Five days have passed, five whole days and you can hand on heart say you found each day to be more tortuous than the next.

You really didn't think this whole celibacy thing through. You never imagined you would feel real tormenting pain, but the sexual tension was becoming unbearable.

Loki tried many ways to entice you ever since you found his note, revealing his long list of seductive ideas.

Whilst you knew exactly what he was doing when he did them, they still made you squeeze your thighs closed, putting pressure on your aroused clit, desperate for some release.

But you never gave in.

I will win

By day three you had to escort him from your chambers. The hard dick prodding got a bit too much, you felt inclined to banish him to another room.

You didn't admit it was because his attempts were starting to wear you down. You craved his cock, and with each prod while spooning you started to hope it would just magically slip in.

So now you sleep alone. Feeling miserable.

But you're winning.

I will win

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Tonight marked another day of successfully dismissing Loki's charms, you hadn't given in, and he looked just as miserable as you. Until of course he attempted to tick another idea off his long list.

You were in the palace common room, sitting across from Loki, his thick thighs spread wide in the chair as he stared lustfully at you.

You tried hard to stop your eyes from trailing towards him but the sudden movement of his hands caught your attention.

You bit your lower lip, trying to subdue your burning desire as you observe him slowly rub his palms against his meaty thighs.

He knew you'd enjoy watching him glide along his thighs, and he smirked when he caught a glimpse of you licking your lips.

You couldn't help it, it was as though you were hypnotised by his lustful movements. Your eyes involuntarily flitting between his thigh rubs and his growing bulge

His manspreading did not help. He looked fucking glorious.

It also didn't help that you were bored.

Listening to a very drunk Thor relay his boastful story telling to Meddie and the warriors three just wasn't entertaining enough.

Or maybe it was because you couldn't concentrate when you felt the intensity of Loki's gaze?

You knew exactly the type of thoughts that were running through his mind, because the explicit and dirty thoughts ran through your mind too. Truly filthy, and nasty, sexy thoughts.

You could cut the sexual tension that lingered in the air with a knife, and you were sure you could taste sex at this point, smell it even.

Gods, I'm so horny!

You cross your legs together, and squeeze. The pressure against your aroused clit felt so good that you almost forgot you were in a crowded room.

You hear Loki purposely cough, grabbing your attention. He smirked, his wide smile curved up as he looked at you. He knew exactly what you were doing.

You blush, immediately uncrossing your legs and turning your attention back to Thor's animated acting.

You've lost the plot in which part he was retelling, but judging by his hand movements he was either pulling off the head of something big? Or maybe opening a large jar? you didn't know, and you don't care...your mind was now back to Loki, and sex, and

oh gods he's stroking his thick delicious thighs again.

You peak at him through side eyes, and saw he slouched lower in his chair, allowing his legs to open wider, putting strain on his leathers.

His hands continued to move down his thighs and then back up, smooth, slow, seductive movements.

You follow them intently, until his hand suddenly stopped near his large bulge. You furrow your brows, annoyed he stopped his hypnotic strokes.

You move your eyes to his face, feeling irked that he ceased his movements.

You expected to find him smirking smugly at you, but his gaze was staring lustfully lower down at your body. His mouth gaped open, practically drooling.

What's he looking at?

You follow his eyes and look down at your lap.

Fuck..shit...fuck

You quickly pull your hand from between your legs, realising you've been involuntarily caressing your clit over your dress.

No wonder he stared!

You dart your eyes to the others, praying no one saw you. You thank the Gods when you see they were too immersed with Thor's story....except, wait....where's Huggin?...

Your cheeks burned a fierce red when you saw him hovering near a table, gripping his glass tight, his breathing laboured.

You made the mistake of momentarily locking eyes with him before you averted your gaze at the same time, both equally embarrassed.

Fuck, he saw me..

The extreme embarrassment and your uncontrolled touching was your cue to leave, you stood up abruptly and announced you were going to bed.

Loki looked at you disappointed, he was enjoying the show immensely.

"I'll escort you to your chambers Darling" Loki insisted, standing from his chair. 

He adjusted his bulge to a better position, seemingly unashamed that it was an obvious semi straining against his leathers.

You knew his offer to walk you back to your chambers was merely a last ditch attempt at gaining access to your bed.

But you nodded and linked arms with your God.

Argh!.. he smells so good, I just want to lick him

You held back your arousal and remained calm.

I will win

He walked you through the halls, making sure to highlight each wall he's fucked you against. Hoping to stir up your loins more than he has already.

His vivid descriptions of your sexual acts did make your core clench down, but you remained cool, not giving away how much he made you aroused.

"Oh and that's the wall you refused my release, causing this whole ban" you remind him.

Loki grumpily huffed "I need no reminder Sweetheart. I know well my mistake"

You finally came to your bedroom door, after a very slow stroll.

"Well thank you for walking me safely to my chambers. Goodnight my King" you lean in and give him another quick kiss on the cheek.

By the Gods she smells so good

Loki fought back his own desire, it was reaching peak torment.

He knew if he suddenly smelled the arousal on your fingers he'd surely give in and say those three little words 'I beg you' and it would all be over. But, he wanted you to say those words not him. He can't be defeated.

I will win

Loki gave you another round of puppy dog eyes, but this time with added pouty lips. Another charm attempt ticked off his list.

You laugh at his expression "that is not going to work Loki. Goodnight"

He frowned annoyed as you closed the door, and as you walked to your bed you felt a tinge of guilt roll over your body. But.

I will win

You crawled into bed after changing into your green and gold silk nightdress. Another bribing gift from Loki, and opened a book, deciding to immerse yourself in a story before falling asleep.

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Loki went back to the common hall feeling peeved, annoyed that more of his powers of seduction had failed to entice you.

He slumped back in his chair, begrudgingly listening to Thor babble on and on about his great escapades. The same stories on repeat every time he got drunk.

Loki looked at the clock every thirty minutes until exactly two hours had passed.

He suddenly darted up, and stretched his body, pretending to yawn.

"Well I'm going to bed. Super tired. Will be fast asleep. Do not disturb" he instructs loud so everyone could hear.

"Going straight to bed Loki?" Huggin asks suspicious, arching a brow.

Loki tried to hide the sly grin from Huggin as he replied back "yes, straight to bed" he lied.

Loki left the hall, under the watchful eye of Huggin and instead of turning in the direction of his chambers, he headed straight for yours.

He calculated that it takes you approximately two hours before you fall into a deep sleep, and he needed you in a deep sleep in order to stealthily sneak in and sleep next to you without you waking.

He missed sleeping next to you. Desperate for just the warmth of your body next to him, however torturous it was.

He knew he couldn't intimately touch you. Couldn't fuck you. But anything was better than nothing.

Yet he didn't know, this night you decided to read for an hour before sleeping. His calculations now off.

He gently turned the handle of your chambers, and slowly opened the door. He peeked in first, making sure you were truly asleep.

The room was dark, but he saw your figure within the middle of the bed. Your chest rising and falling in a soft rhythm.

He let himself in and crept towards the bed, his eyes not leaving your sleeping form.

He peered down at you as you slept, observing your beautiful features, your little nose-so cute, your closed eyes-so peaceful, and the sexy outline of your mouth-so....fuckable.

"Mmmmm"...he moaned

His hand instinctively grabbed at his hard cock. Just looking and thinking about fucking your throat made him totally aroused.

He took a deep breath, calming himself before he attempted to creep inside the covers.

After softening his stiffy, he lifted the blanket, about to get in when he noticed your body.

"Grrrr" he growled low, seeing you wear the sexy slip he bought you in his colours.

He looked down at his body and as expected his erection was back with force. Eager to get out of his leather pants.

He was now hesitant to get in with you, his mind reminding him that should he be caught, you'll add more days to his cock prison.

His body stiffened nervously when you turned from your back onto your side, your bare plump bottom on full show as your nightdress rode up.

He clenched his jaw, holding back his desire to pounce. He realised that sneaking in your room may have been a bad idea.

He let go of the cover, deciding to turn back. To retreat. As much as he wanted to sleep next to you, he couldn't risk more days in celibate jail.

I will win

He headed back towards the door slowly, feeling disappointed. But just as he was about to grip the handle he heard you moan in your sleep, a moan followed by his name.

His eyes widened and his ears pricked up. He quickly but silently moved back towards you, desperate to hear more of your sensual moans.

Another low moan escaped you making his cock twitch. He moved to the mattress. Gently sitting next to you.

Not yet in a deep sleep you woke feeling the mattress dip, immediately sensing someone sitting behind you.

You stayed still, keeping your eyes closed because you knew exactly who it was. Loki's scent was all around you.

You smiled, you knew it wasn't going to be long before he tried to creep back in, and tonight was the night.

Feeling playful, you continued your moans, sexy drawn out moans as though you were having explicit dreams and after each sound you felt Loki stir on the bed next to you. Occasionally a low growl escaped him as he became desperate.

You purposely edged your ass closer towards him until you hit something hard.

A knee? A leg?

You heard another snarl closer to your ear, no it was his cock. Loki had laid down beside you, his stiff cock prodding your ass.

You remained still as he gently rocked his hips into you. Giving himself just enough friction to stimulate the sensitive tip of his cock.

You could sense he was biting down his moans, as usually by now he'd be a lot more vocal.

You grin, you could pretend to wake and penalise him. But you really did miss his company, you decided to let this one slide.

You pretended to stir in your sleep, forcing Loki to stop his grinding.

Instead he snaked his arms around your waist and snuggled into you. Finding comfort and equal satisfaction by just holding you again.

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It was morning, and you wake to an empty bed. Loki had sneaked out before sunrise, not wanting to be caught.

Your clever God, you couldn't deny he lived up to his mischievous title.

You stretch your body, yawning. A grumble in your belly told you, you were either hungry or nauseas. Sometimes you couldn't tell which until you ate or was sick.

You were scheduled to see Astrid today. You kept up your secret meetings, deciding early mornings was the best time to remain inconspicuous. Most palace occupants were still fast sleep.

"Water water water" she repeated every time you saw her. Although you drank very well, the sloshing sounds as you walked were proof of that.

You made sure to get up extra early, before Loki came back with a yet another gift. His powers of seduction had now escalated into buying your forgiveness.

You could say he was buying you gifts in exchange for sex. Except you always took his gifts and never gave him any.

You're no cheap harlot.

I will win

You quickly get up and dash off to Astrid, and as you came to the healing room you saw she was already armed with water.

"You're late Princess!"

You roll your eyes and drag your feet towards the table, feeling slightly annoyed at her snappiness. You were feeling a bit off today, and didn't appreciate her tone.

Astrid helped you climb onto the bed "I can manage Astrid, I don't need your help"

"Well someone is grumpy today, were you sick again?" she asks concerned

"Sorry, I do feel a bit irked. I don't know why and no I wasn't sick. My pocket full of mint leaves help keep the sickness at bay"

"Ahh" she says, looking at you quizzical

"What?" you ask, curious of the look she gave you.

"Well, we all know you and Loki have some sort of game going on. Who can last the longest before they give in and beg for sex. You're clearly grumpy from being sex deprived"

You scoff "pffft ... no, that's not it" you say, but then now that she said it. It makes sense.

"Well he started it, and I'm not giving in. He will beg me" you say convinced.

Astrid looked at you wearily "well if you're sexually frustrated then Loki must be extremely sexually frustrated. Poor guy"

"Poor guy?! he started it!" you snap

"Yeh, you're so grumpy. Just go and jump him already. Relieve yourself. It would do us both a favour" she says, her tone firm.

You narrow your eyes and let out a low snarl.

"Can we begin, I need to get back before Loki finds my chambers empty"

Astrid fiddled with buttons on the bed and within a few seconds a full scan appeared in front of you. You smiled seeing the familiar shape of your baby.

"Any idea when you'll tell him?" Astrid asked

"Not yet, I've only just calmed down the rumours of Thor and I having coitus, Thankfully I've convinced everyone that the idea is on hold for a very very long time. Although, I can't seem to stop Queen Frigga from asking me which colours and patterns I like best for a boy, and for a girl. I suspect she's still secretly building a nursery"

"Which will come in handy. As you are expecting" Astrid says

You laugh "you're right. It just seems all so surreal to me. I guess I'm still in denial"

"There is no denying this Princess" Astrid says, pointing to the clear image of baby blue's face.

"Oh and listen" she says, smiling

With a press of a button the quiet room became loud, a fast heartbeat heard clear.

"Ooops, a bit too loud" she says, lowering the volume to a more pleasant setting.

You beam a great big smile, hearing your babies strong heartbeat. But a twang pierced your heart. At that moment you wished Loki was here with you. Experiencing this with you.

Your eyes began to well up. And for a moment you thought fuck it, you're just going to blurt it all out. Come clean. Tell him the truth and just accept however way he reacts.

Astrid saw your face, she knew what you were thinking. "Perhaps jump his bones before the big reveal. It will be a double explosion of happiness" she suggests, grinning wide.

You laugh out loud, "yeh, maybe that's what I'll do" you say, smiling.

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You hurried through the halls, having taken too long with Astrid. Only just making it back inside your room, before Loki knocked on your door.

You calmed your heavy breathing and walked towards the door but stopped when you spotted a little envelope on your bed.

You picked it up and quickly opened it, it was a note from Kai, a time and date of your next meeting.

A Meeting today?! Hardly much notice Kai!

"Urghh" you moan, stuffing the envelope in your bedside drawer.

You quickly opened the door and found Loki eyeing you suspiciously. "And what took you so long to answer me this morning? Hmm"

He invited himself in and paced around the room, inconspicuously looking around.

He tried to act like he wasn't searching but you noticed, you wondered what he was looking for.

"Are you expecting to find something... someone?" your ask questioningly

"Someone?" He snapped "should I expect to find a person hiding in your room?" he asks worried

"Are you doubting me again my love?" your question sounding like a warning test.

Loki looked into your eyes from across the room "of course not, I trust your loyalty completely" he says sincerely.

"Then, why do you snoop?"

Loki walked forwards with a smirk, you thought he was heading towards you but he went straight past you and opened your bedside drawer.

You nervously shut it. And pulled him close to your body. "Why are you spying in my private drawers?"

"Private? What's mine is yours remember darling..." he says now feeling more curious to sift through the drawer.

You both stared at each other questioningly until Loki admitted what he was looking for.

"Are you hiding sex toys darling, hmm? Did I disturb your morning self play? Is that why I heard you moan and why you kept me waiting outside your door?" he says, with a delicious grin

You sigh in relief. He thinks you were masterbating.

Of course he would think that.

"My lips are sealed my love. I'll leave you to wonder" you grin

Loki pulled your hips into him, and you felt his very obvious erection poke you.

"I didn't think you could get any more cruel. Yet, you surprise me. Denied your delicious cunt, you even stop me from sharing your bed, and now you let my mind fester, always in wonder but never truly knowing if you pleasure yourself"

You smile, pleased with his torment, he's breaking ..

I will win

"well, do you pleasure yourself?" you curiously ask

"Darling, how do you think I stay so poised during this unnecessary ban. I stroke myself at the thought of you multiple times a day" he admits, and your core aches at the very thought of him pumping his thick cock to your image.

Fuck, I want him so bad

"And how is that working out for you?" you say, remaining cool. Hiding your complete need to jump him.

"It does the job, but I'm not satisfied. Not in the slightest. Nothing beats the feeling of being buried deep inside you Kitten"

You saw what he was doing. And it was working. He's making you so hot and bothered by his very descriptive words. You couldn't help but imagine it.

You step back, feeling the sexual intensity rising between you both.

"Well, shall we go to breakfast?" you mutter, opening the door.

Before the door could open fully, you feel your body pushed against it, forcing it closed.

Loki caged you against it, pinning his body against your back.

"Do you really want to keep up with this game Kitten. You're missing a lot"

You feel him poke your ass with his hard as metal rod. You bite your lip, and lean your forehead against the door.

I'm not going to win - fuck

"I've never been so hard Kitten. I promise to make love to you all day, it won't ever get soft. I will fuck you until your good and sore. Just say the word, say the three little words, and I'll lift up your dress and thrust myself inside you, right now, against this door. It will be the start of many positions"

His voice was soft, seductive, alluring. His sweet breath against your ear tantalising. Your core throbbed and clenched around nothing as he spoke.

Your lips parted, those three little words were on the tip of your tongue. You just had to say I beg you and you'd get to cum. You were so close to giving in, so close.

"Tap, tap, tap"

Three knocks hit your door and a booming voice came from outside of it.

"Sister?, Loki? are you inside?" Thor asked, knocking a further three times.

Thor's voice broke Loki's alluring charm over you. You sighed in relief, and turned around to grin wide at a disappointed Loki.

"Thor to the rescue it seems" you snicker

"Rescue? Does that mean I almost had you??" he asks surprised. His eyes wide.

You laugh at his expression, but let him wonder.

You opened the door wide and smiled at Thor, patting him on the shoulder as you brushed past him.

"Thank you Thor, for once being a cock block worked in my favour" you laugh, leaving them both to head towards the breakfast hall.

Thor looked at an angry Loki, "I did it again didn't I?" he said lowly

"Yes, brother. You did" Loki snarled through gritted teeth.

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Today you're supposed to meet Kai and as you sat at the breakfast table waiting for Loki to join you, your mind was busy coming up with excuses to leave the palace.

You mind was so busy in thought you didn't notice Loki sit next to you, until you felt his hand rest upon yours.

Your eyes snapped to his feeing the coolness of his skin. "You're lost in a trance sweetheart. Is everything alright?" he asks concerned

You smile "everything is great"

Loki looked at you skeptical.

Shit. I just lied... he sensed it

"I mean, I'm sexually frustrated. I think a certain God needs to say three little words and just fuck me already" you say, hoping that distracts him from your white lie earlier.

Loki feeling flustered adjusted his pants under the table. His cock grew hard at the very mention of fucking.

"You could say those words anytime Kitten. It's not shameful to give up. Admitting defeat is very admirable" he says with a wicked grin.

You glare at him. Feeling even more determined to not give in.

I will win

Odin sat down at the table, and immediately everyone began to pick at foods and started to eat.

Odin being the big one eyed God, only allowed those seated at the table to eat after he sat down.

He was never aware but you and Loki always nibbled on something before he arrived just to defy his order. Smirking between yourselves while you did it.

"Darling, you ran off before I gave you todays gift"

"When are you going to give up on trying to buy my body Loki? I won't give in to you just because you buy me beautiful things"

"It's bold of me to assume you would. So I never assume. But I admit, I always hope" he chuckles cheekily. 

You smile, adoring his laugh and cheeky grin.

Does he know how much he makes you melt?

Loki held out a box. You found it strange, usually the gifts he gave you were expensive jewellery. But this was a rather large green box, the size of a shoe box.

You excitedly take off the lid, and immediately your eyes scan the contents.

You couldn't help your eagerness, your hands dived in, and took out a silver brooch in the shape of a two intertwined snakes. You admired it, looking at the fine details.

"I keep a box of memorable items dear to me, I figure you'd like to see things from my past" Loki  smiles, as he watches you with interest.

"That's my crest, it's two serpents, latching together to form one large snake. It represents an eternal cycle of life, death and rebirth"

"Similar to my infinity bracelet" you say, tracing it with your finger.

"Exactly sweetheart, the infinity bracelet I gave you is our eternal knot of devotion"

Loki lifted your hand and kissed your infinity symbol. "Our love is never ending"

You swoon at his beautiful words before gently sifting back through the box.

Each item you lifted out of the box came with commentary from Loki. You listened fascinated as he explained why they deserved a place in his treasure box and why they were close to his heart.

"This dagger?" you ask, holding it up.

"My first blade made from Asgardian silver, it was a step up from the wooden training daggers and the very first weapon I used to stab Thor. A fond memory indeed" he smiles

"Not for me brother!" Thor booms.

"Oh, it wasn't deep Thor, now kindly shush, let your brother continue without interruptions" Queen Frigga said firmly.

You heard Thor mumble under his breath, displaying a pouty face.

You look up and realise the whole table were watching you and Loki intently.

You reach for something at the bottom, something that looked familiar. You pulled out a delicate tea cup.

"That's my favourite cup!" you exclaim

"I no darling, every time I saw you sitting in your bookshop with your head in a book, you always had a cup of tea brewing in that cup. And when i'd watch you take a sip, I'd wish it was me your lips were touching"

Your heart doubled in sized hearing him, could he be any more adorable.

"I thought I'd never see it again. It went missing" you smile, circling your fingers over the rim.

"You can have it back if you miss it sweetheart" Loki says, yet his tone showed he was reluctant to give it up.

You smile at his pained offer, placing the cup gently back inside his box.

"No, it belongs with your other treasures"

You saw a small sigh of relief escape Loki, and you held in a giggle. You knew he loved his books and his possessions, but you never imagined he'd have a keepsake box, and still added to it.

Your eyes suddenly spied something pink and lacey and your cheeks immediately blushed a fiery red.

Your eyes snapped to meet Loki but he just smirked in response.

"Yes darling, they're yours"

"Well they better be!" you warn playfully

Loki leaned in, making sure his mother didn't hear.

"These pink lacey knickers bring back the best memories. I recall we played fetch a few times with them"

"Just say three little words my love and I'll play fetch again, but I'll also let you use the collar and leash" you say provocatively.

You moved your hand discreetly under the table and slowly began moving your palm up this thigh.

Loki stiffened his body, his breathing becoming heavy.

His eyes flitted to the people around the table, and saw they now converses amongst themselves, seemingly not paying attention.

Loki happy that no one was watching spread his legs, his man spreading wide and glorious once more.

You creep your hand closer to his bulge, but never quite reaching it. Keeping him purposely teased.

"Don't be cruel darling. Touch me" he whispers

"This feels oddly familiar" you say, smugly

"I admit my mistake. I should not have teased you. I should have made you cum. Can we make a truce. Start fresh" he suggests, rocking his hips in hopes your hand touches his cock over his pants.

"Just say three words, my love" you say softly as you use a single finger to graze the tip of his covered cock

Loki groaned low through his clenched jaw. Making a curious Huggin look your way.

Feeling embarrassed you begin to move your hand away, but Loki caught it, and held it in place.

"You're cheating Loki. You can't force me to touch your cock" you whisper, grabbing your hand around his shaft and squeezing as a form of punishment.

Loki gritted his teeth, holding in a pained howl.

"Do it again" he says, bucking his hips slowly under the table.

"Do what?" you ask innocently, keeping tight grip

"Squeeze my cock"

You squeeze him harder and to your surprise you feel him throb against your hand.

You glare at him as he took his pleasure from your touch. His cock spilling his seed into his pants.

His eyes rolled to the back of his head but he held his tongue. You could see it took all of his willpower to not moan out. It physically exhausted him.

"You're a cheat Loki. I should add another few days"

Your warning got his attention, he stared at you with pleading eyes.

"But I won't" you say. "Because I love this box of treasures, and you getting to cum was my thank you for letting me explore your hearts keepsakes"

"Oh, get his shoes dear. They should be in there!" Queen Frigga suddenly blurted out.

You quickly let go of Loki's cock, and sat up straight. Going back to your treasure hunting.

You pick up a tiny pair of baby shoes, emerald green in colour.

"I held out many pairs of little shoes in every shade. But my Loki's tiny hands chose that colour. And since then, it was his signature colour" Frigga relayed warmly.

Your heart melted hearing Queen Frigga share her cherished memories.

You desperately wanted to learn more about Loki's childhood. Realising you didn't no much at all. He was always so dismissive of talking about his past.

"They were my first pair of walking shoes" Loki smiles "I kept them in hopes another child will wear them one day"

You look up at Loki and lock eyes, yours were filled with watery tears.

Loki held your hand seeing you almost tearing "It's okay sweetheart. I won't ever force you to bare a child. I know you dislike the idea of using Thor's seed. We can adopt. But when you're ready"

Your heart ached, it pained with want. You wanted to tell him you were already pregnant with his baby. But you were terrified.

Again, he didn't mention his seed. It was always Thor's, or adoption. Proving he was still set against having a baby by his own seed.

"Loki, I-I need to tell you-"

Suddenly a guard stormed through doors and rushed towards Odin. He whispered something in his ear which made Odin look concerned.

He immediately stood up, speaking loud.

"Thor, Huggin, you too Loki. We have trouble just outside of town. Cease it before it moves closer towards villagers" he instructs

Thor immediately stood up "what is it Father?"

"Mutineers, it seems they've grew tired of thieving on the roads. A Noble family were killed, their home ransacked of all wealth. A large group has been spotted hiding within the forest. They move within the trees, getting closer towards the town. Stop them before they do immediately"

Thor looked at Loki, then to you. "It must be the same group of rebels we met on the roads sister. The same ones who tried to take you. The leader, I don't recall his name" Thor ponders trying to think.

"His name was Gunnar. And he's a very sadistic thug. Be wary of him. He has no mercy" you admit, remembering Gunnar was going to abuse you, before allowing his men to fuck you.

Loki looked at you in shock, this was the first time he heard this story.

"Take you? How did you even come in contact with such thugs!" he snaps

Before you could answer Huggin stepped in "during our travels to you Loki, to the water nymph. We encountered a large gathering blocking the road"

"Is Gunnar the one who struck your face sister?"

You immediately held your finger to your lips, trying to shush Thor. You didn't want Loki to find out you were hit, and almost passed around like a fuck toy.

But Loki heard and he was seething, he stood up abruptly, eager to make way to punish the men who hurt you.

He turned to you and cupped your face, "Don't ever withhold information like that again. No one hurts you and gets away with it!"

"I can take care of myself. I broke his wrist, that's what he gets for trying to pass me around like fucking pass the parcel!" you say enraged.

"What?!" Loki yelled, banging his fist on the table.

You stood up and tried to calm Loki, realising your slip off tongue. "Calm down, it's okay. We all got away"

"It's not the point Darling. You were put in danger. Because of me! Again!" Loki's chest was spasming fast, his nails dug deep into his balled fists.

He hated that he was the cause of your dangerous encounter with thugs.

"We just have to be wary about their mind control sorcerer. He has powerful magic, and uses it to aid their evil. He's likely killed many" Thor admits

"No Kai woul-" you stop talking, realising you almost outed Kai.

But you knew he wouldn't kill anyone. He wasn't evil. If they knew him, they'd see he was a big softy. Not just a Roamer but a dreamer and hopeless romantic who just wanted to better Asgard, not just for himself, but for the people.

Loki eyed you suspiciously, his eyes narrowed in on you but you averted your gaze.

"Mind control?" Odin suddenly speaks out looking to Queen Frigga.

"But, mind control is almost unheard of these days, are you sure it wasn't just an enchanted object, like Prince Beren's necklace?" Frigga asks, curious.

"It was no enchantment Mother. Huggin and I were forced into submission. We saw Mina be struck, be taken, but we couldn't move. Someone was controlling our sense of movement"

"Curious, very curious" Odin mused "look for this person, but do not harm him. Bring him to me"

Fuck...Odin wants to add Kai to his collection of oddities. I have to warn him.

You remembered you were supposed to meet Kai today, and Loki going with Thor and Huggin meant you could sneak away to meet him. It was the perfect opportunity.

Thor left the table first, then Huggin, and then finally Loki stood up and turned to you. His face full of serious emotion.

"Darling, before I go off on this daring mission I want you to know. The moment I saw you something magical happened. It was as though my insides cracked open and some hidden part of me broke free. And since then I yearn for you, for your touch, for your kiss, for your embrace. So I admit, I'm scared kitten, I fear I may not return to feel you against me again"

Your heart froze, his words striking fear into you.

Loki grabbed your hands and held them tight.

"Sweetheart, only you are in my thoughts. Only you are in my heart. You're my serenity amidst the chaos. Your love sedates all the turbulence in my life. You're the sparkle in my eyes, and the fire that stirs my loins. Your touch brings me strength, it gives me power. And if we made love just one last time before I set off on my dangerous path, it would help me immensely with my odds in returning home to you, my sweet love" Loki raised your hand and kissed your knuckles gently.

Your anxious heart swelled, he needed your help to power him through a mission.

Maybe I should just take him quickly to my chambers and make love to him?

"My Queen, please don't let me go with only faded memories of our love making. I need fresh memories to get me through this. Please my love. Provide me with the blissful rapture that is your body, before I go to possible doom" he pleads.

You suddenly hear a snicker from behind Loki, forcing him to talk louder to conceal the laugh.

"My Queen, I need you-"

You look behind Loki and see Huggin and Thor watching with glee. Their expression showed they were holding in laughter, Thor was actually going red from the strain.

Your anxious worry suddenly relaxed when you finally realised Loki's dramatic and soppy speech was just another way for him to win.

He's such an asshole.

You made your eyes weep, purposely mimicking his emotional act "Oh my love, I will of course give you my body. You may do whatever you wish with it. Anything....If it will mean you come back to me" you say sweetly.

Loki's eyes widened, and his lips curved upwards. He quickly pulled you towards the door ready to leave the breakfast hall.

He looked at Thor smugly as he passed, believing he'd convinced you with his heartfelt performance.

Before he could open the door you pulled on his arm, causing him to stop and turn to you.

"What is it darling? I don't have much time. I need to leave and fight. To defend not just our realm but your honour"

"But Loki, you forgot one thing" you say.

Loki looked at you curiously "what did I forget?"

"Actually you forgot three little things. Three little words in fact" you smile menacingly.

Loki sighed, pinching the bridge of his nose, realising you knew it was all an act.

"Oh come on Kitten, it really is quite dangerous" he exclaims, "and I meant every word. It was all from my heart"

Thor and Huggin suddenly burst out laughing, no longer able to contain their fit of giggles.

"Thor how dangerous is this mission" you ask frankly.

You wait a minute for Thor to compose himself, "ummm, maybe a three out of ten, they're simple men, with small daggers and sticks as weapons" he laughs out loud again.

Huggin joins in, but was curious to know what the three words were.

"What's the three little words?" he asks between fits of giggles.

You roll your eyes at Thor and Huggin who were now hunched over laughing

"It's I BEG YOU" you say, now feeling annoyed.

Loki's ears pricked up, and his eyes widened "I don't believe Huggin heard you darling, say that again, but louder"

You sighed exasperated "I said, I BEG YOU!"

Loki suddenly swooped in and held you in his arms "No need to beg darling, I accept your defeat"

"What?! No. I didn't mean that, I was explaining, not declaring!... No, that's not fair. I-"

Loki suddenly crashed his lips to yours silencing you.

His lips melted against you and before you knew it, you felt a familiar tingle around your body as Loki's magic engulfed you both.

You heard Odin's voice fade in the distance yelling at Loki to be quick, as the important mission awaits.

You open your eyes seeing you're no longer in the breakfast hall, but now in your chambers.

"What do you say Kitten, a quick fuck session before I go off on my dangerous mission?"

"I'm actually rather busy this morning, and you cheated" you say firmly.

"Ah but you said those three little words darling, I won. Maybe not fairly. But let's not go into details. Now, I demand my prize"

You half smiled and Loki took the lust in your eyes as a sign you wanted him.

He began nibbling on your ear, and you were so distracted by his tantalising tongue you didn't feel his hands sneakily pull down your zip. Only realising after your dress fell to the floor.

"I guess I can squeeze you in" you admit.

"My Queen, you're so generous and so forgiving, I promise i'll please you"

"You always please me" you say softly, taking his face into your hands, your eyes glued to one another.

"You're the most precious jewel Kitten"

"Well, your precious jewel wishes to be fucked against that door, like you promised"

Loki growled low into your ear, his cock already throbbing. He spun you around and pulled your back against his chest, walking you towards the bedroom door.

You expected to feel the cold of his hard leathers against your skin, but you smiled feeling his toned bare body.

"Hands against the door precious"

You extend your arms and place your hands flat against the door. You push out your ass, purposely grinding it against Loki's erect cock.

With his feet he prompted your legs open, and snaked his hands up your body, grabbing at your full rounded breasts.

You felt his lips caress your neck as he buried his head in the crook of it, your hair covering his face.

Slowly he rocked his hips, while his large hands massaged your breasts. He inhaled you, moaning in pleasure as your familiar scent filled his senses.

"I've missed you Kitten"

"I've missed you too Loki" you breathe out, your head feeling light as your arousal surged.

Loki's cock slipped between your thighs, already well lubricated by your natural juices.

"You're so wet Darling. I could simply slip in and start fucking you. Do you want that, do you want my cock now?"

You moan hearing his delicious voice, feeling his warm breath against your skin.

"Yes!, yes, I want your cock" you pant, feeling desperate.

Loki chuckles, "I love when you're so desperate for me to fill you. Gods, your heavy pants are delicious. It makes me delirious with desire" he admits, his grinding getting more vigorous.

"Enough teasing Loki, stretch me!" you demand. Poking your ass into his hardness.

"As my Queen demands" he growls

Your mouth gaped open, and you held in a silent wail as he thrusted himself in. Loki groaned loud finally feeling his cock buried deep inside you.

Your nails involuntarily dug into the wooden door, as his fast movements slapped against your ass hard. Your core finally feeling full and stretched once again.

Loki's hand moved down your body, his fingers expertly finding your exposed clit, flicking at it as he snapped his hips into you in perfect rhythm.

Your short shrills of pleasure was music to his ears, he pushed himself against you, wanting to hear your moans right next to his ear.

He clawed at your body with his other hand, alternating between pinching your nipples and grabbing handfuls of your hair, until his hand came to a rest around your throat.

You enjoyed the slight pressure as he choked, and fucked you at the same time. And as he neared his orgasmic rapture his hand squeezed tighter, restricting your oxygen even more, making your wails sound more raspy.

Your head became light and your heart raced as your sexual pleasure peaked.

The thrill of Loki's throttling heightened your arousal, and when you felt him throb and expel inside you, he gripped you tighter, your strangled wail unable to be heard. 

"Cum for me, now!" He ordered, and just as he finished his command you came, pulsing and spasming around his cock, milking it for every last drop.

Loki quickly let go of your neck as he felt you clench around him, achieving your orgasm.

You inhaled a deep breath. The sudden rush of oxygen to your brain as your blood vessels opened up, coupled with your sweet gratification was euphoric.

Your unsteady body grew weak, your legs wobbly. Loki picked you up in his arms and placed you in the middle of the bed. Both of you heavily panting, as you come down from your highs.

"That was....truly amazing" you breathe out, laying completely spent and satisfied.

"I knew you'd like it precious"

Loki leaned over you and kissed your neck, trailing lower until he placed gentle kisses around your belly button.

You squirm under his ticklish touch until he suddenly jerked his head up, startled by something.

You sit up on your elbows and look down at him curiously. He was staring directly at your stomach.

"What? What is it?"

He didn't answer, but instead placed his ear flat against your belly.

Your heart began to race, nerves suddenly overwhelming you.

"Loki"

"Ssh" he says, leaning his ear firmer against you.

Anxiety gripped you, and your mind swam with thoughts.

Could he sense our baby? Could he hear a heartbeat?

You quickly dashed up, and conjured yourself into a dress.

"Darling where are you going?" he asked looking stumped

"I'm going to see Fenrir, and Cerby. And you need to leave soon. I already hear Thor's pounding feet moving towards our door" you say nervously.

"Hmm, maybe thats what I heard. Thor's fat feet against the floor" he laughs, getting up and strutting over to you.

"Why do you look so nervous? I'll be back before you know it sweetheart, don't worry. Thor was wrong, the odds are more like one out of ten" he reassures you, smoothing his thumb over your cheek.

"Just be careful Loki. We can't lose you"

"We?"

"I- um, Fenrir, Cerby, all of us"

Loki smiled, "how can anything possibly happen, you've provided me the power I need, your body has fuelled me. I'm all strength" he says playfully, making you smile.

Loki ghosts his lips over yours before passionately applying more force. Your kiss was fiery and passionate and your heart bloomed.

"Why don't you have a bubble bath sweetheart. Relax while I'm gone, and before you know it I'll be back again. We'll be forced to listen to Thor as he replays todays adventure" he laughs

You chuckle "well at least it'll be a new story!"

Loki guided you towards the ensuit bathroom, spanking your ass as you walk through the doorway. You jolt from the sudden strike, yet found it immensely satisfying.

Loki saw the needy look in your eyes "I promise to spank you more when I get back Kitten. But for now, sink into the warm bubbles"

Loki gestured to the large bath, it was already filled with scented bubbles.

Loki watched from the doorway as you submerged your body under the water with an appreciative moan.

"I will see you later Kitten"

You turned and blew him a kiss, and like the lovable god he was he caught your kiss and placed it in his pocket.

"I'll save this for later Darling" he smiles, closing the door.

Loki stood for a minute behind the closed door, only moving when he heard you washing yourself.

He quickly but silently strutted towards your bedside drawers.

When he first opened it this morning he spied a small envelope addressed to you in neat handwriting, and since that time, it's been on his mind constantly.

He knew it wasn't his handwriting, it wasn't Huggins, and Thor only writes in block capitals.

He quickly picked it up and instantly it smelt of someone new. Someone he didn't know. His heart raced as he opened the envelope to reveal a cryptic note.

10am
Behind Bergsson Bookstore

Kai 🤍

Loki's heart pounded like a drum inside his chest, an out of beat drum that lost its rhythm.

He was so furious he tore the envelope into tiny pieces, his eyes welling with angry tears as the bits fell from his fingers.

His mind swirled with thoughts, unsure what to believe.

Deep down he trusted you, and he learned not to jump to conclusions since the ball, but he couldn't help torturing himself with thoughts of you with someone else.

He started to doubt the note, maybe you didn't plan to go, that's why you didn't tell him and shoved it away in a drawer.

But then he remembered what you said earlier. You mentioned you were busy this morning. He thought you were merely joking, but thinking back, you spoke the truth.

His head darted to the bathroom door hearing you shuffling inside.

He cursed himself for tearing the note to pieces. He didn't want you to find out that he knew, and if you saw the note ripped to shreds you'd surely know.

His shaky hands quickly used his magic to piece all the tiny papers back together before placing it back inside the drawer. He stealthily slipped out of the bedroom, just as you walked out of the bathroom.