Dear Diary,

I'm losing hope.

My fingers feel numb as I write this. I saw how my mom cried this morning when I got rushed to the hospital. This wasn't just a normal sickness. I knew it.

I am not the healthiest person, but I never stayed inside a hospital ever since I was a kid. And now, I'm stuck here.

The doctor said he's going to run some tests to confirm his diagnosis. He looked like he was trying to reassure me that I'm going to be fine, but I know something is wrong. He talked to my mom in private again, and after that she was crying again. She's the strongest woman that I know, so why is she crying in front of me?

Does that mean... I'm dying?

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