𝘥𝘦𝘢𝘳 𝘣𝘶𝘥𝘥𝘺, 𝘵𝘰𝘥𝘢𝘺 𝘵𝘢𝘦𝘩𝘺𝘶𝘯𝘨 𝘸𝘢𝘴 𝘧𝘳𝘶𝘴𝘵𝘳𝘢𝘵𝘦𝘥 𝘣𝘤 𝘩𝘦 𝘥𝘪𝘥𝘯'𝘵 𝘬𝘯𝘰𝘸 𝘸𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘵𝘰 𝘥𝘰 𝘰𝘯 𝘢 𝘥𝘢𝘵𝘦 𝘸 𝘩𝘪𝘴 𝘤𝘳𝘶𝘴𝘩 𝘴𝘰 𝘪 𝘵𝘰𝘭𝘥 𝘩𝘪𝘮 𝘮𝘺 𝘥𝘳𝘦𝘢𝘮 𝘴𝘪𝘨𝘩 (𝘰𝘯𝘭𝘺 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘪 𝘰𝘧 𝘤𝘰𝘶𝘳𝘴𝘦 𝘥𝘪𝘥𝘯'𝘵 𝘮𝘦𝘯𝘵𝘪𝘰𝘯 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘪 𝘥𝘳𝘦𝘢𝘮𝘦𝘥 𝘢𝘣𝘰𝘶𝘵 𝘪𝘵 𝘪 𝘸𝘢𝘴 𝘫𝘶𝘴𝘵 𝘭𝘪𝘬𝘦 𝘩𝘦𝘺 𝘸𝘩𝘺 𝘥𝘰𝘯'𝘵 𝘶 𝘣𝘳𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘩𝘦𝘳 𝘵𝘰 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘭𝘢𝘴𝘦𝘳 𝘨𝘢𝘮𝘦 𝘣𝘭𝘢 𝘣𝘭𝘢) 𝘩𝘦 𝘭𝘰𝘰𝘬𝘦𝘥 𝘴𝘰 𝘴𝘰 𝘩𝘢𝘱𝘱𝘺 𝘸𝘩𝘦𝘯 𝘪 𝘵𝘰𝘭𝘥 𝘩𝘪𝘮 𝘸𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘩𝘦 𝘴𝘩𝘰𝘶𝘭𝘥 𝘥𝘰 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘯 𝘩𝘶𝘨𝘨𝘦𝘥 𝘮𝘦 𝘴𝘰 𝘴𝘰 𝘵𝘪𝘨𝘩𝘵 𝘪'𝘮 𝘴𝘰 𝘴𝘢𝘥 ): 𝘩𝘦 𝘸𝘢𝘴 𝘭𝘪𝘬𝘦 "𝘺𝘰𝘶'𝘳𝘦 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘣𝘦𝘴𝘵!" 𝘪 𝘴𝘸𝘦𝘢𝘳 𝘪 𝘸𝘰𝘶𝘭𝘥 𝘩𝘢𝘷𝘦 𝘦𝘯𝘫𝘰𝘺𝘦𝘥 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘩𝘶𝘨 𝘢𝘴 𝘪𝘧 𝘪𝘵 𝘸𝘰𝘶𝘭𝘥 𝘣𝘦 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘭𝘢𝘴𝘵 𝘰𝘯𝘦 𝘪'𝘥 𝘦𝘷𝘦𝘳 𝘳𝘦𝘤𝘦𝘪𝘷𝘦 𝘸𝘩𝘦𝘯 𝘪 𝘸𝘢𝘴𝘯'𝘵 𝘴𝘰 𝘵𝘢𝘬𝘦𝘯 𝘢𝘣𝘢𝘤𝘬 & 𝘩𝘦𝘢𝘳𝘵𝘣𝘳𝘰𝘬𝘦𝘯 ): 𝘪'𝘮 𝘫𝘶𝘴𝘵 𝘨𝘰𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘵𝘰 𝘵𝘳𝘺 𝘵𝘰 𝘴𝘭𝘦𝘦𝘱 𝘴𝘪𝘨𝘩.

dear jungkook,

first of all, i'm so so sorry for all the pain i've caused you. i never thought you would feel this way, i was so egoistic and selfish, the only thing i wanted was my feelings to disappear, without even thinking about how YOU feel. i am so so sorry for that.

second,

googie, my baby. you weren't the only one going home heartbroken. after you told me what to do on the date i didn't have? i cried.

i cried because i felt like a loser, like an idiot, which i actually am. i cried because i always have to make everything so complicated. i cried because i lied and because that was the only solution i saw in that moment.

and now, i cry even more because i know that i hurt both of us.

i'm sorry, so sorry.

i'm sorry that i made you suffer so much.

i'm sorry that i was the reason of your heartbreak.

i'm so so so fucking sorry and i hope that i can somehow fix it soon because you deserve it.