𝘥𝘦𝘢𝘳 𝘣𝘶𝘥𝘥𝘺, 𝘵𝘰𝘥𝘢𝘺 𝘪 𝘵𝘢𝘭𝘬𝘦𝘥 𝘵𝘰 𝘵𝘢𝘦𝘩𝘺𝘶𝘯𝘨. 𝘪 𝘫𝘶𝘴𝘵 𝘵𝘰𝘭𝘥 𝘩𝘪𝘮 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘪 𝘯𝘦𝘦𝘥𝘦𝘥 𝘢 𝘣𝘪𝘵 𝘰𝘧 𝘵𝘪𝘮𝘦 𝘧𝘰𝘳 𝘮𝘺𝘴𝘦𝘭𝘧, 𝘸𝘩𝘪𝘤𝘩 𝘪𝘴 𝘸𝘩𝘺 𝘪 𝘢𝘷𝘰𝘪𝘥𝘦𝘥 𝘩𝘪𝘮. 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘪'𝘮 𝘳𝘦𝘢𝘭𝘭𝘺 𝘳𝘦𝘢𝘭𝘭𝘺 𝘴𝘰𝘳𝘳𝘺, 𝘰𝘧 𝘤𝘰𝘶𝘳𝘴𝘦. 𝘢𝘧𝘵𝘦𝘳 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘩𝘦 𝘴𝘮𝘪𝘭𝘦𝘥 𝘢𝘵 𝘮𝘦. 𝘢 𝘴𝘮𝘪𝘭𝘦, 𝘢 𝘨𝘦𝘯𝘶𝘪𝘯𝘦 𝘴𝘮𝘪𝘭𝘦, 𝘢 𝘣𝘪𝘨 𝘴𝘮𝘪𝘭𝘦, 𝘢 𝘴𝘮𝘪𝘭𝘦 𝘤𝘰𝘶𝘭𝘥'𝘷𝘦 𝘮𝘦𝘭𝘵𝘦𝘥 𝘥𝘰𝘸𝘯 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘤𝘰𝘭𝘥𝘦𝘴𝘵 𝘪𝘤𝘦, 𝘢 𝘴𝘮𝘪𝘭𝘦 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘳𝘦𝘢𝘤𝘩𝘦𝘥 𝘩𝘪𝘴 𝘦𝘺𝘦𝘴 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘮𝘢𝘥𝘦 𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘮 𝘴𝘩𝘪𝘯𝘦. 𝘢 𝘴𝘮𝘪𝘭𝘦 𝘪 𝘮𝘪𝘴𝘴𝘦𝘥 𝘴𝘰 𝘮𝘶𝘤𝘩. 𝘪𝘵 𝘥𝘪𝘥 𝘪𝘯𝘤𝘳𝘦𝘥𝘪𝘣𝘭𝘦 𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘯𝘨𝘴 𝘵𝘰 𝘮𝘺 𝘩𝘦𝘢𝘳𝘵, 𝘴𝘶𝘤𝘩 𝘢𝘴 𝘮𝘺 𝘴𝘵𝘰𝘮𝘢𝘤𝘩. 𝘪 𝘤𝘢𝘯𝘵 𝘥𝘦𝘴𝘤𝘳𝘪𝘣𝘦 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘧𝘦𝘦𝘭𝘪𝘯𝘨, 𝘪𝘵'𝘴 𝘵𝘰𝘰 𝘤𝘰𝘮𝘱𝘭𝘪𝘤𝘢𝘵𝘦𝘥. 𝘢𝘭𝘭 𝘪 𝘤𝘢𝘯 𝘴𝘢𝘺 𝘪𝘴 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘪𝘤𝘦 𝘢𝘳𝘰𝘶𝘯𝘥 𝘮𝘺 𝘩𝘦𝘢𝘳𝘵 𝘮𝘦𝘭𝘵𝘦𝘥 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘮𝘺 𝘩𝘦𝘢𝘳𝘵 𝘧𝘦𝘭𝘭. 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘴𝘰 𝘥𝘪𝘥 𝘪.

dear jungkook,

whenever you're not around me, i miss you.

whenever you're just a few meters apart, i still miss you.

we're so close and yet so far, i can't really explain it. the whole time, we both were so close, we felt the same feelings, the same emotions, our hearts bested like one and yet we were so far from each other, not realizing that the other one is going through exactly the same thing.

the days you avoided me, you weren't the only one crying. i cried too.

but what did i expect? maybe it was for the best. maybe.

and maybe i was starting to force myself so much to move on that it worked a bit, just a tiny bit.

and then you came to me again.

you looked at me with your beautiful doe eyes again and asked me for forgiveness.

and in that moment i realized, i didn't move on. not even a single step. nothing.

it's crazy, how much i need you, how much i think about you, how much the world seems to turn around you all the time.

it's crazy, how i miss you, one hour after parting ways, how the only thing that comes in my mind when i hear the word "happiness" is you.

it's crazy, how i say yes when someone asks me if i'm happy at the moment, and it's all because of you.

📖

guys we're at 90k reads i'm- sjjsjdyjjdjf

im so so so happy bc this book is really my baby ): like even if it's ending pretty soon it's forever gonna be my baby ): it's a book i'm actually proud of so thank you so so much );💞💞💞