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                               Don't give up, not yet...

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Time set: Attack Of The Clones

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(Y/N) POV.

"I will do whatever you ask..." A voice rang through the dark space.

I looked around confused but like always I never knew where the voices were coming from. The voice was seemingly full of sorrow and defeat.

"Just help me save him."

"Here by you shall be known as Darth--"

Before the other person could finish their sentence I jolted awake on a metal table. Immediately I groaned from the pain and laid back down. A droid rolled over and looked at a screen next to me and beeped some things.

By now I realised that I was in a medical wing and the events from yesterday flashed through my brain. Count Dooku did this to me.

I decided to sit up a bit and crack my neck a few times, who knew how long I was laying here. As I rolled my head I saw a figure standing by the doorway. It was the chancellor. I gave him a nod and with him giving one back he walked away.

"Why was the chancellor even here?" I muttered to myself.

I reached up to see if they stiched up the cut on my head but my hand found another line of stiches. My fingers grazed the small lines made by a thread on the back of my neck and I wondered if I hit my head there too. I certaintly didn't remember but it could have been after I lost conciousness.

The droid rolled back over and helped me get off the table and motioned to me that I could go. I thanked it and walked up the steps to the glass hallway. Looking around I could see a few troopers walking to different rooms and jedi doing the same.

I decided to roam around and find Anakin or Padmé, or any jedi I knew personally. While I turned the corner I caught sight of my reflection in the glass and cringed. There was a long scar from my forehead down to my cheek. Awsome, just what I needed.

"(Y/N)!" Someone whisper yelled from behind a closed door.

I turned around quickly and saw a door slightly open. With a slight causion I strode towards it and once I was close a hand grabbed mine and pulled me inside.

It was another hospital room and I looked up now recognising Anakin. I smiled at him and he gave me a quick kiss.

"Are you okay? Are you hurt in anyway?" He asked in worry.

"I'm fine, Anakin, just a few stitches." I replied with a laugh. "What about you? Is your hand okay?"

"You could say that..." Anakin said.

He held up his arm which was cut off and a new robotic hand was attached to it from his elbow. He moved the fingers turning and turned to me.

"I'll have to get used to it, but it works just fine." He said and started to examine my face. "Does it hurt?"

"What?"

"The scar."

"Oh, no!" I laughed. "I barely feel it anymore, it's like nothing even happened."

"Good, it looks cool." Anakin smiled at me. "You're still as beautiful as before, nothing will ever change that."

He leaned down and gave me another kiss which was interupted by R2 flying inside the door and beeping furiously. The two of us laughed at the droid who was happly rolling around once he saw us.

Within a few minutes Obi-Wan walked inside aswell and gave us a nod.

"It's good to see the two of you recovering." He said with a smile. "(Y/N), I came to find you to tell you that the council would like to speak with you..."

I gulped. I knew it was going to be about the things that happened back on Geonosis. I gave a small nod as Obi-Wan turned to talk with his padawan about his arm.

I decided to make my way back to the temple since it would be better the get it over with as soon as I can. I said goodbye to Anakin and his master and started walking. I had to take a transport ship to it but atleast I had time to think over what to tell them.

I lost control? I was mad? Family problems? What was I supposed to say? Whatever I would tell them wouldn't be good enough, there's no exclamation for doing something like that. What if they find Jaster? I can't lose my last alive family member.

I continued to think about my words while I walked past the jedi younglings, padawans and masters. It didn't take too long to get there but it seemed like and eternity for me. Everything was goung downhill for me. The visions I'm having are making me terrified to the core, I have no idea what they could mean. And that Anakin is having them too? It doesn't seem right.

I took a deep breath once I saw the door of the council's room. "You can do this..."

Just as quickly as I got there the door opened and I saw everyone in the room staring at me. I tried to mask how scared I was but it didn't really work. The door closed with a hiss and now I was standing in the middle of the area.

"Young Kothari, I suppose you already know why you are here." Master Windu said and I nodded my head.

"Young (Y/N), " My master, Yoda, spoke up. "On Geonosis, anger took over. What is it that happened?"

"I..." My voice was trembling. "I found out something I never wanted to hear-"

"That is not a reasonable excuse!" Another jedi master told me.

"Let her speak!" Master Windu said.

"I found out that my father was a sith. I guess...I think the emotions inside of me just bursted and I let the rage take over. I shouldn't have let that happen, I'm really sorry Master. It will never happen again, I promise you." I stated, not meeting anyones eye.

"How do we even know if she can keep that promise? We all saw what happened, she attacked a sith on her own and look at what happened!" One of them protested motioning to my face.

"What happened to her face, an accident it was." Master Yoda spoke in a weirdly calm voice.

"This is not the ways of the Jedi, I suggest we expel her from the order!"

I froze. That was something none of us wanted ti hear. I never thought that I'd hear it in person. What stabbed me in the heart even more was that a few more agreed.

"(Y/N) some bad things she has done, but expel her I will not." Yoda replied to the mumbling room.

"I suggest we keep an eye out on her training and mission's, like she said we can't let this happen again." Windu proposed.

They began to mutter amongst each other and after a few minutes the most of them decided to let me stay. It was like a huge weight was lifted off my shoulders. I could finally breath.

"However this does not excuse you from your actions." He continued. "We will call you in some times and you will tell us what you are feeling. We can't let the darkside take over you."

I nodded my head and after a dismissing wave I walked back outside.

The hallway was eerily silent. There were no people in sight and after finding a spot further away from the council I just broke down.

All the trauma from my childhood, my feelings which have been bottled up just simply came out. I don't know what was happening to me. It's like ever since the visions started I have been changing. Things from my childhood were coming back into my life after years. Something bad was going to happen, I could feel it. In a matter of time everything will crumble in front of us and we will not be able to do anything.

Suddenly I felt a hand on my shoulder which made me jump. I turned to my right to see Anakin crouching beside me with a concerned look. I didn't even care anymore if they saw us or not. I just hugged him and cried. I had to let everything out. And the best things was that I had a shoulder to cry on. Someones shoulder who wouldn't leave me. Someone who loved me for who I was.

"It's okay..." Anakin whispered in my ear as he ran his hand through my hair. "You can cry as much as you want."

And that I did. I lost track of time, I had no idea how long we have been there on the ground. But once I calmed down he pulled me up to my feet and gave a kiss on my forehead.

Anakin gave me a smile. "Guess what!"

"What?" I asked with a smill sniff.

"Padme told me that she, I still have no idea why, gave us an apartment where we can stay!" He said and grinned even more.

"What? That's wonderfull!" I smiled and gave him a hug but I quickly turned worried. "But what if the council finds out?"

He thought for a moment. "If they didn't realise our relationship by now then they won't realise that."

"I hope you're right, Anakin. I hope you are."

We decided to spend one last night in our rooms which we got assigned in at the temple, but we were both excited to see that suite Padme got us. I still didn't understand why but I am happy for it. I will have to thank her for it soon, once I meet her again.

Once I was in my fairly small room I changed into some attire for sleeping. I was definetly tired, even though it was seemingly a small day I slept through half of it due to the happenings on Geonosis. I tossed and tured for a while until I found a comfortable position and as soon as I did, I fell asleep.

However the dream turned into a vision. A really dark vision.

I felt myself standing somewhere but didn't see the end nor the start of it. It was like a really long never ending hallway, probably a ships.

I sighed to myself and didn't think much of it at first but soon I heard a siren going off. It was so loud it made my head ache. Suddenly a few white armored, identical men rushed past me with blasters. They looked a lot like the clones.

After they ran past a few uniformed women and men ran in different directions yelling at people not in my sight.

Within a few seconds loud booming footsteps rand around the hallway. The way the shoes met the metal made it seem like a bantha was the one walking.

"Where have they gone?" An older womans voice yelled.

"U-uhm, we don't know...we're looking for them now." One of the black uniformed men replied.

"Find them immediately! I can't believe you can't catch three random kids!" The black cloaked figure, who stood facing their back to me, shouted obviously frustrated. "Why are you still standing here, go!"

The man ran away and I could feel the rage suddenly dissapear and the hallway was filled with worry.

"Get out of here, Luke..."

•alright hello, I am back from the dead. I had a huge writers block for this fic for months but now my inspo is back for anything related to Anakin!

Im really sorry it took so long for me to update this. School was just terribly hard and I had to focus on my life outside of wattpad more. But now that I'm back I'll be updating as much as I can. I'm really glad so many of you are reading this. It means a lot to me.

Also as the time passed I actually started three more Anakin fics: After Dark, Playground and Daydream! If you guys would like to I'd appreciate it if you'd check them out! <3