You woke up in the library, and saw Fenrir eating a late dinner.

'Hello Mother, you slept a long time. Father left you dinner'

You see Loki wasn't around, he had awoke and carried you to the library and left you sleeping.

"I suppose he's gone for the night then, do you no which direction he went?"

'No mother, are you going to eat your food?'

"Umm no Fenrir, you eat it son. I'm just going to look for Loki. I won't be gone long"

You walked through the quiet palace halls, checking the obvious places for Loki but didn't find any sign of him.

You paced to the palace entrance and looked out into the gardens. The lights were oddly not lit up keyring the garden dark. You wondered why someone had turned off the lights.

It was eerily quiet, and you hesitated your decision to roam the dark outside, until you heard two people talking.

One of them was Loki, the other a women. You didn't recognise her voice but it was soft and sweet. You instantly felt jealous, and your heart began to race as you tried to listen to what was being said.

You slowly creeped down the steps and hid near a hedge, yet it was too dark to see anyone apart from shadows.

You strain your ears to hear the conversation.

"This is dangerous, anyone could catch us, we shouldn't meet here. Why didn't you come to my place as usual" the female voice clearly worried at being seen.

Your heart sank, Loki has been meeting this women at her home.

"I can't risk leaving, Odin questioned me earlier, he asks where I disappear to. Besides my energy is depleting too quickly. I really need you"

Your heart was breaking, he was weak yet still wanted her. You stepped a little closer trying to view her face. You hoped she wasn't as beautiful as her voice.

Your footing faltered, you snapped a twig from under you causing Loki to become cautious. He quickly grabbed the mysterious women by the waist and pulled her further away.

You watched as they continued speaking in secret, but you couldn't hear anything. You saw their black shadows touch hands, then Loki lean into her for an embrace.

You heard her yell a louder whisper as he began to walk away "I will see you tomorrow"

You quickly ran up the palace steps and down the hall, faintly hearing Loki's footsteps not far behind you.

You dart inside the library and see Fenrir fast asleep with a full belly, with haste you sprang into his fur and closed your eyes, pretending to be asleep.

You hear the library door creak open, and Loki walking towards you.

"Kitten are you awake?" he says softly, stroking your hair.

You don't answer, you don't move. Your heart pounded in your chest as you try your hardest to remain calm and relaxed as though in a deep sleep.

Inside you were screaming at him, feeling betrayed and hurt. But you couldn't bring yourself to confront him, not in front of Fenrir, not yet. You needed to decide what you wanted to do, what you'll say.

You felt Loki kiss your lips gently, leaning his forehead on yours. "I miss you sweetheart" he whispers.

You felt your eyes welling up, worried that at any moment a tear will fall from closed eyes and he'll see.

You suddenly feel Loki leave your surrounding, hearing his footsteps retreating back into the hall.

You wait a minute before opening your eyes, you felt your emotions rise up from your chest and out of your throat. You let out a pained wail, and sobbed.

You cried all night, you were so tired and so empty of tears that when you laid back against Fenrir all you could do was stare into nothingness in complete silence.

You wanted to weep some more but you physically couldn't, you were all cried out.

You fell asleep, and as if your day couldn't get any worse you dream. The nightmares resuming.

Munnin was calling you, his sickening voice yelling out to peaches. Willing you to come to him, to find him.

You found yourself back at the clearing, in front of the door, the golden knob glistening clean that you could see your reflection within in. But as you looked closely it wasn't your reflection you see, it was Loki.

You put your arm out to turn the knob but it wasn't your arm, it was his arm.

The door swung open from your forceful pull, you saw nothing but darkness. Your heart raced as muffled whispers came from the black abyss, your senses urging you to run away.

You struggled, willing yourself not to enter, but as you looked down you see Loki's feet not your own.
You're him, and you see through his eyes.

You tried to scream hoping to wake up, but your feet stepped into the darkness. You shriek internally from your fear of the dark, even in dream it was frightening.

You started to tremble and shake, yelling at yourself to wake up.

"Wake up! Just wake up!"

You started to hyperventilate, slow short breaths making you feel like you're not getting enough air.

Suddenly you jolt awake, your body rolling off Fenrir and onto the floor of the Library.

'mother! are you ok? you were having a nightmare. You were shaking and yelling. Your eyes are watering, what's wrong?' Fenrir says concerned.

You realised you're awake and out of your dream. You stood up and hugged Fenrir, relieved he prompted you awake.

"Thank you Pup, thanks for waking me"

You walked over to the library window and peak through the curtains, it was morning already. Loki either didn't come back last night or had already left.

You remembered everything that transpired, his secret meeting with the women and his eager voice to see her.

Your overwhelming sadness that caused you to cry all night was now replaced with anger.

You took a few deep breaths and calmed yourself.

You remember you're meeting Huggin today, you were determined to enjoy yourself putting Loki out of your mind.

You quickly showered and made your way to breakfast with Fenrir, Huggin was already there and waiting. He had prepared a breakfast to take away.

"I hope you don't mind, but I think if we want to be back by afternoon, it's best we don't waste time sitting and eating. Let's eat breakfast while on our travels." he says eager to get going.

You smile and agree, you're itching to leave the palace, to just forget everything even for just a moment.

"Fenrir are you joining us?" you ask, seeing him tuck into his vast amount of food.

Fenrir senses Huggin's trepidation, he knew Huggin didn't have any negative feelings against him for his attack, but he still showed nervousness around him. Fenrir decided to let you enjoy the day without any uneasy tension.

'I will lounge about the palace today Mother, I will see you later'

You and Huggin set off towards the stables, Huggin choosing a white horse for you to ride.

"Her names Nara, she's sweet like you. You should get on well" Huggin smiles

"Well hello Nara, aren't you a Beauty" you say softly as you approach, stroking her mane. She lowers her head for you, allowing you easy access to her ears.

"Another reason she's like you, she's beautiful"  Huggin says as he steps behind you, grabbing you by the waist and hoisting you up.

You wrapped your legs around Nara, and grabbed the reigns to steady you on top of her.

You resume scratching behind her ear "she clearly likes her ears petted" you say surprised to Huggin.

"Who doesn't" Huggin laughs

You both slowly trot towards the palace gates which are already opened. Huggin had informed the guards of your day trip outside today.

"So may I know where we're going now?" Hopeful curiosity in your voice

"Well Flower, our itinerary today is as follows. We go in the direction of the lavender fields.    
Asgards purple wonder, don't imagine small dainty flowers. These are huge lilac flowers that towers over even me. You will be smelling of lavender for months should you walk through them" he laughs

You were amazed and excited at the vivid description. You could just imagine how magnificent such a sight would be "oh I'm definitely walking through them!" you beam

"Good because I was going to drag you through them anyway" he chuckles "Then we continue south towards the bloody shores" Huggin waited for your reaction, not disappointed when you reacted in the way he hoped.

You looked at him wide eyed and intrigued "Bloody shores! Is it as gory as it sounds?" you asked, your voice animated and enthusiastic 

"Well the story says the sea shores were once a clear blue, the waves crashing on the large coastal rocks a frothy white. It was a place of beauty in Asgard, people from all over the realms came to swim within the warm waves. Until the great battle ensued, a vast horrific battle that lasted months. The haven no longer a tranquil place of rest and beauty, it was permanently stained with the blood of Asgardians and their enemies. The water now a bloody red, the waves that crash on the rocks a deep crimson. People who ventured near the caves when the tide was low  swear they hear the wails of those who died in battle. Their souls in unrest not able to find their body that still lay at the bottom of the ocean. Asgardians will never set foot in the water for fear of being dragged down to their watery grave"

You had goosebumps at hearing Huggin relay the urban legend. You were impressed with his story telling.

"That sounds.....amazing!.. Can we get to the caves? Can we swim? I want to swim..." Your voice was full of eager excitement, you wanted to do everything.

Huggin laughs, "Are you not frightened? That story scares even the mightiest of warriors"

You slow down and laugh "I'm more curious than scared. Besides I don't believe it, I mean it's too far fetched. Souls floating in the sea looking for their body, pulling under anyone they pass. It's a great horror story, but it's just that.. a story."

"It's strange how you find that unbelievable even after witnessing such incredible new worlds, realms of gods, creatures, mythical beasts, talking birds..is it really too inconceivable to believe in this story?"

You start to really comprehend what Huggin was saying. He was right, anything was possible in the godly realms.

"Umm maybe let's not swim" your body suddenly overcome with the jitters.

Huggin smiled... "and then from there we retreat back but a different way until we come to the bustling Asgardian town. I know you love to read, they have a small quaint bookshop full of history books. I thought maybe you'd like to read about the trials and tribulations of all the realms, and the many different people that reside there"

"Oh that sounds wonderful! I'm so looking forward to today! This is going to be soo much fun!" your voice high pitched, you were exhilarated by todays planned events.

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The day passed quick, too quick in fact. You wished time would stop and for the sightseeing to never end, you enjoyed your time outside the palace immensely.

Your mind often drifted to Loki, wishing he was with you, but then you replayed his voice talking with the mystery women which made you sad and angry.

It took all your strength to push your thoughts aside, you needed to focus on spending time with your friend Huggin, and bringing inner peace to yourself.

You didn't want your sad face to dampen the mood, not when he thought of you and planned a wonderful day. You were so thankful he took you out.

You laugh at Huggin's Joke as you approach the palace walls, returning back from your day out. He's been telling stories and cracking jokes all day, you've enjoyed his more vocal personality.

Your hands glide through your hair, feeling for any more flower particles. You've been picking bits of lavender from your hair all the way home.

Huggin leaned in and grabbed Nara's reigns, pulling her to a slow trot.

"I'll ride just ahead and have the guards open the gate, just continue your slow stride to the gate Flower"

You nod at Huggin and watched as his horse picked up pace towards the gate.

The sun was getting low, the dark clouds clashing with the light in the sky. You'd planned to be back by early afternoon but you were in awe of all locations, you simply had to take your time exploring.

Your last stop at sightseeing was in the little bookshop, you found lots of fascinating books, and managed to find one explaining all about the realms and it's inhabitants. You were excited to learn more, and eager to surprise Loki of your new knowledge.

You see beautiful pink blossom trees around the edge of the outside palace walls. The pretty pink petals falling and drifting through the wind.

As you look at the array of tree's you see movement by the largest one. You smile when you see it's Loki, you were about to call over to him but you noticed he wasn't alone. You saw him talking with someone hidden partially behind the tree.

You narrow your eyes, squinting to see more clear. You monouver your head straining to see who he speaks with.

Your heart dropped when you see Loki grip the hand of the same women from last night. He pulled her from the tree trunk allowing you to see her clearly.

You were disappointed and even more jealous, she was as beautiful as her voice. He held her hand, in deep conversation with her.

You see his lips move but couldn't hear anything as they were too far away. You wonder who she was and why he was speaking to her lovingly.

He only saw her last night and already he was back to another sneaky meeting. Your mind began to swim with thoughts, jealousy and anger rising in you.

You knew he was up to something, because he was distracted and distanced from you. Yet, you never believed it would be another women.

You looked at him more closely, trying to study the way he looked at her, and held her hand. He was comfortable with her, he clearly knew her well.

You try to dismiss your thoughts, convincing yourself that Loki wouldn't cheat or betray you.

But your mind battled with your heart...

Then why does he look like he's trying to hide behind a tree with a gorgeous women.

She pulled him closer behind the tree making it harder for you to see. She too, trying to hide away.

Your horse continued heading for the gate, going past the point where you could see Loki.

You turn your body straining to keep your eyes on Loki, only just witnessing him take something from the women before your view of them was out of sight.

You turned back around and saw your horse taking you through the palace gates. You were frowning when Huggin approached you, he noticed your sour expression when helping you off Nara.

"Did she go too fast? You look sad.."

Your mind was replaying Loki's hug with the girl ... what was she, his mistress, an old girlfriend, a new girlfriend?

Maybe that's where he disappears to, maybe he leaves your bed to find her, to be with her at night.

You suddenly felt sick.

You dashed from Huggin and ran behind a hedge, emptying the contents of your stomach on the floor, as tears flowed.

Huggin ran over to you, and held your hair back.

"Motion sickness perhaps?" He queries

You get up wiping your tears. "Yeh, must be"

He looked at you concerned, knowing that was not entirely the truth. But he didn't press you further.
Huggin took your hand and steadied you as you walked back to the palace gardens.

You leaned into Huggin's shoulder as you linked arms, only just realising he was taller than Loki. He was certainly softer too, Loki's leathers were not as soft as his feathery bird fuzz.

Huggin looked down at you, enjoying the feeling of you right next to him. You smiled feeling his eyes on you "you're staring again... I'm still feeling your fiery gaze" you mock.

During your day trip you noticed he would sometimes get lost in a daze staring at you.

He quickly turned his head and stared straight ahead. You both laugh, Huggin again taking your mind off Loki and his secret woman.

You began to walk up the palace steps still leaning comfortably on Huggin when your arm is suddenly yanked. The hard pull caused your footing to stumble, making you fall into Loki's arms.

"That's enough of that!..come Mina!" Loki snaps, glaring at Huggin and ignoring eye contact with you.

He pulled on your wrist and dragged you up the steps.

"You're hurting me!" You yell as you twist your hand free from his forceful grip.

You felt enraged, angry that he treated Huggin so cruelly, that he dictates who you spend time with.

You walk back towards Huggin to thank him for the day but Loki had already moved swiftly between you both.

He stood in protest not allowing you anywhere near him. Huggin looked at you sad feeling the hostility.

"It was a wonderful day Flower, have a goodnight" he says before backing away to leave.

Loki looked at you shocked, his face seething.

"Flower? So he gives you pet names now?"

He didn't look as pale as before, his dark circles were almost gone and his energy replenished. Yet he was consumed with dark rage.

"Stop Loki, stop with this mad jealousy!" you yell

Loki narrowed his eyes at Huggin who stopped backing away to make sure you were ok with an intense Loki.

Loki scoffs loudly making sure Huggin hears "I'm not jealous of a broken bird"

He knew what words to say to truly hurt Huggin, you saw and felt Huggins heart break at Loki's words.

You looked at him apologetic, feeling sorry that he continues being the main target of Loki's cruelty.

Loki's demeanour was acting spiteful and confident yet you knew it was all a charade. He was burning inside with rage, envious of your closeness with Huggin, yet he'll never admit it in front of him.

"Stop being so nasty, and dark towards family. Huggin has been great. Taking me out while you busy yourself with something.... Or someone else."  you say bitterly

Loki scrunched his brows, wondering what you meant. He grit his teeth "I busy myself with the issue of Munnin, keeping my promise to you. I told you I will make him pay, give him pain like no other. Maybe show some appreciation instead of spending afternoons alone in the arms of another man!" Loki angry, his eyes ablaze with fury once again.

You took a deep breath to calm your anger, you didn't want to cause a scene in front of Huggin.

"The tongue has no bones, but it is strong enough to break a heart. Be careful with your words Loki"

You turned and walked to Huggin thanking him for a great day, then dashed up the palace steps leaving Loki and Huggin.

Loki clenched his jaw, infuriated. He struggled with deciding what to do, stay and argue with Huggin or chase after you.

He growled loudly at Huggin before sprinting up the stairs chasing after you. You hear him walking fast behind you, and you sped up not wanting him to catch up.

You hear his breath heavy as he picks up speed. Your heart beats fast as you now start to run.
His loud footsteps pound on the floor as he runs behind you in an angry frenzy.

You come to a junction within the palace, not sure which direction you should go. You turn left heading towards the dimmest part, hoping it would hide you within the dark corners from Loki.

You race down the shaded halls, feeling Loki almost at your neck. You feel his presence about to grab you, you spin around to push him away but to your surprise he isn't there.

You dart around looking in every direction, your stomach in knots as you panic. You walk backwards slowly, squinting your eyes to every dark area trying to see if he's hiding within the darkness.

Suddenly you feel hands grab you pulling you into a shaded area.

You're thrown against the wall hard, your mouth covered with Loki's large hand. His gaze infuriated as he stares into your soul.

"You think you can run from me, can hide from me, can move freely without me? I can smell the lavender on you, making you so easy to find. How dare he take you to the love fields!" possessiveness in his voice.

You shake your head free, uncovering your mouth.

"Love fields?" You say confused

Loki scoffs "courting couples go there to hide within the lavender, meeting in secret....Did he kiss you?"

He clenched his jaw, balling his fist tight before striking the wall with force next to your head  "Did he fuck you?!" he screamed

You look at him in shock, his words full of control, his eyes filled with dark angry obsession.

"No! we're friends and nothing more!"

Loki narrows his gaze on you, contemplating if you're telling the truth.

"You are mine whether you want me or not. You're mine whether you love me or not, you're mine always....ALWAYS!...No one will come between us, there isn't anyone I won't hurt, I won't kill, you are MINE!"

Loki's voice was full of danger, you believed every word.

You wanted to be his, but how many other women did he call his too? You remember the beautiful women he secretly met and embraced, it made you mad again.

You struggle under his body, but he's pinned you against the wall tight. Loki smirked as he feels you writhe under him, your defiant yells to let you go muffled by his hands as he covers your mouth again.

You suddenly feel Loki's hand slide up your dress, smoothing over your inner thigh.

He travels further up until his fingers find your wet pussy. You've always been aroused by Loki's dominance, you berate your body for making you so slick.

How can you show him you're pissed when he can feel your arousal on his fingers every time, making you melt under his touch.

"Seems your body betrays you yet again Kitten, you grow moist for me. Your delicious cunt wet for me and only me. No one can make you this soaked, I no you crave me, want me to dominate you once more. Your pussy aching for my hard cock, wanting me to stretch you by fucking you hard against this wall. Does your mind want that? Because we both no your body wants me, say the word and I will take you now. Give in to me and I will not stop until you call out to the gods in pleasure. Just say yes darling"

Loki waits for your answer, removing his hand that covered your mouth.

He grins, pushing his hard cock into your thigh, showing you how hard he is, he's ready and waiting to start pounding.

You glare at him, and with all your strength you push against his chest. It takes Loki by surprise, causing him to stumble back.

He stared at you stunned as you walk away, heading back down the hallway.

You walk confidently, pleased you didn't give in to his silver tongue. He can't charm his way into your pants all the time, even if you do want him.

Suddenly you feel two arms wrap around your waist, you're yanked away once again and held against the same wall.

"Oh Kitten, did me asking for your permission give you the impression you have a choice in the matter? Oh no dear pet, you will be fucked against this wall whether you verbally say yes or not. I'm taking your dripping cunt as a solid yes, your body has approved me, and so you will spread your legs for me"

Loki ripped off your dress, it laid in two pieces on the floor. You stand naked against the wall, his body pushed against yours. His leathers disappear in a flash of green, he uses his feet to push apart your legs, spreading them wide.

His hand moved from your mouth and gripped your two hands, he kissed your knuckles and then your ring before pulling your arms up above your head. He pins them in place, keeping you from moving.

You looked down and watch as Loki pushed his waist towards you, manoeuvring his twitching cock between your folds.

You're fully healed now but you still have nerves. It's been a while since he's penetrated your pussy. Yet your body truly did betray you, you feel your slick drip down your thigh as your arousal makes your core throb wanting his stiff cock inside you.

Loki grins, smirking darkly. He feels your wetness drip onto his cock that sits impatiently at your entrance. 

"Ah Kitten, what a gift. I haven't touched you yet and already your sweet juice flows. If my cock didn't crave your cunt right now, I'd be lapping that up with my tongue."

Loki moved his hips closer to you allowing his cock to rub against your swollen nub. You let out a soft whimper as his hardness caresses you sending electric pulses straight to your core.

"Ah Darling, it's been too long since we've been together. I've missed you"

His words made you snap out of your dazed arousal "who's fault is that?!" you bark, turning your hips to the side so his cock can't touch your intimate parts.

Loki let go of your pinned hands and instead gripped your waist. He pushed you against the wall the right way so he can continue rubbing himself between your folds.

"Do not move away from my touch!" he commands, angry you're resisting him.

Usually you've given in to him by now, allowing him to do what ever he pleases. His control is usually alluring to you, you love being dominated by him but this time it feels different. You couldn't help but feel betrayed with the image of him and the other woman.

The lies and secrecy dampening your mood, and your usual maddening need for him. You couldn't understand how he was sometimes nice, sweet, and other times a jealous beast, showing only a controlling darkness.

Loki nestled his aching cock between your slit once more, ready to push himself in. You suddenly feel overcome with emotion, the flashes of him holding hands, embracing another women not making you angry but deeply hurt. Your heart felt heavy, your body limp, you were full of sorrow.

"Just do what you want Loki, get your satisfaction and leave" you say feeling hollow.

Loki looked at you, shocked by your words and your sudden extreme sadness. You watch confused as he blinks rapidly, shaking his head as though battling with his mind.

He suddenly looked at you softly, his eyes no longer enraged, as though he woke up from his overpowering jealous rage, realising how he's been treating you.

He moved himself off you, giving you some space.

Without his body holding you up you felt your legs wobble. Loki caught you, holding your waist steady. "What is it Darling, what's wrong?" he says concerned, his dark demeanour fading

"You're what's wrong Loki, you've changed" you say with a sombre tone.

Loki looked down, feeling ashamed. You take this action as a sign of guilt. Your tears begin to flow.

"Why Loki? Why did you do it?" your voice starting to tremble

"I'm sorry Darling, I don't mean to do it, but I'm weak. I give into my strong emotions easily in the these matters" 

"How long have you been doing this?" your heart racing, you want to know if she's a new girl, or an old flame.

"Since you were first taken by Munnin, I couldn't help it. I had to off load on someone"

Your breath hitches, you couldn't believe he started cheating on you as soon as you left. You were tortured while he fucked around.

You look at him hurt, and angry. "Do you even love me? How could you.." your voice shaking too much you couldn't finish your sentence

You lean back against the wall feeling worthless.

Loki feels your distress, "I do this because I love you! I see how he looks at you, I hear what he thinks when you're near him. I can't help but be jealous of him. Can you really blame me for treating Huggin that way, yes I admit maybe I react harshly but I will not share you with anyone! So if I have to be cruel to remind him that you're mine then so be it!. Only you make me weak kitten, you're my everything"

You look at Loki confused "you speak of your treatment to Huggin?"

"Yes, my temper towards him started when I saw how he looked at you just before you were taken. Since you've been back it's intensified, I'm sorry I've hurt you darling. I know being engaged was meant to calm my jealousy but it hasn't, I had to warn him to stay away from you especially as I've been busy a lot"

"Loki, that's not what I was referring to"

"Then what's wrong sweetheart?"

"I want to know why are you fucking around with the beautiful woman you secretly meet!...Is that why you haven't touched me intimately in over a week. Do you put me to sleep using your magic then leave me to go to her!" you finally release your anger with an emotional outburst.

Loki looked at you surprised that you knew all of this information.

"I swear to you Kitten, it's not what you think. Yes I've been meeting a friend but she is nothing more than that I promise!" he pleads

"Then why if she's a friend haven't you introduced me to her, why all this secrecy!" you yell demanding to know.

Loki cupped your face, feeling sad that you ever believed he could be with anyone other than you.

"Sweetheart, she's banished from the palace by Odin. She's taken a great risk coming here, providing me with an elixir only she can make. I can't risk her being imprisoned just to introduce you. Please understand"

You look at Loki challengingly, not feeling convinced. He continued talking when he noticed you're still unsure.

"And yes I do make you sleep, I'm sorry I deceived you but I knew you wouldn't let me help you otherwise. Your nightmares were causing you great distress. You needed to heal, and you couldn't do that when your mind was deprived from sleep" Loki says trying to make you understand

"Is that the potion you get from her, you use it to make me sleep?"

"No love, I use my magic for that. I've been using a lot of my magic lately, and it's been draining me. I'm not replenishing quick enough. I needed a potion to help me, giving me a boost in energy"

You realise that's why Loki has been looking unwell lately, drained and pale.

"But it doesn't explain why you leave me every night, why you're away from me all day, why you haven't touched me, why you're sometimes unkind"

Loki hesitates.."The potion is only short relief. I leave to go to Meddie or when I'm too weak she comes to me. I genuinely am away from you during the day busy with finding a solution for us to be together without worry from Munnin, or Odin" Loki says with sincerity.

"Meddie? Thats her name, she's definately not your mistress? " you ask still feeling jealous

"Mistress!...you think I could want anyone other than you! Darling, she's just an old friend, a great sorcerous. She's in fact Thor's lover, he would be angry if he knew I allowed Med to risk her life to aid me. Please keep this between us, he can't no I've involved Meddie."

"Odin banished Thors love? Seems we would get on quite well. Odin doesn't like me either" you say sadly.

Loki pushed his lips to yours taking you by surprise, you open your mouth consuming his tongue, missing the taste of him.

He pulls away leaving you in a daze. "Odin is a problem, my mind has been wracked not just with Munnin, but Odin. I anticipate many scenarios and I want to be ready for all of them. We will be happy together somehow Kitten. Be patient with me please, just no that I'm working on all plans to allow us to be together always, I care not where it is we reside. So long as you're with me"

"So you're not bored of me? you don't regret your proposal?" you say with apprehension.

Loki's eyes widen in complete shock. He pulled you into a hug, squeezing you tightly. His lips touch the tip of your ears. "I need you like a heart needs a beat, you make me feel worthy when I thought I was nothing. I have many regrets, but you Darling will never be one of them. I love you always"

You rest your head in the crook of his neck muffling your sobs, "I'm sorry I doubted you" you say convinced he's telling the truth about Meddie.

"As for not touching you, I've wanted nothing more than to make love to you every night. But I've been so busy it's been draining. I would've just disappointed you, having no energy to please you the way you should be pleased. But allow me to make it up to you Kitten"

Loki stared at you in dark seduction as he pulled your naked body against his, your breasts firmly pressed against his chest. "let me fuck you senseless until your legs give way"

You finally smile, wiping away your tears, you bite your lip in anticipation of having Loki fuck you hard. Your body tingles with desire.

"Do not disappoint me Trickster" your tone a cool yet seductive command.

Loki grins wide, his cock eagerly twitches at your domination. He couldn't wait any longer.

He all of a sudden thrusted his cock into you, entering you with ease, your pussy still wet and prepared for sex.

You gasp, Loki stretching you after a long break made you feel like a virgin. You were slick but tight, his thrusts deep and hard opening you up.

You moan out in pleasure as Loki hits the very back. His cock fully submerged inside you, he moaned deeply as his hips snap into you in perfect rhythm.

His hand grabbed your ass holding you up to angle his cock inside you, hitting your sensitive spot.

He knew what buttons to press to make you ultra sensitive, building up your orgasm.

His mouth travelled down your neck and stopped at your hard nipple, he engulfed it, sucking firmly. His thrusts getting harder and faster as he swirled his tongue around your nipple.

You groan in painful delight, as Loki gently nips at your perky nipple sending waves of pleasure through you.

Your hands wrap around his neck as you buck your hips into him matching his movements. Your body is pushed vigorously against the cold wall, your ass smashing against it as Loki pounds into you with extreme force.

You feel your legs begin to wobble, as the pleasureful sensations travel up to your head causing you to be clouded in a foggy bliss.

Loki lifts you up completely, your numb legs wrapping around his waist as they no longer function as legs, he's fulfilled his fucked until senseless promise.

Your fingers run through his hair, making Loki relax into your touch. His eyes close, and his head falls back as you continue to play with his hair.

You can see he really enjoys the feeling. You suck on his neck as you continue threading his raven locks between your fingers.

Your combined sucking on his neck and hair playing made Loki to unravel, the pleasure from his now slower deep thrusts and your touch made his cock pulsate.

To your surprise he began spilling into you, his satisfied orgasmic moan grew louder as the last drop emptied from him.

He held your body tightly against him as he rode out his orgasm. He thrusted into you a few more times allowing you to reach your own high.

You cum on his cock as he finishes, your breathy moan muffled into his neck as you hug into him.

"Fuck Kitten, you made me cum when I didn't want to finish. Only you can do that to me, only your touch can make me come undone like that" Loki says out of breath, surprised that he lost control. "There is no one else but you sweetheart, don't doubt my love for you ever again"

Relief mixed with your ecstasy, your heart swelled once more. "I love you Loki" you say with certainty.

Loki smiled but you felt he was apprehensive "what? What's wrong?" you asked curious

"Am I the only one in your heart? I no you grow close to Huggin, and I'm to blame. I know I've been distracted. You've felt lonely, which may have opened up your heart to him, do you want him more than me?"

He looked at you with trepidation, worry in his voice. He's scared your about to admit you want Huggin more than him. You stare at him confused, your about to speak when he cuts in..

"No no, don't answer.. I don't want to no. Just know that I will do better, I will be worthy of your love Kitten. Don't push me out of your heart completely until I've shown you that I'm trying. Ok Darling.. can you do that, just stay with me, don't give up on me. I can be better than him, give you everything you want, do you want gifts? Jewellery, Gold, a palace..I can make us a palace of our own, Please Darling..don't leav.."

You cut Loki from his ramblings, you feel his pleas, his pain, his heartfelt offerings of items to buy your love. He's insecure again, believing his self worth isn't good enough making him doubt whether you love him. He needs attention, he needs comfort, he needs praise.. you know him too well.

You press your finger up to his lips "how can you still doubt my love for you My King, I have eyes for you to search. Look within them Loki and you will see the light of my love burns fiercely for you, and only you"

Loki sets your feet down and stared into your eyes, searching for what he seeks.

You feel him sift through, welcoming him inside.

You see a tear form in his eye before a smile spreads across his face.

He leans his forehead onto yours, and lets out a big sigh "you love me" relief in his voice.

A small laugh escapes you "yes, I do love you. My angry, jealous, loving, affectionate God. I love all of your craziness, there is nothing that will change that I promise"

Loki looked at you, his gaze full of emotion "remember that Darling, please remember...as I will hold you to that promise one day"

You look at him and smile confused, brushing off his words as another form of self doubt.

Loki knew the day will come when you finally see who he really is. His heritage is never kept secret from people for too long and he fears that day with all of his heart.

He hopes you remember your promise to always love him no matter what.