Wishing on a sky

Wishing on a scar
If there's the sun
I'd want to dream

PART 1

Jhope pov

A faint knock on Namjoon's hotel room door made him furrow his brow as he lay on his back, relaxing on his bed with one of his favourite novels, "The Unbearable Lightness of Being."

He glanced at his watch and saw that it was almost 10 p.m. Who doesn't get some sleep? He had been entirely unaware of the commotion with the band before a few minutes ago.

Namjoon sighed and walked to his door, completely taken aback by what he saw. Jhope.

"And now what?" He arched his brow at the emotionless Hobi in front of him, who was carrying a little overnight bag. He widened the door to allow his Hyung to enter. Namjoon did nothing except shake his head.

"Please don't ask. Joonie, can I please squat here for a few days. I understand you want to rest and be alone, but-' He appears sad, and a melancholy air envelops his grim features.

Namjoon shook his head and shut the door while Hobi sat on the sofa near the window.

"Why does it appear to be a domestic issue...the unfaithful husband was evicted by his furious wife?"Namjoon chuckle.

Jhope scowls, "It's not funny, Joonie...I can't handle the whole soulmate thing anymore. Do you know how I nearly lost my cool and almost punched Jimin a few minutes ago?"

Namjoon's eyes widen as he considers what has occurred under his oblivious watch."Oh, my word! What made you do it? What drove you to do that? You have a fantastic relationship with your chimmy. Is it that serious? Oh my goodness."

Jhope leaned back on his couch, his eyes closed, recalling everything and informing Namjoon about the incident.

"So Akira, Yoongi, and Jimin are on Jhope's naughty list...I'm guessing it'll be a few days of silence...but Hobi, what about Akira?' Namjoon appears conflicted. He is aware of the band's schemes to cause Hobi to break, and it seems that he did, but for the worse.

Jhope frowns, "Namjoon, I don't want to be pressured into anything I'm not ready for. Akira was already upset with me for not telling her how I felt. How can I tell her how I feel when the bond can instantly change my feelings? I know. I  know "when he noticed Namjoons' disappointed expression, "I have wounded and frustrated her. I told you guys that I might not be a good soulmate, but Yoongi is constantly meddling. I adore Yoongs, but enough is enough... I'll have to work things out on my own, Joonie."

Namjoon clicked his tongue and sat down next to a devastated Jhope."Hobi, Only a few people are aware of your phobia...don't you believe you need to address it? Many others may think your actions are irrational. They might not understand, but you should speak with a professional, Jhope. This irrational phobia is ruining your life. Do you want to see your soulmate end up dying? That will be the outcome. Follow my advice and go to someone who knows how to treat it... I can offer counsel, but you need someone who will not make judgements on you."

Jhope took a deep breath. "Joonie...no one understands my anxiety or my reluctance to date any girl after Dove. When I'm in the presence of my soulmate, I want to lavish her with love. I want to embrace her in my arms, kiss her, caress her, tell her how much I love and cherish her...but, Joonie...when I think of all of that, and the thought of completing the bond and having a serious relationship, my hands begin to tremble and sweat, and my heart begins to beat. I felt like I would die because I had difficulty breathing, and I just wanted to throw up. Remember a few weeks ago when I realized my soulmate was on her way...nausea set in, and I struggled to function, but thank God. I could still perform my responsibilities." J hopes' eyes began to well up. Namjoon could sense Jhope's anguish at his inability to deal with all this... Namjoon embraced Hobi as the latter's shoulders began to shake.

"Joonie I...I'm at a crossroads on what to do... God knows...I love her, and I want to be with her right now...but I'm ashamed since I caused her so much stress and caused her to grieve all the time. What kind of soulmate am I going to be? To hurt their soulmate like that. Dove and Chung Hee completely ruined my view of trust and relationships." Namjoon handed Hobi a tissue to wipe his eyes with. Namjoon can genuinely see that Hobi loves Akira.

"Hobi, I think we need to talk to Sejin about getting you to someone only for these next few days for at least a 1-2 hour therapy session. It will help you become more sensitive and comfortable telling Akira  you love her without panic... Because we all know you're head over heels in love with your British girl." Namjoon suggests, smirking. Hobi is well aware of his Hyungs and Maknaes knowledge.  

Hobi took a big breath,"OKy, will you kindly notify management but not Hanbin, please? He intensified Akiras' distress by distancing himself from her. So I could understand her inner turmoil today. I was the source of her anguish, and he amplified it. He wants my soulmate."

Namjoon nods, rise and quickly dials Sejin's phone. Jhope signals to Joonie to take a quick shower in his bathroom. His joints were aching, so he needed a hot shower. He could feel the stiffness in his neck already, so he told his soulmate not to talk to him for a few days. He was curious how she was doing. When he tried to tap into her emotions, he felt a blankness with little to no feelings. It was as though she was shutting down her feelings.

Hobi could feel his heartbeat quickening. He was already missing her, and the four days had only just begun.

Namjoon and Sejin hired Jhope, a discreet celebrity therapist in Tokyo. She told them she was willing to be there for Jhope, even if it meant going to the hotel where he was staying. She scheduled a meeting with him for tomorrow after their regular rehearsals. And if he was finally free.

Hobi emerged from the bathroom wearing his PJ trousers and t-shirt. Namjoon's expression is ecstatic, and he gives Hobi a toothy grin with his deep dimples that play hide and seek.

"Well, Hyung. We've scheduled a counselling session for you. I'll take you to the manager's private office. She is a well-known psychologist who specializes in these subjects. Yuka Nakamura, M.D. She is quite calm. Nobody will know she'll be here for therapy. Sejin says you don't have to worry about it." He smirks at Hobi. " How about watching Japanese movies?" What about watching Japanese action movies with a couple of ciders and snacks. We can sleep late."

Jhope's smile is wide. "Thank you very much, Joonie. That is going to be a very relaxing evening." He got into the king-size bed by opening one side. He turned on the television because he had the remote nearby.

"Perhaps the other boys cancelled the Jazz show." Namjoon inquires because Yoongi was supposed to join them, but after hearing what Hobi says, he doesn't think Yoongi should come now that Hobi is here. While in the shower, Namjoon informed the Hyungs and Yoongi that he needed to cool off. Namjoon is also ready for talks with Hobi.

Namjoon was in the bathroom, doing his nighttime face routine.

The group decided to go to the jazz show the next day with the rest of the management and band. Yoongi informed him that the Bells had gone to express their support for Akira. Samiya even asked Jin to stay with Akira until midnight before it was time to go to bed.

Jimin felt terrible for suggesting breaking Hobi, but it not only made Hobi jealous but also infuriated him. Perhaps Hobi felt the same betrayal he did a few years ago when his best friend cheated with his first love.

Jhope appeared peaceful where he lay with closed eyes, but when Namjoon reimaged from the bathroom, His eyes widened when he noticed Jhope already in dreamland, clutching the remote in his hands.

Namjoon sighed and gently removed the remote from Jhope's grasp, turning off the television and the lamps. Jhope appears exhausted from all of this tension. He requires a good night's sleep. They'll watch the movies they want tomorrow night. Fortunately, he hadn't yet ordered the drinks.

He slipped into the duvet cover to ensure that his hyung was adequately covered. He picks up the novel and begins reading where he had marked the page.

......

Akira pov

After your soulmate unexpectedly left the hotel suite, you sat for a few minutes with tears in your eyes, staring unseeingly in one place.

When you felt the chills on your exposed shoulders, you sluggishly rose, wiped your eyes with tissues from one of the side tables, and were going to retire to your bedroom to refresh yourself and change into your pyjamas.

The joint pains reappeared, and your heart sank as you realized the dreadful truth that the effects of an incomplete bond had begun to suffice. But what are your options? Even if you eat full, healthy meals twenty times a day, you would still have physical aches, dizziness, and exhaustion, and your body will weaken.

The fear for your soulmate's state grows stronger. You don't want him to suffer, but the ball is currently in his court. You're wondering if the trial serum is effective. The system has tested the serum for nearly a year and is not yet ready for use.

There was an urgent knock on your door, and you suspected it was the Bells. You don't feel like socializing tonight because the evening has already been ruined.

With a sigh, you turn around and open the door. Three pairs of arms immediately hugged you.

"Oh my gosh, Akira, how are you?" Funsize was anxious because she was worried about you. Twinkies hugged you even tighter while Samiya stroked your hair. When they eventually let you go, you could only smile warily.

"I'm fine, ladies...I'll make it. I need to reorganize my life and start living for myself. Jhope is furious with me, and I'm afraid we won't be able to complete the bond anytime soon. He wants me to keep my distance from him." As your voice became strained, your eyes began to water. You're mentally exhausted right now.

"What's the matter with that "little thunderstorm!!!" Samiya yelled with disgust. "Hobi can be such a jerk at times."

You all take your seats on the sofas. Funsize was pacing in front of the television while Twinkie sat on a lounge chair, her face filled with fear. This isn't an incomplete activation like hers when she could go nearly four months without Yoongi. But Akira and Jhope's fate is sealed; they don't have the required six months, but they have practically drained their two weeks, which will expire on Sunday, but the physical symptoms appear to have already begun.

You were just sitting there while Twinkies rubbed your shoulders to soothe you.

"Something must be done." Funsize lips are pressed together 

You embrace your new friends with a smile. "There's nothing we can do but wait for Hobi, but I'm afraid I won't be able to handle this on my own. I...I need him. Have you seen what happened tonight? He was furious. I was the one who triggered the rift in the band. This bond isn't good if it crumbles friendships. The best friendship was that of Jhope and Jimin. Blimey, girls...he wanted to punch him. "In horror, you widen your eyes—Jimins' cheer panic when Jhope pins him against the wall springs to mind.

"Oh, my goodness!!!" Twinkies shrieked. Yoongi didn't want them to see the conflict.

"Yes, but that was entirely my fault. You should have seen his expression when I told him what you advised me to say. The horrific expression. It nearly killed me. We put too much pressure on him, girls, and now I'll have to pay the price. "You said this in a mournful tone, wiping your face with your hands.

"Oh my gosh!!! We meant him to be jealous if Jimin became interested in you...but Chimmy forgot the script. Yoongi instructed him on how to respond. Jeez!!" Twinkies disgustedly click her tongue.

"With that rage...I'm going to forget my name as well. I've never seen our Sunshine so upset "With a shudder in her voice, Funsize murmured. Jhope looked to be deadly.

"I believe it reminded him of his ex-girlfriend and ex-best friend, both of whom had betrayed him." His feelings were raw. The thought that his bandmate's best friend/brother was chasing his soulmate while struggling with all of the conflicting and shifting emotions was too much for him... Oh poor, Hobi!!" Samiya appears unhappy.

"Poor Hobi...dumb mule, Hobi!!!He forced Akira to unnecessary mental anguish?' Twinkies yelled.

"I don't care if Taelove smells the alcohol on my breath, but let's order a bottle of red wine and cheese crackers right now. I'm too depressed right now!!! I need to console Akira by helping her in getting wasted." As the Bells began to giggle at the funny Funsize, she threw her arms exasperatedly into the air.

"Thank you, but no thanks for the drink, girls. I want to be sober the next day. Kenichi and I are going to spend the day together. I've already caused a lot of trouble. I appreciate your help, but Twinkies needs to console Yoongi right now. It was very tough for him when Hobi gave him the silent treatment for one day, and it now appears that it will be prolonged. When they have to be interviewed, the tension within the group will be obvious, and Jimin will take it extremely hard because he was usually joking and laughing with his Hyung." You reminded them of the team who will be having a day off.

"Will you be OK by yourself? We don't want you to sleep with sadness," they say. Samiya tightened her arms on you.

"Yeah...I'll be OK. Don't be concerned. I'm going to watch an anime I've been watching since we got here in  Tokyo. Then I'll be sound asleep. So, ladies, please, OK, spend time with your soulmates. I can almost see Seokjin-Oppa's lip pouting. He was restless without Sami, so kindly enjoy the Mandarin's romance. I'll see you soon.Ok"

OK...but text us on the Bells chat if you're feeling overwhelmed, OK" sighs Funsize. "I'll answer even if Taelove is nibbling on my ears," she grins. Twinkies scrunch up her nose, and Samiya bursts out in giggles, and you just laugh.

"Oooh, Funsize!!! There is too much information. Nobody wants to know what you and Taehyung are up to. Let's go ahead and leave Akira to sleep." She grabbed Funsize's arms, who were grinning and dragged her to the front door. You and Samiya only shook your heads at the antics of the two Bells.

"Bye Akira, Are you coming to breakfast with us tomorrow?  we miss you at supper this evening?" It's Funsize's turn to inquire. You made a shaky gesture with your head.

"No, I may be out early tomorrow to spend time with my brother. I need to rekindle my relationship with him. We were both too preoccupied with our careers. So, have a nice breakfast tomorrow." You provide a gentle smile. It is best to stay out of everyone's way tomorrow. You want to investigate your past without being distracted. It's time to let your soulmate breathe and deal with whatever he has to deal with. You don't want to see Hanbin either. Seeing him will make you tear up and dwell on your broken friendship.

You'll text Do-Yun and hang out with her at the hotel if she's available. Tomorrow, the boys will rehearse at 6 a.m. The backup crew will rehearse from 2 p.m. to 6 p.m., so you and Kenichi will have a lovely free day.

"OK, sleep tight, don't overstress yourself, and have a restful night's sleep. Everything will be OK. If things had worked out for me and that Kitty. It will also work for you "Twinkies smiles and urges you not to g.ive up.

You stroll with them to the door and exchange group hugs. You smirked as they dashed to their rooms. After 10 p.m., They didn't want to be alone in the illuminated hallway. Samiya s quietly walked to the elevators to go upstairs to their presidential suites. With a long sigh, you turn off all the leading lights and only leave the dim lights of the lamps on; since you were a child, you have disliked being in a completely dark room. You enter your bedroom and take a hot shower to ease the pain of your joints, which began in your ankles, before performing your nightly face ritual.

You hurriedly change into your shorty PJs and go under the covers, the investigation documents folder on your bedside table. However, you instantly texted the Bells to thank them for their support. And you were wishing them a pleasant night's rest.

Then you sent Yoongi a private message to apologize for causing the commotion and tension among the group members. He shouldn't worry since Hobi would forgive him eventually. Also, you like to apologize to Jimin privately rather than on the BANGTAN CHAT GROUP.

You stare at the pillow next to you and begin to miss the presence of your soulmate; just thinking of that calm breathing and serene face almost brings you to tears. But you dismiss It quickly.  He may like you and be physically attracted to you, but you doubt if he loves you naturally right now. You wish he could only give you a ray of hope. Just a glimpse into his heart will suffice, but you already know it's pointless. Your soulmate must overcome his apprehension about the system...his nervousness about bonding.

You go through the documentation, starting with the Group home, and then there are two addresses of locations you'll need to visit. You hope that everything goes well and that you have a lot of information and clarity about your parents. Shivers ran up your spine as you sensed apprehension. You're well aware that whatever you discover will shake your foundation.

Sighing heavily, you toss the folder onto the chair beside you and slit deeper into the cover after turning off the side lighting.

........

-The next day-

You were up by 6 a.m. You decided to text Kenichi and ask him to meet you at the buffet breakfast at 6:30 a.m. After breakfast, you can take an Uber downtown. Breakfast is often served at 8 a.m. to the staff. You will have enough time to avoid the morning bustle. It's usually good to have a very early breakfast with business people who have to depart for their flights early in the morning.

You swiftly put on a black long sleeve polo neck. Wear a flower-printed top with black ankle skinny jeans and your black Converse sneakers. You and Kenichi are going to go on a lot of adventures. As a result, you'll need to wear shoes that are both comfy and stylish.

You tie your hair in a stylish side ponytail. The air is still a touch cool, and you hope that you and Kenichi will be able to rediscover your birthplace.  When they were adopted, the twins were nine years old and you were thirteen years old.

You swiftly pulled your little backpack from your large luggage bag and placed your wallet, make-up purse, and papers from the folder into the front of the backpack.

You and Kenichi can grab a bite to eat at a nearby coffee shop or restaurant. Perhaps you could purchase some small souvenirs for your parents as well as a small gift for someone important.

You silently exited your room and headed down the hallway to the elevators that would take you to the top floor buffet restaurants. You meet two members of the security detail who will be monitoring the BANGTAN floors for the next two hours with a respectful bow.

The restaurant is empty, and you select a table with a panoramic view of Tokyo. It was still early morning. You exhaled a sigh of relief that today was the first day of your life because you wanted to be happy. It will be a tough struggle, but perhaps these few days of separation will drive your soulmate to act. With a wide grin, the waitress approached your table. She noticed you with the band and was ecstatic to see their Therapist eating breakfast alone so early in the morning. She told you about the breakfast buffet menu; Jhope had ordered room service the day before, and it is your first time eating here.

Kenichi came flustered at the table just as you were going to pour yourself a glass of cranberry juice. He apologized for his delay. His blonde hair was still soaking wet from the showers.

"Mornin'sis, why do we have to get up so early?"He grumbled yet kissed you on the cheek. How you miss your squabbles and bantering back home in London. Especially when it was your responsibility to wake them up.

"Blimey, boy, you're uptight this beautiful morning," you chuckle.

Kenichi smiles, "Yes, exactly! I'm sorry. I had fun playing Overwatch with Afonso and Jungwoon."

You raised your eyes and thought about Jungwoon, who seemed to be quite curious about your whereabouts. When Hanbin went to the restroom and the girls returned to their rooms, Do-Yun murmured something. She told you that Jungwoon had asked her at random who you were rooming with among the "tour crew", and given that you work so closely with Yoongi, how was your relationship with the rest of the band? That made you scoff. He acted as if he was seeking information.

You merely shook your head, and the two of you decided to have some hearty breakfast. You were immediately curious about how well your soulmate slept. You sigh, knowing you'll always be concerned. Even yellow string soulmates are concerned about one another's well-being.

You help yourself to a portion of their English breakfast buffets, including bangers, fried omelettes with loads of chopped red onions and chives mixed with bacon bits, hot veggies, and a cup of muesli and Greek yoghurt.

Kenichi smiled as he returned with a plate of food. You smirk at his vast appetite. However, the rigorous rehearsals caused him to lose weight more quickly. You find yourself missing Keitaro, the quieter twin.

"Did you call Kei? I didn't have time to call him. He returned to university the day before yesterday." You ate a bit of your omelette.

"Yes, we are constantly texting. He appears to be madly in love with Maria. Even if she is older than him, he is aware that she has a soulmate out there, but he is more interested in dating her for the time being. She doesn't want to lead him on, although she finds him incredibly charming. Perhaps because he appears to be mature and tall, "He snorts as he recalls his siblings' crush. He never genuinely dated like him.

You chuckle. "That is so adorable...please don't torture him mercilessly. It might be embarrassing for him. Maria is a spunky and tough cookie."

Kenichi sipped the last of his orange juice. Breakfast was a wonderfully peaceful time for the two of you.

"So we're returning to Crystal Creek Home. I'm curious whether that old hag is still around. She was usually unpleasant and a complete jerk. She despised Kei and me. "He furrowed his brow. He recalled his time at the orphanage.

"Well! Can you blame them? You were a nightmare for all the kids. The number of pranks you and Kei played on one other was a little much to bear." Kenichi bursts out laughing, and your smile.

"True...but Momma Wilson wasn't having any of it. She can strike your buttocks so hard that you can't sit for a few days. So Kei and I kept our cool with that kind of self-control. We would have become delinquents if it hadn't been for our foster parents." He scoffed, and You couldn't help but laugh. Your foster mother can smack buttocks.

You and Kenichi get up after you finish your breakfast. It was around 7:30 a.m. You grabbed your backpack and followed your brother out the door. Just as you were leaving, a noisy dancers crew, three managers, and Sungdeuk entered through the double doors. Kenichi smiled toothily as they hollered his name in a sort of good morning ritual. Hanbin was with them when he noticed you by Kenichi's side. His eyes flashed as he looked at you with concern. You inhaled deeply, then pulled Kenichi away with a stoic face and a slight bow.

Unaware of the sorrowful eyes that followed you. Kenichi appears perplexed in the elevator.

"Oh my gosh, what was it about you and Hanbin that was so cold? Sis...that bloke seemed gutted (sad), and you didn't look as stoked (happy) as you used to when you saw him...what happened?" His expression was puzzled, and he gazed at you with curious eyes.

"Ken, I'll tell you later, please... it's a little touchy subject," you said as your eyes welled up.

"He did not make you do anything you did not want to do? "His expression was tinged with gloom. You're taken aback by his reaction.

"Blimey! Hanbin is a gentleman to the core. I couldn't return his affection because I couldn't. He loves me, but I don't love him, and I'm not sure if I led him on by accepting to go on dates with him. I truly believed it was out of friendship...but I was mistaken; therefore, he broke it off to avoid being hurt by me." With a sorrowful sniff, you said. Kenichi was flabbergasted and immediately embraced you in his arms.

" Don't worry, sis...your soulmate will love you. All you have to do is wait for your destined mate." He comforted you. You made a snort. He will fall on his back if he finds out who your soulmate is, the issues with your bond, and that you have given up on your soulmate.

"Yeah, right...I don't think relationships are for me. I'm just going to mess up. Let's get going."You took him out of the elevator so he wouldn't keep asking silly questions. 

The uber you requested was waiting for you. It took you nearly 15 minutes to get inside the city centre. You and Kenichi were pointing out all of the sites that you remembered, and there were a lot of new developments. You informed Kenichi you wanted to go shopping first, which he agreed to.

The vehicle came to a halt at the stop street, and the roads were peaceful so early in the morning. Vendors are setting their shop, and you and Kenichi strolled from one to the other. Kenichi was delighted when he noticed a large LED screen downtown promoting the impending BTS" Love Yourself World Tour." 

When you looked up at the large board with your soulmate's face, you felt your heart tighten painfully. You pushed your unpleasant thoughts aside and went about your shopping. Kenichi forced you to take a selca in front of the display with him.

You got outfits for your mum and dad, as well as large gift boxes of Japanese snacks for your musketeers, parents, twins, and yourself, as well as a box for the Bangtan boys—theirs was addressed to Mr Min and Co. You'll simply tell him to let Sejin sign for it. You requested that it be couriered to Seoul, China, and Tapei, which would cost you a significant sum of money. But you don't seem to mind. 

It will be delivered to your parents in five days. Keitaro can pick his up at your apartment. You and Kenichi created a set of selcas to send to friends. Your parents enjoy eating international treats. You bought Hanbin a lovely coffee mug as a farewell "thank you" gift. Your heart ached just thinking about him. You even got the Bells cute outfits and jewellery to reward them for their friendship. You're relieved your bag could fit in all the gifts you bought for your friends.

 Kenichi brought his backpack as well. It was about 10 a.m. when you began to grow tired of running and moving from store to store. When you and Kenichi were tired of walking, you told him you'd show him the restaurant you used to visit as a young schoolgirl. Ichika, your Obasan (Aunty)

You hope she's still busy, but there have been so many developments in this small town that you've missed so much.

"I'm delighted it's a restaurant," says Kenichi. "I'm craving some hot ramen noodles."

You give a gentle laugh." Aunty Ichika* always cooked the finest ramen. She always had a hot plate waiting for me when I got home from school. She was keeping an eye out for me. But she always had a sad expression on her face when she looked at me. I caught her staring at me several times. I'd always wonder when she'd wipe her cheeks. I've even approached her, and she told me that my loneliness as a child without friends made her cry. As a result, she became my friend. We often joke that I'll come work for her as a cook when I'm older and make some ramen for her customers. She was giggling and telling me to work hard, find my soulmate one day, and live a happy and fulfilling life." You bitterly smile as you reminisce about your childhood in Tokyo.

Kenichi smiled and hugged you around the shoulders as you walked through the streets, bowing and greeting vendors outside.

"I'd like to meet her. She appears to be a sweet lady. We can communicate with her in Japanese. Most of the time, you're fluent." He smiled and winked at the lovely girls strolling past them. You merely rolled your eyes at this little flirt.

When you arrived at Ramen Street, you were excited to see the shop's stunning renovation. The street was well-known for its restaurants.

Your eyes widen as you notice the shop's fresh appearance. A few years ago, it was the same shop, but the signage and colours were outdated and drab. Obasan Ichika was battling with the business's upkeep, and she was having a lot of trouble with the local gang, which was continuously harassing her shop for "protection fees."

You were always wary of that tattooed gang with the severed pinkies. That was eventually revealed to be the Yakuzas. Scary people. When they always show up. Your Obasan would conceal you under dry ramen boxes in the kitchen. You'd always puzzled why they chose her store over the kobura "shoe repairer" across the street, who appeared to be wealthier than your Obasan.

You and Kenichi gazed in astonishment at the beauty of the shop's once-flawed design. Only a few people were dining at the counters. When you observed a woman who resembled your obasan screaming orders at the kitchen staff, you smiled warmly. All of the hot ramen and pork dishes smelt delicious in the shop.

When you clear your throat a little loudly to get her attention, she was taken aback when she saw you. She hastily threw her towel down and dashed around the kitchen, exited through the side door, and rushed to you. She grabbed your forearms and looked at you with soulful eyes as if she couldn't believe the petite, bashful 13-year-old was back in her shop.

As she warmly grabbed you in a motherly hug, you smiled brightly, and your eyes welled up.

"Oh my goodness...Is that you, Kira? You are...so...beautiful. What is it that brings you back to this old town?" She stuttered, staring at you in awe. You have a soft spot for her. Her hair was starting to turn grey.

"Hello, Obasan...I work at a company, and we're here on business. I decided to stop by and say hello...this is my adoptive brother Kenichi. Remember how I mentioned the two mischievous twins and their antics? Well. We were all adopted by the same family." As you informed her, you smiled.

Kenichi respectfully smiles and bows as your obasan grabs your hand and leads you around to the kitchen to say hello to the stuff that knows you. They were all excited and greeted you with embraces. She instructed them to prepare the best ramen soup in the house for you and Kenichi, with meat on the side. She gestured for you to have a seat, then returned to the kitchen to open your side of the blind and look at you. She was seated in a chair.

She escorted you and Kenichi to a private counter in a charming restaurant. You sit in your compartment, order from the kitchen, and they serve you right there behind the blinds. The place had been completely renovated. You were pleased with your Obasan. Her son took over after her daughter Ren* died a few years ago.

Obasan Ichika was only curious about your 9-year absence. She was sorely missing you. She was curious about how you were doing. She last saw you when you came crying to her, informing her you were being adopted and that the family would go and get you in two or three days. She was so depressed that she feared she'd never see you again.

You were both overcome with emotion and reminisced. Kenichi noticed the cashier and wanted to talk to the lovely girl. You and Obasan Ichika just smirked and rolled your eyes, grateful for the privacy. You applaud your brother's ability to recognize when you need to do things independently. He was seated at a counter opposite the attractive young lady who offered him a drink and his meal.

"So, little on'nanoko (girl), are you happy? How are you getting along with your adoptive parents?" She gazed at you with wide eyes.

You make a happy face. "They are unrivalled. They are a wealthy British couple who provided us with whatever we desired. My brothers are students at the university, and I work as a qualified physiotherapist in Seoul. Kenichi is a Bighit  dancer." She was very impressed with how you grew up to be such a well-rounded young lady. She seemed to be quite proud of you. She even inquired as to whether you had met your soulmate. You nod but explain that it's a bit complicated and that you'd like to figure out your past.

Obasan Ichika appears conflicted "At the orphanage, they never told you. I can imagine it."

Your brow furrows, "Why...until we were eighteen, our home mother never discussed our birth parents. I don't know my parents or my first foster parents, who abandoned me in the orphanage when I was five years old, with no knowledge of the past." You have a melancholy expression on your face when you gaze at your Obasan. Her eyes appear to be moist.

"Oh, dear. It's sometimes better not to remember." She seemed a little concerned as she gazed around the restaurant. You furrow your brows, puzzled. Does Obasan know anything about your past?

"What is it, Obasan...why are you looking so worried?" You look around and track where her eyes flew to, and when she looked back at you, she smiled a little.

"Come with me to my private room. I have something I want to tell you. But don't tell anyone. You simply tell them you liked my ramen and came to have some at my restaurant, OK? She appeared to be a little hurried.

"All right."You nod a little nervous, stand up, and swiftly follow her to a private staircase leading to her upstairs apartment.

Her apartment was spotless and tastefully decorated. Ichika has made several upgrades to her home.

"Wow...the place looks lovely, Obasan." You take in your surroundings in awe. Her son took over the entire business part of the shop, and the shop did exceptionally well.

She thanked you with a smile. She beckoned for you to take a seat next to her on a sofa. You raise your brows as she looks at you with anguish.

"Kira this is such a sad moment in my life—-" she looked at you with weeping eyes, you grabbed her hand in yours, and you felt your heart constrict. You'd never seen her look so deflated and defeated.

"What exactly is it, Obsan?" Shivers ran up your spine.

She took a deep breath, her eyes wet with unshed tears, and said, "...I...I know your parents, and I know what happened to them almost  fifteen years ago?"

You gasp...

A/n: PART 1 is the quest of your effort to discover your past. Thank you very much for taking the time to read this series. All of your lovely comments, votes, and adding the book to your reading lists are greatly appreciated. Thank you sincerely. The number of comments on Daydream has surpassed 2,2k. I appreciate it.

A shout out to @Franziska440592 @dudu_dadadahyun livxkth1

Please check out the winner from the name contest. A big shout out to @DEVIL-QUEEN2001 for winning first place in our name contest. The lead females' name will be AKIRA SAGAMI

She will debut in all the other books in Moonchild, Serendipity and Euphoria. Look out for this great name between the pages.

And our 4th place winner is @DirsSteele, who gave the name of the restaurant Obasan ICHIKA.

As well as an honourable mention of the  name REN gave by   

Well done!

Question 1: Do you believe you can depend on the support of the Bells?

Question 2: Will counselling help Hobi now that he realizes his fear is "irrational"?

Q estion 3: How do you feel about your and Kenichi's sibling day?

Question 4: Did you anticipate Ichika knowing something about your past?

Question 5: Why do you believe the gang constantly targets her?

Question 6: Do you believe there is a link between her daughter " Rens' death?