اختتامیہ باب
He sighed, the view infront of him was magnificent! The building Infront of him was like no other! It brought him peace, it brought him serenity! The smell in the air of Saudi Arabia was different. It was calm, it was tension free, like the air knew nothing was gonna harm the people who had came, being the servant of their Rab!
The magestic Green building. Its striking Green Dome rises above the tombs of the Prophet Muhammad and early Islamic leaders Abu Bakr and Umar. The Masjid al-Qiblatain is known as the site where the Prophet Muhammad received the command to change the direction of prayer to Mecca.
He was glad, he was over the moon to visit the country that once had the presence of his Beloved Nabi kareem ﷺ! His wife was here, at the place she wanted to live all her life. In Medina munawwara! His heart had calmed down to peace once he realized there can be nothing other then medina where his wife could be.
The incident a month ago with sikandar and Noor-Ul-Ain had shooked him to core, and all he wanted was his wife, he knew from very long time in this year that where could his wife be! All he wanted was just to give her some time alone, in the place where she believed
Medina ki galiyon mai jannat ki khushbu ati hai!.
(The streets of Medina smells like heaven!)
Medina the second most holiest place after Makkah, but all while, his wife love the peacefulness Medina held, because it is where HIS body is entombed. A pilgrimage is made to his tomb in the city's chief mosque.
He sat Infront of medina, his eyes held the adoration that many who had came there to perform Umrah can see, his eyes never once shed tear, all he did was to sit right Infront of the Green tomb, with calmness oozing from him.
His heart was, however bursting with many emotions! Fear was biggest one! What if she was somewhere else? But it was the only place he could think! Anxiety! What would happen if she had forgotten about him? What if she refuse to return to him? There were so many emotions that he feels! Yet hope was there in him!
He will be mahal shehryar! No matter how much she deny, no matter how much she try to leave him! He will bring her back! He will go back to her! All his life! If she wants time, he will give her, yet leaving her isn't an option now!
He sat there, his eyes took everything Infront of him, he sat there till he could feel the place going quite, he sat there till It was night, he sat there till he felt the tinkle of someones anklet, he sat there till he could feel something sitting behind him, he smiled. He sat there till the person place her head on his shoulder.
He still sat there, he didn't once glance at her to confirm if it actually was her? Cause she was the one to speak "Itni dair laga di?" He closed his eyes, his whole being calmed, the voice that he had heard after he doesn't know how much time! His eyes shad the very first tear in those month, that her dainty hand wiped away.
(You came so late?)
His cheek flushed after the hand of her touched his skin, oh how can he live without her for such a long time! His whole being was screaming to hug her, his eyes begged his heart to turn around to look at her "ab dekhen ge bhi nahi?" Mahal asked once again.
(You won't look at me now?)
She had lost every of her hope that one night a year ago, when he had cruelly whispered his heart longed to be away from her! Her every hope shattered that one night he refused to have any child with her! Child that are symbol of love in their tribe! Her husband had changed that night to someone she doesn't know!
She did whatever she think was right! Her Ultimate wish was to live independently near Medina! That had been completed and she believed one day, he will be there, at night, sitting there waiting for her! It had completed today too. But he looked like a child, who's whole being struggle to rebel!
She knew he wanted to talk to her, touch her, hug her, but he was shehryar who was known for his ultimate patiance that he's showing her currently. She couldn't take it after minutes of just sitting there, and his gazing at the al-Qubbah al-Khaḍrā!
He sat there quietly until his finger pointed towards al-Qubbah al-Khaḍrā, the green dome " This al-Qubbah al-Khaḍrā, is built above the tombs of the prophet Muhammad and the early Rashidun Caliphs Abu Bakr and Umar, which used to be Aisha's r.a chamber. He had died while Laying in the lap of Ayesha رَضِيَ ٱللَّٰهُ عَنْهُ."
She looked at him surprise, her lips pulled up in shining smile, he finally turned around to look at her, his breath got lost, his lungs struggle to take any breath. He took deep shaky breathes, his Eyes threatening to shad alot of tears, she looks beautiful!
Like how her name was, Mahal! Most beautiful then moon, her face shined under the rays of moon, his heart danced in peace, he finally lifted his hand to traise her eyebrows "MashAllah, ye Medina mai hi Hoor mil gai? Mai mar to nhi gaya na?" She blushed deep colour of red, her head then placed against his shoulder " Bilkul nhi, Zameen par hi mili hai! Shukar karen Allah ka!"
(MashAllah, I got hoor in medina? Did i die?)
(Absolutely not, you got her in earth! Thank Allah!)
She teased, he smiled, he laughed. Her heart finally at home, she was at home. Her shehryar had came to take her! He had came to bring her back home! "Mai ne behad yaad kia tumhe Mahal, meri Zindagi mai aik second aisa nhi tha jisme maine tumhe na socha ho, jisme maine tumhe na yaad kia ho! Tum gai thi, mujhe rog laga kai! Tumhari judai mere dil k daman par aik daagh ki tarha lagi! Tum meri zindagi mai daagh-e-ishq ho tum! Aik aisa daagh to mai chah kar bhi nhi nikal paya!"
(I've missed you alot Mahal, There wasn't a second in my life that I had not missed you in! Where I didn't thought about you! That I haven't miss you! You left, but you left your stain on me! Your saperation has stain the part of my heart! You are the stain of love in my life! The stain that I could never get rid of!)
His Eyes held honesty, sincerity, his every word, that fall from his lips gave her soothing feeling "Mai apko bad dua deti hun! Allah kabhi apko is daagh se paak nahi kare! Agar kar dia, to mai to akeli reh jaungi na? Ap hi to mera sab kuch, mera ghar, mera sarbara, mera sukoon! Mai kabhi apko is daagh ko dhone nhi dungi" eye's held tear's, lips pouted, she cried those words to him.
(I curse at you, That May Allah never clean that stain! If he did, then I'll be left alone right? You are my everything! My home, my head, my peace! I'll never let you wash this stain!)
He laughed loudly, his laugh getting the attention of cleaner, who also had blessed the couple, it was hard seeing love like them! Shehryar pinched her cheek, before swiftly pecking her cheek, she gasped.
" Ghar chalen?" He asked, her eyes once again shone at the name of home! She nodded enthusiastically! "G, mujhe ghar jana hai!" All he could was nod and smile.
(Should we go home?)
(Yes, I wanna go home!)
His life had taken the turn, where he doesn't know what would happen with him if he hadn't meet the miracle! It would've been him against the whole world. Indeed, he's the one who knows best. He had gifted shehryar with a women so pious, so pure just so he could change himself! He had given shehryar the daagh-e-ishq so he could return to his wife. He's the luckiest to repent before he died, and he's the luckiest he met with mahal!
It was all planed, from a very long time. Shehryar had, at last, meet with mahal, who was the Roag of Ishq on him! Who was the daagh-e-ishq on him! Stain of love on him!
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"ayaan!..ayaan baat to sunen!" Azia ran behind swiftly walking ayaan, who was running late for his work, so late to even listen to the pained voice of his wife, who's hand was gripping the lower stomach of hers, while she walked behind him, only for him to say " abhi nhi zia baby, ghar aun phir baat karenge" without even turning back to look at her, azia stopped at the edge of stairs, her heart bleed looking at the back of ayaan going outside the house.
(Ayaan...ayaan listen to me!)
(Not now zia baby, we'll talk when I get home!)
She felt suffocation living in this home now, it was honestly hard now looking at him being so ignorant towards her, it was unbelievable that he would be changed so suddenly, she sat down the edge of stairs, her body ached and she could feel, if not now then by the night she would be in the hospital, her lower stomach ached.
Her hand palmed the stomach, her babies were really frantic, they would be all over her stomach, not letting her do anything! They were one hyper baby!Tears filled up her eye's, the pain was getting unbearable! It was bad honestly! She yelped when she felt an piercing pain, her head spin, she shouted on the top of her lungs, her eyes became droopy, she could feel her balance loosing, the last thing she saw and heard was trembling shouting of ayaan, and his figure running Infront of her before she lost her consious.
The last thing her lips whispered were her baby, the same stairs, the same fiasco, the same pregnant azia, and she wasn't interested into experiencing another of this incident! She lost control over her body.
Ayaan had returned back, his heart was screaming that maybe azia needed something that she was calling him? He had decided to take quick trip only for his world to fall apart looking at her state, and looking at how she was about to lose her control, he was lucky that he had reached her on time, along with other due to her scream.
His heart thumped in fear, he held her close to himself, his body shaking while they reached the hospital, his Eyes flashed the memories of these month Infront of him! She's not even due her date! And how had he treated her? He forgot she was the one taking care of his babies! Not the other way around? Didn't she needed attention? The love?
He felt guilty, he apologized to his lord for a very long time as azia was in the OT. He prayed for her and his babies, he prayed for their safety and health.
And if you'll ask him, he wont deny! Ever. After painful seven hours of labor, he finally saw the nurse bringing his babies wrapped in white clothes.
He was over the moon as they were placed in his arm, he shad tear's like new born as they snuggled up to him, he was overjoyed when they opened their eye's to look at him, their eyes, both of stormy gray colour! Like their Dada!
Azia was in labor earlier then her time, she was weak on the first pregnancy when they lost their baby but she was absolutely okay this time, however he clearly remembered her actions and his actions! They needed one thing and that was communication! Allah had blessed them with two not one blessings! If they had lost one, they had gain two!
Azia's first word after waking up was for her babies, that was brought in by brightly smiling ayaan, she felt satiated! The feeling of dread while carrying them was gone! It was all the game of het testing! She was glad she didn't lost her mind to do something that would've been harm to everyone!
Azia held the one baby, wrapped in pink in her arm while ayaan sat beside her with other. "To meri choti si jaanon! Is dil ki maalikan se milo, Apki mama!" Azia blushed and looked at him in surprise, she had completely gotten mad, by questioning his love for him, his care for his childs were nothing but fatherly affection! How can she let the pure bond like this be questioned!
( So my little loves, meet The queen of this heart, meet your mother)
She immediately realized how badly they both needed to communicate.
"Bilkul mere bachon, Apke baba ne tang kia apko?.jab mai soi hui thi, jaise pehle karte the?" She had tear's as she said the words, ayaan wordlessly wiped the tear's, his heart too guilty and heavy without any apologize! He needed to apologize to her.
(Absolutely my childs! Your baba teased you? When I was asleep, like he used to?)
Before they could continue, the khan family decided it was enough and they barged in! Even the babies phuppo maya and abeer! The only phuppos.
They all were overjoyed helding the babies, the babies was passed around the room like a doll! Making all of them worried for them! " Nhi, choren arsal! Mera bhateeja hai ye!.mujhe chahiye!" Abeer argued with her husband, who pouted slightly upon not getting to hold another baby in his arms.
(No Arsal, leave him he's my nephew! I want him!)
Arsal was the babies lover! " Tumhe dekh kar dar raha hai ye ! Mujhe do! Mera haseen chehra kis din kaam aega?" Arsal joked after the baby boy had cried instantly being in the arm of abeer, who nodded and gave the baby to him.
(He's afraid of you after seeing you, give me, when will this beautiful face of mine work?)
Her eyes meet with the couple, content couple hugging side by side to each other, as they looked at how everyone fussed around their babies. Abeer remembered the most important thing she wanted to do, she walked up to them, standing Infront of them, azia and ayaan looked at her "Azia? Mujhe maaf kardo?" She asked to azia directly "Kis baat kai lie abeer api?" And abeer tear's knew no bound, abeer fall directly on her knees Infront of them.
(Azia? Forgive me?)
(For what abeer api?)
The room had gotten quietly immediately, azia gasped, she tried making her stand up but her whole body pained, Abeer let her feeling overpower her as she whispered " mujhe....mujhee maaf kardo azia...mujhe maaf kardo ayaan bhai! Mai pagal hogai thi us waqt! Kuch samajh nhi aayaa kya karun, kis kai paas jaun! Mujhe kuch samajh nhi aya!.mai shetaan kai behkave mai agai thi!!! Meri jaan azia to itni choti or masoom thi jo mujhe samajh bhi nahi saki! Im sorry"
(Forgive me...me azia forgive me ayaan bhai! I was mad at that time! Nothing make sense to me! Where should I go, to whom should I go? I didn't understand anything! I was in the grasp of devil! My love azia was too innocent and little to know me! Im sorry!)
Azia eye's too filled up hearing her, after going through all of it, azia had never blamed abeer, it was all the game of Destiny! She pinched ayaan, to gesture him. Who nodded knowing what she was saying, he held Abeer up by her arm, "ayaan sorry?" Ayaan didn't said anything, just pulled her closer, hugging her. She clutched into him tightly, her heart felt less heavy as he gently combed her tear, while muttering sorry's himself.
Pulling away, she sat beside azia, who pouted and held her arms up like a child, her mouth pulled into pout! "Sorry?" Azia also asked her innocently, making abeer laughed and hugged her! "Mai kasam khati hun! Saari zindagi sorry karungi!" Abeer whispered to azia, who replied " main bhi karungi" Abeer was confused but asked her " tum kis lie karogi?" The answer was innocent " jis lie ap karengi?" Abeer laughed "maine to gunah kia hai na?" Azia pouted looking at ayaan who stood with arsal, both looking at them in amusement " to maine bhi kia hai!" Azia stubbornly replied making them laugh!
(I swear, I'll keep saying sorry all my life!)
( I'll do it too!)
(Why would you!)
(Because you will)
(But I did sin!)
(Then I did it too!)
It was nice having azia, who was herself just child, Azia was over the moon as everyone gave her money, as a gift while they ask for forgiveness, for what? She was unaware of! But whenever she looked at ayaan, he just nodded making her do the same with everyone..
"Nam nhi rakhne bacho kai?" Rayyan asked, after he had placed his hand on azia, he had apologized to not looking after her like his own daughter! He was guilty knowing how bad she was being treated! His blood boiled and he held her protectively against him! If maya was his daughter so was abeer and azia!
(You dont wanna name them?)
Mir Ayaan khan was son of ayaan, who was baby born a little early then his twin, baby with completely working set of lungs, kidney and heart okay at all! His pinkest complexion had all of them awing at him! He had eyes, stormy gray, his eyes hard even at O age, He was MIR. The leader and the king of his parents, and also the heir of Khans!
While Raif Ayaan khan was twin just little younger, completely with perfectly working every organ! His eyes already held the mischievous his brother lacked! His eyes stormy gray, and his name suited his personality, he was gentle and merciful!
That night, when azia laid beside her husband gazing at their babies sleeping on their baby coat, she realized how lucky she was to have him, how she had came a long way, into fearing the wedding night to having a family of her own. Ayaan could feel her thinking, he turned her face towards him, he kissed her deeply on her lips, his wife responding immediately "Meri piyari si jaan, meri Zindagi! Meri Azia! Mai is duniya ka sabse khushnaseeb admi hun, jise daagh laga bhi, to laga hai ishq ka, Mujhe Ishq hai us se... Jisne banaya hai tujhe! Mera dil qurbaan tum par! Daagh-e-ishq mera"
(My sweet love, my life! My azia! Im most lucky man of this earth! That had gotten stain of love! I love the one, who had made you! My heart is sacrifice for you! My daagh-e-ishq!)
Eyes shining brightly, she blushed and hide her face in his chest, he smiled " inti makhan nhi lagaen! Wese... muhabbat mujhe bhi bhot hai apse! Mujhe khushi hai jaan kar k ye daagh-e-ishq sirf mujhe hi nhi laga"
(By the way, dont butter me too much! I also love you! Im happy knowing that this daagh-e-ishq isn't only on me!)
And all he could was held her closer to his heart, his heart at peace! He had found his home! He had found the gateway of Jannat for his babies! He had found his mate, his tranquility in her! The daagh-e-ishq on his zaat!
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His eyes held love for her, his eyes held adoration for her, the love, the adoration making her scared at the intensity, his blazing eyes roam around looking at the group of boys, his male employees groaning in pain, while his wife stood beside him, with her head down, lips pouted, eyes hard as she fiddled with the lace of her dupatta.
"Koi mujhe is harkat ki wazaahat kare ga?" At last, he finally asked, his gaze directed on his wife, who was still looking down guiltily. His employees, who were seething, that he could see clearly immediately start saying inchorant words, all four of them speaking together, making him furrowed his eye brow at them!.
(Will someone tell me about this act?)
"Aram se! Ruko sab! Aik aik karke batao" he tiredly massage his forehead, the one employee, beaten badly, but funnily making him wants to laugh " Boss, I respect you assistant very much, but what she did today non of us wants her to work with us!" He sat up straight, he again looked at abeer, wanted her to clearify things!
(Stop, one by one!)
"Yes boss, we want her out" he sighed " Reason? What did she do to make you all behave like this?" He asked, if she did something then he will make her understand, she's his wife too, not just his assistant, and no way in hell he is letting anyone telling him how to behave with his wife!
"S-sir, we were just having some fun during our free time, she came and start talking bad about us! Ofcourse we felt angry and we had argument but she start beating her! We couldn't do anything as she is women!"
Abeer gasped out loudly, alerting him, she shooked her head, her hesitation, he every fear just flew somewhere as she flipped them off" Nhi nhi bilkul hi nhi! Arsal meri baat suno tum" abeer felt anger radiating from her body listening to them, she called out to arsal, even held his jaw to make him look at her, she was seething with the false accusations that she didn't even care they were in the office!
(No no no, Absolutely no! Arsal you listen to me!)
To the guys, something felt fishy seeing them talking like this, with her touching him! " Ye jhoot hai okay! Ye log mera or meri doston ka mazak ura rahe the! Hune cat call karrahe the! Maine aik mukka mara to behosh hogai! Larkion ki tarha!" Their eyes widen hearing her.
(This is a lie okay! They were making fun of me and my friends, they were cat calling us! I gave them one punch and they were unconscious the next second, weak like a girl!)
Arsal however was different case! His wife is this brave? No body told him about this! He has been living in dark, but the matter at hand seems interesting. His Eyes turned hard as he glared at them, the employee were ready to defend themselves when he would ask yet he never did! He didn't give them any chance to clearify anything! If Abeer said they teased her then they did!
""Tumhari himmat kaise hui Meri biwi ko cherni ki? MAI TUMHARI ANKHEN NIKAL LUNGA AGAR AINDA KAI BAAT ANKH UTHA KAR BHI DEKHA TO MERI BIWI KO!" Wife? They were shocked, they knew there's nothing Saving them from the wrath of the husband of Abeer!
(How dare you tease me wife! I'LL GAUGE YOUR EYES OUT IF YOU EVER LOOKED AT MY WIFE!)
If it was their boss, maybe he would've left them. But it was Abeer's husband! The husband who's hand slammed against the glass table, making it crack. They all gasped including abeer, but Nobody was expecting the next stunt from the CEO, as he marched towards them angrily, helding the collar of first one, he slapped the guy on his face, making the guy face turned to side, the slap of one started but ended as a fight between 1 vs 4! If they thought they will overpower the CEO then they were wrong, immensely wrong.
Abeer looked at the man fighting for her in wonder! Her baba had told her he's the king who will treat her like Queen! Her baba told her he's the man who is dominating more then she is! Who will understand her from the back of his hand! How can a man be right? Cause the Arsal, who was fighting for her was indeed the Arsal she wanted!
He was the sweet fruit of her patience, of her wishes! Abeer had cried alot for the one who will save her, who will look after her, who will held her! Was he the one? Her doubts were clear as sheer!
Abeer felt his bruised hand lifting to her cheek, the warmth his manly hand provided gave her feeling of peace, she leaned against his hand, both stared at each other in eyes! Is that the feeling of love? Thought abeer. The feeling was so foreign. It never happened before.
Abeer wordlessly stepped closer to him, her eyes never once took in her surrounding as she placed her lips on his gently, he immediately held her jaw, her hand traveled to his hair, her mouth moved against his, softly, passionately, calmly. Like a tranquil sea amongst tsunami!
The feeling was actually of love, the realization hit her hard! Arsal had confessed too many times to her, but she could never reply until now. The moment his lips left her, her lips whispered the word from her heart. "mujhe apse pyar hogaya hai Arsal! Suchi wala!" He stopped his hand that was caressing her jaw lovingly.
(I've fallen for you Arsal, like really!)
His mind hazy as soon as he Heard her voice, she loves him? Really did? " Mazak to nhi karrahi? Meri ankhen bhot anmol hain ansu bahane k lie?" The seriousness his joke hold, made her roll her eyes! Can't he just take it and go? No, he was Arsal, the beautiful!
(You aren't joking are you? My Eyes are too beautiful to cry!)
"Pehli or akhri dafa kahungi! Sun lo! Mujhe pyar hai apse! Apki har aik ada se! Apke dil se! Apki khubsoorti se bhi! Ap Muhabbat ho Meri!" She once again whispered, his Eyes filled up slightly, he controlled it, cause it would feel ew crying infront of her. He laughed "Meri daagh-e-ishq ho tum! Meri pehli muhabbat! Wo Muhabbat jisne aik second k lie bhi ijazat nhi di dil ko sambhalne k lie, Bas daagh lag gaya or mai dekhta raha!"
(Im saying first and last time! Listen! I love you, your every act, your heart! Your beautifulness! You are my love!)
(My daagh-e-ishq you are! My first love! The love that had never gave me the time to control my heart! It just stained and I could only look!)
He sincerely said, she hummed. Her heart was at peace! She never felt this tranquil before! It was amaizing being in the grasp of love, It felt amazing knowing the daagh love had left on you, have been left on your lover. At last, they all were Daagh-e-ishq! Aik aisa daagh, jo kabhi paa kar bhi nhi chora pata! Aik aisa daagh, jo aj tak kabhi koi nhi dho paya! Aik aisa daagh ishq ka, jise laga, wo kabhi na pachtaya!
(Stain of love, the stain that no one can leave! That no one can leave even if they want to! That no one had ever washed! The stain of love like, Whoever had, never regret!)
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A weak, sluggish maya sat against the headboard of her bed, her whole body hurts from amount of time he had taken her, her husband! Who consider her a whore who will fall on anyone's arm! She felt guilty about her past, ofcourse it wasn't actually something she should be proud of! Allah had always mentioned that a girl should be away from the predator gaze of male, yet she went all the way to love someone who wasn't even sane! He may be now, being with Noor-Ul-Ain, but Sikandar was never sane with her, his all confessions, about hating his parents! Wanting them to die was disturbing, yet she never once left his side, only for him to walk out of the house so easily, leaving her broke! Shattered!
When Noor-Ul-Ain had Expressed her wish to be married to sikandar, Maya had done everything in her whole being to stop the marriage, she fear day like this! She knew she will be caught! If only she had confessed to fawad about her past relationship, it wouldn't be this big of a deal! She portrayed sikandar as a man that is vile, drunky and manwhore! A loving father could never give his daughter to man like him!
And even after all the things, Noor-Ul-Ain was at last, happy and satiated with sikandar! And here she was, whatever she had called sikandar, is what fawad had become! From a gentle loving husband to a man who could never look at his wife without disgust! Her heart goes out for the creation in her! How is she supposed to tell fawad that she is pregnant with their child! Will he even listen to her?
What if he would ask her or force her to abort the baby? What if he start abusing her? What if he will kick her out of the house? There were so many questions in the mind of that one naive soul, that had been drowned in the mistakes of her own navity! Did maya ever wanted to like sikandar? Did she not give him love? Did she ever harmed anyone physically? Did she not become dutiful wife? Did she not fulfil her responsibility? Then why was she being punished in a manner she had thoughts over the husband that she loves!
It was all because somethings are meant to be broken then all okay! Maybe sikandar and maya never meant to be? Maybe fawad and maya never meant to be too? If this would be case, then she doesn't know how she will protact herself from the heart break! It certainly wouldn't be easy loving a person only for him to catch your one mistake while throwing all other deeds on the ground!
Maya had never cheated on him! How can he even accused her of this act, doesn't he know her? Is he not aware of her chasity? She did mistake that she had repented of! Who is fawad even to give her punishment! She's just his wife for God sake! If he did something then she will never look back at him! She will never look at behind!
Maya had made up her mind to tell fawad about the news of their new start, she just hoped it would turn out okay!
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The next morning was already gloomy! It was hard for everyone to go through what they had whiteness! Mahid health was never okay! Yet for some days it was changing from okay to zero, mahid had fought as much as he can until he could no longer! At last, he died in the arm of women he loved dearly, in the arm of women he had Married young! In the arm of women who have given him her everything, and he did Vice versa.
The news was hard for Abeer and hadia to take! Their only hero had left them alone in this big world! The khan villa was unusually silent from outside, but only the residents knew how hard it was for them to over come this all trauma!
Many had lost their brother, a husband, a father, a uncle! Maya was crying in the arm of her mother, who's condition wasn't good either! Of course how could it be when she had just lost her brother.
Maya nose was red from all the crying, her eyes were puffy! She hadn't sleep a wink when she had gotten the phone informing them about the demise of Mahid khan.
She was lost and shattered! Her chachu? She had woken fawad up immediately while the others too got ready, fawad booked the quickest ticket he could before they left, all the while from Karachi to lahore, fawad never once glanced at her, she was crying with abeer, her heart was hurting and his this much ignorance had made her want the ground to swallow her! It was embarrassing!
And now, after a week had passed, her husband who had returned to their home never once called her nor visited her! She was already lost and broken and she didn't need fawad to make it all worse! While she was hurting or broken, she didn't remember placing the pregnancy confirmation paper from the
drawer of side table to somewhere else!
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Fawad was over the moon, his heart was extremely joyous, his consious had been returned but only for it to replace with anger seeing the paper on the side drawer! He had talked with sikandar, who somehow knew it was no one other then Noor-Ul-Ain who had given him the photos, and had called to discuss the matter! Fawad trusted his wife even if sikandar wouldn't clearify the whole panorama but somehow in him he needed the confirmation! That his maya wasn't what she was!
He was ready to fall on her feet, asking for forgiveness! But his sight was meet with paper clearly saying his wife is a month pregnant and she never once thought it was important for him to know?
He did what he thought was right! He went to lahore, his journey wasn't pleasant nor the thoughts, he was beyond angry on her childishness And immaturity! He marched inside the khan villa, the house as usual was quite as it had been after the death of mahid!
He called out for maya, his voice loud and clear, reaching everyone! Not a minute later he saw her running downstairs carelessly, increasing his anger more on her, he marched towards her and held her hand in tight grip, she was shocked seeing him and more shocked when he start dragging her towards the door.
"Fawad? Fawad choren kya karrahe hain?" She asked, her wrist hurted from his tight grip on her " Ghar jarahe hain hum" she tried stopping him but he was built with stone that he never once stopped " fawad mere chachu ko gae abhi din hi kitne hue hain? Mujhe rukna hai yahan" he irritatedly sigh and stopped.
(F-fawad leave? What are you doing?)
(We are going home!)
(Fawad, how much time had passed since my chachu had left even? I wanna stay here!)
He turned around, she gulpled looking at his face, that sent chills in her "Kis lie rukna hai? Chachu wapas ajaenge?" She gasped horrified seeing him talking like this, all she wanted was to slap him, however, she refrained!
(Why do you wanna stay? Will chachu come back?)
" Fawad izzat se!" She warned him, he mockingly chuckled and step forward" Izzat? Jo tumne kabhi meri nhi rakhi? Kyun karun mai izzat tumhari? Us biwi ki jo mujh se har aik aik cheez ko chupati Rahi? Apne maazi se lekar apne daaman pey lage daagh tak! Apne bache k bare mai har cheez hi to chupai hai tumne maya? Kis baat ki izzat mang rahi ho mujh se tum?" His tone was hushed!
(Fawad, with respect!)
(Respect? That you never did to me? Why would I respect you? Respect the wife who had hide everything from me? From her past to her character! Even about her child, you've hide everything from me! Why are you asking for Respect?)
Filled with sorrow, anger and pain, her eye's filled up immediately"m-maaf karden fawad? Kasam mere khuda ki maine kabhi apko dhoka nhi dia! Maine kabhi nhi socha tha maire dar ki wajah mere samne is tarah aegi! Mai darti thi soch kar k ap chor doge mujhe Pyar karne lagi thi apse! Apke bagair rehna mushkil hai mere lie fawad"
(Fawad, forgive me? I swear to my God that I've never cheated you! I never knew my fear will come Infront of me like this! I was afraid that you will leave me! I love you fawad! Its hard for me to live without you!)
He listened to her, his eyes took in the sincerity and honestly in her, his heart hurt seeing the tear's falling from her diamond eye's, his hand went up to wipe it away" Mera Dil cheer kar dou tukron mai kardia tha un tasveeron mai! Nahi kar Paya khud par kaabu! Mujhe maaf kardo meri jaan? Mairi kabhi aisi intention nahi kai mai tumhe disrespect karun! Meri Zindagi ki sabse keemti aurat ho tum! Mai apne ap ko kaabu nahi kar Paya maya? Mujhe maaf kardo?"
(My heart was ripped apart by those pictures! I couldn't control myself! Forgive me my love? It was never my intention to disrespect you! You are the most precious women of my life! I couldn't control myself maya, forgive me?)
She looked at him as he cried, his tear's falling down his cheeks, and for the first time she saw her strong husband crumbling, for her, because of her, she wanted to argue, blame him but all she did was to throw her arm around her neck, hugging him in reflex " Aise nhi roen! Baby ko acha nhi lag raha!" He pulled back immediate.
(Dont cry like this, baby isn't liking this!)
His lips formed in a beautiful smile hearing her, he got on his knee, his hand pressed against ber belly, he happily caress it, before kissing it multiple time, he couldn't believe that he's going to be a father! His wife is pregnant, with his baby? He was sure a lucky man!
But all of this was only possible Because of one person, His eye's went up to her, he immediately stood up, his lips on her the next second, he kissed her all of his joy, all of his pain." Bhot bhot shukria meri Zindagi mai aane k lie! Bhot shukria mere ghar ko banane kai lie! Mujhe sanwar ne k lie! Allah(Swt) ka jitna shukria karun utna kam parh jaega Maya! Meri jaan ho tum! Tumne mujhe kya se kya ban dia mai bata nhi sakta! Mere dil ki raani ho tum! Apna daagh aise lagaya hai Dil par k ab use saaf hona pasand nhi ata! Meri jaan! Mera daagh-e-ishq, tum or mera bacha!"
(Thank you so much for coming in my life! Thank you for making my home!
For enhancing me! All thanks to Allah will not be enough! You are my life! You made me what from what maya, I can't even tell you! You are the queen of my heart! The stain of your love on my heart is like that, that I dont like it clean! My love, my daagh-e-ishq! You and my baby!)
She listened to him with tears in her eyes, her heart bursting with love for him, he's her fawad, the man who had given her every happiness, If she was the daagh-e-ishq for him, then he was the daagh-e-ishq for her too!
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Sikandar couldn't believe his eyes, he couldn't believe his ears, were they all cries of his family? Were they yelling? Was it his father laying wrapped around the while piece of cloth? Is his father dead? He fall down the floor infront of the Janaza of his father, who had died last night, and he was informed early in the morning. His wife was behind him, her eyes too were filled up, It was honestly too much for his heart to take, from having his brother being the villain in his wife life to his father dieing!
His Eyes were filled with tears, Infront of him was his family, as they begged their father to come back, his heart hurted looking at his sisters, who were the most loved by their father, his heart hurted looking at the daze figure of his mother.
From a very long time, sikandar had prayer for this day! He thought he would be the happiest but sitting here Infront of the death body of his father, he felt nothing but love and pain for him! Sikandar was just a mere child who's father wanted him to grow up and be the best sardaar he could be!
However, his father forgot that sikandar was just a child who's mind was having bad impression for his family, Sikandar's mind was tainted from a very young age because of this! He sat there, Infront of his father shading tears!
Everything had collapsed in his life, he was stripped from the title of Sardaar, his best friend had almost lost his senses, his family had abound him, his wife was raped by his brother, his brother was murdered by his wife and lastly, his father had died!
How much more is there for him to take in his heart? Did he deserves no day without any pain? Without any drama? Without any peace? Cause certainly there wasn't a day he had questioned his Allah, when will his sufferings will end?
His heart was heavy, as he lifted the trolly where his father was over his shoulder from one side, his mouth saying Sahada in loud and clear voice, his tear's blurring his vision as he started his journey to burry his father, with heavy heart, he didn't even get the time to say sorry to his father? What if his father was mad and angry on him?. what if he was sad? There were no answer to his questions and he just returned back. He returned back after burying the body of his father, his vision playing the video where he had burried his brother along shehryar!
Police had finally stop searching after trying for a month! A month since his brother! And he was the one who had given the green light to the police, however his family was unaware! He will die before letting them who killed sohail, or where the piece of shit was!
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AFTER ANOTHER MONTH
Two months had passed since an eventful night, the night that had been hurtful, traumatic night. Her self wasn't her anymore after that, sikandar and Noor had drifted away, but it was Noor-Ul-Ain! who can never be away from him, she, one day, had sat down Infront of him with the pictures, she was crying, she yelled at him. It was sikandar who made her understand that he never once had loved maya like he did to Noor-Ul-Ain.
She told him she had sent the pictures to fawad, sikandar was livid mad at her! How can she even! Maya and fawad were the couple walking on sharp edge! He had sat her, made her understand! And she was Noor-Ul-Ain who listened to his every thing! Sikandar had then called fawad to clearify his mistakes, Fawad knew his wife will never cheat him, but the assurance from sikandar helped.
From a very long time, Noor-Ul-Ain was obsessed with sikandar, the love she had for him was beyond the point for any sane person to do! She ignored his every mistakes, his every red flag cause she was in Love with him. The love that had stained her too, Daagh-e-ishq....
Mahal excitedly bite her lips looking at Noor-Ul-Ain, who was also patiently waiting for the result alongside her. After the return of mahal a month ago, they had again clicked off, Noor-Ul-Ain had filled her up with all the thing happened with her, Including every part, Mahal had cried before appreciating the courage of Noor-Ul-Ain of not being broken Enough to end herself!
She had, still and all had told Noor-Ul-Ain that "You are allowed to kill the one who had raped you! You are the girl given the right!" And Noor-Ul-Ain couldn't be more peaceful. From that one eventful night, she had KILLED Someone, It was hurting her, killing is haram, in every religion and she did it! But she calmed herself, everyone did by reminding her, she killed her rapist!
Back to her, Mahal shooked Noor-Ul-Ain a little who had been lost somewhere, in the hand of Mahal was the stick and her face showed Ultimate happiness, Noor-Ul-Ain immediately squealed while hugging Mahal.
"Mahal mahal mahal!!! Yar such mai" mahal nodded, handing Noor-Ul-Ain the stick that showed two lines, pregnancy stick! Mahal and Noor-Ul-Ain wanted to try, as both of them felt something was wrong with them! They had taken the test and here they are, with mahal being extremely excited " ab jao! Shehryar lala yahan tak ajaenge tumhe lene" saying, Noor-Ul-Ain ushered the girl towards the lawn, where both men were before she herself took the test. Her whole being staggered, she looked at the stick before looking towards the door, tear's fall from her eyes and she sat down the floor with thud. Her lips left the whisper of Alhamdulillah and she cried the tear's of joy. It was indeed worth all the hardships of their life.
(Really? Go now shehryar lala will come to get you here!)
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FIVE YEARS LATER..
"Mujhe samajh nhi ati tumhare baba ki? Had karten hain ye bhi! Dekho kitna late hogaya hai hume, Ayesha! Bhai ko neeche rakho wo insaan hai bhaalu nhi!" Noor-Ul-Ain screamed at her children, who were hell bent into making her mad!
(I can't understand your baba! He had done enough! See how late we are, Ayesha, keep your brother down he's human not the doll!)
"Mama, baba ko kuch nhi kahen! Ate honge na wo" her five year's old daughter Ayesha defended her father, making Noor-Ul-Ain deliver a glare at her, But Ayesha was the mother of Noor-Ul-Ain and sikandar who never once cower back, she too looked at her mother with the same resting face.
(Mama, dont say anything to baba, he should be here!)
She and sikandar had come a long way into their life, from being nothing to being parents, from having nothing to having anything, Indeed they had what we call Sabar ka phal! "Okay, mai agaya chalen" the voice of sikandar was still same, he was still same sikandar.
(Okay, Im here let's go!)
The man who was dominant yet soft, the man who crumbled yet never lost hope. He was everything his children wanted to be! After the death of sajid, sikandar was once again the sardaar, but this time willingly. He still didn't went to his home, his phuppo and her daughter was never the one he could trust his family with.
But after some time, he had built a house for his wife, that was according to her taste, that was what she call home, that was near the house of her best friend mahal, well they are now.
" Ap akele hi jaen ab! Itna dair koi lagata hai kya?" Noor-Ul-Ain screeched at him too, his widen eyes meet with his darling Daughter, who was playing with her little brother like he was rag doll, he immediately went towards her, kissed her and took his baby boy away from his sister, his daughter is carbon copy of his wife!
(Go alone now you! Does anyone can be this late?)
" Aini, samjho na jaan mai kaise ata? Mujhe zameenon par kaam tha" Noor-Ul-Ain huffed but continued wearing her earrings, no way she's missing the First birthday of her shehryar lala another daughter!
"Apko sirf bahane banana ate hain! Ab kharen kyun hain ap? Jaen change karen na sikandar! Ya Allah ap bacho se badtar hain" and the family of four could only look the their mother hen fussing over things!
(Aini, understand love, how could I come? I had work on lands!)
(You only know how to make excuses, now why are you standing? Go and change sikandar you are worse then a child!)
"Aini, Aram se yaar, khyal karo kis k saath ho or kis kai saath nahi" Sikandar scolded her, when he saw how she was quickly making her way down the stairs knowing she's nothin but had another life in herself, Realization dawned on her as she bited her lips looking at him " sorry baby?" And held his hand.
(Aini, slowly, take care about who is with you and who isn't?)
Her eye's roamed around to look for intruders, when finding no one, she tiptoed her way till his lips, he also put the pressure while helding her waist, she sighed in contentment when he pulled her closer, his hand roamed around her chest and abdomen, her body giving the immediate response to his ministrations.
"S-sikandar?" He licked his lips looking at her needy eyes, he smirked, petting her bottom he went outside towards the car, where his both childs were waiting for them, Noor-Ul-Ain too followed outside, flushed red by now.
He stiffened his laugh and they started the journey, they were half way towards the vanue when his daughter climbed up his lap, while he was driving. Doesn't even caring about anything and laid her head on his chest, and can he ever be mad at Ayesha? Cause he held her little bulging tummy and other hand he drive the car.
"Baba?" Ayesha called to him, he hummed. His Eyes roaming to the back seat, where his son Daryaab sikandar laid in his baby seat, sleeping calmly.
"Ab mama ko aini kyun kehte ho?" His daughter was smart for the girl age five! "Hmm...kyunke Apki mama meri ankhen hain!" Ayesha laughed at his answer "or wo kaise baba?" He looked at Noor-Ul-Ain, who also was starting at him with love struck look on her face.
(Why do you call mama, aini?)
(Hmm. Because your mama is my Eyes!)
(And how is that?)
"Apki mama ne mujhe sikhaya k piyar kya hota hai! Apki mama meri ankhon ka noor hain meri jaan! Or meri zindagi ka sabse anmol tohfa ho ap, Daryaab and baby no 3!. Apki mama however meri Muhabbat hain! Mera daagh-e-ishq hain!"
( Your mama had thought me what love is! Your mama is the light of my eyes my love! And you and daryaab and baby no 3 are the precious gifts! Your mama however is my love! My daagh-e-ishq!)
Noor-Ul-Ain looked away from him, the memories of all those year's were never Peaceful and loving for her, some were but some still send shudders in her! She sniffled before she looked at her husband, who was taking Ayesha out of the car. She grabbed his arm, he turned around immediately " mai ap kai Ishq mai itna doob chuki hun, k ab saahil nazar ana band hogaya hai Sikandar! Ap sirf mere ho! Sirf mere" and like all the time, he could only smile to assure her, he's her! Only her! Till the time he will die! Only for her! Her Daagh-e-ishq
(I've drowned in your love to the core that I've stopped seeing the shore! Sikandar you are only mine! Only mine!)
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