„You look amazing Jisung!"

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Felix said that.
Maybe he meant it.

But I didn't look pretty.

Dad said i looked like a whore.
I just want to get fucked, he said.

He knows I'm gay.
I regret telling him.

You also said i looked beautiful.

We were at the club.
You took my hand and looked into my eyes.

Your eyes shine like the moon, Minho.

You said: „You look beautiful Jisung. Be careful so I won't fall for you."

You won't fall for me.
I'm just your best gay friend.