🪩 ·˚ ༘ ┊CHAPTER SEVENTEEN !  ˊˎ
memories and bud
( real life , messages )

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𖤐 — CLOVERS APARTMENT

"IN THE NICK OF TIME, THATS WHEN YOU APPEARED. GIRL I WAS LOST TIL YOU FOUND ME HERE" daniel ceasar played out of clovers speaker system.

she stepped out of her shower. hair wet and dripping onto the floor as she shivered against the cold air of her apartment. she sighed and stared back up at the ceiling the same way she had been the previous hour

she rarely had days like this, ones where she wasn't busy. her schedule was either filled with shoots or videos or hanging out with friends. however on a rare day like she was left alone with her own thoughts and the ghosts of her inner demons

her current and most prominent inner demon though, was one named chris sturniolo. he was a bug in her mind and hadn't left it since the conversation she overheard him have earlier with his brothers

how she was 'just like any other girl to him'

"you are clover moore" she told herself as she brushed her hair, sitting at her vanity and staring at herself in the mirror. "you are clover moore, you don't give a fuck. you need no one." she repeated over and over again

words she was told by her parents who she no longer communicated with. in her sick and somehow twisted mind she wasn't hurt by chris's words, pierce had told her so much worse

what no one knew ( not rowen, aspen, or calista ) was that after the date with pierce they did go to his place and sleep together, however after being apart it was clear that he didn't miss her

he missed being inside her.

she hated fuck boys.

a long, frustrated sigh escaped her mouth, and her eyes immediately darted to the dispo she had on her nightstand. however the only issue with getting high was she thought of chris now everytime she tasted weed in her mouth.

weed meant remembering him.

every breathe made her think of him. how he tasted, how he smelled, how he kissed, how he felt, and how she could never face him again after letting herself be easy.

"fuck it." she said to herself, clovers arm reached out towards the nightstand, the soft glow of her sunset lamp lighting the space around the table.

it was then that she got two different text messages.

one from a stubborn man who she argued with earlier and was currently pissed at.

and the other one who only missed fucking her and lied to her face about it.

maybe : pierce grant
u up?

christopher sturniolo
sesh?

it was the same disgusting text in different words. both just wanted her physically.

with her dispo now in hand she stared at the texts as the time went back, 1 minute ago, 2 minutes ago... 7 minutes ago.

"should i respond, tiri?" she asked her dog, who looked up from her own bed in the corner. her paws crossed as she laid down "i'll take that as a no."

the big dog huffed softly before lowering her head down once again in attempts to go back to sleep on her bed.

clover once again found herself staring at the ceiling, inhaling and exhaling the smoke. all of the drama with men, and her best friend and ex roommate acting strangely again since the josh party

she decided her only option was to text both of them back. "play their game, clo" she told herself, sighing and finally opening their messages

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𖤐 — IMESSAGE
clover — my girl 💐
pierce — maybe : pierce grant

today 10:49 pm

maybe : pierce grant
u up?

my girl 💐
no

maybe : pierce grant
ya dude i miss you

my girl 💐
you missed my mouth but alr

maybe : pierce grant
you make me sound so mean

my girl💐
you are mean but alr buddy

maybe : pierce grant
come over
i told you no man can have you
please clover

my girl 💐
you're insane
no

maybe : pierce grant
don't get rid of us again, please

my girl 💐
i have to

maybe : pierce grant
no you don't
and where would u go?
back to sturniolo?
he fucks everyone clover

my girl💐
so did you

maybe : pierce grant
one person isn't everyone
i mean EVERYONE.
i'm sure some who you don't
even know about

my girl 💐
what are you talking about pierce

maybe : pierce grant
one more chance

my girl💐
why

maybe : pierce grant
i miss you

my girl💐
you already fucked me leave me
alone

maybe : pierce grant
exactly
i already fucked you
and i still want more
please
i'll be better

my girl 💐
i'll lyk

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𖤐 — IMESSAGE
clover — lucky bud
chris — christopher sturniolo

today 10:58 pm

christopher sturniolo
sesh?

lucky bud
ur fucking insane.

christopher sturniolo
ur still pissed?

lucky bud
possibly

christopher sturniolo
why though
what i do

lucky bud
ur blocked

christopher sturniolo
u gonna go talk to pg?

lucky bud
who tf is pg

christopher sturniolo
pierce grant?
pg?

lucky bud
leave him out of this
this is abt u and me
and whatever sick game ur playing

christopher sturniolo
go fish?

lucky bud
no one laughed

christopher sturniolo
shit i did

lucky bud
alr chris.

christopher sturniolo
i'm kidding lucky

christopher sturniolo
lucky
clover
clover
clover

christopher sturniolo
clover moore answer ur phone
before i uber to ur house and make u

lucky bud
go fuck one of ur whores

christopher sturniolo
i'll get rid of them
like i said before
they aren't you
no one is you

lucky bud
i know
too bad u didn't see that shit before
saying im like the rest of them though

christopher sturniolo
come on
i was joking w that

lucky bud
ill see u around chris

christopher sturniolo
yeah, cause im omw
im showing u they aren't you

lucky bud
why do you care?
do you even like me?

christopher sturniolo
that's a stupid question

lucky bud
why?
why is it fucking stupid? because you're
too fucking scared to admit how you feel?
that's pussy behavior

christopher sturniolo
no it's fucking stupid because you already
know the answer , don't overthink that shit
i don't go on double dates and fucking dream
abt everyone clover

lucky bud
you dream of me?

christopher sturniolo
you piss me off
YES BRUH

lucky bud
do i pick u up or are u on ur way.

christopher sturniolo
come pick me up, matt won't drive me

lucky bud
fuck u
ur paying my gas.

christopher sturniolo
fine. fuck u too.
i'm omw.

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