"Parked the Jeep two blocks over." Tranq said as he came back.

"Nothing in O'Grady's wallet." Angel spoke as he closed the wallet.

"His phone's got Pollen's info. Number, address." Taza scrolled through the phone.

"Maybe we send Pollen a text from his partner's phone. Have him come here?" I put out.

"No, this kind of heat, Pollen tries to call him and O'Grady doesn't pick up It'll spook him." Bishop told me. I nodded. True.

"What if Hope calls him from outside the house. Take him when he comes out." Angel questions.

"No, it's too risky to do on the street." Bishop answered. He rubbed his chin. "If she can get him out front long enough for us to come into the back, we take him when he comes back inside."

"Where's the house?" The started to scroll through the phone. O'Grady muffles something. Bishop went up to him and took off the gag. "He's not at his house." He said.

"Why the fuck should we believe you?" Coco asked as he turned to him.

"It's his wife's place. She's got the two kids there. Pollen has fucked them up enough."

"Then where is he?"

"You'll find the address on the phone." He confessed. "It's in Lodi. He's at his mom's place. I guess she's in Tahoe."

"Mamas boy, huh?" I said. Ez smirks.

"Lets go." We drove up to Pollens place. Coco hid in a car, Hope, standing outside by the car, and I was kneeling, behind the car, watching Hope.

"He's at the window." Hope said to us.

"Just get him to come outside." I told her as she pulled out the phone.

"Tell him you'll give him the phone." Coco said as he peeked out of the car.

"Okay." She looked up and then down at the phone. "He's coming out." A few seconds later, the door slams, Hope standing up straight.

"So where is it?" Pollen asked. Then there was a scream. "The hell." Pollen runs back inside.

"Shit!" Coco and I said as I ran into the house. I had a head start as Coco was barely getting out of the car. I went in the house, grabbed a bowl. I silently walked behind him.

"I don't care what that stupid junkie whore thinks." I smashed the bowl on his head, Pollen collapsed.

"No! No! Oh, shit! Shit!" The older women yells as she got near pollen. "That was my best fucking piece!" She looks at me when she screamed.

"Nobody fucking cares!" I told her.

"Oh, you stupid bitch! I'm gonna kill you!" She charged at me. The lady pushed me down and started to choke me.

"Tranq no! You'll shoot Marisol!" Her hands wrapped around my neck, making it harder to breathe.

"Fuck you!" I gasped as I dig my nails into her eyes.

"AH!" She screams.

"Hey!" She looks up and was shot in the head. She fell besides me, but half of her body was still on me.

"Jesus!" Ez yelled.

"Dude!"

"My bad." Coco said.

"I got no problem with that."

"Get this bitch off me!" I said as I struggled getting the bitch off me. Coco, Bishop came and helped. Coco quickly ran up to me. I held my neck, she almost killed me. I rubbed my neck, red handprints around them were starting to show up.

"For the memories?" Angel said as he shrugged.

"Screw you Angel!" I gasped. The men walked to the body.

"Damn, you fucked up her eye!" Gilly said as he took a look at the women.

"Hey, let me see." Coco said as he lifted my chin up to examine my neck. "Its starting to bruise."

"Fucking bitch." I rolled my eyes. I stood up. "My hero." I chuckled.

"Bring the van to the back alley.Let's clean this shit up and get the fuck out of here." I stayed in the car, while the boys picked up the mess. I sat there, seeing them struggling with the bodies. We drove back to the clubhouse, wait for Ramos and Bishop to come back to start the funeral. I went to the spare bedroom i was staying in, Coco came back with ice.

"To help." He placed the cloth of ice onto my neck. "Who chokes harder? Me or her?" I laughed. "Too soon?" He smiles.

"Way to soon." I looked him. His angelic face. The tattoo on his temple, my initials, MFR, his moles. I cant imagine the world without him."Ez found my moms killer." I told him. Im sorry, i had to. I lied to him about shooting KJ, I cant lose him. I cant.

"What you mean?"

"You cant tell anyone. You cant tell Bishop, you cant tell Ez and Angel. No even the MC." He gave me a slight nod. I sighed.

"Your secrets are mine."

"The man is from SAMCRO. I lied about the papers with Ez. We're going to meet him. Hopefully get some answers."

"Shit." He whispers. "SAMCRO? Angel isnt going to talk you know, he's always shoots first, ask questions later." I rubbed my eyes. What did i get myself into. Coco grabbed my hands and made me look uo to him. "Hey, hey. Think this through, what are you going to do? Get dinner and talk?" I knew he was joking, trying to make me feel a little bit better.

"I dont know. I trust them. Im just following their lead. I just want answers, then i can drop this whole thing, live my life."

"I mean you."

"That man gave me so much pain for years, I dont know what I'm going to do when i see him."

"Just promise me, dont do anything stupid. Thats my job." I chuckled.

"Let me figure this out, I will tell you." I placed my head on his shoulder. "Im fucked."

"You're not in this alone. You gotta do what you gotta do. You are going to get your answers, get that closure. You are going to finish it. No matter what is going to happen. I will be here, by your side. He gave you pain for years, you are going to make him feel that pain." I silently cried.

"I don't know what i would do if I didnt have you."

"I love you, okay. Nothing is going to change that." We got ready to start the funeral. Medinas casket was in the middle of the room, everyone showed up for him. Women crying, beers clinking, guitars playing. I stood with Coco, holding hands. I looked at Medina.

Flashback: Today was the day we say our goodbyes to my mother. I can still feel the blood on my hands as I tried to pick her up from the ground. I sat outside, waiting to start. Everyone, saying 'im sorry' , 'she was a good mom' , 'she deserves the best' , and 'you are so strong marisol'. I wasn't ready to let her go. What am I going to do without her?

"Marisol, its time." Angel said as he came to tell me the service started. Angel, Ezekiel and I sat down and heard the priest talk. Everyone said their goodbyes. We were the last ones. Angel, crying his eyes out.

"I love you mama. Im sorry. I'll be good." Then Ezekiel's turn. He was already in tears.

"Oh mama, im going to miss you. I promise you, I'll wont stop until I find them." Then it was my turn. I couldn't move.

"Fernanda." My dad said as he gently walked me to the open casket. I couldn't move.

"I dont want to see her." I whispered. Ezekiel and Angel ran up to me.

"We can walk with you." Ez said as he held my hand.

"Its going to be okay." angel said as he grabbed my other hand. I took a deep breath. We slowly walked up to her. I saw her. The first time in days. She looked like she was sleeping. She was wearing the pink blouse we got her for her birthday.

"Tell mama goodbye."Ez whispers. I let go of their hands. I started to sob as I was trying to find the words.

"Te queiro mommy. We will see each other one day. You can rest. We'll be okay. I promise. I'll take care of them." I kissed her cheek.

I snapped out of my thoughts as i wiped my tear away. The Sons arrived, meaning Happy was here. He went around hugging everyone. I gripped Cocos hand from the anger.

"Corazon?" Coco whispered to me. I didnt let Happy out of my sight. He makes me sick. Why my mom? "Hey? Ma, mi mano." I let the grip go.

"Oh my sorry baby." I kissed his hand. Angel and Ez gave me a nod. "I gotta go."

"Be careful."

"Always. Ill be back in a day or two. Then we can be together."

"Ill be waiting."

"Remember." I wiggled my eyebrows. He smiled a bit.

"I kept that promise." He kissed my lips.

"Adios amor." I placed my hands on his cheeks as I walked away. I rode with Ez, going to Charming. It was late at night, i place my head on his back. Im just trying to think how we're going to approach him. We made it to Happys house. Angel pulled out his gun and pointed it at the lock.

"What are you gonna do?" I asked him.

"Shoot the lock? Duh?"

"We Cant make it obvious." I pulled out a card and wiggled the lock. I finally unlocked the door. I pushed it open.

"How?" Ez shocked.

"Theres a lot of things you dont know hermano." I said as we went in the house. There was a dog barking. It didnt stop.

"Stupid dog!" Angel complains.

"Come here boy!" I threw its bone across the room. We stayed in the living room, waiting for Happys return.

"Here." Angel passed me a gun. "Just in case." I put the gun in my pants. After 20 minutes, we heard a bike pull up.

"Hes here." We all separated. The dog was still barking. Then the door unlocks.

"I'm coming." Happy yelled. He took off his kutte.

"I think he missed you." Ez said as we all pointed our guns to Happys head. He looked at the three of us, angry as we had the gun to his head