F I F T Y - E I G H T
Jungkook forced himself up the stairs, pushing the door open to see Taehyung sitting on the bed with his head down. "She doesn't like me." He muttered out for the young twin to hear.
"Taehyung . . . She didn't mean that, she's mad at me and Gguk for not being honest with her and telling her things." Jungkook said, just standing at the door, not sure if he should walk on in just yet.
"I'm really sorry," Taehyung muttered, looking up at Jungkook with sad eyes.
"For what?"
"For everything."
"You didn't do anything, Taehyung."
"I did,"
"No, you didn't."
"Your grades slipped because of me! Your eomma is mad at you because of me! I'm ruining you . . . I don't want that." Taehyung said, tears filling in his eyes as he looked down, trying to stop them from slipping away, not wanting them to run down. He didn't want to look vulnerable though he was beyond that point.
"That's not true, Taehyung. I love you, you mean everything to me. I would-" Jungkook was cut off by heartbreaking words, his heart aching.
"Would you give everything to be with me? Your golden reputation, your grades, college offers? I'm not a promised thing." Taehyung let a small sob slip his lips.
Jungkook walked over after shutting the door behind him, taking his hands. "No, you're not promised. But I promise through everything, I will give everything up to make sure I can stay by your side. I promise I still want you, truth be told." He breathed. "Taehyung, I never felt as completed as I do right now. You're everything and more. I love you. I love you so much."
Taehyung broke down, standing and wrapping his arms around the taller as he sobbed into his chest. He wasn't hurt, he was touched he could be cared for as much as he was.
Jungkook hated the sound of Taehyung crying. He remembered the time with when he saw Jimin comforting Taehyung after Suwun and when Taehyung was released from the locker after being forced into it. He held his boyfriend close, embracing him. "I love you so much, as cliché as everything turned, I love you so fucking much."
Taehyung felt his heart burst with love. He buried himself closer to Jungkook. He hugged the aforementioned like his life depended deeply on it. "I love you, too." The older breathed out.
They hugged for a bit until Taehyung pulled away, looking up at his boyfriend. "Where is Ggukie?" He asked, pursing his lips. "Why is your cheek red? I didn't notice until now," he breathed and cupped his hands around Jungkook's face, bringing it close to his own.
"One question at a time," Kook muttered. "Jeongguk needed some fresh air and alone time. He isn't mad at you or me, he just needs some time to himself to regain his thoughts." He mentioned.
"And your face?"
"Is astonishingly handsome." Jungkook commented with a complimentary smirk, lifting Taehyung and tossing him back onto the bed, crawling over his petite, feminine body. He squeezed the smaller yet older in his built arms. "And, hasn't had your kisses in awhile which sucks."
Taehyung couldn't help his smile. His eyes were red from the crying, as were his nose and ears, but he leaned over and pecked Jungkook's lips anyways. He brought the cover over their body, smuggling close to his boyfriend and rolling him so they laid side-by-side.
"Only a peck? Wow, I thought you cared." Jungkook retracted his arms, turning so his back was to the blond-haired teen who gasped, sitting up. "I can give you more!" He claimed.
"Oh yeah?" Jungkook peaked over his shoulder. "How many is more?" He inquired, wiggling his eyebrows.
"It's a lot," Taehyung smiled. He didn't hesitate at all, going close and kissing Jungkook gently. Passion laced that kiss, bringing their faces closer.
Jungkook pushed to lay back on his back without breaking the kiss magically, cupping his hands over Taehyung's cheeks. He held him there, moving his lips in a soothing pace with his boyfriend's.
The blond-haired found himself being placed on Jungkook's hips, his hands propped against the other's chest. Their lips worked in rhythm.
Jungkook couldn't describe the feeling Taehyung gave to him. He pushed himself up a bit to grip onto Taehyung's hips and make it more comfortable for the both of them.
It wasn't sexual. It was pure love and passion mixing between their lips, no lust or sexual desire. Jungkook didn't want to grind into Taehyung or grope him, he didn't want to call him by pet names or hit his thighs, he just wanted to kiss his lover as much as he could until they would need air.
Which came sooner than wanted.
The older pulled away, resting his forehead gently on Jungkook's. "Gah . . . I love you, it feels so nice to tell you that, Kookie." He breathed out, his arms loosely hanging on Jungkook's shoulders.
"I love you, too, precious." The younger uttered from his thin lips, letting his eyes shut. "I want you to know how much you mean to me. I'll be able to show you one day, with Gguk, we'll show you how much we love and care for you."
Taehyung shook his head. "You don't need to show me anything, I'll believe anything you'll say. You boys are the best thing to walk into my life and I'm happy I'm able to see myself being with you both. I'm happy I can love you and you both can love me."
He wasn't finished. "I think . . ." He pauses and gulped down the thick lump lodged into his throat. "I think I'm ready to make love to the both of you, to really dedicate myself to you guys."
Jungkook felt his cheeks heat up. "Really? Love?" He breathed out unevenly, biting on his bottom lip. He pulled his head back to glance over Taehyung, wanting to make sure he understood. He felt eager and joy in his heart.
Taehyung turned, hiding his face of embarrassment. "Y-Yes . . ." He muttered out shyly, retracting his hands and covering his face. "U-Unless you're not ready. S-Sorry, I-I'm rushing, aren't I?" He got off of Jungkook's lap, turning his back to him.
Jungkook quickly moved and sat behind Taehyung, wrapping his arms around him. "No, no, don't say that, it's fine." He breathed, placing gentle and soft kisses on the older's neck.
The blond-haired nodded, leaning back on Jungkook. "As long as I get to be close to you both and be able to make love to you guys. I don't want sex, I want love."
"I do too, and we will be as gentle and as caring as we possibly can. We won't be harsh about it, we'll take our time and kiss every inch of your beauty. It won't be like any other time either of us had sex with you, we will be sure to capture it all." Jungkook whispered, resting his chin on the older's shoulder. "I love you, Kitten."
"I love you, too, Kookie." Taehyung stayed in his arms, closing his eyes and relaxing against him. He felt Jungkook begin to rock them back and forth, holding him close.
He meant every word he told Taehyung, he truly did love the male with all his heart. He admired his imperfectly perfect complexion, his small scars, his moles, the ever so slight double chin he gets when he sleeps, his little snores, his cute, child-like side, he admired it all. From head to toe, inside and out.
He loves him.
***
Jeongguk came back into the house after roughly an hour. He felt at ease. Sometimes his eomma really did make him feel incompetent, like he could never do anything correctly but one thing was for sure and that was that he did right bumping into Taehyung at the party.
He did right by telling Jungkook to sell a ticket to him, for calling him less than shit and then taking him for ice cream, for everything that led to how.
He walked up the steps, pushing Jungkook's door open. He saw that the two were napping together, cuddling on the younger's bed.
Jeongguk slipped his shoes off, tossing his jacket on a stray chair that collected clothes that needed to be hung up.
He walked over and laid beside Taehyung, engulfing him into his own arms. He pecked his temple.
"Do you feel better?"
Jeongguk nearly jumped, shaking his head. "You were awake the whole time?" He asked to Taehyung who just giggled. "I was halfway sleeping but then I heard you." The older responded.
Jeongguk just shook his head. "Sorry, pumpkin, I didn't mean to wake you up." He breathed out, using his slender fingers to gently brush the strands of hair out of Taehyung's face, smiling.
"Eh, I didn't want to sleep but Kookie was yawning so I suggested we lay down for a nap. It took me nearly an hour before I even got close. I'm happy you're here now though." Taehyung said, wrapping his arms around Jeongguk with his back to Jungkook.
Jeongguk placed a tender kiss on his forehead. "I'm sorry for our eomma, she can be that way. I was afraid she wouldn't like you." He muttered. "But she'll grow use to you and love you."
Taehyung weakly smiled. "Could I ask about your appa?" He inquired.
"Now isn't the right time to talk about it." Jeongguk whispered. "Me and Kook will tell you all about it then. We promise." He added on, staying quiet so Jungkook wouldn't wake up.
Taehyung slightly nodded. "Love you,"
"Love you, too."
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