on it then began to wash myself. I went to my closet and dried off then got dressed in a pair of charcoal grey basic bike shorts, a charcoal grey jersey square neck crop top and white ankle socks. Once I sat on my bed I tied my hair into a bun then I grabbed my box from under my bed and took out a sketch paper along with my color pencils.

As I laid there deciding what to draw I finally wanted to draw two pink melting roses. Every time I draw I always zone out everything around me out as my focus is on finishing my drawing. Anyways once I finally finished the drawing I started down at it.

Setting the picture aside I grabbed another piece of sketch paper and started to draw another picture. This picture took me a little while because of the color of the veins and the darkness of the hands but I managed to get it done.

After doing some shading I sat up and looked down at them. Taking the drawing of the hands under the water I taped it up to my wall. Suddenly as I stared at the drawings on my wall my phone rings. I picked it up to see Lori calling.

[ Phone Convo ]
Me - hello
Lori🌹😋😂 - hey what are you doing
Me - drawing
Lori🌹😋😂 - oh well I call three more times and no answer
Me - still?
Lori🌹😋😂 - yea
Me - okay bye
Lori🌹😋😂 - bye
[ End Of Phone Convo ]

Cleaning my bed off I got in and sighed heavily wondering why Sean isn't answering his phone.