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Jisung took a deep breath and exhaled. Hyunjin's apartment looks nothing like his. It was fancy looking, a place where theres a pool, a tennis court and a bar were around. Unlike his it was old wrecked, rusty and looks abandoned . But it cost more than it sees, jisung needs to pay $35 per month. Imagine that.

"What are you waiting for come in," hyunjin tapped the card and enters is house. Jisung lets a gap on his jaw. Hyunjin's apartmen were humongous. The furniture looks simple and neat. It doesn't seems like hyunjin's personality at all. 

"So big. How much should i pay renting in here?" jisung asked while put down his boxes beside the sofa. Hyunjin chuckled "No need to pay while you living here sungie. Unless... You wanted to pay it another way," hyunjin teased ,while glaring at the younger's pants.  "Yah you stupid pervert!" Jisung yelled while backed off a bit.

"Hahahha, im just joking sungie. You won't believe anything like that won't you? By the way there's your room and that's my room. Feel free to sleep on my bed if you wanted to," Hyunjin said playfully then jisung shyly hit the taller's shoulder.

"Yea right, well im going to organized my stuff. Want anything for dinner?" jisung asked while picked up his box that contains his stuffs..ehem..  

"No thanks, i can just ordered it online," hyunjin declined while playing with his phone. Jisung just nodded as he enters the room that will be declared as his room.

"so big," jisung gasped as he look around the room. The bed frame looks fancy and the wardrobe. Don't ever mention it. It was way more huge than jisung's old one in the apartment. Jisung flopped his tiny butt to the bed's mattress. It felt soft and the bed doesn't even make a single creaking noise. Jisung smiled.

"If only i can live here forever, i won't need to work in that nasty manager's store," he mumbled to himself. When he realized what he just said he quickly hit his head. "Stupid! Don't ever forgot that this is your EX. YOUR EX'S house!" jisung scolded himself. 

Suddenly he heard a knock on his door. "Ji- i will be late today. I have work to do this evening do you want me to help with anything?" hyunjin asked. Jisung quickly stood up while heading to his box. "No thanks im all go-" Jisung shrieked. Hyunjin quickly get in jisung's room and sees the younger got  crashed under the boxes that were putted above the shelf. 

Hyunjin quickly moved the boxes above jisung. "Are you okay ji? Im sorry that my old stuffs fell on you," he apologizes. Jisung shook his head "It just my back stings. Nothing much," hyunjin quickly felt relieved.

"Well looks like you have organized you stuff properly. Just that box in the corner-" Hyunjin were about to approach to the box then quickly jisung blocked the taller by hugging the taller's back. 

"No,no,no,no its fine. Also you said you were going to work right? You will be late for it," Jisung beamed. Hyunjin rubbed his temple. "Yea i totally forgot it, bye ji" hyunjin said while waving toward the younger. The younger sighed as he heard the apartment door been slammed. 

"I better hide these before he finds this," jisung mumbled while  staring at a box of polaroid with a pictures of him and hyunjin.... together. 

Meanwhile at Stayie Cafe

Minho pulled the door handle then spotted two figures sat on his usual seat. He felt his blood boiled once he sees a blonde haired guy sitting infront of a shorter raven head boy.

"Changiee hyung, i miss you so much," felix whined while hugging the raven boy tightly. The raven boy giggled "I miss you too lixie," the raven haired spoked while pinched the freckled's nose.  

Minho glared the blonde haired boy. "What are you doing here kangaroo?" minho asked with a rough voice without cared about his brother's action. 

"Hey can't you be a little bit nice to me ? Tomorrow is my birthday ya know," The blonde whined. Minho just rolled his eyes acting like he does not give a fuck about it.

"Yeah, its not like it is something important to me," minho mumbled. Chan suddenly felt a prickle of tears is in the corner of his eyes, quickly he wiped it out. Minho noticed it while snorted out "Don't act like you never done something horrible toward me Christ,"He quickly grabbed felix's tiny hand then intertwined it. Before he able to drag his brother away the raven had time to block the brunette out.

"Stop dragging him like he is a toy. He wanted to hang out with us. Not following you around, you are not his bos or something like that!" changbin scolded minho while pulling felix back to his arms. 

Minho's brain suddenly   not functioning well. His mind were blank. Why do i let my anger toward felix? He thought. He wanted to fight back changbin but then he saw Chan holding both of felix's shoulder tightly. He gave up.  He knew if he  pull felix, his brother will hurt. But in the other hand IT WAS CHAN who holding his brother's friggin shoulder. 

Minho scratched his hair while looking at those three irritatedly. "Well fine, you win this time christ. Felix, get home before 7 . Make sure you-"

"No,"

Felix cut his brother's word while glaring at his dearest brother "Im not going to do what you ordered anymore".  "Do you just realized what did you just said felix?" Minho asked with a husky tone. Felix gulped as his brother stepped closer to him.  Luckily Changbin blocked minho from taking one more step.  

"He meant it, now why do you hate bang chan so much? He didn't do anything wrong toward you. Infact he loves you!" changbin yelled, well the customer weren't bother to record everything until changbin scolded them to not record even a word of what they were talking about, They quickly put down their phone and continue  eating.

"What ? he loves me?" minho asked pointing on chan while his voice sounds shaky.  Changbin took a glance on chan, chan nodded. While felix were clueless. 

"Ni- Nice joke you gnome. i won't fall  for that stupid shit," minho stuttered. Chan pushes changbin and his boyfriend in his arm gently  then now he was standing infront of  a brunette that called minho. 

"I love you Minho. By that i meant it. I really really really, love you. I know i have once rejected your feelings but i have a very important matter. I need to go to Australia because my parents called me , and said that my grandfather were ill.  I didn't know that you were waiting for me at the soccer field for one day long just to wait for me to come and answer your feelings. I am so sorry Lee Minho," chan confessed while minho were still blurred. He didn't realizes his tear were falling down. 

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"Chan, if i liked someone so much will they become my lover?" the young brunette asked while holding a bouquet of flower in his hands. Chan smiled. "Why would people rejected someone who as cute as you. Oh and what a lovely flower you got there. Who is the special-"  

"Chan are you coming with us or not? "  "Why is he talking to this brat, did he know he is gay?" "Maybe he likes chan. Eww didn't he know he is straight?" one of his friends yelled from far away while there's some of people whispers to themselves at the locker.

 Chan looked at the brunette, he seems uneasy with knowing he is gay and people didn't support it. "Minho, would you wait at the soccer field after school? I have something to tell you," chan said while walking away from the brunette. The brunette froze, then he curled a smiled on his lips. He skipped his way to his class without caring about people gaving him a weird stare and whispering about him  along the hallway.

"Chan, please tell me you are going to confess to him right away," said one of his friend. He seems concerned about his friend and the brunette. While his other friend gave them a disgusted look while shrugging himself. 

"Eww Mark Tuan, please tell me you are joking right now," The latter scrunches his nose while the other just rolled his eyes.  "No im not, and for your information im sick of following you and your homphobic asses around!" Mark yelled which caused  everyone to pay attention at the trio.

"Mark calm down. Jinyoung  probably have his own excuses for why he hating.. gays," chan frowned. Kai chuckled "Well then i do have one, its just they were all disgusting and pissing me off. Well done that's my answer," Mark lifted up jinyoung's collar while holding his fist beside the taller's face. "repeat what you just said Park Jin young ," Mark urged the taller. The  taller smirked.

"Just do it already, i wasn't in interest friending with you guys  anyways. For your information im only hanging out with you  because CHAN is your bestfriend and i LOVE his sister so much.So im planning to be his friend while making his sister falling love with me. BUT looks like it won't happen because she is GAY," jinyoung exclaimed himself while glaring at chan who shocked knewing his friend's true motive. 

Mark suddenly loose  his grip on jinyoung's collar "Ji- you. I thought you loved me," "Yea.. As friend," he said while dusting his shoulder.  Mark's tear began to flow. He sobbed on his  forearm.  "You- I hate you Park Jin Young! I hate you so fucking much I WISH I NEVER MET YOU!" Mark screamed with his eyes were bloodshot looking.  

Jinyoung shocked with what he just hear, but then he stare at mark's crystal eye. He look so devastated  himself.Jinyoung cupped his hand on mark's face, quickly he dodge it while giving his glare at the taller.  "Mark im-" 

"Shut up! If you wanted me to go, I will!" mark shouted, holding his bag tightly while stomping through the hallway leaving the two speechless.  "Christ im-" "Im so disapointed in you jinyoung. You rather let him heartbreak than accepting his feeling. If you didn't liked him, you should not flirt him from the start," chan said with a husky tone leaving the the latter alone in the hallway.

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"Hey minho, there's a love letter for you. Wonder who gave it," changbin said playfully while wiggling his eyebrows.  Minho snorted, snatching the envelope from the raven head while smiling. "Maybe its from that christ boy that you have crush at. Oooh im so jealous,"  Seungmin teased. Minho hitted the brunette''s shoulder. 

"Nonsense, he won't sees me as his lover. He already said to me that WE ARE FRIENDS, nothing possibly can change his mind-" Minho stopped when he sees chan's writing on the letter. Seungmin and changbin looked on each other then smiled. 

Dear Minho

Meet me on the soccer field, i knew that you had crush on me. If you wanted to know my answer please come to the soccerfield after school.If i did not showed up, you know what  my answer is..

- Christopher Bang

Minho stopped smiling right after he read the letter. Seungmin scrunches his nose while changbin folded his hand. "So what did he said?" seungmin politely ask. Minho shaked his head "He knew i had feelings for him but... he said if he didn't came to the school's socce rfield it means-"

"Doesn't that look too harsh? What if he did not like you! He will ditch you right away!" changbin yelled while giving seungmin the letter. Seungmin shook his head "Im sorry Minho but, i think changbin makes sense. If he did not have feelings toward you, you will not only heartbroken but also you will be torched while waiting for him to show up," changbin shake his head means  he agreed with what seungmin just said.

"But i won't never know if i had not check it out!" minho said excitedly leaving his two friends numb ,when the school's bell rang.

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Chan whistled excitingly walking with mark beside him while holding his backpack's strings nervously. "Mark are you going to be fine?" chan asked cocerned to his friend who look gloomy the whole day.Mark stare at the floor  blankly "Im okay chan, no need to worried about me"  he said showing a weak smile.  "But mark you havent eaten for a week!" chan scolded.

Mark stopped walking giving a last stare, Before he suddenly collapse on the floor with his stuff were scattered on the corridor's floor. Chan quickly gripped his friend screaming his name but no reponds.  All students in the hallway were gasping and shocked,  Chan turned his face facing the students "What The fuck are you guys looking at?! CALL THE AMBULANCE!" Chan screamed while carrying mark on his back. 

"Hold on there mark, please don't die before me," chan cried while running toward his car, Jinyoung frowned while looking at chan. He shook his head "Looks like he will forgot about his confession," jinyoung said while picking up mark's stuff.  

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Minho hold his flower bouquet tightly, it have been 3 hours but there's no sind of chan coming. He sighed landing his but on the cold green grass. "Maybe seungmin and changbin were telling the truth after all," he sighed. Suddenly he heard a loud bang of thunderstorm. He flinch himself scared with the loud bang.  "It will be raining soon. Does he truly  loves me or not," minho thought. He suddenly felt a wet drip landed on his hair.

It started to rain heavily but minho still eagerly waited for chan to come and confessed to him. He sighed.  

"You better not burden yourself waiting for someone who is already at his country," 

Minho startled seeing jinyoung holding an umbrella while staring at the wet brunette ."Senior what do you-"  "Im serious. Christ had to go to Australia ,  His grandfather is sick and his mother called him to go after he sent Mark to hospital," jinyoung coldly said. 

Minho's eyes start to teared up apart. Jinyoung snorted "Kid, let me tell you something. He loves you but he can't confessed to you because of certain reasons. Please don't be upset," jinyoung still holding the umbrella covering both of them from the rain. 

"Are you sure he loves me?" minho asked curiously. Jinyoung nodded "Now let me sent you back home before you get sick," he scolded while patting the brunette's head.  Minho followed the older  from back and without jinyoung noticed minho silently whispers under his breath. "Even if he loved me, i won't forgive him for what he did today.."

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Helloww loves, sorry for not updating for days. I was busy tbh. I had a lots of idea for chan's  birthday party   👁👄👁🔫. I love the flashback anyways, also hope you guys stay safe and stay reading this ff, peace! sorry for my bad english btw,  english was not my first language or second. so so sorry loves for the typos, nonsense and cringeness.

-author chan