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I was a tired little baby,
With greys hairs on my head.
I used to think I wasn't pretty
'Cause of the circles under my eyes
And there were no reason for this,
I have juste never really like to sleep.

I would've hated being the worst popular girl,
So I became the cooler weird kid.
Don't know why, but it made me feel so seen,
Like I needed to shine in at least one scene.

And then there was this girl,
She was so fun, became my best friend.
The problem was that I wasn't hers—
Even the popular girls loved her in the end.

I was a tired little baby,
With greys hairs on my heads.
I used to think I wasn't pretty
'Cause of the circles under my eyes
And there were no reason for this,
I have juste never really like to sleep.

She always used to tell me
"Dye your hair, you would look so fine"
I bought the hair dye but left it unused
For once on my life, I drew the line

She left as quickly as she came,
I was broken but free to be me.
I cried so hard, it turned to glee,
My heart was too full for misery.

I was a tired little baby,
With greys hairs on my heads.
I used to think I wasn't pretty
'Cause of the circles under my eyes
And there were no reason for this,
I have juste never really like to sleep.

People keep calling me a nerd
They were thinking it was easy for me
I wanted to be cool so I stoped working
My first zero felt like a crown to a king

Now I don't know how to work at all,
Scrolling my phone, ignoring the call.
Yes, I fit in, I'm part of the crowd,
But it's not the way I imagined somehow.

I'm not the little girl I used to be
I know she'll admire me, and that's all that matters.
Boys say they love me, just 'cause I'm pretty now
But I need someone who will love her too.
Who'll embrace the faults I've learned to undo.

Yes, I want someone who will love her too

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