I started to pack up my things all night. I knew that the soon the better. I don't want to leave my dad. I need to be there for him. No matter what has happened between us, he's still my father.

"I'll help you." My dad said as he came in my room. I shyly smiled at him. There was nothing, just silence. We didn't speak at all as we packed. We went to put some boxes in the car. I started my car and I went to my dad. "You might want this." He handed my a turnable. I gasped as I laid my eyes on it.

"Isnt this?" I asked. I didn't know what to say.

"Yes." I ran my fingers through the player and memories started to come back. I put the player in my car and ran to give my dad a hug. I pulled from the hug and touched his cheek.

"I promise you to come by everyday. I'll check on you everyday. I would cook for you. Look after you."

"Marisol, its okay. I'll be okay." My hand started to shake. I started to cry. I wasn't ready to leave him. "Ill be okay." He kissed my forehead.

"I love you papi."

"I love you mija." My dad took me to my car. As I drove out, I waved goodbye. It sucks that im leaving, telling him Im never gonna leave him. But he said its for the best. I made my way to Angels place. I opened the front door and started to put my boxes in my old room. I dropped the last box and I stood there in the middle of my room. The light purple walls, paintings from Angel, who was an artist himself back then. Old family photos, and my stuff animals.

"Man, I was innocent." I told myself as I started to unpack. I cleaned out the old for the new. I heard the door open and i went to hide the gun I had in my dresser.

"Hey." Angel said as he leaned against the doorframe.

"Hi." I said closing the drawer.

"After you left, I never touched anything." He chuckled. "You know, you grew up, you started to like other things, and i just wasn't ready to face that you're growing up." He looked at the paintings. "We can paint the walls in the weekend, maybe change the bedding. You know, make it more like home."

"Nah, its fine like this." He looked at the bat I had the corner of my room. "Just in case." He just laughs. I looks at my painting of Coco.

"I cant believe you stole my painting skills."

"What can I say? I was taught from the best." Angel came up and hugged me. He paused as he saw the record player.

"Where did you get this?" He went up to it.

"Dad gave it to me." Angel touched the player and shyly smiled.

"It still had mom's favorite on here." As kids, my parents would, every night, when they wash the dishes, dance to their favorite song on the record. Just the way my parents danced made me believe that true love was out there. When Angel and Ez got older, my mother would teach them to dance and my dad would teach me. To this day, we got good at dancing. But when my mother died, my dad packed all of it up, and where my moms vase is, is where the record was. "Lets go, we're headed to the club." Angel snapped out of it.

"Just give me a second." He headed out. I grabbed the gun and put it behind me. I went outside to see Gilly and Coco. "Hey Gilly." I said as I pat his shoulder.

"Whats up Chica." I smirked as i went to Coco.

"Hey baby." He smirked as I gave him a kiss. I went on the bike and we headed to the clubhouse. We all saw Ez walking to the van. I got off and i gave him a hug.

"Everything good?"

"Always." He kissed the the side of my head and drove off. Chucky opens the gate for Ez, Angel walked up to him. Coco puts his arm around me and we walked up to Chucky.

"Where's Leticia?" Coco asked him.

"Post office. Picking up packages."

"When you see her, tell her I'm back."

"Can doody." We both smiled at Chucky. We both smiled at each other ad we walked in the club. The boys had a meeting. Padrino wanted me to join, take some notes.

"Marisol, come join us. It will be nice to have you there."

"Uh sure thing Padrino." So I did. He smiled at me and they all went in the room. I pulled out a notebook and started to jot down some key things about the meeting. I went to touch the gun behind me. I just started to wonder, why it was in my car in the first place.

"I owe it to Jax Teller." Padrino said to the boys. I heard stories about Jax, what a great guy. Sad what had happened to him. Also what happened happened to his wife Tara, so sad. Tragic.

Flashback: I was touching Coco's back as he lit a cigarette. I covered myself with the sheets. I played with his hair. It relaxes him everytime i run my fingers through his hair. His curly hair. He hummed as I pulled gently.

"Whats on your mind mi vida?" He asked me. He rubbed my temples with his thumb.

"Im just lucky to have you, thats all." I smiled. I continue to play with his hair.

"Tell me."

"You were in the army right. Teach me how to use a gun." I said as I sat up. Coco sighed and looked at me.

"Why do you want a gun?"

"For protection."

"The only protection you need is me. Marisol, baby, why do you want one? Tell me."

"For Roberto. He's been near the house lately. All I got is a baseball bat. That aint gonna work." He gently pressed his lips to mine.

"I can teach you, but i wont let get one." Coco touched my hands. "Roberto will have to get through me if he wants to get to you." He kissed my neck and traveled down. "Ready for another round?" I laughed as we laid back down.

Flashback over: I heard a cough.

"Marisol?" Bishop asked. Everyone had their hand up. I zoomed out I didn't really knew what happened. I saw Angels hand up and I raised mine. The meeting was over and we walked out.

"Hey Chula, you can invite some friends if you want." Creeper told me. "Maybe some single ones?" Everyone started to bug him.

"I would but I dont got friends."

"What about me Mari? Im hurt." Riz smiled as he walked behind the bar.

"I love you Riz." I smiled. I walked to a table where i was gonna sit. Angel walked up to me.

"We gonna see pops." I waved goodbye to the boys. Angel and I went to my dads shop. We walked in as a customer walks out.

"Hola Marisol." He said as he walked out.

"Hola Juan." Angel went to change the sign.

"Lo siento, tiempo de descanso."

"Vamos a otro lugar." The other customers walked away. Angel shut the door and I sat down where the table was.

"What are you doing?" My father asked Angel.

"You talk to EZ? About what we have to do?" Angel looked me and then At my dad. My father then looks at me.

"Yes." Saying without breaking eye contact with me.

"You know where he is?" I asked him about KJ.

"I'm not sure. He called to place the club's order about an hour ago."

"Not EZ. Jimenez." Angel started to get angry. "Do you know how to contact him? Tell me, Pop." He sound desperate.

"I don't know."

"If I don't do it, Pop, he's he's-" Angels eyes fell and looked at me.

"I tried. I'm sorry. It made sense, but I I couldn't do it. I wanted to, but but I'm not him anymore." My fathers voice cracked as if he was hurt.

"What the fuck are you talking about?" Angel raised his voice.

"You and your brother, your sister, You can't just kill Jimenez."

"Im sorry, I'm gonna step out." I said as I couldn't stand to sit there. I stood by the bike and pulled out a cigarette. My phone buzzed and it was Potter. I hit decline. I just didn't want to talk to him. I was nervous. Angel walks out and I saw my father from the window, sad. "Angel, what you said to dad-"

"Its doesn't matter."

"It does matter. He loves us and you're treating him like absolute shit." Angel sighed and we got on the bike. We drove to KJ's house. Angel parked the bike far from the house. My palms were getting sweaty. Angel looked at his gun and we got off the bike. "Angel, i dont think I can do this."

"Do what?" He turned around to look at me.

"The killing." He rubbed his face.

"You know what happens if we dont. Either you stay here or stop being a pussy and come with me." I clenched my jaw and I checked if I had the gun with me. I followed Angel to the door. He knocked and KJ answered.

"Angel?" KJ looked at him with surprise. "Marisol?" Angel then rolls his head and pulls out the gun on KJ. "What the fuck?"

"Sorry, cuz." I looked behind us if there's nobody. "Let's go." We walked in the house and Angel having the gun pointed at him.

"It's okay, it's okay." KJ repeated. The door from the back opened and I quickly grabbed my gun.

"What the hell is going on out here?"Another man came from the back.

"Shit." I said. The man came at me and pushed me against the wall. He dropped my gun and had his hands around my neck.

"No, no!" Ez said as he came in. He shot the man and I quickly grabbed the gun and accidentally shot KJ in the head. I saw his body fall. I stood there in shock. I just fucking shot him. "Marisol?" Ez came in front of me. "Hey." I just looked at the bloody wall.

"Hey, give me the gun." Angel said as he took it away from me. I had no emotions. I just stood there.

"Marisol?" They both said. I leaned against the wall and slid down. I looked at the two dead bodies. My brothers both looked at me with concerned looks on their faces. I slowly got up and i ran to the bathroom. I threw up in the toilet. Ez rubbed my back and Angel held my hair back. I cried because I didn't know what to do. I leaned back i wiped the tears.

"Hey-"

"Dont." I rubbed my face. "I got no emotion when i shot him. Nothing." Ez looks at Angel. They held my hands. "What am I gonna do?"