🪩 ·˚ ༘ ┊CHAPTER THIRTY-FIVE ! ˊˎ
say it again
( real life, messages )

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𖤐 — IMESSAGE
chris — christopher
clover — lucky

today 2:13 am

christopher
hey wyd

lucky
omgg this shit again bruh?

christopher
why not block me if you hate
it

lucky
because i don't care that much

christopher
i miss you

lucky
go text rowen

christopher
got a restraining order
her pod episode might drop tomorrow

lucky
i'm aware

christopher
can i see you again

lucky
are you texting or is your dick texting

christopher
you've seen him he doesn't have any
fingers to text you with

lucky
okay you're stupid asf now

christopher
come over please
we miss you

lucky
we?

christopher
that's what i said

lucky
who tf is we
you and your hoes?

christopher
unless my hoes are me and your
mascara and toothbrush that are
still here btw! then yeah me and my
hoes

lucky
you still have my toothbrush

christopher
yes i'm not throwing it
you'll need it when you come back

lucky
your funny for thinking i'm gonna
come back

christopher
you clearly haven't smoked in a while

lucky
how do you know

christopher
you're feisty today lucky

lucky
omfg enough w that shit
it's clover now

christopher
nope
cute that you think so though

lucky
why did you even text me

christopher
i miss you
besides you sent your whole paragraph
how do you expect me to move on from that

lucky
idk figure it out

christopher
i've literally contemplated showing up
at your apartment multiple times since
your birthday, but you would simply make
neytiri attack me

lucky
you know what contemplated means?
and neytiri wouldn't have attacked your
she loves you

christopher
great so i'm on my way then

lucky
don't you dare show up right now
it's 2 am chris

christopher
i physically cannot stop myself
oh wow!! look my uber is on its way!!

lucky
stay the fuck home chris

christopher
nope
too late
i just want to see you one more time to talk
in person and then if you really don't want to
see me you can kick me out and block me

lucky
your lying your not on your way
you could just have no other bitches to text

christopher
i gave them all up for you how many times
to i have to tell you this shit
starting to piss me off

lucky
your not on your way

christopher
andy is on his way already baby

lucky
quit with that shit
stay away from me
go to rowen or something

christopher
she's weird asf no
plus you can't give back a gift clover

lucky
i didn't want it anymore

christopher
wow so you don't want a joint either?

lucky
i never said that
your coming with gifts ?

christopher
only the best for you
i have to make it up to you somehow

lucky
fuck you
i can't believe im actually allowing you to
come over right now
you're probably just high

christopher
i can't get high without you clover
no point in it

lucky
your a pain in the ass

christopher
oh look!
andy is outside!

lucky
stay your ass home
tell andy to drive off

christopher

lucky
chris stop playing with me if
you're actually not coming i will
hunt you down this isn't even a funny
prank.
this shit is mean.

christopher
it's not a prank
if anything it's me finally doing what i've
been planning on doing since i got back from
boston

lucky
i hate you

christopher
you claimed otherwise

lucky
so did you

christopher
i'm very aware

lucky
knock when your here.

christopher
okay lucky, whatever you wish :)

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𖤐 — CLOVERS APARTMENT

CLOVER STARED AT HER MESSAGES IN SHOCK there was no way chris was on his way to her apartment with her necklace and a joint. it was a dangerous combination and she knew more than anyone that she wouldn't be able to control herself

in her mind she was being pranked, so she didn't bother to clean up her room a little, or fold the blankets on her couch so they didn't look messy and sprawled out

although it was a mean prank on chris's end, she handled it, and came to terms that he was back in his fuckboy era. an era that she ended with her own two hands

after 45 minutes she paused her movie, turning towards the door as if she had heard something, possibly a russle of sound or even maybe a knock.

she frowned, he had lied.

yet he didn't. a knock came soon after and she basically ran to the door, her hand rested on the doorknob, terrified of the possibility of it not being him

she wanted it to be him so bad. even deep down she couldn't deny that, and as she opened the door and the sight of chris appeared she melted

"chris" she said softly, a smile touching her lips as he just stared at her, taking her in. admiring his clover, the only girl ( other than his mother ) that he had ever loved

"clover" he smiled wildly, not being able to hide his own excitement

she stood aside, waiting for him to come inside. it felt strange to him, stepping foot back in her apartment after a month of not seeing or speaking to one another, and yet on a random night he finally built up the courage to message her again

his brothers didn't even know he had left the house . nick would probably have been worried sick

"i can't believe you actually came" she laughed out, looking up at him "i can't sleep anymore with you being pissed at me about rowen."

hearing him speak her name made clover sick , her name was something she had barely been able to say herself. years of friendship was thrown away. a waste of time and energy, a waste of love.

"i've missed you" he said awkwardly, filling the silence between them. she looked at him, sitting down on her couch "i guess i've missed you too" "finally you admit it" he laughed out

"do you like me, chris?" she asked as he sat next to her, and he shook his head "i told you how i felt." "this isn't gonna go anywhere if we both keep tip toeing around the subject" she claimed

"i don't like you, clover. i love you." he held up the joint he had brought, packaged in a small sealed bag. brand new. he was providing their bud for them now

"say it again" she smiled, grabbing the package and taking it out. the pungent smell tainting the air "why?" he asked, turning his head away, he had never said i love you to anyone before

"just, say it again" clover turned his head back to her, her hand placed on his cheek "if you mean it say it again." this was love she had been yearning for

"god youre a sicko" he laughed before leaning into her palm, holding eye contact with her "i love you" her cheeks turned pink, before she leaned foward and pressed a small kiss to his cheek

a love they had both been yearning for

"don't think your all in again buddy, if that pod episode drops tomorrow and she says you told her you loved her im killing you" clover claimed, lighting the joint with her small lighter

"she's going to lie her ass off tomorrow" he watched as she delicately held the joint between her thumb and pointer finger "how do you know?"

"because she lied to amber who lied to you, clover. me and rowen hooked up twice, but we weren't anything. i told her i didn't do the mushy shit, because at the time i didn't, i hated it. i never even took her out to eat. both times it was at a party and the first time it was before i had even met you" he explained

"and the second time?" she asked, and he was careful with his words as he grabbed the joint from her and took a hit. he blew out the smoke away from her before sighing "the second time i was pissed off that you were with carrington and not me, okay?"

"well, i thought he was you.. so don't feel too bad" chris laughed as she took the joint back, leaning back into her couch and taking a hit

a month and he was still mesmerized by everything she did "wow, keeping secrets all this time?" he asked "oh shut up, you slept with my best friend and never even told me"

"she was nobody to me, clover. i literally ghosted her afterwards, which i know makes me sound like an asshole but it's true. she was no one to me. she wasn't you, she never could be you." he pleaded to her

"i've missed you too" she finally said, taking in what he had told her

the look in his eyes is what convinced her

he had never looked at her the way he had just then. he had never loved her the way he did in that moment.

"stay the night?" she asked , looking over at him "you missed me that much?" he laughed

she rolled her eyes "no, i just can't sleep anymore either.."

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