DIL KA DARIYA

CHAPTER 66-THE END?

Sameer was waiting for Naina eagerly.Seeing her step down the rickshaw he smilled widely.Naina held her baby safely who was mumbling something in sleep.Sameer ran towards her and held her hand.

Pyaar ke sang haseen aur khushali bhara jeevan bita rahi thi
Unke sang jaise sab accha sa lagta tha
Unki voh shararati baatein, unka pyaar karne ka dhang
Mera chehra laal rehta tha hamesha
Chadha rehta unka rang
Unki voh muskaan
Dil ko alag sukoon deti thi
Unka voh khila chehera
Zindagi trupt hone ka ehsaas dilati thi

"Naina muje pata tha tum muje maaf kardogi pakka.." He said happily,Naina slowly slipped her hand from his hold and looked at him.

"andar chale,muje bohut zaruri baat karni hai apse.." Naina said sternely with a blank face,to which Sameer agreed and went in the house.Naina bit her innerwalls of her mouth as she entered the house.All the happy moments spent in this house flashed in her mind.Their second honeymoon,lovely moments they had spent,their first night every single moment they had spent together.She sighed and looked at her child and then at Sameer.Naina made Samar sit on a sofa which was near them.She took something out from her bag.

Unka sparsh, unki chuan
Mere adhoorepan ko mitati thi
Unka mujhe apni baahon mein lena
Saare dard aur mushkilen aasaan kar deti thi
Unke kandhe pe sar rakhne se
Saari duniya ki shaanti mil jaati thi
Unki bachhon jaisi harkatein bhi
Dil lubha deti thi

Pyaar aur bharose se bhara
Aisa sambandh tha humara
Phir kyun mehez ek shak ne
Ujaad diya sab kuch aur tod diya dil mera?

"haath age kijiye.." she said sternely,Sameer looked at her unable to understand why she was asking him to forward his hand.Naina held his palm and placed something on his palm making him go numb for seconds.She had given him their engagement ring and her nuptial chain to him.

"n..nainaa ye..yeh t..tum mu..je kyu?" Sameer was stammering badly..

"muje nahi lagta ki humara rishta aage bad sakta hai,pehle hi bohut der hogayi hai ab muje nahi lagta ki hume yeh rishte ko zabardasti rakhna chahiye vaise bhi apko yeh rishte se nafrat thi.." She said without any emotions..

"naina aise kyu bol rahi ho tabhi meri mati mari gayi thi maine tumpar shak kiya naina please muje maaf karo please.." he said clutching her hand crying as he could never think of the thought of parting her from his life.

Kya bas itna tha aapka bharosa
Bas itna tha aapka pyaar?
Mehez ek baat se
Meri aankhon mein jhalakta
Aapko pyaar na dikha?

Dil mera toota hain iss qadar
Jo lafzon se na ho bayan
Kya iss toote dil ke gehre ghaanvon ko
Mita payenge kabhi, bataiye zara?

"kin kin chizo ke liye mafi mangoge aap? Boliye? Aapne humare rishte par shak kiya kya iske liye maafi mangoge ,ya apne mere saath bura bartav kiya uske liye,puri duniya ke samne mera insult kiya uske liye ya voh Natasha ke saath raat guzarne ke liye! Bataiye chup kyu ho aap! Ek rishte mai vishwas bohut hi important chiz hoti hai aur apko mujpar ratti bar bhi vishwas..." she said losing her control in anger which she had been suppressing..

Ab aur sehen nahi hota
Mohabbat ki hain aapse
Ab nafrat nahi hota
Chahe laakhon ghaanv de jaaye aap
Saccha pyaar kabhi kam nahi hota

Mere iss toote dil ka har ek hissa
Aaj bhi sirf aapse pyaar karta hain
Dard se khonkhli abhi bhi iss rooh mein
Aapke liye mohhabat palti hain!

"Naina I never spent any night with Natasha infact I just let her come close to me in your presence,maine bas natak kiya tha tumhare samne ki hum dono ek dusre ke karibi dost hai,I just loved you Naina,I promise that mai tumpar kabhi shak nahi karunga,tumhare har sukh dukh mai saath rahunga.." Sameer said while Naina laughed a bit sarcastly..

"sukh dukh mai saath denge,really?jab saath dena tha tab toh nahi diye aap.Deepu tried to lift my mood uske liye she took me to a market and there I was kidnapped by some goons and was tried to rape.Sahil ne muje bachaya and they brought me home.Tab toh apne meri taraf dekha bhi nahi tha.You left me alone! Left me alone when I needed you! Apko pata hai I felt Unwanted,as a Dirt that day!" Naina said as tears brimmed in her eyes remembering that day.Sameer was even crying badly How Stupid he had been! He thought to himself..

Aapki yeh khata
Kabhi maaf na kar paun
Par aapse mohhabat kiye bina
Ek pal na jee paun

Saup diya tha khudko jis din
Aapki hi banke hamesha rahun
Judaa huye do dil toh kya
Aaj main tooti hui bhi, bas aapki hoon!

"Naina please ek chance do muje,please nainu,I promise mai tumhe aur humare bete ko khush rakhunga,I promise Naina please don't leave me.." He said crying badly..

"I am not a toy Mr Maheshwari,jab man aaya apne paas rakha,jab man kiya usse phek diya aur jab uski yaad aayi phir le aye apni zindagi mai,tak gayi hu apki jhooti promises se aur apka mujpar shak karna yeh pehli baar bhi toh nahi hua hai tab bhi apne yahi promises kiye the,I can't forgive you Mr Maheshwari Never in my life whatever you did with me,I Hate you Sameer,I hate you!" Naina said jerking off his hand and took her baby and was about to leave when Sameer fell on his knees and held Naina's leg with his head bowed till her feet.

"Nainuu please ek baar muje moka do,please mai tumhare bina nahi reh sakta, I..I will die without you,muje maaf kardo,please muje chodkar mat jao.." He pleaded her crying his heart out.Naina bit her lips controlling her cries,wiping her tears carelessly she moved back..

"Listen Mr Maheshwari muje nahi lagta hai ki we should continue with this relation,Muje apni respect zyada important hai apni meri har jagah insult ki hai as if I was a servant.I can't take all this anymore.I am really sorry,I have to end all this for both of our lives.Aap jaha bhi rahe vaha khush rehna.I will send you the divorce papers soon." She said sternely and left from there leaving a heart broken Sameer.
Kaash ek baar samjha hota
Aap meri rooh ki zaroorat hain
Kaise dhokha deti main aapko
Jab rug-rug mein bas aapke liye mohhabat hain!

Darkeness and guilt engulfed himHe felt a sharp pain in his heart which turned as if his heart was clenching.He held his chest murmuring Naina's name and fainted on the floor unable to bear the Pains.He looked at the retreating figure of Naina and a lone tear flowed from his eyes before he shut it.Shut it forever?

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