dear buddy,

today me and taehyung went out at lunch, to grab something to eat

do you know that feeling, when it's cold outside but you still feel so warm and happy that it doesn't feel cold anymore.

yeah? that's me when i'm around him. he makes the coolest days warm and he makes the coldest snow melt.

buddy, do you think that we have something like ice around our heart, something that protects it from falling immediately?

and then, when suddenly that one person comes who can melt the ice around your heart, it drops and that's why you get this weird feeling in your stomach?

i know that this makes absolutely no sense and that it's not how it works but that's how i like to imagine it.

i just hope that the ice will stay a little
more because i really don't want to break.