warning: so much tea tf

𝚊𝚋𝚒𝚎𝚗𝚌𝚎
(𝚗) 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚜𝚝𝚛𝚘𝚗𝚐 𝚞𝚛𝚐𝚎 𝚝𝚘 𝚊𝚟𝚘𝚒𝚍 𝚜𝚘𝚖𝚎𝚘𝚗𝚎 𝚘𝚛 𝚜𝚘𝚖𝚎𝚝𝚑𝚒𝚗𝚐

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lilahangelo  if acting doesn't work out maybe i'll take up modeling 🤷‍♀️ vogue wya

anabelangelo  i'll see what i can do lol
↳lilahangelo  wait what
↳anabelangelo  did i not tell you abt my new job
↳lilahangelo  um no

zendaya  ok wow you cute af

username1  THOSE SINGLE STRANDS OF HAIR ARE MORE BEAUTIFUL THAN MY ENTIRE EXISTENCE
↳zayn  you see a lot of people said that about my hair
↳username1  help i fainted

tomholland2013  holy shit you look amazing
↳lilahangelo  thanks bae and sorry for stealing your jacket
↳tomholland2013  pls keep it it looks really pretty
↳lilahangelo  no you look really pretty
↳tomholland2013  wait how can you see me
↳lilahangelo  i can't i'm just assuming
↳tomholland2013  PLSS I'M BLUSHING
↳zendaya  hey guys um-
comment deleted!

oliviarobinson  cute haha
↳lilahangelo  oh thanks haha

username2  sniff sniff do i smell drama????

username3  who's olivia

chadwickboseman  I LITERALLY JUST CAME UP WITH THIS HOLD ON
↳scarjo  WAIT YES OKAY I'M READY FOR YOU TO REVEAL
↳lilahangelo  wait what's happening
↳chadwickboseman  ✨tilah✨

sebastianstan  HOLY SHIT YES CHADWICK YOU'RE A GENIUS
↳chadwickboseman  i know 💅

elizabetholsen  okay everyone here we go #tilah
↳robertdowneyjr  #tilah
↳chadwickboseman  #tilah
↳zendaya  #tilah
↳lifeisaloha  #tilah
↳tonyrevoli  #tilah
↳lauraharrier  #tilah
↳scarjo  #tilah
↳chrishemsworth  #tilah
↳markruffalo  #tilah
↳paulrudd  #tilah
↳chrisevans  #tilah
↳sebastianstan  #tilah
↳twhiddleston  #tilah
↳anthonymackie  #tilah
↳jeremyrenner  #tilah
↳samuelljackson  #tilah
↳therealstanlee  #tilah

username4  how did we JUST come up with this name

tomholland2013  um idk what to say
↳lilahangelo  me either

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lilahangelo added zendaya and benjihak to the direct message chat

lilahangelo
guys i don't know
what to do

zendaya
wait who's the benjihak
person

benjihak
hi hello i'm
benjamin nice
to meet you

zendaya
oh hi i'm zendaya

benjihak
ik i choked on my
mf orange juice
lilah i will never be
more grateful for
you tysm

lilahangelo
what did i do?
i'm going a little
senile atm

benjihak
you added me to
a gc with fking
zendaya

zendaya
right here 🙋‍♀️

benjihak
queen

zendaya
king

benjihak
can we get married

zendaya
no i'm already
seeing someone
sorry

lilahangelo

zendaya
anyways lilah
what's up

lilahangelo
wtf is up with tilah
and why did it
happen just as
tom and i were breaking
up?
it's literally number 1
on twitter already.
and even stan lee hopped
on the tilah train.
tf

zendaya
hold the fucking
breaks-

benjihak

lilahangelo
you guys good?

zendaya

benjihak
wtf you and tom
are- were together???

zendaya

lilahangelo
um yeah sorry
i forgot to tell
you

zendaya

lilahangelo
Z STOP WITH THE
BILLIE EILISH MEMES

zendaya
sorry i can't help
it she's just so
pretty

benjihak
ok i have to agree

zendaya
why are you guys
breaking up
i was ON TEAM
TILAH AND NOW WHO
TF IS THIS OLIVIA
GIRL????

benjihak
did he cheat on you
do i have to hide a body

lilahangelo
it's a pr stunt
that tom's new agent
is making him do

lilahangelo
basically shutting
down tilah

zendaya
oh so we DO have
a body to hide

benjihak
we using shovels
or icecream scoops
to dig the hole

lilahangelo
you guys i'm not okay

zendaya
where's eveline?

lilahangelo
she said she wanted
to stay with anabel
in new york because
that's where she
went to school for
modeling and shit

zendaya
she's staying with
anabel?

lilahangelo
yeah

zendaya
oh.
okay

benjihak
but lilah aren't
you back in new york
for avengers 3???

lilahangelo
yeah i'm sitting in
an empty hotel
room

lilahangelo
but this time it's
kind of
sydney's fault cause
she said tom and i
can't share hotel
rooms anymore

benjihak
z don't you live in
new york too?

zendaya
yeah i have a place
in manhattan

benjihak
ok so we're all here
i live like 10 mins
from manhattan

zendaya
lilah where's your
hotel?

lilahangelo
fifth avenue?

zendaya
aight be there
in an hour

benjihak
i'll bring the snacks

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(that morning)

They held each other's hand in their own the entire airplane ride to New York. 

Getting off the platform Tom hesitantly let her hand go, but only because of the cameras, the people. He regretted it the moment he saw Lilah visibly wince as they passed the 'Staff Only' door, only wanting hold her in his arms.

Eveline had noticed how miserable both of them were before she climbed out of the car to walk up to her Anabel's apartment. How reluctant they were to let each other go.

Lilah felt like absolute shit.

Stepped on and run over by a passing car kind of shit.

And when they got to the hotel parking lot, Tom and Lilah stayed in the car, sitting in silence, for ten minutes at least. Neither of them wanted to leave. Leave each other.

But nothing lasts forever.

So Tom and Lilah climbed out of the car and stared up at the building in front of them. The sun was starting to go down, the sky was beginning to darken. They walked inside the hotel, got their separate room keys, and walked up the stairs to their separate bedrooms.

Lilah glanced down at her key, seeing that they were only across the hall from each other. Not bad, comparing to what she'd thought it was going to be.

In her imagination it more like her and Tom were locked up in cells, their only punishment not being able to see each other.

Way more dramatic than the actual outturn.

They stood in the hallway, their feet almost touching, staring each other down. Lilah took a deep breath in through her nose.

Tom spoke at last, taking her hands in his again. She braced herself. "So I guess we're breaking up now . . ." he said, clearly having an internal war with himself. "We had a good run, Angelo."

"Yeah those four months weren't so bad," Lilah said, her lips tugging to the side.

Tom gave her a lazy smile, the one that made her knees wobble—the one she'd become so accustomed to seeing every morning when she woke up, or when she made a cocky comment about how pretty he was, or after he saw just how much he'd flustered her, simply by using his mouth.

They'd see each other tomorrow for work, but it wouldn't be the same. Lilah thought to herself for a moment. Keeping their hands off of each other would probably be the hardest part of this whole scheme. Not completely in a sexual way—but the small things that'd become a routine.

One small thing Chris Evans had taught her, that she'd now been doing when they were stopped by people with cameras, or for practice when they went to interviews and conventions and events.

Lilah would trace the palm of Tom's hand with her finger, draw slow circles and shapes, until he would complain and tell her it tickled too much. But he was always patient with her.

Tom's throat bobbed. His voice was hoarse as he smiled at her again and whispered, "I'll love you 'till the end of the line, Lilah."

Fuck. She was going to cry. Tears started to well up in the corners of her eyes, but she fought them. Willed them to keep from falling.

"Okay—um, I really don't think I can do this right now." Lilah sniffled, wiping her eye with her forefinger. She didn't meet his eye line. Couldn't, because Tom had never seen her cry, she realized. Didn't want to be that vulnerable around him.

Tom was still smiling at her, but she stared at her feet. He rolled his eyes and stroked a hand against her cheek, sweeping away a few strands of hair.

Lilah pressed her lips into a thin line and stepped back from his touch. Better get used to it while she could. 

She turned and wiped her nose. "Bye Tom," she muttered, opening her room door.

But before she could step into the room, Tom had a hold on her forearm, spinning her around to lay his hands on her waist.

And for the last time, Tom caressed Lilah's lips with his own.

It felt like it would be the last time. That's what made it so singular. Because although they'd kissed many more times before that, this one was different. Because both of them knew it was the last.

Lilah's hands wandered through Tom's hair, gently tugging on the small curls around his nape. He deepened the kiss, almost like it was the first time he'd ever done so. His hands moved to the small of her back, pressing her closer to him.

She almost whimpered into his mouth, almost broke down sobbing right then. But she kept it together, if only so Tom would do the same.

They kissed until the sun set. Until the stars began to wink into the sky, until the amount of people wandering on the street grew lesser and lesser, until Lilah's tears fell in the space between them and Tom's own mingled with hers. They kissed and it felt like dying and being reborn, waking up from a dream and falling asleep to have a nightmare, desire—and yet also wanting to walk away and never return.

It felt like too much to handle for their last time together. For their last time as a pair and not two different individuals, going their separate ways.

So Tom and Lilah kissed, not able to form the proper words to vocalize how much they would absolutely yearn and crave and miss each other when they weren't together.

Miss the happiness and sadness that they could express to one another now, miss the comfortability that they now acquired around each other, the trust they'd built.

Now all thrown away like it was nothing at all.

How had it come to this? How had Lilah let other people now control her own happiness, when she'd spent most of her life learning how to fight and defend for herself?

Tom detached his lips from hers, flitting his tongue over his bottom lip. He leaned his forehead against her brow. Panting, Lilah quickly realized, trying to catch his breath. Her eyes were still shut, not wanting to open them, in fear that he wouldn't be there when she did.

Yet when she did, when she felt the heat leave her body and his hands leave her back, her eyes snapped open, her blood chilling. He wasn't there.

Lilah hadn't even heard his door click closed. If he said anything to her before he left she didn't hear it, it would've been muffled. Lilah's fingertips lifted to her own lips, brushing over them.

And she wondered if Tom's entire actuality had just been one wild dream that she'd now woken up from. If he'd never even existed at all.

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"You need to get your shit together," Ben said, dropping the grocery bag full of snacks on Lilah's bed. "He's literally right across the hall, you can still go see him whenever you want."

Lilah, sprawled out across the floor, stared up at him and Daya with a blank face, her eyes red around the rims.

"You know it kind of sucks that a guy made you cry," Daya said, tilting her head to the side. "I mean seriously? That's kind of pathetic dude."

"You guys are so wonderful, wow. Calling me pathetic while I'm having a mental breakdown on the floor—just what I needed," Lilah responded arrogantly, rolling her eyes.

Her friends gave her guilty looks and unpacked the snacks, throwing her a few candy and chip bags to eat. She sat up and leaned her head back against the bed. Lilah knew it was dumb to cry over a guy, but it was Tom. He was hers, and then he wasn't. Just like that.

It was completely about him, though. A small part of her tears had to do with her sisters. Eveline hadn't wanted to continue staying with Lilah, and it made her wonder if she'd done something wrong, something to make her want to leave.

Lilah also had doubts about Anabel and her ability to take care of Eveline, mostly because for her entire life, Anabel had been stuck in her own damn head, and didn't care about anyone but herself.

Selfish was what she was, pushing her problems onto other people for them to deal with instead of doing it herself.

Lilah rubbed at her eyes, at the dried tears that stained her cheeks.

Daya squinted her eyes at Benjamin. "How do you two know each other?"

Him and Lilah said casually, "We were kidnapped together by Lilah's parents."

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A/N- cramps suck