Let's feel it
Like the hole, Alice fell into

You and Keitaro were so invested in your Korean language studies. The classes were small, and your tutor was very friendly. For five days, you've been enjoying every minute of your learning. You made friends from all walks of life. You couldn't believe that you even met Japanese friends.

They told you that they are studying at Seoul National University and their all graduate students. You were so impressed, and you thought about enrolling for your graduate studies online. You just need to check on your work schedule.

The language course included good cultural experiences. You and your brother went on field trips, visiting palaces, tea worships. You enrolled for the kpop dance classes as well as the Korean cooking classes incl. In your package. You and Keitaro loved practicing your Korean with Kenichi, who finds it very amusing. At least you can converse in a convo of 3minutes.

After another field trip, you were home spent. Kenichi bought A take out from Panda Express
which you have grown to love.

After a refreshing bath, you were just relaxing on your bed, taking with Byron and eating some cut-up fruit with assorted berries.

A few days ago, you were so depressed, especially on Jhopes' birthday. Byron was indeed your safe place. By only listening to his voice brought tears to your eyes. You miss him so much.

" Hows' your lady doing?" you asked with interest. You missed that little airhead of a lady, but she's lovely.

"She's fine, Luv. Very excited to relocate with me. Our apartment is ready. Lady is so excited to experience living as a commoner. She can't wait to go to places herself and shop. The clinic got her a job at the national museum. She is so delighted with joy because she loves to preserve artifacts. She'll love the job. "

"Your life is so well-planned. But, unfortunately, mine started on the worse note." You sounded gloomy, and Byron caught on to your tone.

"How so, I taught you'll like it there?" He sounded worried. He knew you would have difficulty adapting so soon.

"Don't get me wrong, the place itself is well developed, and the country has its charms,b..but-" your voice started to crack.

"Kira luv..please tell me what's the matter. since last week you sounded so off, not yourself. Even Sarah said, you sound sadder than at home" Now he is perturbed.

"I...I...met my s...soulmate," you stuttered it out with a bit of sob in your voice.

"What! When! and you tell me now...what happened? Are you not happy what FATE gave to you!"Did she get an undesirable soulmate, slacker, slob, and lazy butt? He hopes not because he knows you are a hard worker and very intelligent.

"By, it's not that. He is way above my league. Byron. I don't feel worthy of him. He doesn't like me at all. He hated me at first sight.I'm used to people not liking me...but to see and experience total rejection from your soulmate isn't a pleasant feeling...we half-bonded; at least I have six months to adjust before serious damage is done to us physically" Your tears are streaming now from your face. Just thinking about him makes you cry a river.

"Blimey Kira , I'm so sorry for what you went through. Is that bloke head screwed on, right? Anyone who looks at you wanted to date you..., you are gorgeous, kind, and loving...heck I would date you...but that will be weird because we are practically siblings. Give him time. FATE will roast him sooner."

Byron was livid. How can your soulmate reject You? You only told him the basics but not his career and status in life. You instead not inform them about more profound issues.

"I...I think he was already in love with his childhood best friend/girlfriend. He rekindled the relationship again, and I guess I'm an unwelcome distraction in his life. After the twins' enrollment, I can't wait to go to Busan, far away from him, and the saddest and most pathetic part is that I started to care for him, Byron, amid his intense dislike. Of me...I'm so scared just to be in his presence and feel that ice-coldness."

"I'm so mad right now. You do know that no matter what, he will be forced to have feelings for you. Awareness in the bonds can be intense hatred or intense liking. It is still the same for FATE. He will see you differently. Kira- darling ...this comes now from a man's pov. You are a freaking sexy girl, you have assets that even my beautiful lady lacked, but I can't complain...you are a very alluring woman. Any bloke gets attracted to you...so just be your charming self... be very sexy in his presence...and don't make eye contact with him...let him be aware of your presence...don't smile, don't greet him...just ignore him...believe me guys don't want to be ignored."

You laugh through your tears," Oh Byron... I love you so much...I wish we could've worked together, me, you and Sarah. Thank you for making me happy again-" there was a knock on your door, and because its half-open, Kenichi peek through with an apologetic face, waving to you."

"Sorry, Byron... it's Kenichi," you said inside the handset.

"Ok, let me leave you and love you. I'll call you soon. Be strong and courageous ok. You'll tell me all the stuff that happens to you ok, that soulmate of yours will fall hard for you...seduce him...without words." He quickly hangs up before you could even say goodbye.

You looked at your phone and shook your head. Oh, Byron. How you miss him. You quickly jump from the bed when you notice Kenichi at the door.

"Come in, little bro, I'll be right back" You rash to the bathroom, wipe your face and put powder on quickly, and pull yourself together again.

"Sorry, sister. Er...Min Yoongi is going to call in 5minutes to talk to you. Wow, you do affect the Bangtan Boys. Even RM asked me how you're doing with your language studies, and can't wait to speak Korean with you. What did you do to get you on their radar...Even Hobi wanted to know about you."

You inwardly scoff. You don't know if you must take the offer. But you need to be around Hobi to let your soul mark be satisfied. Just to know that its match is near. How will you cope in his presence?

" Don't be silly... a few days ago, I found Yoongi and RM outside the dance studios. Yoongi looked in severe pain, so I offered to treat his shoulder and let him touch him. I help him relieve the pain, and that after the massage, he wanted me to work for him exclusively, but I don't know...Hobi doesn't like me that much." You uttered with an expressionless face.

"What! Yoongi, let you touch him!!! Blimey sis...do you know how fortunate you are. That savage bloke doesn't let anyone near him without his consent. He has a slasher mouth. He hates people in his personal space...wow..they must like you. And...don't believe it. Keitaro said he offered to fetch you when you got lost in that shopping mall a few days ago...he must've been in a foul mood when you talked to him...he was very unwell during the auditions...Give him a break Kira Hobi is one of the most optimistic and happy people around the agency...and he is so stressed out. I think Hobi will release his solo mixtape soon." he rants on with excitement.

"You sound like a real fanboy...are you in love with Hobi," You asked with a sour expression.

Hmph! Stress out about the mixtape, and he is stress out about the bond and his secret girlfriend.

He looks at you with a bit of annoyance."Don't be funny, Kira...you know I don't roll that way...I love girls too much...I respect them as artists. They are very hard-working, and the dance rehearsals with the backup crew are tough. I might be part of the team for an award show, but we'll see. Sungdeuk got the last say...so are you going to take the job?"

"I don't know...Keitaro and I will be done tomorrow with our course. It's our little graduation, and then the weekend will be here. Oh gosh, I can't wait." You lift your eyes heavenward with glee, excited for the coming weekend.

You and the twins might go sightseeing, go to k-star road and take photos with the kpop bears. You haven't sent all those photos of today to your friends. You mentally reminded yourself to do it asap. Sarah is hungry for BTS news. She only binge-watch them online and be on track. She even knows more than you what they ate last night. Loyal ARMY's.

Just then, Kenichi's phone rang. He picked up and spoke fluently in Korean. You smile with pride. Your brother wouldn't have any problem settling here in Seoul. You want to go so much to Japan, but this freaking bond!!! Can't Hobi just set you free? But that selfish prat wants you around him while he can't even make up his mind for activation?

"Ok, Yoong-hyung...she is here with me now...I'll give her the phone." Your eyes widen, and you have butterflies in your stomach. You took the phone from Kenichi with a shaking hand, and you look wide-eyed at him. Kenichi just nods with an amused expression on his face. His sister is so lucky a Bangtan Member calls after her. And he got the SUGA'S phone number. How cool is that?

"Hi Yoongi-oppa." you tried to greet him shakily in Korean.

"Oh wow, Akira, I like your Korean accent...How are you doing? He chuckles and answers in Korean.

You inhaled and reminisced your lessons on greeting and answering back.

"Er...I'm very well, thank you and you?."Your answer in Korean. Yoongi was pleasantly surprised at how well you learned specific phrases.

"I'm good Akira ...Wow ...You so well-trained. And for five days. Well done!" He spoke back in English.

"Thank you! I still have a long way to go, but Kenichi is a great help." You grin by yourself. You like Yoongi, and he is so attentive.

"Akira have you thought about working for me. I'll compensate you well. You can decide on the time of the day...can we meet tomorrow morning early? If you agree, then I want you to meet our in-house paramedic's team...please Akira...I feel comfortable with you...please agree?'

A BTS member pleaded.

"You know what...ok, I'll work for you...I'll come and meet you tomorrow morning. You can decide on the payment whatever you have on your mind. I'll do it for you..."

Why not? Why be scared for that flippin' prat. You will not let him dictate your movements. What you can do, who you can speak to. He just has to deal with it or stay away from you for his good. You had it with him.

"Oh my gosh..Akira thank you. We usually have an intense dancing schedule during the early hours for 12 hours."

"EXCUSE ME!! you practice dancing for 12 hours a day...are you crazy?" You were flabbergasted. Wow, these guys mean business. No wonder his shoulder injury is acting out, and he and his doctor can't be with them at the same time.

Yoongi was bursting out of laughter, " O, gosh, you sounded now like my dear eomma. You and I will get along just fine....only one ...teensy weensy ...problem-"

He sounded apologetic, you snort;" Yoongi, don't fret.. you and I know very well who hated me being there...your sunshine!"

Yoongi sounded confused," I'm so sorry for his hostility Akira. ..he is really under stress. Don't be too hard on him..there is a reason why he behaved like that?'

"Oh, really ...' You said with disbelief.

Yoongi grins at the other side. Akira doesn't like Hobi either...this will be an excellent time watching their sunshine hating on a girl for the first time. Maybe he secretly likes a Akira , who is not his soulmate and hates the effect Akira has on him, or...it is simply her reminding him of the saseang fan. Time will tell.'

"Don't worry, Akira he will come around soon when he gets to know you for the two weeks. A word of advice...just stay clear of him...don't approach or talked to him ok...just remove yourself out of his presence when you feel trapped, ok...we all know how Hobi can be...when he is on the warpath, we all stay clear of him ...so I'm part of the problem now bringing you in our midst.."

You sounded a little sad, and your soulmate wants nothing to do with you...you feel how your heart is constricting with a painful tug. How can you be the cause of his intense unhappiness? You don't feel so sure now." Yoongi I...I don't want to cause a rift between the two of you. I like the Bangtan boys to be happy and chaotic around each other...I don't want to cause him discomfort at his agency? So? How will it be a good idea working for you.? ..how will we stay out of his sight...do you have a particular room?'

Yoongi tone softens at hearing your detached voice. For the first time, he found someone that knows how to work on him, and now his brother is not happy with it," Akira I want you...forget Hobi. Tomorrow you and I will sit in an office on the 5th floor. Above our floor. It's a private floor for the senior management. I spoke to Sejin, and we will use his office for our meeting, and there is a small unused office on our floor, unfortunately... it's away from prying eyes...next to RM's office...across mine. It's very private...I'll introduce you to the management and my bodyguard and if Bang Pd...if he is available."

You are speechless with shock," I'll meet your CEO -father later, ok. Let's keep it to Sejin and your bodyguard...Yoongi, I don't think it's wise having me on the fourth floor...Jhope will kill me...but I understand you need to be private and without the agency, the staff is in your business, I respect that...so it's only for two weeks I'll cope. Don't worry...we will keep out of your little "Stormy's" or I mean your little sunshines way...we'll talk tomorrow about setting up your treatment room-"

You talked a few minutes about the schedule, and he wanted to know if you have the kokao app; you told him you didn't have time with changing your service providers because the twins already got phones, etc. He told you to bring your phone with you tomorrow he'll sort it out for you. He gave you his private number, and you promise to keep it confidential. You greeted and hung up. Kenichi and Keitaro were standing in your room with visibly shocked expressions. Kei looked floored, and Ken looked like he wants to get a heart attack.

You look at them and is surprised at the weird expressions on their face.

"What?" as you handed Kenichi's phone back.

"Did you just speak to Min Yoongi in a conversation of almost over 45 minutes? How the...' Kenichi uttered with awe.

'Yeah .. what's wrong about that?"You look at the twins with confusion. Yoongi is a human, not a god from another planet.

"BTS is on another league Akira...no one has the privilege to have casual conversations just like that...you spoke to Yoongi as if you know him for years...so casually without fainting or fangirling. Gosh! what type of a fan are you?' Kenichi shook his head. Unbelievable.

"A level-headers, sober-minded fangirl. The last time I check, I wasn't Angela, Marge or Sarah...thank you very much ...oh, I took the job...I'm going with you tomorrow, Yoongi and I will meet on the fifth floor in the Sejin office. I'll meet Sejin tomorrow with his bodyguard." you replied.

"Aww, "Yoongi and I"Sarah will faint, isn't Yoongi her bias...remember, she wants a piece of his hair, and you will be very close to him." Keitaro grins and makes kissy faces. You look at him with disgust.

"Sorry, I'm not a saseang fan...I will rather be on their good books and leave with an awesome resume, and I heard a rumor he is mated, so I stay far away from mated men..."You give him a stinky eye. The twins just grin and left the room after you threw them with your pillows.

You can work nicely for Yoongi, stay out of your soulmate's sight...as long as he will keep his side of the coin by keeping himself out of your sight.

You shook your head when you return to your laptop. You read several articles about your soulmate's upcoming mixtape. He had an interview with different music magazines and even with Billboard. They were the very first Korean Band that graze the covers of Billboard magazine.

You browse around online and found the Billboard website. You were amazed at how good they look. Your soulmate is so manly. You wondered how it would've felt just to be held and thoroughly kissed by those lips. You shook your head and berated yourself. You need to stop torturing yourself like that. He belongs to someone else.

But they genuinely looked good, They had this shoot before his birthday, and the magazine is in store from today. So you quickly went online and ordered your copy that comes with the photocards of the boys.

Jhope even talked about his solo tape and their expectations. You smile inwardly, proud of your soulmate from a distance. You hope his solo will be a success. You will make sure to maintain his happiness and sunny disposition all the time by giving him the ultimate gift...

... stay out of his sight.

A/n another update for my daydreamer. I hope you love this chapter.

Question: Will Akira and Yoongi pull it off to have their private therapy session in secret out of Jhope sight?

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