JAEHYUN HAD WAKEN UP FROM HIS SLEEP AFTER A GOOD THIRTY MINUTES feeling the heat around his head become too much. He grumbled and suddenly became a lot more aware of the hands gently wrapped around his waist, he yelped in surprise. Remus his eyes immediately fluttered open in surprise, his grip tightening around Jaehyun, scared that the boy might have slipped. "You okay?" Remus quickly asked, his eyes scanning over Jaehyun trying to see if any harm was done but he didn't find anything. He locked eyes with the boy who was blushing like a mad man.

"Yeah! I'm- I'm fine." Jaehyun quickly reassured feeling the heat pool in his cheeks. He awkwardly coughed and looked away. "Sorry for falling asleep on you like umh.. this." The boy barely mumbled out, he felt the embarrassment flood over his body. If you compared Jaehyun to a strawberry you would only know the difference between them because Jaehyun his hair wasn't painted in a thick green colour. Remus his eyes widened and he quickly let go of Jaehyun his waist, the werewolf coughed embarrassed and looked away.

"It's nothing.. Honestly, it was comfortable actually." Remus explained sheepishly, turning red by just a bit which made Jaehyun almost laugh if he hadn't been this embarrassed himself. They stared at each other for a second, and maybe the world did stop for them. Jaehyun his breathing quickened as he felt his heartbeat beat at such an alarming speed he thought he might need to go to the hospital wing. Under the dimly lit room, lighting of the sunset peeking through the blinds Remus saw how gorgeous Jaehyun his eyes truly were up close. The brown pair of eyes staring directly into his made the Lupin boy swallow thickly and cough embarrassed as he quickly looked away.

Remus didn't think he could possibly be in love with Jaehyun, that would be ridiculous and honestly delusional of him to think that someone as beautiful as Jaehyun could ever like him out of all of the boys he could choose from. He had had feelings before, he knew he did. He had liked a boy back in his fourth year, he was a year above him. His name was Carlo and he was a Gryffindor like him, they often exchanged glances at the library but it never came down to any talking. Remus knew he liked the boy because he was constantly on his mind for weeks at an end, and then it all came plummeting down onto him like a waterfall when he saw Carlo kiss a girl during dinner.

He hadn't told his friends why his sudden hunger had been gone and had left his friends alone for the rest of the evening. Carlo tried to wait for Remus in the library like usual, sitting in the spot where he knew Remus sat not too far from but he never showed, never again. That was the end of his silly little crush.

Remus knew this was different though.

Jaehyun his opinions made such an impact on his choices and the way he views life it was astonishing. He had never cared or changed his ways purely for a boy he got along with but he would and did for Jaehyun. If he was honest with himself he would kill anyone who even dared to hurt his boy, his soul seemed so fragile it broke his heart. Jaehyun was too kind for this world, too perfect. Everything he did was perfect in Remus his opinion. Of course you had James who had the ego of someone who thought they were perfect but he wasn't perfect.

He had heard James cry in the middle of the night when people were almost waking up to get ready, heard him sob in the bathroom calling himself names Remus was familiar with because he carved those names into his own mind. James Potter wasn't perfect.

But Jaehyun was.

Jaehyun had a problematic past but that didn't matter. Jaehyun was perfect, there was no possible outcome where Remus didn't find an excuse to call this pretty boy perfect. He knew Jaehyun had gotten bullied before, pretty much everyone at their school did. Whenever you saw McGonagall scold Seohyun when his face seemed either bloody or beaming with pride it was always because he had beaten up someone who had thrown an insult Jaehyun his direction. Remus had known Jaehyun existed before this year, everyone knew Jaehyun Ryu, the brother of the boy who somehow never gets suspended from the Quidditch team.

Seohyun was one of the best players Hogwarts had known and McGonagall knew that.

But ever since the James and Jaehyun project it seemed like he actually knew Jaehyun. He knew the names of the main characters in his novel, he knew he spent more time writing in his notebook than he ever spent time on studying to get his average or scraping average, grades up. He knew he liked cookies, he knew that he was an ambitious person and he would probably become a talented writer or journalist someday. Remus knew many things about Jaehyun, he did not know why he was making him feel this way however.

Jaehyun stared for just a bit longer, taking in how amazing Remus looked for a boy who just woken up. He didn't want to know what Remus was looking at. Maybe that's because he didn't know Remus was looking at the most gorgeous being to have ever walked the earth. "Umh.. anyways, what were we talking about before we fell asleep?" Jaehyun asked perking up trying to start a conversation.

Remus furrowed his brows trying to think but ultimately shrugged. "I think you were on- uh.. No you were talking about starting a club." He explained chuckling at the memory of the boy half mumbling those words as his lidded eyes started to become too heavy to open.

"Something about us two alone." He explained grinning ear to ear, Jaehyun immediately sat up. He did in fact say that.

"Merlin! Yes!" He exclaimed as he suddenly seemed to perk up, again. "So- I was thinking starting a nickname for our hangouts. You know, because it's kind of always just the two of us doing nothing other but be quiet and enjoy each other's company." Jaehyun explained, Remus listened. Whatever Jaehyun had to say Remus would listen to, everything the boy said seemed so incredibly interesting though he knew that if one of his best mates dare bring up the same ideas he would call them idiotic.

There was something about Jaehyun that Remus couldn't quite grasp, he was so unique and interesting. If he explained to anyone how he felt about Jaehyun they would possibly call it a crush, or an obsession. He could not possibly love Jaehyun, he just enjoyed his company, how his smile widened when he came across a dramatic part to put in his book, how he stumbled into many things because he was honestly ridiculously and embarrassingly clumsy, how he murmured words in his sleep, how he slept everywhere. Everything about Jaehyun was lovely.

But that didn't mean he loved Jaehyun right?

Remus nodded intently listening to his rambles like he had been for the past months. He felt his heartbeat quicken just slightly as he locked eyes with Jaehyun for a brief moment, he quickly looked back away. He couldn't understand why he was blushing so incredibly hard, he had never felt this way for Jaehyun before. Or maybe he did, maybe he was just too oblivious to realise he did.

That couldn't be it, Jaehyun was one of his closest friends. Not his boyfriend. Not his lover, maybe Remus wanted him to be but that would be weird. He couldn't be in love with Jaehyun.

Remus chuckled amused at this sudden idea, "Why do you want a name for us two alone?" He asked curiously which Jaehyun just merely seemed to shrug at. Jaehyun had always been such an intriguing person. He never understood how people could judge others based on where they came from. He hated the Slytherins in his house that had made his first few years so hurtful, Remus didn't understand how someone could possibly not like Jaehyun.

Liking Jaehyun was easy, easier than it was admitting he helped his friends in pranks, easier than it was passing his tests. He liked Jaehyun, deep down he loved Jaehyun. But he couldn't possibly be in love, again, that would he weird. But he figured, somewhere he did love Jaehyun. It was pretty hard not to.

Jaehyun grinned at Remus, though he didn't have a direct answer to his question at all. "Because it'd be cool! Whenever your friends ask you to do something you answer with 'Sorry I have a club ATS meeting!'" He explained proudly of his idea which made Remus laugh vocally. He nodded amused,

"Sure, we can do club ATS." He calmly responded, he liked the idea of him and Jaehyun being alone, like always. Jaehyun smiled widely and nodded, Remus wasn't sure why he liked the idea Jaehyun created so much. He remembered how stupid he thought his friends were for creating the name 'The Marauders' but it grew onto him. He was sure if James had brought up a club idea he would have turned it down in less than minutes, but Jaehyun was different.

"What does club ATS even stand for?" Remus asked his eyes narrowed in confusion.

"Club Anti-Social of course!" The other boy responded glowing with excitement. The werewolf raised his brows, his mouth slightly opening as he found the name interesting. He let his mouth close and just laughed nodding in agreement.

"Lovely name." Remus commented sarcastically, teasing the boy gently which Jaehyun only laughed at.

"It is a lovely name! It's like we're a secret organisation or something!" Jaehyun explained clearly overflowing from excitement.

"Never said it wasn't." Remus replied.

"You meant to!"

"Did not!"

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