Chapter nine,

his soft lips, her soft lips

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"Finally some alone time for us, so we can talk. . ." Chad had nervously worded out, he was just so damn nervous. His nervousness just made things awkward between the two for these pasty twenty minutes.

His heart was currently just pumping ridiculous quick for going to confess his actual feelings to her. This could either go very good or terribly awful.

Davina was currently keeping her head just straight forward, as a part of her is afraid to look into his eyes. She's been so damn nervous when he wanted some alone time with her and speaking about something. It's something that she's been avoiding as she's afraid of the damn outcomes.

What if he ends this? He wants to Tara? What if she's not enough anymore, but it's not like it matters? Right? RIGHT?

   So, Davina had just easily glanced her own eyes up at him, swallowing down her saliva as she had just easily blurted out to him, "I can't pretend it hurts too much." She attempted to not have her own voice crack because now she felt beyond stupid. She didn't want to feel like this for someone who probably doesn't feel the same for her.

   Chad was just somehow caught off guard at her outburst, "What do you mean, Vina?" He was truthfully lost on her outburst, it's why he asked her that not because he was attempting to dismiss what he actually wants to confess to her.

   Davina had then quickly crossed her own arms, she felt anger and sadness that he wasn't understanding her own statement, "Nothing. Forget about it, Chad. I'll meet you back at the Carpenters apartment." She just easily began to speed walk away from him, ignoring his pleads to come back, but she  just continued walking into the nearest place to cry what's left of her l afternoon, a library. ( Most certainly she'll continuing crying at night, and just head into her cousins dorm-room to just sleep beside her after this heartbreak. )

   She had gone on and easily found herself a very small quiet room and just sat herself into a small corner with her own knees buckled to her chest, and soft water droplets landing onto her pants while she had then quietly whispered to herself, "You always fuck things up. . ." She had degraded herself, "You should've just kept your mouth shut." She continued on. She just always hates how she messes things up for herself.

The sound of the door creaking open was heard, and she didn't bother to look up because she knew her face is puffy from her ridiculous crying, "It's busy, so can you like shoo? Scram you weirdo." She gone on and loudly voiced out with her nose sounding a bit congested.

"Vina? It's Chad." He softly called out.

Apparently, it wasn't a weirdo entering the small room at the library. It was just a familiar person that she had left standing in the middle of the sidewalk who came after her. ( He came after me. She Thought. )

She had easily heard him approaching her and sitting beside her, she pulled her face out of her knees and catching a glimpse of his soft eyes gazing down at her, "I don't like it when you cry, I don't like it when I'm the one who's responsible for your crying, pretty girl." His thumb had softly came in contact with her face and wiping the tear that had just came trickling down.

Davina easily sniffled out, with her voice just cracking when she had began then speaking to him, "I can't help myself when it hurts. . . hurts so much knowing that you're probably going to dump me right now for her." She confessed to him, again and this time she was sober, and not drunk.

   Chad had easily continued wiping her salty tears, and had just began to speak to her, "I've never been interested in Tara. . ." He confessed to her that instantly made her freeze, "That was a lie." He revealed to her.

   "I — Huh? Why'd you lie?" She easily stuttered out. She was so confused on why'd he lie into liking Tara.

   He had instantly began rubbing the palm of his hands onto his black sweatpants out of his nervousness, "I just wanted your attention somehow. . ." He had nervously began that was shocking her at his confession, "When we encountered each other at the cafe and became friends. . . I began to like — Correction. . . I love you." He breathed out, he didn't notice that he was breaking down in tears until he had felt her soft thumps wiping his tears.

   Her voice softened at him, "Why didn't you tell me sooner?" She suddenly felt tears of her own already beginning to form.

   "I had tried to plenty of times, but uhm you would only go on and complimenting me as a good bestfriend. . ." He revealed to her that had made her heart instantly just drop to the pit of her stomach because that's what she would be doing, "And, I just thought that if came up with this fake relationship that you would also fall in love with me, and it was also an excuse to hold your hand whenever. I didn't mean to hurt you along the way for my stupidity instead of just telling you my romantic feelings for you, Vina." He breathed out, he was just so damn nervous on how this afternoon could possibly end with his confession.

   Davina softly smiled, "I'm not going to sugarcoat, but this fake relationship was a bit stupid. . ." She had began speaking to him and just watching how he had sadly nodded his own head in agreement, "But, you're my stupid and I'm stupid too. I've been so fucking in love with you that when you told me of liking Tara it really did hurt, so much." She had confessed to him.

   "I'm sorry. . ." He sadly mumbled out.

"It's okay. . ." She had slowly began leaning her face closer to his face, his eyes just averting downwards to glance at her soft pink lips, "We all make mistakes, but just don't go on fucking this up, again." She quietly murmured.

"Mhm. . . I won't." He couldn't just stop glancing at her lips, and Davina sensed his eyes glancing at her lips.

She had averted her eyes at lips before instantly gazing her eyes upwards and noticed he made eye contact with her, "Can I kiss you now? We don't have to follow those ru—" He was interrupted when her lips attacked his soft lips.

He instantly placed his hands on her face cheeks, all while she had slowly gotten closer to him. She had ultimately found her way to his lap and sat down on his lap, his hands had then immediately gone to her waist and inching for a sense of friction, a stifle moan had gone on and escaped her mouth, she easily removed her mouth from his and ignoring his whine from the loss of her mouth.

She removed her shirt and tossing it to wherever in the small room, "Fuck the rules we made. . ." She blurted out before continuing on with this, "Also screw the no sex in whatever your sister rambles on about it's been a damn year since I've had sex." She revealed, eyes just getting extremely lost at his tone chest that also reveals his abs as it seemed he had removed his sweatshirt when she removed her shirt.

His hands had suddenly began roaming her stomach until they went more upwards, and giving her breasts a gentle squeeze that allowed a small moan escaping her lips, "Agreed. It's not like they'll even know what we were doing." He hummed, his arms cradling Davina her as his fingers traced small circles on her lower back and instantly laying her down as she was on top of his sweatshirt and not directly on the floor.

He hovered over and placing small kisses around her cleavage before he unsnapped her bra and swiftly removing it, "Does this mean that we're actually dating?" He shyly mumbled to her.

Davina lightly giggled, "Yes. But, I'm still waiting on that date you were talking about at the party." She softly smiled at him.

Her hands quickly finding his jean zippers and quickly unzipping as she snuck her hand inside and just passing his boxers to squeeze his dick, a groan escaped his lips as he bucked his hips forward and just causing a bit more friction, "Fuck." He cursed out, he really loves her hands.

Davina teased him, "I didn't get that."

He breathed out, "I'm taking you on every single date that I've planned for us. . ." He had kissed her left boob before his tongue found it's own way towards her nipple and giving a gentle suck before speaking some more, "I really, so really love you. Do you still want to continue this, Vina?" He just wanted more consent into their activities.

Davina had quickly nodded her head and sounding eager, "Yes! And, I'm already horny. So, please touch me anywhere." She given him an innocent smile.

"Anywhere?" A very devilish smirk had appeared on his lips that had made her thighs tighten around his waist until she felt his hands spreading her thighs apart. Oh, the memories that this library would just hold with the sound of their moans and her praising his name like if he's some God.

Nothing would absolutely ruin her mood today. Except, the death of her cousin, Anika Kayoko.

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𝐀𝐮𝐭𝐡𝐨𝐫𝐬, hope you liked
this chapter.

Love how this chapter
went Sad, Happy/Two horny people
and delivering two sad sentences at
the end.

You know what happens next.👀🫶🏻🫶🏻