The following morning, you find yourself waiting for Soonyoung to pick you up at your place. He reached out to you soon after getting home the day before, asking to grab a coffee in the morning before work and talk. You couldn't say no to him even if you wanted to. Waking up a bit earlier to go grab a cup of coffee with your friend wasn't something you would hate to do anyway.

You sit on your couch, your leg bouncing on its own as you intensely stare at the project in progress in front of you. The sketch is barely started, and you need to turn in the finished design in three days. You sigh, running your fingers through your hair. No matter how long you stare at it, nothing comes to you. It's as if there was some wall in front of you, preventing you from being able to see anything.

You give up, spreading on the couch and grabbing your phone instead. As you're about to text your friend and ask where he is, you hear the doorbell ring, announcing his arrival. "Coming!" You yell back, quickly shoving your phone in your pocket and getting up. You glance at the papers on your coffee table once more before grabbing your bag and leaving it behind for later. That was a problem for the future you.

"Hey," The older boy greets you as soon as you open the door. You smile at him, quickly taking your keys and hiding them in your bag. "Ready to go?" He asks, and you nod.

"So I obviously told her there was nothing between us and that she doesn't need to worry, but for some reason she just doesn't believe me," Soonyoung whined, ranting about the fight he and his girlfriend are going through. "I tried to talk to her and explain everything she worries about, but she doesn't want to listen to me. It's as if she wants us to fall apart. I don't know what to do anymore," he mumbles, creating a pitiful frown on your face. You can't help but feel sorry for him.

"It's hard if she doesn't want to listen to you..." you comment, trying to think of a way to help him. "I mean, I don't know what's going through her head, right, but maybe, next time, just don't mention anything about why you guys are fighting. Take her on a date instead. Do something nice for her. Show her how much you love her, and I'm sure she'll stop doubting you."

Soonyoung falls silent, thinking about what you said. When was the last time he gave his girlfriend flowers without a reason? How long has it been since they had time for a proper date? Honestly, he wasn't sure.

"God, you're right. I need to have a date with her," he breathes out, disappointed in himself. "Thanks," he smiles again. "For reminding me," he adds as his smile turns into a laugh, putting you at ease. You felt like that whenever you heard him laugh, especially in situations like this. He always made you remember that you have to enjoy the moment you're in and not overthink everything. "I'll pay for your coffee for that."

"I can't pass on that, can I?"

The café is right behind the corner, so it takes you almost no time to reach your destination. You're laughing when you enter the small shop, not paying much attention to the people around you. "Maybe if he actually made an effort," you roll your eyes. "Well, maybe if someone didn't block him after the first date, he could have," Soonyoung laughs even harder, walking over to the register to order your and his drinks.

"As if," you scoff, turning around to find a place to sit, but as you do, you stumble over a foot. Foot that isn't yours. You don't get a chance to react, your eyes widening as gravity fails you, taking you down. Thankfully, before you can reach the floor, you feel someone's arms wrapping around your waist tightly, ensuring you won't fall. You blink a few times, your eyes meeting the tall guy. "Hello," you pipe, swallowing a lump in your throat.

"Hi," he smiles, clearing his throat awkwardly and helping you stand straight again. "I'm sorry, that was completely my fault," he apologizes, his eyes landing on the dark stain on your blouse. He must have spilled his drink on you while catching you. "It's okay," you assure him, noticing where he was looking. "Shit," you curse quietly, quickly searching for a bathroom with your eyes. "If you excuse me," you apologize when you find your target, meeting his eyes again. "Wait, let me help you," the black-haired male offers. His hair is neat, his forehead exposed, and he is dressed in a dark blue suit. He looks flawless. A part of you feels annoyed by how perfect he looks. Even the glasses fit him perfectly. "No need," you shake your head. "Thank you for offering, though," you smile politely, quickly getting to the bathroom.

"Well, that was embarrassing," you sigh as you join Soonyoung at a table for two he picked out. "It was funny," he laughs. "I watched you from the counter. You had sparks in your eyes!" He slides your cup with caramel macchiato forward, a teasing smirk on his face as he sips at his cup of coffee. "I did not," you roll your eyes.

Honestly, you might have. You can't remember much about the situation. You only see the boy and his stupid smile when you close your eyes, unable to think about anything else.

"And now you're blushing," he comments with a chuckle. "Isn't this what Seokmin would call love at first sight? I hope you got his name, if nothing else." You shake your head, sipping on your iced drink. "You're overreacting. It's not love, admiration, or even a tiny crush. If anything, he is just someone who ruined my favorite blouse," you point out the stain, trying to sound annoyed. You're sure Soonyoung can see right through your bullshit, though. Because a big part of you wishes you had asked for his name.

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"How's the project been going, by the way?" Soonyoung asks, walking beside you toward your company. "Last week you mentioned something about being stuck," he mumbles, the empty plastic cup still in his hands. "Still the same," you sigh. "I guess I finally know what it feels like to have an artist block," you laugh it off. "I might end up passing the project onto someone else. It's not like I need the money right now anyway."

"No need to rub it in my face," he rolls his eyes. "Just retire at this point and draw the paintings you buy yourself. Isn't that what you always wanted to do, anyway?" You fall silent, staring at the ground under your feet. "No," you disagree, but you can't look him in the eyes. "Ah, I thought–" You quickly shake your head, stopping him before he couldn't dig too deep into it. "No, you thought wrong. I like designing, and I like where I am now. If I became an artist, I might not even have a place to live now."

Hoshi is caught off guard, shutting his mouth when he finally notices your facial expression. He didn't even realize it at first, but it seemed like he had found a weak spot. "Okay," he mumbles, nodding confusedly. "If you're happy, then that's all that matters."

Soonyoung is quick to change the conversation, talking about anything and everything that comes to his mind at the moment to keep you distracted, but it doesn't work out like he would want to. All you can think about are his words. If you're happy, then that's all that matters. You'd like to think you are happy right now. You have amazing friends, a great job, and most importantly—freedom. You live like many people wish for. You would be stupid not to be happy.

So why do you keep thinking about what-ifs? Why do you always wonder how your life would look if you chose to continue painting back in high school?

"Okay, I'm going to leave you to it now," he smiles, stopping in front of your company. "Good luck. With everything." You smile back at him, opening your arms so he can hug you. You wrap your arms around his shoulders while he squeezes your waist, making you laugh. "Thank you, once again," he adds, slowly letting you go. "No need to," you shake your head. "I should be the one thanking you for my coffee."

You wave him goodbye with a smile, sighing as you look at the front door. I'm happy, you remind yourself. There's nothing more you would need in your life. Nothing was missing in your life.

You take a deep breath, walking in with a smile as you greet the lady at the reception.

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You sit in your office, trying to develop the idea for the Millers' project on your laptop. It's not until the loud ring of your phone gives you an excuse to think about something else. "Yes, Chan?" You hum, accepting the call from your assistant. "Ah," you nod, looking at the clock on your wall. "You can send him in. I'll hear him out and see," you agree, hanging up again. Maybe a new project is just what you need at the moment.

"Good morning," you smile, reaching out your hand for the man opposite you to shake. "Morning, and nice to meet you," he smiles back, shaking your hand. Your assistant stands behind him, giving a faint smile toward you, too. "This is Mr. Xu. He asked specifically for you to design his new house," he explains, batting his eyes at you, almost making you laugh. He looks proud. "Alright, let's look at it," you agree, showing him the way to your table.

"Can I get you something? A cup of coffee, tea, or water?" You offer, sitting down on your chair. You move your laptop to the side, along with some of your documents for the Millers' project. "Tea would be nice, thank you." You nod, glancing toward your assistant. Chan nods, turning on his heel and heading to the cafeteria to prepare everything.

"So, do you have the house plans with you?" You ask, and he immediately pulls out his phone, looking for something. You mentally sigh, glad he came somehow prepared. If only all of your clients were like this. "It's a two-story house. We were thinking of making this room the guest bedroom, then the bathroom, and then the living room and kitchen," he says, pointing at each of the rooms as he shows you the main floor plans on his phone. He switches to the second floor with a simple click when he sees you nod, pointing out at the room in the left top corner, right next to the stairs. "This should be another bathroom, and here, right next to the balcony, I'd like to have our bedroom," he explains.

"What about these two rooms?" You ask, pointing at the room next to the bathroom and the second room leading to the balcony. "This will be my studio. And this will be a joint office for me and my fiance, " he clears out. "Studio?" You wonder, looking at the house plans on his phone. "An art studio. I do art for a living," he answers casually. He can see the sparks in your eyes almost right away, scoffing. He might have just won you over.

"I'll design the house for you," you agree without another second of hesitation. "Are you looking for all the rooms or...?" You question, glancing at him again. He's smiling at you, and it causes you to frown for a second. "Everything, if possible. I'm not sure how much experience you have with studios, but I would still appreciate it if you tried."

Chan comes back soon after, placing two cups of green tea on the table. "I'm sorry for interrupting," your assistant clears his throat. You look up at him, questioning what he needs with your eyes. "The Millers called. They want to see how their project is doing," he informs you, and you try your best to stay professional and not break down right in front of your client. "Come here when I'm done talking to Mr. Xu, and we'll talk about it," you decide, intuitively glancing at the empty draft on your laptop. Chan doesn't push you anymore and nods, sending you a good-luck smile before leaving your office.

"So, you were saying," you turn to your client again, encouraging him to continue and tell you his ideas for the design.

"Mind if I ask how you found me?" You ask, rising from your chair as the conversation with Mr. Xu comes to an end. "Through a friend's recommendation," he replies casually. You nod, then reach for a business card from the stack on your desk, handing it to him with a slight smile. "I'm glad your friend was satisfied with my work, then," you say. "If you have any new ideas or want to discuss the project further, don't hesitate to reach out. I might not always be available for a call, but my assistant's number is right below mine." He nods, offering a brief but polite goodbye before exiting your office.

You sigh as you close the door behind him, leaning against it for a moment with your eyes closed. The thought of meeting Chan makes your stomach turn, but the idea of facing the Millers is even worse. You can not meet them. How could you? After two months of working for them, how do you tell them you're done, that you don't want to design their house anymore? The thought of it makes you sick. Not only would it be awkward, but it could cost you everything. Your career. All the work you've put in to get your name out there. You can't afford that, not after everything.

Your breath shakes, but you try to pay little to no attention to it. You need to figure it out somehow and collect yourself again. Otherwise, the tiniest next problem will be your breaking point. You fix your hair as if that was supposed to fix everything and return to your desk. Your assistant is just a call away, but you don't dial the phone. Not immediately at least. Instead, you move your laptop back before you, forcing yourself to come up with something first.

Minutes turn into an hour, and you never grab the phone to call your assistant. It's as if you're in a daze, finally getting the ideas you've been searching for. You only managed to finish the living room, but you're grateful for even as much. As you save the folder, leaning back in your chair to relax, the sound of the office door opening makes you groan.

"I hope you've been working and not lazing around until now." You meet eyes with your assistant, rolling your eyes. "I didn't call you, did I, Chan?" You raise an eyebrow, but it doesn't budge him a bit. "We seriously need to talk about the Millers' project," he glares at you to let you know he wasn't in the mood for jokes. "You haven't submitted a single draft since we accepted the deal. Mr. Miller is worried, and he wants results soon." You sigh, unable to say anything in your defense. "I talked to him and asked for more time, but you have to show him at least somehow finished design during the next month."

"Thank you, oh my god!" You jump up, running around the table to get to him. "I love you, Chan. Oh my god!" You yell again, making him scoff as he wraps his arms around your waist. "Sure, sure," he shakes his head. "You seriously have to do something, though. Got it? I can't keep defending you every time." You nod, promising to get it done soon.

"Also," he clears his throat, averting his gaze. "Don't mention any of this in front of the guys. They'd tease me until I die." You laugh, squeezing him once more before you let him go, stepping back. "I promise I won't tell them anything. I'll stay the only one knowing you can actually be useful sometimes," you grin, making him roll his eyes. "I hate you."

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You're unsure why, but the following day you find yourself in the same café as yesterday. 7.45 am, just like the day before when you stopped by with Soonyoung.

"So? Was it worth it?" Lee Chan asks as you're about to order your coffee. "An iced caramel macchiato, to-go please," you tell the younger lady behind the counter, ignoring your assistant's question. You take out one of your earphones to hear her when she talks back to you, doing your best to ignore Chan's continuous bugging. "That will be 4 750₩." You pay with your phone, stepping aside so the next customer can order.

"Okay, yeah, it wasn't worth it," you finally mutter, picking at the skin on your fingers. You still don't know why you came back here. For some guy whose name you didn't even know? You couldn't have been that foolish, could you? You wouldn't have sunk that low, right?

It's been a while since you've been in a relationship—or just gone out on a date with someone honestly. That must have been it, you convince yourself. Why else would you act so desperate? He was just a handsome guy who caught your attention due to the lack of gentlemen in your life. After your friends, who would use every chance they got to make fun of you and make your life a bit harder, he was a nice change. That's all.

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Yet, you step into the café the next day too.

"Iced caramel macchiato?" The barista tries to remember your order when she sees you. You smile, nodding. You unlock your phone to pay, but before the lady can tell you your total, male's voice interrupts you, his arm brushing against your own as he stops beside you.. "Make it two, please. I'll pay." Your eyes widen when you look up to see his face, holding back your smile when you notice the same boy with glasses you did two days ago. "Hi," he greets you softly, smiling before he turns to the barista again to pay.

"What did we get again? I was so caught up in getting to the counter I barely listened to what you ordered," he says with a light chuckle, eyeing the drink in his hands. "Caramel Macchiato. It's my favorite," you reply, leading the way to one of the tables. "I see," he nods, taking a sip as he follows you.

When you sit down, he asks for your name, settling into the chair opposite you. He smiles, repeating your name to make sure he remembers it. "I'm Wonwoo. Jeon Wonwoo," he says, extending his hand across the table for you to shake. "Nice to meet you, Wonwoo," you say, giggling a little as you shake his hand. Immediately you cringe, a giggle? Really? What are you, a middle schooler?

You pull your hand back awkwardly, holding onto the cold drink to distract yourself. You try to steal subtle glances at his face, averting your gaze back to your coffee whenever you thought he might catch you in the act. With his hair down, brushing the top of his glasses, and that pretty smile, he makes it hard to focus on anything else.

Today, he's dressed casually—a simple black shirt that clings to his figure perfectly, making his muscles more visible. He might as well be asking you to fall for him when he looks like that.

You quickly shake your head, snapping out of your thoughts. For a moment, you wonder if you've somehow turned into a middle schooler after all. Then your eyes fall to his side, noticing the camera case flung over his shoulder. "Are you a photographer?" You ask, lifting your eyes to meet his. "Ah, this?" He chuckles, shaking his head as he sets the case on the table and takes out his camera. "It's just a hobby, not a profession," he clarifies.

"Can I still see some of your photos?" You ask, hopeful. Wonwoo agrees, nodding as he hands you his camera. He can't say no to you, not when you look so excited. For a brief moment, he could almost see stars in your eyes as you took the camera from him.

Your head tells you to ignore the feeling, but your body has a different idea. Your stomach twists in a (weird) way you'd prefer not to address—refusing to admit it could be anything like those so-called butterflies people talk about, and you swallow hard when your fingers brush against his, the soft touch sending shivers through your body.

"You're really talented!" you exclaim, flipping through his most recent pictures. A few are of an elderly couple—what you can only assume to be a part of his family—some are shots of nature or stray cats, and others are self-portraits of him.

You smile, finding him cute until you come across one that makes your stomach lurch: he's shirtless, his hair wet, probably just out of the pool. A flush creeps up your neck as you quickly close the gallery, trying to shake off the image. You bring the camera up to your eyes to focus on something else, adjusting the lighting before snapping a picture of the man in front of you.

"What was that for?" He smiles, sipping on his coffee. "Not sure," you admit, handing him the camera back so he could take a look at the picture you took. "Actually, I could ask the same," you proclaim, getting his attention. "You paid for me. You ran from the door to get to me on time. What was that for?" You question him, watching as his smile grows wider. He looks at his camera again, smiling at the picture of him as he shrugs, repeating your words, "Not sure."