پانچواں باب-

Oh how much life takes unexpected turns, He believed that after his father, he would be as free as a cageless bird. However, another unexpected turn occurred, The father of the girl didn't file any complaint against sajid. He thought that, witnessing her father lying in a pool of his own blood, his girlfriend and her family would take strong actions against them, as the parents of his girl were well reputed in Lahore and many cities of Pakistan but he was wrong.

Sikandar's father had returned. The father he hated from the time he learnt that he would have no body with him. He went to Lahore, to get the girl he love. When he reached the house, he was informed that she didn't want to meet him. Confused, he called her again and again but there was no reply from her side. He was worried cause he was ban from entering her house! He was in tension, panic striked even! The fear of loosing her was too great for his tainted heart to calm down!

He visited outside her house daily, in hope to meet her, he got in trouble with her cousins and her brother but that didn't stop him. The girl's father thought that Sikandar's persistence had gone too far. He called Sajid and informed him about Sikandar's continuous visits but sikandar refused to leave without meeting her.

It was getting out of sikandar's control, he had always been impatient one and the girl knew it but she was testing his patience by making him wait for her knowing he can't take a breath without her. The girl, one day had enough of it and went out to confront him. Sikandar was in extreme anger but seeing her face once, he forgot any kind of emotion he felt but remembered the love and admiration only.

'You have made me wait so much Maya, what's this han? Don't you know how worried I was' The girl was non other then Maya rayyan. The only daughter of Rayyan khan and Maha Rayyan. The youngest daughter of her family.

Maya sighed seeing his face, ' why are you here Sikandar? Leave because I don't wanna see your face ' he  had stared at her with shocked expressions, he had laughed before saying' oh come on baby, why are you so angry with me. What did I do now' maya eyebrows furrowed and she threateningly took a step forward, gone was her sweet and calm expressions that he loved.

Pointing her finger on his chest she said' you still dare to ask me, tumne ye poocha k mai gussa kyun hun. Kya tumhe waqai andaza nhi hai sikandar ya tum jan boojh kar anjane ban rahe ho' Sikandar gulped but his expressions were still the confused one.
(You are asking me why am I angry, do you really don't know sikandar or you are being saint)

'look, I dont know what I did to make you so angry, but mai mafi mangta hun okay. Now drop the anger Please my love" he pleaded but in the last he whined and pouted his lips big for her. Showing her, his cute expressions that nobody has ever seen except her. (But Im sorry,)

If it was the maya before the incident then she would've thrown her arms around his neck, Hugging him in a reflex but she couldn't just let the image of his satisfied eyes leave her mind. He was satisfied while her father was shot.

Rayyan khan was shot by said salaar but fortunately the bullet just grazed his arm, Sajid was an excellent shooter but he was so enraged and was breathing heavily, shivering and that resulted in his hand slipping making the bullet just grazed Rayyan or no one knew what would've happened!

The tear's that filled her eyes had sikandar worried, he worriedly step a forward and put his palms on her cheeks, wiping the tear that slipped and in a second she was crying ' y-you le-ft my f-father, sikandar mai us waqt toot gai thi....tum aik bhot khudgarz insaan ho... Janti hun Tumne sirf apne bare mai hi socha tha... lekin mai aisa nhi karsakti apne or apne baba k sath"
(I was broken that time, you are really selfish human, I know you just think about yourself, buT I can't do this with my father and myself)

She cried while saying it. Suddenly something striked him hard and he remembered he left her and her father alone when he knew how much afraid she must've been" Im soo sorry maya, i really am. Mujhe nhi pata kya hua tha... Us waqt pata nhi yar...im so sorry" ( I don't know what happened to me that time,)

Even if his eyes were sincere, her trust was broken beyond repair on him, she sniffed and stepped back. Wiping her tears she looked at him dead in the eyes and said' that was our time together sikandar. Im sorry but I dont think I can still see you as human'

Her words had shattered his heart. He had been through alot and her being the only person, had healed him but her saying this had caused more damage then others. He was suddenly put in panic 'n-no n-no maya... M-mujhe m-mat choro.. m-mai mar jaunga...tum janti ho na mai tumse kitna piyar karta hun...please meri jan mera tumhare ilawa koi nhi'( Dont leave me, I will die maya, you know how much I love you, I don't have anyone other than you)

He said in hurried manner, in panic filled voice. His eyes had unshed tears but this time she just couldn't seem to wipe them away. She shooked her head and said ' mai Allah se dua karungi, k tumhe koi tumhare jesa mile sikandar... Mai tumhare lie nhi hun or -' ( I will pray, that you will find someone like you)

Sikandar had enough, enough of her words as he burst out, his eyes flowing tear's and he screamed " BUT I ONLY LOVE YOU GOD DAMMIT. I WILL DIE WITHOUT YOU' maya flinched and took a step back. Both of them had fault somewhere but nobody tried to see it. They were broken and maybe if one of them would've had enough courage, they would've been happy!

't-tum y-ye mere baap k-ki wajah se karrahi ho to sahi hai. Hum bhag jate hain... I promise mai sardaar nhi banunga... Or kuch nhi hoga... But please just don't leave me... We will stay somewhere else' The pleading tone did nothing to heal her heart, this time she choosed herself and her family over the broken sikandar. ( You are doing this because of my father right? We will run away. I wont be sardaar, and nothing will happen)

'sorry sikandar, even if I know that my father would never deny me marrying you, I won't marry you. I love seeing you broken sikandar, I love the tears'

The night had whitenesed the broken version of 28 years old sikandar and 23 year's old maya, that had no other choice than to give a chance to herself to be happy and be a little selfish.

That night, was the night that sikandar can never forget. He blamed his father and maya for everything they did to him. From him being happy seeing other suffering and him hating every other person breathing next to him.

Even after three years of continuous life full of torture, Sikandar was still the same Insecure, love craving and a broken man. But undefeatable. Believing that no power on earth can heal him, not knowing what Allah plans for you, will happen to you and will be the best for you....

Not knowing that a trip was about to change his entire life.....

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