You hear a distant sobbing getting louder as your soul fully enters your body.

You flutter your eyes open, your gaze immediately going to the sound of sobs.

You're startled to see a man hunched over you.

His body trembled as he weeped uncontrollably, uttering incoherent words against your torn dress.

You don't see his face, only a bowed head that cascades long black locks against your skin.

He's gripped you tight, his fingers leaving dents in your skin, fearing if he loosens them you'll slip from his hands.

You tear your eyes away from the heartbroken man, peeking quickly around the room.

You're still in the prison cell.

You recognise Thor who sits slumped over, his face in his hands as he too weeps.

Not far from him you see the deceitful King Odin, busy talking to guards. Likely arranging your funeral you imagine. No one yet realising you're in fact alive.

You suddenly sense someone watching you, an unnerving feeling crawling up your skin. You look to the far corner of the room, feeling an ominous presence in that direction.

A pair of yellow eyes stare at you.

Your stomach lurched, and quickly you turn away. You really didn't want to look at Munnin's conceited smile.

Fucking Munnin, why was he not dead yet?

Your gaze quickly darted back to the sniffling man, who's warm tears now pool and overflow down the sides of your exposed belly.

Your heart genuinely ached for him.

You knew he was crying for you, it was clearly obvious the way he held you.

You remember Hela mentioning someone who'd have destroyed all of Hell to find you. You guess this must be him, this must be Loki.

"Welcome back Peaches" the sickening voice of Munnin curses your ears

"Oh fuck off Munnin!" you instinctively snap back, annoyed he had the audacity to address you after he killed you.

All eyes suddenly turned to you, Thor staring wide eyed, a huge grin taking over his face.

Odin stood frozen, and even the guards looked on in disbelief.

Before you had a chance to gaze at Loki, he's pulled you up, squishing your body against his soo tight it compressed your chest.

You didn't no him, yet you felt a warmth flow through you as he held you. His arms cradling your body as though you were the most precious thing to hold.

You sank into his embrace, relishing the sincere comfort.

Yet, you'd have enjoyed the hug more if his leathers wasn't so hard, and if you had some recollection of him.

You struggled in his grip, trying to pull yourself away, unable to tolerate the forceful squeeze any longer.

You push yourself out of his arms, falling heavy on your rear. You felt wet saturate your dress as you sit in something damp and sticky.

You look at your hands, and all around the floor. You felt peeved when you realise you'd just fallen back into a pool of your own blood. You glare at the culprit Munnin as you wipe off the deep crimson, huffing and puffing in annoyance.

Fucking Munnin

"Kitten?"

Your eyes snap to Loki's voice, seeing his handsome yet pale features more clearly. He looked at you questioningly.

"Are you okay sweetheart? Why did you break from my embrace?

Sweetheart? yes, this is certainly Loki.

You thought best to be honest.

"Well, to be completely truthful..... I struggled free because you compressed me so tight against your hard leathers, my nipples were painfully squished. I may have strength of a Goddess now, but my God, my nips are just as sensitive, or even more so"

You suddenly look to Odin with curiosity, he stands open mouthed "Hela said you gave me some of your Odin's force, so I'm wondering do you have overly sensitive nipples? because I wasn't like this before" you stare at Odin completely straight faced and serious.

Thor breaks out in a fit of laughter seeing his father turn red, Odin's gaze directing away from you.

Loki beams, kneeling down and cupping your face. "I'm so glad you still have your sense of humour Kitten, Gods, you had me worried there!" he says relieved, planting a lingering kiss on your lips.

Loki pulls away when he doesn't feel you kiss him back, he looks at you nervously.

"I'm sorry, I wasn't entirely finished with my reasons. I also pulled from you because I.... I don't no who you are" you admit, not meaning to cause sadness. Yet you see it, the complete and utter sorrow on his face.

"Stop kidding around Mina" Thor chuckles "Loki's been through enough, just kiss him already, you have a wedding to plan!"

You dart your head to Thor in shock. "A wedding? what?"

Loki pulls your face back to his, desperately looking into the blue of your eyes. You wonder what he's doing, he's just staring, deeply, intently.

His eyes widened, letting out an audible gasp as he stumbled back. The look of despair consuming his face.

"It's gone, your love. It's gone! you don't love me, I don't see it. Your light.... WHERE IS YOUR LIGHT?!" he shouts, his voice pained and full of turmoil.

"I'm sorry" you say, feeling his anguish.

Loki stands up pacing the room, his mind wracked with thoughts "what do I do? how can I fix this? she needs to love me, remember me, I must fix it, fix her! damn it, damn it, DAMN IT!" Loki hits his head with his hands, forcefully pounding at his skull.

Thor quickly runs to his brothers aid, pulling Loki's fists away to stop him from hurting himself.

Loki's new found strength gained from the immortality gem meant his strikes were hard blows, causing him to bruise and break skin.

Remorse tugged at your heart seeing Loki break down. His mind consumed with grief at learning you don't remember him. Don't love him.

Thor struggled to take hold of Loki, he was too strong to stop. He continued his frustrated pacing, his brain working overtime trying to think of ways to cure you, to fix you, to make you love him. 

He leaned his forehead against the wall, pounding his fists onto the bricks.

His mind physically hurt as he tried to push aside the intrusive thoughts. Thoughts of you moving on and loving someone else while he remained stuck in his turmoil.

"If you don't love me, then why should I remain breathing? How can I go on if I've lost the most precious thing in my life, you gave me purpose, and without you I am nothing!"

He yells his thoughts to you as you remain sitting on the floor staring up at him, his eyes full of misery.

You didn't no what to say, you've just awoke to find a man desperately in love with you yet you remember nothing of him.

You're thrust into a whole new world of magic, immortality, power and now this forgotten love. You didn't no what to say to console him, you needed time to properly think everything through.

He grew impatient and angry at not getting any sort of reply. He suddenly hit the wall so hard it cracked the concrete.

Everyone watched as the break continued spreading through a large portion of the foundations.

You hear a low chuckle come from Munnin who has sat in glee watching Loki come undone.

Your stomach balled in knots, knowing if you heard the laugh, so did Loki.

A maddening fury overcame Loki's features, he sprinted towards Munnin, his arms outstretched.

Loki gripped Munnins throat, letting him dangle in the air coughing and spluttering as he squeezes harder and harder on his neck.

Munnins wings involuntarily protract and flutter about madly as Loki cuts off his air supply.

Loki angered by the flapping wings gripped one with his free hand, forcefully tearing it from Munnin's bird body.

You hear the crunch of Munnin's bone as his left wing is torn off completely, and even with Munnin's loud agonising shriek, the snap could be heard. 

"Loki, let him go!" Odin demanded, worried Loki may have a psychotic break at any moment and kill his raven, the precious knowledge Odin seeks, lost with his demise.

Loki reached for the other wing, Munnin shook his head vigorously in protest, his body squirming as his feet still dangle off the floor.

"Stop. I... can... fix.. her mind" he splutters.

Munnin gripped his severed wing, pining for it after Loki dropped him from a great height.

"How?! How can I fix her? I need her love back!" Loki growled at a bloodied Munnin, his anger causing his eyes to turn red.

Munnin was too distraught with his wing to reply, he was finally broken, in his own despair. He madly tried to reattach his severed wing.

"TELL ME!!" Loki screams, his voice showing a pained sorrow.

He gripped Munnin's ankles and hurled him across the room. He crashed face first into the solid wall, his teeth smashing against the brick.

You watch horrified as Loki charges at Munnin again, ready to pound him once more. Odin's voice suddenly bellowed out into the room, ordering Loki to stop.

Loki turned around and glared at Odin.

"YOU!...you did this! this is the side effect of your force, your power! make her love me! make her remember me!"

Loki's expression was crazed, his hands glowing green preparing his magic to attack his father.

"Loki no!" Thor yells

"Stop Loki! Or I will hurt you!!" Odin warns, pointing Gungnir his magical spear at a raging Loki, who's body suddenly morphs into his blue Jotun form.

"Hurt me? no one can further my pain, I am already at peak torment! So go ahead dear father! Hurt me! HURT ME!!" Loki sprinted towards Odin, seeing only red, uncaring should he live or die. For in his mind he's already lost you, without your love there is nothing worth living for.

Your heart hammered inside your chest, feeling Loki's heartache. Genuinely sad that you don't remember him, that you don't feel what he wants you to feel. Guilt tugged at your heart, you didn't want Loki to get hurt because of you.

A heaviness bubbled inside your body, the odd sensation felt like a volcano about to explode and expel its fiery larva. Except this was not fire, it was your magic rising up and spilling out of you. Your untamed magic reacting to your strong emotions.

In a blink of an eye, you'd teleported in front of a charged Jotun, positioning yourself between the two Gods.

Loki couldn't stop in time, not expecting anyone other than Odin to be in front of him. He crashed into you with force, both of your bodies hurling outside the cell towards standing guards.

The Guards quickly scarper away from the two powerful Gods who bounce off the hard floor, rolling to a stop on broken glass.

The hard knock winded you, you gasped a few times before returning to a normal breathing rhythm. You open your eyes, seeing you lay directly on top of Loki.

His red eyes stare up at you, his body too shocked, and to scared to move incase any part of his uncovered Jotun skin touched you.

"Don't move" he instructs, keeping his breathing to shallow short breaths. He feared the rise and fall of his chest could cause you to brush against his icy skin.

You look at him puzzled.

"Thor, take her" he says slowly, almost in a whisper.

You hear Thor walk over the broken glass, the crunch of his boots getting closer.

"I'm perfectly capable of getting up myself" you say rolling your eyes, and using his body as leverage to push yourself up.

"No!" Loki yells out in distress

His eyes scrunched closed not wanting to witness your skin searing as you touch his exposed skin.

You look at Loki curiously as you stand and hover over him. You turn to see a shocked Thor who's mouth slowly gapes open.

"What the heck is wrong with you all?" you ask stupefied

Thor see's you unharmed, walking over to you and observing your body. He smiles completely bewildered, seeing no burn marks, no singes, no frost bite.. nothing.

"You can open your eyes Loki, it seems your Goddess is immune to your skin" Thor beams, smiling down at his brother.

"No! I don't believe you, I refuse to witness the carnage" Loki shakes his head, his eyes still tightly shut

"But Brother"

"No, I can't bare any more heartache, I will never open my eyes, leave me rot here"

You take a deep breath and sigh, did I really love such a big baby?

You sit on top of Loki, straddling your legs on either side of him.

Loki twitches his face, feeling your long strands of hair tickle him as you lean over.

"Loki" you whisper, your hot breath felt on his cool skin "Open your eyes" you say softly

His stubbornness continued, still refusing to open his eyes.

You move your hand to his face, tracing the outline of his jaw.

"Such pretty features" you say, admiring his chiseled cheeks "I can see myself falling in love with this face...in time"

Loki suddenly opened his eyes, they widened seeing your face right in front of him. You smiled, seeing his ruby eyes meet with yours.

"You're not injured?" he asks skeptical

You continue moving your fingertip across his cheekbones, down the ridge of his nose, around the outline of his lips.

"Well, apart from the little shards of glass that's now embedded in my ass cheeks, I'm perfectly fine"

Loki chuckled at your wit, your humour one of his favourite things about you.

"You said you could love me?" he asked with doubt

"We could get to no each other and see where it goes" you suggest

Loki furrows his dark brows, "I have to court you? Like going on dates?" he says sounding irked

You giggle "well didn't we do that before falling in love?" you ask curious

"No, absolutely not"

"Then how did we come to be? Surely Gods have long evolved from the caveman way"

Loki laughed "no darling, I didn't pull on your hair and drag you to my cave, claiming you as my own"

You smiled "well that's good to know....so, we went out to dinner?"

"Umm... no"

"Lunch?"

"Not lunch either" he admits

"A movie? a walk around a park?" you ask, completely puzzled how you and Loki supposedly fell in love

"Love was thrust upon us sweetheart, the norse gods guided you and I together, our hearts led us to each-other, knowing we were fated to meet"

You smile at his sweet words, eager to no more

"And when we finally gave in to our desire, I caged you in my torture room. Belittling you with a pet collar, making you fetch your own lacey lingerie. Imprisoning you behind a locked door so you could experience my extreme domination. Spanking you, biting you, marking you with not just my name, but with my seed. Bucketful's of my Godly fluid, no part of your body went untouched.
Ah, the sweet memories of those days. I truly miss it Kitten"

You stare at Loki gobsmacked.

His lips slowly curve up into a grin, making you sigh in relief.

"You had me going there Loki" you chuckle, pushing yourself up from his body.

Loki pulls you back down, forcing you to stay against his Jotun form.

"I've had you in every way possible, committing to memory every freckle on your body. Even as we speak the taste of you lingers on my tongue. Your pleasureful moans a sweet lullaby I replay in my mind before I sleep. If it's courting you want, dinner, lunches, and walks in beautiful places, I'll do it all for you. I'll make it my life's mission to win your heart, I merely ask that you give me the chance"

You stare into the red of his eyes, the shimmering blue of his skin. His features were striking. Mesmerising.

"I can hide this icy form, I promise you'll never see this monstrous side of me. Just agree my love, agree to try" he asks pleadingly.

You continue gazing at him, never once fearing him.

"I see no monster Loki"

His brows scrunched together, his beseeching eyes fighting back tears. He desperately wanted to kiss you, the urge overwhelming. Yet he fought it, scared if he rushed you with his forceful lust, his strong passion and desire you'd close your heart to him fully.

You suddenly hear a low growl, Loki heard it too because his face turned towards the tiny snarl.

"What in the nords is that?!" Thor yelps, alarmed

"It can't be?" you exclaim

You quickly jump up from Loki's body, and dart back inside the cell.

You're about to step forward but you feel hands tug on your waist. You turn to find Loki holding you back. His body returned to his Asgardian form.

"Is it dangerous? maybe I should inspect it first" he insists

You couldn't help but find his concern for you cute.

"It's okay Loki, she won't hurt me"

You hear another growl and a small bark. You turn to look at Fluffy who stands in a threatening stance snarling and snapping at Munnin's feet. She must have sneakily slipped through the portal with you.

You kneel down "come here girl, come to mummy" 

Fluffy, the three headed hellhound ran towards you, jumping in the palm of your hand.

You lifted her up, and snuggled her into your face. Immediately she offered you puppy licks.

"Did we adopt another child while I was mentally incapacitated sweetheart?"

You blushed red, fighting the urge to bite your lip. There was something about his fatherly talk that aroused you.

"Great, so now the palace has a mythical giant wolf and a three headed hellhound who will no doubt become just as big as Fenrir!" Odin says angrily "I'm not in agreement with this! It cannot stay!"

You glare at Odin. Fluffy senses your anxiousness and growls.

Loki immediately laughs "Oh, you're a keeper, you're definitely staying. Although the name Fluffy doesn't quite suit a three headed dog"

"Oh and what would you name her?" you ask curious

"I've always been rather fond of the name Cerberus"

As soon as Loki mentioned the name Cerberus, she flew from your hands and onto Loki's shoulder, entwining her body within his black locks.

"Well, it seems she's in agreement" you smile

"Welcome to the family Cerby!" boomed an ecstatic Thor, patting a beaming Loki on the back.