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𝑎 𝑠𝑡𝑜𝑟𝑦 𝑠𝑡𝑎𝑟𝑟𝑖𝑛𝑔 -ˋˏ 𝑗𝑎𝑐𝑘 ℎ𝑎𝑟𝑙𝑜𝑤 ˎˊ-

ɴᴏᴡ ᴘʟᴀʏɪɴɢ: Disconnect  — 6LACK
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❝ 𝚢𝚘𝚞 𝚍𝚘𝚗𝚎 𝚖𝚊𝚍𝚎 𝚌𝚞𝚙𝚒𝚍 𝚊𝚒𝚖 𝚊𝚠𝚊𝚢, 𝚊 𝚋𝚘𝚠
𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚊𝚛𝚛𝚘𝚠 𝚌𝚘𝚞𝚕𝚍 𝚝𝚊𝚔𝚎 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚙𝚊𝚒𝚗 𝚊𝚠𝚊𝚢. ❞

she'd never been so mad at herself. not in this context, no. she wouldn't be struggling to comprehend exactly why her boyfriend (the boyfriend that she was so mad at) had his arm draped across her waist as they lay messily on micaiah's bed.

the paleness of his arm and melanin in her skin made for a pinterest-pretty contrast, she couldn't lie. nope, she was supposed to be mad. but if she was, why was she here with him like this? but then, she remembered. she got fucked.

twisting and turning, micaiah lets herself free of jack's hold. only to be reeled back in by him. physically and emotionally. he came over once he got home, hoping to air things out. only leading to them fighting, the uprise of tension coming along with it. and well, how they dealt with tension was...

"you don't gotta leave yet..." everything micaiah liked about jack was coming up in little waves: his incoherent and excessive ways of tendency, the way his eyes remind of a beach she went to as a kid and now his morning voice.

little kisses get planted just ontop of her breasts, before he lays his head there as he tries to quickly fall back asleep. when he uses her boobs as pillows.

she was being inconsistent with how she felt. it was getting embarrassing. so she abruptly gets up and out of bed, finally finding comedy in something as she watches his head smack down on the mattress. he groans. she giggles. she grabs a fresh pair of underwear and moves to the bathroom to focus on getting ready for the day.

after brushing her teeth, showering, putting on her body lotion, doing her skincare routine, putting on her underwear and putting on a wig (a closure so she didn't have to lay anything down) she walks back into her bedroom. where jack was still sleeping.

better to not to stay in there for too long. she slips on the first oversized shirt she could grab then put on her slides to go downstairs. cooking would be the one thing where all her attention is in a fixed place. naturally, she'd be making a big breakfast.

in the middle of beating two eggs in a bowl to make scrambled eggs, she hears light footsteps. jack came shuffling in, in nothing but some sweatpants he had left at her place when they used to spend more time together than this.

trying to focus when his presence was registered almost instantly was hard. not only that, but what he wanted to do next. he hugs her from behind, placing his chin on her shoulder to peer over at what he's doing.

"what're you makin'?" a slight mumble in his voice when he asks. "...eggs," she replies with a monotone as if it was obvious. he notices but doesn't respond directly.

instead his hands that were around his waist find the urge to wander. under her shirt and feel the skin under there. his smirk came quickly after the feeling his fingers got of goosebumps. she laughs lightly to herself and gently pushes his hand away.

getting tired of his body on her, she shrugs him off. taken aback, he steps backward to simply stare at her full body view. in shock. she'd never done that. he nods slowly, getting the gist of how she was acting. he was still going to try though.

"d'you need any help? with the cooking i mean?"

"mmm, no. only takes 'bout- jack! what're you—" first he snatches the bowl and fork out of her hand. then, he picks her up. one hand wrapped around her back, the other under her thigh. sitting her ontop of the island, he gets inbetween her legs.

"you're bein' extra. i'm right here if you wanna talk," she states, crossing her arms. "i would but you're not wantin' to talk to me."

"hmph. feels like shit, don't it?"

"baby..."

"bAbY," she mocks him then straightens up. the long pause just got even longer between the two.

"i said this last night already but i do care. and it's my fault, i shouldn't have dismissed your feelings like that, shoulda never raised my voice like that at you. someone as special as you. i was just- i'll do anything to prove i do, i swear. just tell me where to start and i'll do one better each time."

was it all talk when he said this to her? even if it was, she didn't want to believe it. even all the pettiness she showed jack couldn't beat the fact that she always wanted to try and make it work with him. she cared too much for him.

"i just wanted you to talk to me jack. that's it. the first couple months of us being together has been away from eachother and i hated it. i kept thinking you ain't want me no more or some—"

"all i want is to get closer to you. i should tell you more often but i don't, i'm sorry. and hey," he grabs her by the jaw and lightly picks her head up from it looking down, "look at me when you talk. okay? 'cause it's true." he tells her gently.

"listen. i'll cancel everything i'm doin' today, if you got anything do the same if you can. we're going out, i'll rent out a place for the hour and we'll eat and talk and eat and then talk some more," he offers and she smiles a little wide initially.

"that sounds good."

washed up youtuber 🛌
niggas ain't shit

girl that sang say so 🧚🏿‍♀️
MHMMMM THEY COME
UP IN CRIB BE ALL UP IN
YOUR FRIDGE AND CANT
PAY RENT

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black wit a white name 👱🏾‍♀️
kai bought me sum chanel
shades so imma have to sit
this one out right quick

reply to girl that sang say so 🧚🏿‍♀️ ⇢
kali uchis lookalike 🤤
urban gave me a bouquet
made out of weed buds
and hemp leaves so i can't
participate so sorry y'all

black wit a white name 👱🏾‍♀️
your man ain't even a nigga
anyway so you don't gotta
worry abt them

washed up youtuber 🛌
sorry. *discharge
demons ain't shit

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black wit a white name 👱🏾‍♀️
what'd he do tho

washed up youtuber 🛌
he wants to take
me out to eat

kali uchis lookalike 🤤
...

girl that sang say so 🧚🏿‍♀️
ok and the issue
with this is? 😄

washed up youtuber 🛌
that IS the issue. i'm
slipping when i was
actually supposed to
be mad at him

washed up youtuber 🛌
bc when he was on the
road i had to go on a age
old conquest just to get a
phone call from him

black wit a white name 👱🏾‍♀️
k but you don't HAVE
to go just say no

washed up youtuber 🛌
can't do that

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kali uchis lookalike 🤤
uhm pretty
sure you can

washed up youtuber 🛌
i said yes already when
we were in bed

kali uchis lookalike 🤤
when you were in
WHAT sorry? 😄🧏🏻‍♀️

girl that sang say so 🧚🏿‍♀️
THATS why she's
acting a fkn fool
she's dicknatised

washed up youtuber 🛌
that isn't even a word.

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black wit a white name 👱🏾‍♀️
i can't BELIEVE you let his
dumb deluded stupid dumb
white ass ROPE YOU IN LIKE
THISSSS

washed up youtuber 🛌
I WASNT GOING TO
BUT IT JUST HAPPENED

washed up youtuber 🛌
we was just gonna have a conversation
but then we started raising voices then
we got real close and his chest was all
heavin heavin and so was mines then
he stopped shouting and started
talking all deep like he knew wtf he was
doin bye then i told him he ain't shit
then he choked me told me to watch
my mouth so i folded and let him
kiss me PLS

kali uchis lookalike 🤤
not the full length script...

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black wit a white name 👱🏾‍♀️
turned me on a lil icl 😔

washed up youtuber 🛌
LORDT WHEN I TELL YOU
HE SHOWED ME HE WAS
SORRY 😀😀😀😀😀 but
i remembered everything
the morning after so i
kicked him out 🤪

black wit a white name 👱🏾‍♀️
OKAY I LOIKE DATTTT

girl that sang say so 🧚🏿‍♀️
i don't

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black wit a white name 👱🏾‍♀️
and no one cares
what you don't like
amala

girl that sang say so 🧚🏿‍♀️
he sounds like he reeks
of b.o like it's giving bne

washed up youtuber 🛌
the hell is that

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girl that sang say so 🧚🏿‍♀️
bummy nigga energy.
like what he's doin rn
is bummy i'm not a fan
at allllll

girl that sang say so 🧚🏿‍♀️
he's only doing the shit
you want him to pls don't
try give him the satisfaction

reply to girl that sang say so 🧚🏿‍♀️ ⇢
kali uchis lookalike 🤤
nah this boy is obsessed
with her i feel like he cares
otherwise he wouldn't have
put in that *effort* for her

reply to kali uchis lookalike 🤤 ⇢
girl that sang say so 🧚🏿‍♀️
and that same *effort*
pleases him just as much
as her 💀 plus its not
rlly giving obsessed when
he don't feel like calling
her

black wit a white name 👱🏾‍♀️
you've been friends w him
longer than all us and here
you are chewing him out 😭

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girl that sang say so 🧚🏿‍♀️
he needs to get checked
and if he plays w mica just
a lil bit more he needs to
get popped 😛

girl that sang say so 🧚🏿‍♀️
atleast show out so he
knows you aren't one
to play with please
❤️

washed up youtuber 🛌
like i ain't have
that covered

kali uchis lookalike 🤤
OH MY GOD

black wit a white name 👱🏾‍♀️
listennnn kaimen don't
mean shit to me i can
leave him

girl that sang say so 🧚🏿‍♀️
god you're gonna have
him folded like a panini
press HAHAHAHAHAHA
I LOVE MY FRIENDS
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waited. waited. after waiting all that time, she waited some more. checked her phone for the fifth time. twenty minutes late now. tries to call him again. straight to voicemail.

this was embarrassing. he's embarrassing. he was embarrassing her. intentional or not, she looked like an absolute fool. her body covered in goosebumps as the night air of los angeles started to kick in and her skin decided to react to it.

she did all this for him. got dressed up nice, put on a pair of shoes she hadn't worn in the longest time because they were her most expensive ones, did her makeup with extra care. all for her to be stood up.

finally, she sees a black car pulling up. getting up from the bench not to far from the restaurant she was supposed to be eating from right this moment.

jack gets himself out of the car with haste, bustling around the car and to where his girlfriend was. judging by the look on her face, he was ready to say his last words.

"micaiah, i'm so sorry. i got caught up in some shit," he kisses her cheek which she takes nonchalantly, "you look beautiful. so beautiful."

"mhmm. but can we eat though? i'm starving and i been out here for like thirty minutes wit' an empty ass stomach," she says with an agitated tone. "right. sorry," he grabs her hand and they walk in.

he does the little shit like pulling out her chair for her, giving her his jacket since he noticed her goosebumps. he even went as far as to order for her, making sense to her why she didn't have a menu on her side of the table.

"how you even know what i like?"

"i got you cajun shrimp spaghetti because of how much you like shrimp and then i got you garlic bread 'cause you like to dip it in the spaghetti sauce."

the attention to detail had just 5% won her back over. the smile he flashes her like he was very proud of himself boosted it up another three percent.

"i usually use breadsticks but close enough," she answers back with her chin held high before sipping on her water. smiling at her again, he shakes his head.

their conversation at the start of the night was good, it seemed like he cared. but throughout the date his phone was like a third wheel, he kept checking it and typing and scrolling. sometimes he was barely even sly about it. laughing at his phone when a notification went off and he checked it.

it got to the point where she was tired of it. it wasn't making a scene if she got up. they were the only two in there. as soon as she starts to walk off, he follows suit. stopping infront of her, he grabs her hand.

"no, jackman!" she swats it away. "if you ain't boutta try, i'on even know why i bother. i shouldn't. i shouldn't have even slept with you last night."

"micaiah, i literally was in the middle of—"

"what? somethin' so important it makes you check your phone? when you told me you wanted to talk to me too? what, is it someone else?"

jack laughs bitterly. "i'm all. yours. and you know that," he steps closer to her, "you really think i'm out here tryna entertain other girls sat across from you?"

"you'on give me a fuckin' choice when you laugh at your phone so fuckin' hard. wouldn't be the first time you made me a fool."

"so what the fuck is this we ain't got no trust, micaiah? please tell me. and no i ain't tryna flip this on you but you never answered my question." he emphasises and they look eachother dead in the eyes.

did she? trust him, did she? it was said over and over again in his mind. it wasn't that she trusted his loyalty, it was his care. she didn't trust how long it would truly last. why did he try so hard in his efforts to be with her but once he had her, he was less caring than when they didn't know eachother at all? she didn't fall for jack for that, it was a waste of her love if she fell for him for that.

"i think i'm gonna... i'm gonna need a break. 'cause clearly, there's someone here with their head on straight and the other's ain't," she points out coldly. although they felt like the only two in the restaurant, it felt like the world too. except they were both on different planets instead of the same.

his entire face fell when she said that. he thought maybe this was just a bump in the road, like couples do go through, that'd be worked out smoothly. but micaiah was an observant human being; that was one of the things he loved so much about her. and she could observe that this was currently wasting her energy.

"when you know that you'on wanna fuck around with my feelings no more, please hit me back. but it ain't right now, so please just... stay away from me."

walking away was the last thing she wanted to do. but trying so hard to get someone to show up won't mean a thing when the person you want there wants to be there themselves.

𝐇𝐄𝐘, 𝐕𝐒𝐀𝐔𝐂𝐄 ! 𝐒𝐈𝐓𝐂𝐇𝐒𝐊𝐈 𝐇𝐄𝐑𝐄 .
DID I REALLY JUST GHOST TO
GIVE YOU THIS WOWWW I SUCK
DROP A BOMB ON MY HOUSE
PUT ME IN A SPLIFF 🤦🏾‍♀️🤦🏾‍♀️🤦🏾‍♀️ the
author needs to get jumped omm

this'll end eventually i just
don't know HOW i'll end
it... but it'll end! trust me
🤗

okay but like 100k tho like 100k i'm
seriously at 100k this was just a book
on my growing crush for my current
white boy if the year wtf 😀😀😀
still shocks me that you guys actually
LIKE IT IT HONESTLY MEANS THE
WORLD AND EVERY MILESTONE
MEANS SO MF MUCH. not to
mention you guys are funnyyyy like
i go back to chapter 3 almost everyday
bc of the way y'all come for jack's toes
🥺🥺 you lot are amazing man i rlly
love you guys sorry to fuck jacaiah up
but they'll be back to normal soon dw

( yandy's crying face
always has me in tears
LOL sorry )