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Jungkook pov

Dec 2018 -Jan 2019

After the MAMA Awards, the Bangtan boys had a few days off before their next performance. Jungkook misses home and looks forward to visiting his family in Busan.

There was a pre-recording for Runbts to be aired on Vlive and Weverse in the new year.

https://youtu.be/vBp6GK97rFs

Jimin invited the Maknae-line to his beach condo in Busan for two days. Jungkook was ecstatic since he could use a break from work. In constant phone calls, Lisa accused him of dating Nancy again. The paparazzi caught him and Nancy conversing after the MAMA awards.

Images of her whispering in his ear. His blushing face, her fingers touching his. It was evident that something was going on between them. There was no way he could console Lisa. Their relationship ended. His memory of their conversation a day after the awards is vivid. The dance that Momoland did in front of them and Twice also made the news.

After Lisa's Soulmate died, he and Lisa began dating again in secret. However, he never let the truth out about what happened in America during their September -October "Love yourself "tour.
As a result, the Hyungs don't know because the American paparazzi failed to detect their location. Maknae-line is only partially aware. The Hyungs don't know about his biggest secret. There was an on/off relationship between him and Lisa when that "incident" occurred.

He was just getting ready for bed when Lisa called with heartbreak in her voice.

"Are you and Nancy going out again? Is that true? Are you and Nancy getting back together?" She inquired.

Jungkook sighed deeply. "My baby, why would I suddenly break up with you and date Nancy?" he asked.

"She says she will make sure you'll be back together soon," she sounds sadden as she spoke. "I love you, Kookie...wouldn't you reconsider?" her tone was begging.

"Lalisa, you know we're under a dating ban right now... I cannot afford to lose my place in Bangtan. BTS is my lifeline. My brothers inspire me. When BangPD says jump, you don't ask how high you should jump. I had to break up with you...you are not my soulmate. I can only date my soulmate if the ban is lifted, and I do love you, sweetheart. " He felt a sense of despair sets in. His greatest fear is hurting the one he loves. However, he knew the rules and broke them several times in secret. He can't afford to lose his career over a girl.

"I want you back, Kookie", she sobbed, but "but...we can make it work secretly!" she pleaded.

"My dating ban will lift in two years, but what if I meet my soulmate. I will never be able to date you again." Jungkook exhaled sharply.

She suggests softly, "You can refuse her and become Tarnished like me. Especially if she is blue or yellow."

"I can't promise you that, baby. I have yet to meet her. Suppose we're red gold? You'll be even more devastated because I'll be forced to choose her, my feelings and affections will instantly change, and I'll never resent her. She will be my everything...I love you too, baby...but I have to say goodbye forever. Nancy is just a friend." He needs to prepare her for the inevitable.

"I don't care...Kooks, I'm going to fight for our love. You are mine. The hell with the system. I need to know if you will always love me...promise me...you will come back to me when your strings are not red gold." She implored with a severe tone in her voice.

'Lisa, I'm tired, can we talk about this later? Right now, it's making me anxious. Let's wait and see...alright baby?" he encouraged her.

The heartbroken Lisa says, "I just need to know if I can rely on your love?"

"Yeah...you can, because right now you're the only girl for me," but he doesn't sound so convinced. They greeted and hung up.

Jungkook exhaled loudly. She asked a profound question. If it's blue or red gold, he has promised his parents he will strive to work on his relationship with his soulmate. It shocked them when the exposè broke about the secret dating relationship between him and Lisa, although the agencies did not confirm it. Even in interviews, they denied any involvement.

Initially, he was contemplating just rejecting his soulmate, but he later decided that euphoria with that person would be an unforgettable experience. Like his Hyungs with their true soulmates, he too wants to experience that intense excitement and happiness. Almost two years later, Jimin-hyung is still deeply in love with that Aussie girl. No girl has been able to change that. That redhead girl has him whipped.

He has convinced himself that he has no feelings for his "first love", but he can't understand why he is thinking about her after the "incident" in which they both promise to never talk about it again. He knows, though, that he loves Lisa and that the few days apart have made him miss her even more. He had accidentally seen a magazine cover with 'her' face in one of the mall's shops, and ever since looking into her eyes and seeing her beautiful face on the cover, he couldn't forget about her.

Even after "stalking" her online, he suddenly thought of drawing her in his art books. Jimin found it and asked for an explanation, or he would tell the Hyungs about all his skeletons in the closet. He got a whole cemetery full of them.

Upon their meeting in America, he had difficulty understanding why he was so captivated by her. He felt his body reacting as soon as he thought about that incident.

After the tour and MAMA Awards, he never thought about her again. But it was on that fateful day he and Taehyug went to the mall, and he saw her cover that something shocking happened to him. Out of nowhere, he was immediately drawn to her. It was beyond his comprehension. After he found information on her life and when they met, she had not been marked. The tabloids piqued his interest in her relationships. While she dated a band member of 1Direction a few years ago, an actor named Jacob when she was a freshman in college, she received some love from Spiderman actor Tom Holland, but now she has a relationship with an NFL player named Jimmy.

Although she was his first "everything", he felt so jealous of these guys. Lisa offers forbidden excitement, but Zen from NY allowed him to be himself. Even though he has global fame, she will put him in his place sassily. For her, He will always be her favourite "Kookie in the jar."

He knows she has her soul mark by now, but he isn't sure if she found her soulmate.

The beach condo of Jimin would be most suitable for rekindling their "Vkookmin" relationship for this very reason.

Yoongi-Hyungs' yacht served as a place for the four Hyungs to reflect on things together more personally, thus allowing the Hyungs to discuss things in private.

The group will then meet for the last two days at Jimins's condo to discuss things.

They will perform on Christmas day at SBS' Gayo Daejeon year-end show and three days later at KBS' Gayo Daechukje year-end show after the break. BangPD suggested it mainly because the Hyungs soulmates and Taehyungs'are spending time with their families and will be back for the Christmas week.

The middle of 2018 was a difficult time. They renewed their contract with Bighit for another seven years, and after winning the Korean Cultural Merit Award from their government, their stress and weariness increased. To reach such high levels of esteem, they felt pressured. The situation caused a great deal of mental stress. BTS attended the UNICEF, UN speaking engagement, and Namjoon-Hyung addressed the assembly. Their pride in him is immense.

The next day, the boys were on their way to Busan. Jimin drove the maknae-line in his shiny black Porsche car. Each took only one bag. In preparation for their trip to the beach, Jimin's mother has already stocked up their kitchen with groceries and everything they'll need. Management decided it was time to rekindle group dynamics because they've been so busy this year. First, the Maknae-line and Hyung-line will discuss everything that stresses them, and then they will come together to enjoy their brotherhood.

Despite the cold weather, icy weather has not yet started in Busan. Aside from its hot springs, beaches, and nature reserves, Busan is a great place to visit. It is Jimin and Jungkook's favourite place to live. Jungkook called his mother to let her know that they will be in Busan. However, his parents will be visiting his maternal family on Jeju Island. If the group is not too busy, they might call him at his apartment in Seoul. He rarely sees his parents and often complains that he hasn't eaten a home-cooked meal in a long time.

They arrived at the beach condo. They settled in their preferred rooms. Whenever the boys are on rare breaks, Jimin already lets them pick their rooms. The top floor man cave is exclusively used by Jimin and the boys when his family is present. The Maknae-line loves this beach condo.

Maknae-line exhales in relief after the two-hour drive was both relaxing and exhausting. Since Jungkook's room is on the ground floor, he left his bag on one of the sofas. He followed Jimin and Taehyung upstairs to their rooms in the man cave located on the first floor. They entered the large lounge area. As Jungkook selected his downstairs room near the pool, he could go for a swim after breakfast any time he wants. All of the Hyungs now know how much he loves the corner room. Jimin led them up the stairs to settle in.

As they reached the top of the stairs, Jim asked with a chuckle, "Are you guys hungry?".

I'm sure your mom stocked up. She probably brought some of your family restaurant's delicious meals. I'll just take off my jeans and put on sweatpants. It's still cool, but not that cold." Jungkook said with a grin.

Seeing the new decor, Taehyung said," Have you upgraded the decor? The sofas are lovely."

Jimin smiled, "Yeah...my mom bought the blue cushions and wanted my personal space to look more presentable. It was a little dull and plain. We can play some games later...I got the latest PlayStation console."

'Oh, whoa! That's great!!! I want to play first!" Jungkook exclaims.

As he gestured towards Jungkook, Jimin replied, "After we had that conversation, Tae and I were hoping to find out what you've been hiding from us, baby maknae secrets. I know there's more." He shrugged.

Taehuyng chuckled," My little Kookie is a young stud now!! Juggling three girls at once must be exhausting."

Jungkook scrunched up his nose in a scowl."O please...you make me sound like a player." Jimin laughed out loud as they entered Taehyung's bedroom. "You said you were an international player...whatever that means."

"Taehyung, this is your room. It's just like how you left it. The only difference is that it's cleaner." Jimin opens the door with excitement.

Taehyung cracked a grin, "Now I can rest my tired soul."

Upon entering, Jungkook said, "Taehyung, you wanted a room so that you and Funsize could watch movies until late at night."

"I know you miss your soulmate, but they will be attending the performances. So, enjoy some boy time." Jimin grinned.

Taehyng shook his head, saying, "I miss her a lot, but I have to accept that she hasn't spent enough time with her family in Beijing since she moved into the Bangtan Bells apartment."

Jungkook patted him on the shoulders and smiled, "At least she knows and respects your schedule.".

"Let me retreat to my room. Kookie knows where he is. I'll see you downstairs." Jimin grinned.

In the meantime, Taehyung unpacked and refreshed. Jungkook ran to his room from the stairs. The house is clean, but with the chaotic Bangtan, it wouldn't look like this in two days. The house will remain immaculate because Jhope will make sure everyone has chores to do.

Jimin's room is next to Taehyung's room and has lots of windows. There was a view of the ocean and a door leading to the private jacuzzi. He has a large room with beige and white accents.

He has two colossal plush couches in his room, as well as a large bathroom that is truly luxurious. Jimin told Jungkook that this is the first place he will bring "Red" when she accepts him again.

Rather than pick a large room, Jungkook chose to stay in a cosy room with dark blue accents and glass patio doors facing the pool. From his room, he can see the ocean and the pool. Walking along the beach is on the agenda. Jimin has a private beach site. Spy cameras do not monitor his property, and only a few people are aware of it. The area is surrounded by dense foliage, and there is an open lawn where they usually play soccer or have a picnic in front of the breathtaking views. Jimin purchased this property for $10 million.

He dressed in his comfortable clothes and went up to the man cave where Taehyung and Jimin were.

Taehyung was outside on the balcony, gazing at the most beautiful view, while Jimin was in the open-plan kitchen preparing some of the homemade meals his mother left for them. Jimins' upstairs man cave came with a private heated pool / Jacuzzi that led to his master bedroom.

"This view is almost as beautiful as my view on Jeju Island." Taehyung teased Jimin. Jeju is the location of his beach condo. He let Yoongi and his soulmate stay there last month for a weekend.

Yoongi and the three of them are thinking of investing in a game reserve resort in Africa. South Africa, Zanzibar, or Zambia are still being considered suitable countries.

Having eaten Korean BBQ and Kimchi for lunch, the three maknaes decide to enjoy the view with cold mock cocktails made by Jimin. Taehyung looked relaxed, while Jungkook needed to relax, but his mind was so occupied with all the secrets and relationship issues.

"Gosh, it's so quiet and tranquil here, Mochi, that I will be able to sleep all day." Taehyung laid his neck back on the chair with a white pillow under his neck.

"You can sleep if you want. That is a luxury we never get enough of." Jimin sipped on his strawberry and watermelon cocktail. Having a faraway look on his face as he gazes over the ocean.

"I will a little bit later after you and Kookie verse each with a play station game, and then we can BBQ together tonight or just sit and enjoy lazy days together until the Hyungs arrive," Taehyung suggested squinting through his expressive eyes.

"Jin-and Yoongi -Hyung can come and prepare BBQ for us. We can sit around and play games, watch movies, and just relax as the maknae-line." Jungkook gulped his last cocktail and shook his head.

"Kookie, what is going on between Nancy and Lisa. There have been quite a few online insults and dissing between Momoland and BlackPink revolving around you." Jimin teases him.

Jungkook clicked his tongue in irritation," "I'm not sure what the problem is with the overzealous girls. Nancy and I just caught up during the MAMAs. Even though I realise she still has feelings for me, we have decided to remain friends. When the teacher placed her next to me, she was my first SOPA friend. She did not feel fangirl or make me feel uncomfortable. She was very nice to me, and I wanted her to be one of the few friends I have in my life...but Lisa...you know I have always loved her fierceness. She excites me. Her company was an adventure. Whenever I am with her, I am like a tiger. I enjoy spending time with her. I think she's a great girl. Although we had to separate, I always loved her. It's too bad she is not my soulmate."

Jimin looked solemn, "I feel your pain Kookie. For me, for the very first time, I was passionately in love with my "Red. Oh my, after receiving this wretched late whisperer mark, I know I was doomed...despite how much I would like her to be part of my life...I know that she will reject me because of this mark. Sometimes I hated this system. Why couldn't it give me my heart's desire? You and Lisa have loved each other secretly for years since 2016, but FATE didn't see it. Taehyung is the happiest of the Maknae-line right now. He's got the girl of his dreams.."

Taehyung grinned, "Don't forget I didn't want to be bonded to anyone.". Last year, I wasn't really in a good place, especially when we returned from Manila. There were many mental struggles for me, and the pain of my soul mark did not help. It was the System I resented. Your Tarnished status made us all jealous. I was under a lot of pressure to succeed, make my career a success, and live an exemplary life until I met my girl...I was blown away, she was short and fierce, but I based every step I took on her love. Now I'm looking forward to getting married."

As Jungkook smiled, he said, "Bighit still needed to present the girls to the public. I'm so scared of that day. They are waiting for Jimin and my soulmate to arrive. They will have to wait for mine if Jimin gets his. Bighit plans a big reveal to the media. The soulmates are so nervous, especially our Namjoons' princess. Announcing her true identity would put her life in danger because she loves the way things are now. Her true identity is unknown to most people. "

'I don't want my girl to be in any danger,' Taehyung said, his face a bit worried. My days were filled with many saseangs. Although they know my famous girl, they don't realise she's mated to me. That is a second concern. Nevertheless, the Army has good intentions and can't wait to "love" our girls."

As Jimin shook his head, he said, "I'm not going to reveal my soulmate to the whole world. If it is not "Red", I don't even dare to call her because I promised not to contact her. She isn't even on Facebook or Twitter, or any other social media platform. I miss her so much. She seems to be missing from our world...do you know how many times I wished I could jump on a charter plane and find her. I will not worry about management, but I promised BangPd-nim we will let FATE bring us together."

"It's tragic to love someone and not be able to be with them. She loved you, Mochi, and she lied to save your career. I applaud her for that," Taehyung furrowed his brows as he thought back about that fateful day when he and Jungkook sat in with management when Australian tabloids exposed Jimins' endeavours. Jimin must have been heartbroken. Losing his love was a hard pill to swallow. The girl isn't even his soulmate, and he's not even over her yet.

As Jimin's eyes grew moist, he said, " I doubt I'll ever be able to love my true soulmate. I ...I just can't get over her. I tried hooking up with girls, but it lost its appeal. I could cause scandals if I wanted to, but I don't. Red ruined me, especially after she sent me a message almost two years ago that she "still loves me". That's the only hope I have. When I'm 24 years old, if I had to meet her again and she said she loved me in my face, I would secretly get married to her and never leave her sight whether a soulmate exists or not. There is no comparison between her father and me."

Taehyung and Jungkook nod because they know how much Jimin longs for his girl. His love for her is well known to them. He could've dated all the idol girls that ran after him, even the girls in the international ARMY.

"Okay, Kookie, don't you think it's time to come clean about what happened during our NYC tour. Jimin and I were the ones who made sure no one knew what happened to you three days before the "show." Taehyung stared at Kookie with a questioning look on his face.

With wide eyes, Jungkook said, " Yup, that secret came at a very high price. I had to deal with bribery. I can't believe I had to pay you off. I kept your secrets, but I must pay you in return for mine."

Jimin and Taehyung burst out of laughter," You so cute, my kookie...your secret is worth millions. Do you know how much money the news outlets will make with just that tiny detail of your life? So out with it!!!" Taehyung pushed through. Jimin looked filled with mirth as he thought how the maknae line is always bullying the baby-maknae, who became a man overnight.

"Yeah, but you guys didn't ask for Mc Donald. You asked for overseas vacations and designer clothes." Jungkook frowned.

Taehyung grinned wildly, "...because you're so eager to pay up!!! My girl and I had a blast in Zanzibar. If I were a tabloid, we'd have earned millions."

Jimin was thrown with one of the pillows and said, "Come on, Kooks... nobody knew you didn't sleep at the hotel. Namjoon-hyung almost caught us out...so that secret of yours is worth even more than those Chanel sweaters.".

Suddenly shocked, Jungkook yelled, "the hell! this cost me almost 2.3 million won! "and grabbed another pillow to throw back at Jimin, who caught it in the air with a gasp of laughter. Taehyung just snickered at the two.

"It's profitable to do business with Jungkook", Taehyung mocked, looking at Kookie's annoyed face.

"With you guys, I'll be the poorest member of BTS. Secrets are not worth that much money." Jungkook said with a defeated expression.

"Don't worry, we didn't tell Jhope, but if he knew about it, you'd be paying him in instalments, especially when he finds out you walked into his hotel room when he was "loving" his soulmate" Jimin and Taehyung fell in fits of laughter at the recollection of Jungkooks shocked face. Jhope almost killed him that fateful day so that he couldn't face him. Jungkook would have paid revenge money if Jhope knew about the secret.

"It was the most embarrassing day of my life. Jhope gave me his famous silent treatments all week. I beg of you, don't ever tell Jhope." Jungkook clasped his hands together in a pleading manner.They smirk at his wide doe eyes.

"Well, keeping that secret from Hobi...may cost you!" Jimin laughed and replied with a light tone.

"Ugh, no!!! You two are more money-hungry than Mr Crabs! I'm going to pay you back one of these days...you will need me too!" Jungkook looks at the two laughing hyungs with narrow -eyes.

"Ok, well...just kidding, my baby kookie!! Jimin and I can't tell Jhope because our mouths are sealed forever. We want to know precisely what happened, and then we will be satisfied. There will be no more bribes or pay-offs!!!" The bright eyes of Taehyung met with the furrowed bunny eyes of Jungkook. He did not believe a word his Hyungs said.

"You promise no one will ever know about that day. Not even Lisa, not even the Hyungs. Not even my parents or my future soulmate. I'm requesting your oath of loyalty to our Maknae-line blood covenant...you won't judge me." Jungkook looks at the wide eyes of the Hyungs, whose jaws are almost dropped to the ground and the seriousness of Jungkooks voice. All they have to do is nod. It seems the paparazzi had no idea what the baby-maknae did during that tour in NYC.

Jungkook began to breathe heavily and uttered softly, "Er...I er...slept with Zen from NY! "

Jaws dropped to the floor.

What the heck!

Another update for my dear Kookie fans. Thank you so much for reading, voting, and commenting on Euphoria. It is greatly appreciated. I thank the readers who emerged from the shadows. Welcome. I enjoy hearing from you. You can vote or leave a comment.

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I hope you liked this chapter of the maknae-line "Vkookmin"-bond Secrets has been revealed.

Question 1: Jungkook has a lot of girl issues. What are your thoughts on Lisa?

Question 2: What is the reason why Jungkook suddenly became aware of Zen?

Question 3: Did you anticipate his secret?

Question 4: Any exciting ideas from your side on how that incident could have happened.?

Next Chapter: The big secret between Jungkook and You.