y'all i am actually so sick of university right now and i think i'm going to defer next semester so i can write and work full-time. re-contemplating my life choices right now

uni has me DEMOTIVATED

like it genuinely just has me sitting here staring at a blank page for two hours like,,,,

i feel like i'd be so much happier if i could just have no classes or assignments to worry about and instead just commit myself to writing more, and working more (at my job)

idk y'all, my brain is melting

this spam chapter is like nothing, i'm just bored and feeling shitty and avoiding my assignments due in a few days 😩😩

LIKE i'm so stressed on like a multitude of different levels

also sorry if i'm not answering dms rn?? i have like a million things going on and the idea of opening up social media is way too overwhelming

ALSO i've started watching jjk, it's so good

if gojo hot why such a whore

i'm bored af

eating pasta, holding my mocchi mocchi pikachu, and thinking about literally everything except for this 1,500 word genre essay i have to write by tonight

i feel like the only thing keeping me afloat rn is like 3 animes and love many things

god bless tsubame

also my mocchi mocchi pikachu plush

anyway, i genuinely think i'll defer next semester and take a year break off university, spend the first six months working my butt off to make money, and then my best friend invited me on a road trip across the country for the second half of the year (cause she's thinking of doing the same). imagine writing while road-tripping across australia, ugh, the dream

i'm just like ??? i was never this demotivated in school, but i feel like i'm super burned out with like actual learning and assignments. i just wanna move into the forest and paint birds like that girl from kiki's delivery service

wanna go write in a coffee shop and be part of my own coffee shop au

🥺🥺🥺

when i start publishing mills & boon books for money what then