"cause I am not an object"

T.W- emotional surprise at the end, but you should read it

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ELSA POV

we were back to hogwarts

And ron was poisoned

The whole story says -

Ron was infected by a love potion, and then harry took him to slughorn, they had a drink, and there was poison in ron's drink

"Where is my won-won?" We heard lavender

She came running in, and stopped, at the sight of her 'won-won'

"Oh my won-won" she whimpered

And then, she saw hermione, sitting on his bed, next to him

"What are you doing here?" She asked
" I could ask you the same thing" Hermione sassed

" he happens to be my boyfriend" Lavender sneered

"He happens to be my........ friend" hermione answered

"Future husband" I muttered under my breath

Harry looked down at me, and smirked

"Oh please, don't joke, you were basically not finding any interest in him, until now" lavender said glaring at me

Oops-

Looks like she heard me

"He is poisoned here, and for your information, I have always found him interesting" hermione said

"Err-my-knee" we heard ron whisper

"Ron" lavender and hermione said together

"Err-my-knee, hermione" ron whispered

Lavender gasped, and ran out of the hospital wing

"Oh to be young, and to feel love" dumbledore said

"Young love, so.....stirring" snape said coldly

"Oh come on everyone, Mr. Weasley is well attended" dumbledore said and left with snape

"Umm, we'll meet you, after you are. Free" I said and winked at hermione, dragging harry with me

Hope they tell there feelings

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Next day we were in the great hall, and ron was also with us

"Can you tell me again, how we broke up?" Ron asked, looking at lavender

Who was clutching her fork so tight, that her knuckled her bright white

And that gave me deja vu

How becky used to do that, when harry and I were intimate

Harry leaned towards my ears and licked my earlobe

"You are like my pinky toe, small, cute, and I could bang you on the every furniture of house" he whispered

Blush covered my face as my eyes went towards the slytherin table

The girl that was in our cabin of the train was holding the the table so tight that I could see her white knuckles from here

She was continuously glaring at me

I nudged harry and pointed at her

He looked at her as the glare that was on her face disappeared and was replaced by a sick smile

Harry shifted my open hair to the side and leaned towards my neck

He kissed my neck, willingly showing it to shafiq

Shafiq's mouth hung open as she saw the scene in front of her

Harry slowly started kissing and sucking my neck trying not to show any movement because of the public and the teachers

Now it was my mouth's turn to hung open as harry assaulted my neck in front of everyone, that too without showing any signs

Harry went towards my ears kissing and sucking on the way

"No voice should be out princess" he whispered into my ears as I nodded

Satisfied, he went down again resuming his work, as my eyes were fixed on shafiq

She huffed and turned her head around, not wanting to see us

I felt harry's hand slide down my hands to my thighs as he rubbed my inner thigh

"Harry, stop" I said

"Why?" He asked

"Because we are in public" I whispered

"But I want you now" he said

"You can have me, back in your dormitory, but not now" I said trying to stop him

Mental note- do not say that again in my life

"Promise?" He asked

"Promise" I said and he left me

"No" I said and shook my head

Trying to get the memory out of my head

"That's, really complicated" hermione answered

Suddenly, snow started to appear on ron

"Stop it elsa" hermione said

"What? I am not doing it" I said shrugging my shoulders and looking at her

"Oh, really sorry, stop it ron, you are making it snow" hermione scolded

And then, we saw katie bell

She was back!

Harry and I looked at each other, and ran towards her

"Katie, how are you?" Harry asked

"I'm ok" she answered and smiled weakly

"We wanted to ask, do you remember, who gave you the necklace?" I asked eagerly

"Yes" katie answered

"Who?" Harry and I asked together

"Malfoy, draco malfoy" she answered

I looked around and saw, a scared draco looking at us

He turned around, and ran out of the great hall

Harry started chasing him

"Harry!" I called out for him

When I didn't get any answer, I decided to run myself

I looked around, through the corridor, when I saw harry enter a bathroom

I ran towards the bathroom, and looked around

"Sectumsempra" I heard, harry's voice
I ran towards the voice, and saw malfoy laying on the floor

Blood oozing out of his body, while he was already covered in his blood

"Oh my god" I gasped

But I heard someone else

Someone familiar say the same thing, together with me

I looked at the direction of the voice

And saw Anna

"Anna" I whispered

And anna ran towards malfoy

She bent down on her knees, cupping malfoy's face

"W-what did you d-do?" Anna stuttered

"I-I, I don't k-know" harry stuttered and walked backwards

I looked at him in disbelief

How can he use a spell he doesn't know on a human?

He is not my harry

Maybe he got to know that spell from the book of half blood prince

He was talking about a spell, similar to this one

He was really obsessed with the book

He ran away, as he saw snape enter the bathroom

"Anna, I am really sorry" I said and placed my hand on her shoulder

She shrugged my hand away, still looking at malfoy

I sighed, sadly, and went

Looking for harry

(Start the song)

"Harry, wait" I called out for him

He stopped in the middle of the corridor

The only people I could see were

Romilda vane, and her friends

"How could you do that?" I asked, tears filling my eyes

I was sad

1st. Because of my sister, refusing to talk to me, which never happened in our entire life

2nd. Harry used a spell he doesn't know, even if I warned him about it, and about that half blood prince

And then, he did nothing, but ran away, like a coward

And it was not what harry would do

This half blood prince book was blinding him

Manipulating him

Telling him things he should never know

"I-I don't know" he stuttered, carrassing his hair

"What happened hare-bear?" Romilda asked

I glared at her

Hare-bear?

"Nothing" he said, and smiled sadly at her

I looked at harry in disbelief

I am literally standing in front of him

And he goes around thanking other girls

"He used a deadly spell, on a student, that he didn't knew" I told vane the truth

Harry glared at me, as romilda's mouth opened, in a shape of O

"But, it is not his fault" romilda said suddenly

Harry and I looked at her, in disbelief, and curiousity

"What do you mean?" I asked

"It was not his fault, I mean, he didn't knew what he did, and he probably wanted to try the spell out" romilda said shrugging her shoulders

And did I just see a smirk

"She is right" harry said pointing at her

I looked at him, my mouth agape

"Good to know that, hare-bear" romilda said and left with her minions

Harry and I kept looking at each other, as the people left

"Wow!" I said, scoffing

"No! She was right, I just wanted to try it out" harry's voice was slowly increasing

And he screamed at me, till he reached the last sentence

"Yeah? You wanted to try it out, on a human?" I asked, now screaming 

"I didn't knew what it did" harry screamed back

"Then you shouldn't have used it" I shouted

"She understands me, unlike you, who is just opposing me, instead of being by my side, sometimes I hope, you just froze that day at the ministry" harry yelled

And I froze on my spot

He didn't actually wanted to save me

He wanted me to die

And on top of that, he was taking the side of the girl, who is the villain in our relationship

"Oh really? Good to hear the truth" I said, chuckling and shaking my head

And then, he realized what he said

"Darling, see I didn't mean-" I interrupted him

"No harry, I-I just also thought, t-that we should m-maybe take a break, its been a long journey, and I am starting to feel suffocated" I stuttered and wiped the tear the was just going to fall on my cheek

"Elsa" harry whispered

"Harry, I just, I am not telling to break up, I just wanted to say this from a long time, but now that I know the truth, its easy. We should take a break from our relationship, and in this period, you can do anything, you can snog a girl, have sex with romilda, I don't care, and I can do anything, I can CURSE too" I told him

I can't do this

I love harry, and I can't bear leaving him

But I have to, I can't force him to have a relationship with me

"No! Elsa no! I can't do this, you are mine and mine only, likewise, I am yours and yours only" harry said and tried to cup my face

"Sorry harry, but the words said by a person who is not in the reality, are the real words, and that fucking hurts" I screamed

I was trying really hard not to break down

Just cry here

In front of my comfort person

In front of

My harry

My heart wanted to just fall on my knees, and cry my eyes out

But, my mind was shutting my heart, and controlling me

"Elsa, you can't do this to me, no you can't" harry pleaded, tears now leaving his eyes

Here, he was, my love, trying to convince me to forgive him, to accept him again

But no, I can't accept what he said to me

I can't accept what he thinks of me

"What did I do wrong? I can just win you again, what do you want to eat, wait, let me get you a glass of water, you must be thirsty, just-just, I was not in my mind, I was being an idiot-" I interrupted him again

"It is not about that harry, I just argued with you because all I wanted was good for you, but no, now I found out the you are the one that finds comfort in other people, other than his girlfriend. And no, you can't win me, cause I am not an object" I said and walked back

It was like, like harry froze

"I-I am sorry" I apologized and turned around

I took a deep breath

Trying to calm myself

And ran

It was like, like I ran for my life

But no

The truth was, I ran away from MY LIFE trying to accept the life that would never be mine if it wasn't for harry

Suddenly I was stopped by hermione and ron

I shook my head, tears falling down my face

I turned to my right, and ran through the corridor

Trying to be as much away from harry, as I can

And then

I fell down on my knees, crying my eyes out

How can I end up in this situation?

My sister was not talking to me

I just ended things with harry

It was like, like I had no one in my life now

I leaned towards the wall, bringing my knees towards my chest

I let my forehead fall onto my knees, and sobbed

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HARRY POV

"It is not about that harry, I just argued with you because all I wanted was good for you, but no, now I found out the you are the one that finds comfort in other people, other than his girlfriend. And no, you can't win me, cause I am not an object" elsa said and walked back

And I froze

She was right, she was not an object

She was not a thing to win

She was a human, with feelings and emotions

And now, she was hurt

She was hurt because of me

I failed

I Failed to keep my promise to Mr. Scamander

~~~(back to 5th year)~~~

"Harry, I want you to promise me something" Mr. Scamander called out for me

"Yes Mr. Scamander" I acknowledged

"Oh no need for the formalities, I just wanted to say. That keep elsa happy" newt said

"Look, since her birth, we have treated her as a princess, and now I want you to treat her as a queen, because as you know, princesses grow up to be a queen" newt said and patted my shoulder

"Yes newt, I will always keep her happy, I will always keep her like a queen, like MY queen, and never hurt her" I said proudly

"Thats my boy" newt said and we hugged

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Thinking about that memory, I fell onto my knees

"No, elsa, I love you" I whispered, and let the tears fall down my cheeks, that were previously threatening to fall

I looked at the space, where elsa was just standing

I loved her

I love her

And I will always love her

She is the only one in my life

Not romilda, not becky, not hermione

Hermione was like a sister to me anyways

But now, I left her, hurt with my words

I grabbed my hair, and tugged on it

"ARRRGHHH!" I screamed onto the space

What have I done, this can't be

"I LOVE YOU, ELSA" I screamed

Hoping, that she would have heard

Maybe, because if she did, she would know, my love for her never died, and never will

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"because as you know, princesses grow up to be a queen"

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I literaly cried while writing this chapter, so hope you like it

Comment down if you did

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Word Count - 2400+