"I like you Terra."

Those words literally made my heart start pummeling in my chest. Giving me absolutely nothing to feel. Never would it occur to me that Jaden  would tell me those words.

I did not know what to say. I was always someone that hated admitting feelings but I  could feel a grin come across my face when I  realised that out of all the girls--- he liked me.

And then it hit me that  he could be lying to me or worse; pranking me. It was just this very week that I  had to experience being pranked terribly.

I may have remained silent for a while because he started to walk away and then I  could not believe what I  did, I  grabbed his hand and pulled him close to me --- then kissed him.

As usual, I  felt a lot of emotions coursing through me and just like the previous kiss; I  enjoyed every moment of it.

The moment I  drew away, he decided to bring me closer and once again, kissed me--- this time more deeply.

I enjoyed the kiss so much that I  continued to kiss him until things started to get too intense and then I  backed away . In no time, I  walked away from him and  then I  left him without admitting  my feelings to him .

What do you think of that dream?

Odd right?

It really creeps me out that I  was even feeling the emotions while I  was asleep.

In fact, why  did I  have such a dream?

Why did I  have to kiss him and why did I  imagine kissing him again?

These type of things are very odd to me.

I never dream about guys and so why did he appear in my dream?

I have so many questions that I  feel need answers.

This is why I  hate sleeping in the afternoon. The dreams I  have are usually awkward during that time.

Honestly, I  do not understand what that was about but I  feel like I  am missing something.

I feel like I  might be lying to myself .

Why did I  dream that Jaden  has feelings for me and why did I  not answer him?

If he did tell me that  in real life ,would I  answer  him?

I don't  know and I  am not ready to find out.

The fact that I  am even writing about it might be an indication that I  like him. But I  don't agree.

I DO NOT LIKE HIM!

But again I  am exhibiting clear signs because when I searched the signs on the internet, the internet showed that I  am clearly exhibiting them all.

No matter how prideful I  am, I just need to accept that I  do like him.

Okay if I  accept my feelings then what now?

Should I  tell him?

I hate these type of things  and I  feel like it would be better if I  never told him how I  feel.

Because if I  did and he doesn't feel the same then that means I  have ruined the friendship. Yes, the friendship.

I just wish I  never liked him in the first place.