Octavia after the two of you have grown closer over time. The two of you had grown not only closer in friendship, the two of you had developed feelings for each other. You loved her with everything you had, and you wanted her to know that. But when the two of you were alone and you confronted your feelings to her, she quickly shut you down.

"I can't do this."

"Why not?"

"Because every time I do, someone gets hurt. For the longest time, I was afraid of loving you. But now that I love you, I'm afraid of loosing you."

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when u give urself feels