His Hands Are Hoding Mine (Eng Ver.) pt. 1
His hands are holding mine, Tyler's squeezing my hands gently, leaning slowly towards me and kisses my forehead. Tears are in my eyes.
"If you let me, when it gets heavy, know I'll never let you be all alone." His lips are still inches away from my forehead, his voice never so gentle, never this raspy. My heart skips a beat. "I'll be better than I was before."
I'm widening my eyes, knowing – KNOWING – that my face are ten thousand shades of red. Redder than any existing red vegetable. My blood is rushing throw my veins, and my heart is going crazy within my ribcage, prying for its freedom. For a moment, I'm wishing to close my eyes and believe each word Tyler is saying. I'm aching to let myself go off of the chains that are caging me, and let myself fall into his open, welcoming arms and break down in tears in his embrace.
All I want is for him to embrace me and tell me everything's alright, that he's here to catch me if I fall. When I fall. For a moment...
Clenching my jaws, I'm knocking myself into senses. Metaphorically, holding the chains closer to the wall, allowing zero chances of slipping out. "Don't lie to me," I say. "I'm blind, I can't see your eyes, but you're lying. Don't fucking lie to me." Although my words are strong, my voice is shaking, and so are my hands. I'm prying them off his hold, stepping away, distancing myself from him. My heart aches. "I hate liars." I mumble. However, a strange a weak voice within me tells me Tyler didn't lie. Why would he?what can he gain from lying to a blind kid just as myself; what can he possibly want from a blind kid like myself?
"I know you're blind, Jin. You've said it more than enough times already." He says, holding my hand. "You treat it as a horrible thing, as if it makes people think less of you. As if it makes you less than any other person, but it doesn't."
I open my mouth to object, but Tyler keeps on going almost immediately. "At least, I don't think it makes you less than who you were. I think it has made you a better person. You remind me of someone who was very important to me... he was the light in my life, till the light has had been taken away from him-" Tyler stops abruptly, squeezing my hand before letting it fall beside me. "Leo is going down the stairs, on his way toward us." He whispers silently, only for my ears to hear.
Shivers are running down my spine, the small hairs on the back of my neck stand up.
His breath agains my ear for less then a second, but that's enough for my body to forget it's north.
How did he know to announce Leo's arrival? For this thought to never appears in other people's mind. Announcing something as trivial as that... a hand on my head, and it doesn't take me long to realize whom it belongs to.
"Am I disturbing your love time?" Leo asks, he probably has this smug-ish challenging smile. But in his voice, it held a tone I cannot put my finger on. Flesh hits flesh; I assume Tyler hit Leo jokingly. "Have you thought of being less dumb? My god, it's undoubtedly hard to believe you're somehow related to Jin," I cock my head to the side, wrinkling my eyebrows, confusion must be written all over my face, "how so? Aren't we look alike? I remember us looking as similar as brothers..." my voice fades as Leo's hand is messing up my hair again. Leo chuckles. "We still look alike, Jin. I'm a little bit more handsome, but still," I turn around and hit where I assume his arm should be, know I successfully score as a hiss of pain is heard. "Fuck, Jin, you still know well where it hurts me the most, even without being able to see where you hit." He calls, pain in his voice.
I'm laughing, a rolling one, knowing he isn't in as much pain as he claims to be. "You're really like little kids. I swear to God, I'll ask Mikey money for babysitting you two." Tyler is rolling his eyes, I can hear it in his voice. His knee is touching-not-touching my knee. Shivers run down my spine, my ears are heating up.
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