It had been a few days after your show. Despite the sadness, you still could feel happiness, and for that you had to thank Jimin.

It was 10 PM. "I think it's time for me to leave, you coming Jennie? I can give you a ride if you want to." Taehyung said as he stood up.

"Oh Taehyungie, yes please. I haven't brought my car." She stood up as well, pocketing her phone.

It was a normal day, actually night, Jennie and Taehyung came to visit you. "Why so soon Tae? Stay a little bit more." You said as you were still sitting next to the proud Jimin.

Proud because you sat next to him that night.

I'm a dumb ass right?

Say that to my face and see if I have a fuck to give.

I'm just happy, the end.

"Papino it's late. I'll visit again, don't worry." Tae smiled. "Oh yeah! I'm throwing a party this weekend, both of you are invited. I'll send you the adress Jimin. It'll be at 9PM." Then his smile turned into a smirk.

He was the party guy. He always liked it. Whenever your parents went out for a trip with out you and him, he'd always invite his friends and would turn the house to a mess.

"wHaT AbOuT mE?!" Jennie pouted just like a little girl as she stomped and turned to look at Tae. You and Jimin laughed.

"Only business men's - who's me, Jimin, Jungkook, and Jin - are allowed to come, Jen. That means you are not allowed, Miss."

"The fuck?! Y/N isn't a business man, nor a business woman! Then why in the hell she's allowed but not me?! I bet JUNGCOCK is coming as well, he's not one too!!" Jennie fought back.

"You forgot that's he's working in my place now, didn't you? He's one now." Jimin played along with Tae, teasing the poor girl who was desperate to go to a party. You just sat there enjoying the drama by your brother, best friend and the guy you liked, laughing every now and then.

"Jimin-ssi!!" Jennie whined. "Y/NNNN YOU SAY SOMETHING PLEASE!!!!"

You laughed a bit. "Jen they're just playing around, you'll come with us, is there any party without you?" You reassured her with your soft tone.

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After saying goodbye to both of them, you and Jimin made your ways up to the stairs, heading to your room.

After that night, the night you gave Jimin yourself for the first and the last time, he continued to sleep there with you. But nothing special happened, expect one thing...

He barely hold himself back from touching you. But the urge to hug her from behind was undeniable. And when you noticed you had no problem with that, when he noticed you couldn't sleep without his arms wrapped around you from behind, he just continued doing that. Along with another thing....

After changing to more comfortable clothes, Jimin came and laid down beside you.

Instead of scooting closer and engulfing you in his embrace, he just laid down on his side, looking at you.

When you noticed, you did the same. You and him both laid there, for God knows how long, just looking at eachother, admiring eachother, happy that you are together, but sad that you couldn't share happiness, that you couldn't touch eachother.

That he couldn't make love for you.

You slowly closed your eyes, pretending to be fallen a sleep. And a rush of happiness went down his spine.

She's sleeping.

He can do it now. He can do what he does every night along with hugging her.

"Y/N-aa?" He whispered, wanting to know if you're really sleeping or not.

You didn't answer, of course on purpose. You were still awake, but didn't answer knowing that he'd say "Nothing." When he called you for the first time that night after your night full of love, you answered him, but he said nothing.

You were stupid to think that he might be shy and wanted to tell how much you mean to him, how much he loved you while you were a sleep, just like the dramas.

But it wasn't that, it wasn't even damn near that. What he did, after not answering him the second time he called you, melted your heart like how butter melts on heat.

You were excited actually. For him to do that again. You could feel that he moved a bit, and the next thing you felt was his hot breathes hitting your lips.

Maybe he's not gonna do the same thing, right?

Maybe he just wanted to adjust his place...

Or... Ah-ha! He wants to hug me.

But what he did next completely proved you wrong. And it again melted your heart. You almost lost it, all you wanted to do was do the same thing, wrap your arms around his neck.

But you couldn't.

He kissed you...

This was what he was doing every night... when he for the first time felt your lips against his own, he right away new that he's addicted, and that he can't survive without it. He still liked it it even thought you weren't responding. He still liked it even thought you were sleeping, or at least he thought, right? You weren't sleeping and you were dying to respond.

It was a pure fucking torture. He wanted his fears to go away. Fear of being hurted again. So did you, you wanted his fears to go away, so you could be with him.

His lips felt so good, you just wanted him to stay, but it felt like 4 seconds, then he backed away, so you won't wake up, he said.

You both wanted eachother, but it was universe wich didn't want.

The next morning was like the other mornings, you woke up with ease, but the only thing that was different, you didn't feel Jimin's arms around you from behind.

You turned around to where he sleeps and he was already gone.

Maybe he's downstairs.

Or I woke up late..?

You looked at the clock and it was half past eight. Not too late. You stood up as memories of Jimin kissing you these last nights came to your mind. It was so sweet, his behavior. You wished for that to happen again, not knowing that the following nights will be full of Jimin's secret kisses.

You went into the bathroom to do your morning routine so you can go down stairs.

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"Okay Mom...

.... we'll be waiting.

Love you too, bye." Jimin hung up his call. Shortly after, Seun came inside after knocking on the door.

"Mr Park, breakfast is ready."

"Okay." He looked up from his phone to the woman standing infront of him. "Is Y/N awake?" He asked.

"Yes, she's in the kitchen now, making her coffee." She answered, her eyes on the ground.

"Making her coffee? Why?" He frowned.

"She said she doesn't like Espresso anymore, it makes her nauseous. And now she's making a simple one. She also informed us that she'll make her coffee by herself everyday."

Jimin nods and mentioned the maid to leave.

Throwing up? Why?

Is she sick?

I'll see her later...

With thoes thoughts he made his way to the dining room. There, he sat on one of the chairs, waiting for you to come as well.

It wasn't too long after you came inside with the phone pressed to your ear, your face scrunched with anger. "No Jennie no! Why you speak so damn much? I have a headache in the moment and you're just making it worse." You sighed. "I'll hang up." And you hung up without saying goodbye.

You looked up as you put your phone in your pocket, and saw Jimin already looking at you with a worried gaze. You put your mug of coffee on the table as you sat down and smiled at him wich he returned, but worriness still visible in his eyes.

"Are you okay Y/N?" He asked you, his voice only giving you more weakness than you already had.

"I don't know..." You answered weakly, your smile vanishing. "I was okay this morning when I woke up, but when I smelled the coffee Mya was making, i felt sick."

He put the fork down, and reclined in his seat. He gulped and cleared his throat. He reached his hand out touching your forehead. "You don't have fever. Should we go to hospital?"

You froze on your chair, your eyes glued to his worried gaze. His action made you forget about every sickness shit you felt. Your cheeks heated up and you looked away. "U-uh no. Maybe I'm just hungry." You said.

He brought his hand back, "Okay then. Eat your breakfast." He said.

For a few moments you and him were silent. Even thought your stomach was empty, you barely swallowed the food. It out of nowhere felt disgusting eating food. It was odd, you never felt like that before. But thanks to Jimin's presence, you eat a little.

"What food do you hate?" Jimin's voice made you look at his smiling face. He was trying to know you better, and was trying to make you forget about your sickness. It was so sweet of him, right?

"Hmm... Noodles, Avocado, and banana bread. Kill me but don't tell me eat thoes things."

He laughed, "I expected everything, but noodles? How can you hate such a thing?" He dramatically put his hand over his heart, and said with a sad voice.

You shrugged with a smile. "What can I do? What about you?"

"I hate Mochi."

Now it was the time you laughed. "Why?" You asked.

"Nothing, I just hate it." He said, looking away from you with flushed cheeks. "Good that I remember," He tried to change the topic, not wanting to tell you about the fact that everyone used to say that he looks like Mochi. "My Mother is visiting us today." He said.

Even thought the idea of seeing Jimin's Mother was abit odd and gave you nervousness, you said, "That's good then." Another question popped up in your mind. And even thought you hated asking it, you still did, "What about your dad?" Tae never told you about Jimin's father. And you never asked about him, because back then, Jimin was only a friend of your brother, not this Jimin who you had spent a full night with. Now that he mentioned his Mom, you got curious about his dad too.

You noticed a sad look replaced his smiley face, and he looked down at the table. "He's dead."

Wow.

I didn't expect that.

Wait what seriously?

"I was only four years old when we found out that he has lung cancer, he suffered because of that for two years, and it killed him when i was six years old." He looked up at you. "It's been seventeen years, but everyday I wake up, I feel like it was all a bad dream. It takes me several minutes to cope up with the fact that he's dead, that he's gone forever."

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End of chapter 13.

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