dear buddy,

it hurts.

everything hurts, my heart, my body, everything.

it hurts as much as it'd hurt if i'd dig my fingertips into the torn of a rose until the color in my knuckles fades but more, much more.

taehyung is a rose.

hes like a rose for me.

so incredibly beautiful, i never want to let him go.

i'm holding on.

and thats why i bleed, because his thorns dig into my skin and the red ink marks my flesh like a fresh tattoo, tears falling.

i should never have fallen for a rose.

i should have known that i'll cut myself on the thorns one day.

why do i keep holding on?