You are the sun that rose again in my life
The return of my childhood dreams

Zendaya pov- Final Part 6- October 2018

After your adventure with Jungkook, you drove him back to the hotel.

Luckily underground parking was already open from the hotel. The drive was quiet. You look aside at kookie, lying backwards with his eyes closed.  Both of you felt a little deflated that you had to bid each other goodbye. The feelings that you have and articulated in the heat of passion you couldn't say now because in a few days, you'll receive your soul mark, and you might meet your soulmate.

 There is still Jimmy, who you're are dating unofficially, and you know deep inside that you are so much in love with the BTS maknae. Still, you hope you'll be Red gold so that when your feeling for your soulmate intensifies, your romantic love for Kookie will fade away, but if it's blue or yellows string, you know with a pang of deep sadness, you'll never get rid of your feelings Kookie. You sadly see that you love him, and he loves you. He confessed it, but he might still love Lisa also. When he returns home, you know that his feelings will flare up for Lisa.

When you look at a contented Kookie next to you, you smile softly and place your hand gently onto his. He looks at you, exhaling deeply. His big doe eyes seem to sadden.

"Kookie ...it was good being with you. I wish you a very great future with your coming soulmate or...Lisa. See you at the show. I can't wait to experience the purple ocean."

Jungkook grinned, "I loved being with you too, Zen. I'll never regret "loving" you to the fullest. I don't want to interfere with what you have right now with Jimmy. The only regret is that...that I took your innocence. Both our innocence are gone forever...but I'm glad that you were also my first. I also hope that you'll find happiness with your soulmate. At least I know it's not Jimmy."You both laugh. Jungkook doesn't have any qualms for Jimmy. 

"I'm glad yours are not Lisa." You smirk. You are wiggling your brows.

Jungkook smirked and quickly looked around the half-empty underground parking, and before your surprised eyes, he swiftly turned to you and pulled your over to him, embracing you in his strong arms and kissing you on your soft lips. You gasped but snaked your hands around his shoulders and returned his kiss with the same amount of enthusiasm. You were both dazed with mouths ajar as you slowly and reluctantly moved away from each other with his hand still caressing your cheek.

He smiled in your eyes," I'll miss you. Ms Fabulous Zen" he gave you another peck on the lips. You smile softly as he opens the door to leave. He was pulling his bucket hat deeper over his face. You smirk as he looks intently at you for the last time. Sadness wanted to engulf you, but a smile graced your face instead.

"I'll miss you too, my favourite "Kookie in a jar" take care. See you in three days and please go and rest well" you both smirk as you reminisce about the previous nights' rendezvous. You are glad you are off today, and your body feels exhausted. A few hours of beauty sleep will do you good.

He grins and nods as he quickly finds his way to the elevator.

You smile and sigh dejectedly, and with a whisper to yourself, you utter the words that you know you'll never speak to his face, ever again"I love you, Jeon Jungkook..."

.........

--Three days later---

Saturday was the most anticipated day of the week. It was the final performance of the "Love Yourself" concert at Citifield in New York City. The show drew more than 40,000 people and marked the end of the band's "Love Yourself" world tour in North America.

Every news outlet was brimming with the most exciting details about the historic concert. The ARMY was ecstatic. The soundcheck queues were massive and long. Jungkook forwarded the information to you, and you informed your model friends that you had given them the sweetest gifts ever. A friend of a friend helped you obtain a VIP Celebrity pass to meet the boys backstage at Citifield's VIP lounge at the end of the concert. Your friends have gone insane. The Jenner sisters were floored by their incredible luck. The Hadid-sister has promised you the best 21st-birthday bash ever.

You inform them that you want to do intimate and private with only your closest friends and family.

You all make efforts to appear "fly." The lines were quite long, and it was even winding around the building.

The ARMY camped outside, was being interviewed by the media. There was a lot of enthusiasm in New York City. Your city was brought to a halt by BTS. All of the nearby restaurants had a stroke of luck. They profited like never before since the establishments are supported by all of the world's ARMY'S

You were shocked when you saw the brightly coloured tents set up in front of the city field. ARMYs from all across the country and the world gathered to celebrate the boys they had missed so terribly. ARMY took numerous pictures and selfies, and new connections formed.

Some ARMY members swapped photo cards and handed their bias images to fans. They were singing and dancing, and they were even chanting the boys' names. It was a display of unity and support. ARMY's from all across the world gathered to meet their boys.

The merchandise lines were also extremely long, and you're relieved you and your friends had purchased everything you needed in advance online. You and your friends each had a see-through bag with all of your essentials.  You and the girls made sure you had your ice-cold water bottles, lots of candy, and energy bars: your Army bomb, cell phones, and fans with your bias images. Everyone was excited and enthusiastic. The concert drew a large number of celebrities. The Jenners' bodyguards surrounded you.

Thousands of BTS fans lined up at stands throughout the Queens stadium. Those that set up tents were assured of a good spot in line. They may arrive hours ahead of schedule and unwind in their assigned seats.

The paparazzi took numerous photos of your group as you stood in the exclusive line section. You were relieved that you didn't have to stand for long periods. The Jenner sisters were all grins as they pose for the camera. You just smiled and took selfies next to them. Bella and Gigi are both giddy with anticipation. They can't wait to witness their bias up close and personal.

Jungkook warned you to keep an eye out for a unique sign he'll give you during his solo performance. You're excited to see it.

You feel relieved when the gates open, and all the security checks are completed. You were ecstatic when you arrived at your assigned front-row seats. Jungkook was also curious about your seat numbers. The soundcheck was enjoyable because the boys were dressed casually and had a good time on stage. Jimin was fully aware of your seating position and sent some Jin-air kisses in your direction.

"Oh, my goodness! Jimin is sending us hugs and kisses." Your friends exclaim, "Oh, he's so adorable."

"Bella, did you catch it on camera?" Gigi yells.

"Oh my gosh, I'm so pumped right now...look at Namjoon...those legs!!!!" With stars in her eyes, Bella gushed. You snort in amusement at your friends' antics.

When Bella glanced at the lovely Namjoon, her eyes glowed with delight. You merely smirk as you and Jungkook exchange discreet glances.

Immediately following the soundcheck. The gang hurried to the bathrooms so you wouldn't have to queue with millions of other girls outside.

You're delighted you wore gorgeous tattered jeans and a white Badwood crop hoodie top with your hair arranged in a tight ponytail. Fans of yours have taken a lot of pictures of you. THANKS TO CELEBRITY SIGHTINGS. The ARMY was ecstatic to see which celebrities were BTS fans.

Your breath caught in your throat as you looked around the stadium with awe-inspiring eyes. You'd never been to BTS concerts before. You saw Taylor Swift two years ago and Nails. This, on the other hand, is on another level. The atmosphere in the stadium was overwhelming. Your friend was displaying their army bombs. You'll take yours when it's dark. Because of the size of the crowd, your jaws were ajar. BTS is well on their way to dominating the world.

Rapmon was introducing and welcoming ARMY to the concert. You were thrilled. The group's performances were slick and electrifying. You were enthralled with Kookie's singing ability, and his dance talents were incredible. They had a great time on stage. ARMY was yelling at the top of their voices. The audience was captivated and even joined in on certain Korean songs.

Your heart was racing erratically when Jungkook performed his solo Euphoria. Your feelings towards him grew stronger as he became mesmerizing. All of his fans were yelling your kookie's name so that you could understand his appeal. When your mind wandered to the night, you spent together in your vehicle, you could feel your body react treacherously.

Your friends were yelling his name as he smiled in your direction. You just shook your head in disbelief at their antics. Jungkook made incidental eye contact with you, and his sign was a charming, subtle kiss on his microphone. You got a wink from him. The ARMYs in the row went insane, and everyone wanted to believe it was for them. When they saw the gesture on the enormous led screens, Jimin grinned. He was aware that it was for a particular model in the audience. The girls were on the verge of passing out from the subtle sexiness.

After his riveting performance, you exhaled deeply. Kookie lured you in with his charm. You sensed your heart was about to be attacked. His bunny lips that couldn't stop kissing yours, his charming dimple when he smirks, his huge, innocent doe eyes, his powerful thighs, and those abs you adored stroking, his neck you kissed...you were almost out of breath.

You shook your head to clear your mind of the visions. Your friends will be baffled by the way you appears to be hyperventilating. Jungkook is unquestionably the most wanted man, and Lisa will be exceptionally fortunate if they discreetly resumed their relationship. If his soulmate isn't on her way, Jungkook will date instead of waiting since Lisa will be Tarnished.

You grow jittery when you consider Jungkook's moral summons. He will pay up. You hope that if this happens, he will speak with you and that you will pay half of the fines. But it was well worth it.  You are officially Jungkook's first hook-up.

When the exciting show ended, you and your friends couldn't stop talking about how well the groups performed. Two bodyguards and a couple of security officers escorted you to meet the guys and take pictures with them. The management was well aware of the attendance of celebrities. Because they met you a few days earlier, some managers are familiar with you.

As you followed the security and managers to the VIP lounge after the show, the nervous butterflies in your stomach erupted.

The Lounge was on the top floor, with a panoramic view of the field. As Sejin and Hobeom introduced the group to America's most renowned models, the girls were excited. When he caught your gaze in the back of the group, Jimin was smirking. You'd just pressed your lips together, trying not to smirk. Namjoon smiled, but his eyes seemed weary. Jungkook ate some of the little treats on the platters with him.

BTS was ecstatic to meet the girls. You and Jungkook locked gazes, and if it hadn't been for Jimin's subtly breaking your stares, you would have been exposed. You simply exchanged gentle smiles. Jimin indicated to Taehyung with his finger on his lips, as Taehyung raised his eyes to Jungkook awed look at the model, that he would tell him about the girl Jungkook spent time with later.  

 As you shoved her shoulders, Kendell gave you a smug expression. When she spoke to her bias, Jin, she was ecstatic.

"Put a stop to it! You want the girls to be puzzled about what's going on." You speak to her in hushed tones.

"Daya, he's adorable from afar. Why don't you tap it and hand Jimmy the Mars ticket? "She giggles gently.

"Don't be ridiculous," you whispered with a grin, "you know he likes Lisa from Blackpink."

You took many pictures with the BTS members because they were all so kind and charming. When Kylie and Kendell stood next to their bias, they could retain their poise. It was time for the group to depart after a few minutes.

 Sungdeuk and Hobeom notify management about the friend their young maknae met in America and is highly famous like their Kookie. Ms Cheong, one of their female managers, smiled at you and her eyes lingered on you. 

You nod in acknowledgement, knowing full well that the rest of the friends will grill you about why the managers seem to have recognized you. You better come clean to them about your friendship with Kookie. They will probably murder you.

Jungkook drew you back and slipped a note into your hands just as you were about to walk out the door. As he smirked and returned to talking to his Hyungs, you quietly smiled and nodded.

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It was your much-anticipated 21st birthday a few days later.

News agencies were hyped that you will be off age. Because you are now 21 years old, you informed most interviewers that you do not believe in drinking just because you are 21 years. You want to make it straightforward.

All of the details were kept a secret by your friends. You can bet they'll go all out. Your favourite designer was going to give you the dress as a gift. The only thing they said was that your colour schemes were green, which was your favourite colour. So you thought the theme would be green? You implore your friends to keep it small and quiet, away from the paparazzi.

They assured you that you wouldn't have to be worried. 

They assured you not to worry. Gigi and Kendell organised the whole event with your moms' help. Your dad and his new wife will also be there, but unfortunately, your new twin stepsisters wouldn't be able to come due to exams in Scotland. But your stepmom will send pics to them.

Your mother treated you to a spa treatment at your favourite salon and an early brunch on your birthday. Then your father and his new wife arrived just to get you and spoil you with new wheels, a yellow sports car, despite your father's promise to purchase it once you graduate from university. You're lucky he gave it to you early.

The 21st birthday celebration was one of your friends' gifts. They gave you jewellery and Jimmy booked your tickets to Venice for a weekend trip because you refused to travel to Busan. You don't want to know about Jungkook and Lisa's new relationship.

The girls invited all of your family and close friends to the celebration held at a conservatory. You wouldn't think Gigi asked Selena and Haley to the same party. You hope there aren't any catfights or bizarre behaviour between the two of them. 

Fortunately, Haley sent you a large bouquet and informed them that she and Justin would be away on your birthday for the day. Selena and Park Jia, the new Asian artist your dad just signed, were invited. She is one of his most popular rappers. You've heard she was or is involved with BTS Rapmon, but you're not sure if it's true.

Your birthday party was held in a gorgeous green house, similar to a garden party. Your mom was focused only on the wine of your party. Your father paid for the venue, and the girls took care of everything else, from the tables to the DJ.

You were grateful to all of your lovely friends for making your birthday so special. You were worried that they'd go all celebrity on you.

Because you want to be at home when the system gives you a soulmark (or lack thereof), the party ends before midnight. You hope to be given a soulmark rather than branded as a Tarnished. You're not very skilled at establishing relationships. It would be ideal if you met your soulmate and he accepted you, but if not, you aim to be yellow or blue stringed.

Even without the birthday girl, your friends will party into the wee hours of the morning.

You took lots of selfies with your entire group of friends.

"Wow!, girl, you're killing it in that short cocktail dress tonight!" Bella cracks up, giving you a tight hug.

"Now you're legal to drink," Gigi chuckles, holding a fancy glass of champagne.

"Hell nah" you grin, "just 'cause I can legally drink now on my 21st birthday doesn't mean I'm ready to start."

You didn't even check all of your social media accounts. When you returned home, you were overwhelmed with congratulations from all over the globe—your South African grandparents, as well as the designers, model aquintances, actresses, and actors. Even the 1D band wishes you well. The biggest one completely blew up the internet. Even Jimin offered a personal birthday greeting as well as  Jungkook. And you'll get a message from the entire BTS band via their official account. They even followed you. 

The internet has been plunged into chaos as of these posts. Everyone wanted to know if you knew BTS, so your friends all responded with a picture you took during their sold-out event at Citifield Stadium. Others have told you how jealous they are of you and wish they were you.  You just grin.

Jungkook gave you his personal, unlisted mobile number. He informed you that your birthday gift would be delivered the following day. He wants you to focus solely on his gift rather than being sidetracked by the countless other gifts you'll get.

You just shook your head and hoped that your mother would wake you up when the delivery comes.

That night, you and your mom sat in your bedroom, waiting for your soulmark with eager anticipation. All of your friends wish you the best of luck. The aching in your neck was excruciating. You had a feeling that would be your soulmark position. A lovely light purple mark was on the left side of your neck. It took your and your mom's breath away with all its beauty.

Your mom was delighted, and she informed your dad of the arrival of the soulmark. Because of the excitement, you couldn't sleep. Now you'll meet your soulmate, and perhaps your strings will be redgold, enabling you to let go of your love for Jungkook.

The next day, you got the biggest surprise of your life. Your mom was giddy with delight when she received your gift before 6 a.m.

A 93-carat Bvlgari emerald necklace...an exquisite gift from non-other than Jeon Jungkook.It was exactly what you were looking for to wear to the Venice Film Festival, which you and Jimmy would be attending on your getaway.

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A/n : The final part of the 2018 Kookie and Zendayas interaction. Kookie's point of view will remain in the year 2019 until they meet again in the same timeline.

Thank you to all my amazing readers. You are the best. A shout out to all the voters, commentators, those who added the book to their reader's list, followers and the shadow readers who made it happen.

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Please vote for the name of our female lead that you think best fits her on the contest chapter.

Question 1: Will you and Kookie be able to forget about each other after your night together?

Question 2: Do you have any ideas for her soulmark design?

Question 3: How are her friends going to respond to her BTS friendship?

Question 4: Will Lisa allow Jungkook to be friends with you if they date again?