warning ⚠️; mostly smut in this chapter, I'm sorry (enjoy!). Mention of infertility towards the end.

Soft moans fell from Caitlin's lips, her nails digging deep into Jax' shoulder as his pelvis grinded against hers, his rock hard member slipping between her wet folds until he finally slid inside her, slowly and inch by inch. Her eyes shot shut as the sweet pain shot through her core, her walls slowly stretched by her Old Man's cock.

Making the position more comfortable by tilting her hips upwards, grinding her hip against his, another moan slipped past her lips, followed by a deep groan coming from the blonde who's positioned between her long legs.

This was a nice way ending their little trip they had taken. Exploring all of Los Angeles at day and exploring each other at night.

Pinning her down with his body, their exposed chests glued together, her hard nipples pressing against his sweaty skin, Jax picked up a comfortable pace once he was fully seated inside her and swallowed by the warmth of her pussy.

One of his hands gripped her ass, keeping her close to him as his forehead fell against hers, blonde strands of his hair brushing against her flawless face as he captured her lips in a sloppy kiss, asking for entrance by running the tip of his tongue over her slightly parted lips.

A hum escaped his throat as their tongues met, exploring each other's mouths as they got lost in the moment. His other hand got lost in her ginger hair, giving them a sharp yet gentle tug to add a little more of the sweet pain Caitlin was craving, drawing a soft whimper from her.

Her mind going blank, eyelids flutter, as it was only him and her. Feeling his length pull out only so he could slam inside her again made her head spin, asking for more with just a needy whimper.

"You want more, babe?", Jax asked, his voice hoarse with a hint of excitement as his blue eyes met her equally blue ones, a smile tugging at the corner of his mouth.

"Please..", the redhead whispered, nibbling on his bottom lip. "Fuck me hard, Jax."

A loud gasp fell from her lips as Jax' grip on her ass became possessive, pushing her deeper into the mattress beneath them with his weight. His thrusts were rough, fast and on the verge of becoming mercilessᅳ just the way she liked it.

"Takin' it so well, darlin'", he said in a low growl, closing his fist around her red strands once again to pull her head closer, his elbow resting on the pillow beside her head to keep himself up. "That's my girl."

"Fuck..feels so..feels so g-good", she managed to croak out, her legs, one spread wide and the other firmly snaked around his hip, starting to tremble.

Jax' lips found her neck, nibbling and sucking on every soft spot she had, enjoying the sounds she was making for and because of him. Leaving love bites and hickeys like they were two teenagers, he made sure to keep his pace, fucking his Old Lady the way she needed itᅳ the way they needed it.

Kissing his way up again, leaving a wet trail from her neck up to her jawline, the blonde captured Caitlin's lips once again. Nothing but the wet sounds of their sloppy, passionate kiss, their grunts and moans and the skin slapping filled the Motel room they were in.

"Look at me." Letting go of her ass, Jax placed his hand on the mattress next to her head so he could grab her chin with the one that had been buried in her hair only a moment ago. "I wanna see your pretty face when you cum for me, darlin'."

He always knew when she was close. The way her body tensed beneath him, how her warm walls clenched around his cock hard with each thrust and the way the sound of her moans changed gave it awayᅳ from needy whimpers to loud, breathless gasps.

With flushed cheeks, she looked into Jax' eyes, her heart beating violently against her chest as a slight grin appeared on his lips, still shimmering from the kiss.

The mix of his words, feeling his cock pounding into her and his sweaty body pressed against hers was all she needed to fall over the edge. But it was the way he held her chin, gripped tightly in his large hand, his fingertips and rings digging into her skin, holding her head in place so she had no other choice but to look at him.

The last two thrusts sent an electrifying feeling up her core, causing something in her abdomen to snap. Closing her fingers around the sheet, pulling as if her life depended on it, she dragged her long nails down Jax' back, leaving bloody welts.

"Fuck", the blonde panted, his hot breath hitting her face as he arched his back, enjoying the short, burning pain to the fullest.

And that did it for Caitlin. Her walls pulsated, clenching around his cock and squeezing it, drawing another moan from him as Caitlin struggled to meet his intense gaze. But she did. Looking him straight in the eyes as she came, his name fell from her lips in a sultry moan.

"Oh my..fuck..I-" Caitlin, unable to form a full sentence, snapped her head back into the pillow and grinded her pelvis against his, rubbing her throbbing clit against Jax' mound.

"I know, I know", Jax purred against her neck, sinking his teeth into her skin as he fucked her through her orgasm, hard and merciless as he chased his own climax.

It was only when his thrusts became sloppier and slower that Caitlin captured his lips, pushing her tongue directly into his mouth to explore again while still out of breath. Leaning one hand against his cheek, she buried the other in his hair, slightly tugging at his blonde strands.

Jax pushed himself up a little, choosing deep, slow strokes so he could watch how her pussy gripped his cock and sucked it back in every single time and wetting his full length with her slick. Fuck, she was dripping and he couldn't get enough of it.

"Shit..that's it, babe", he announced with a deep growl, giving one last hard thrust before coating her inner walls with his hot seeds, letting out a deep groan at the tight feeling of her pussy milking his cock.

Jax grabbed the chin of the whimpering mess beneath him, both completely out of breath, and captured her plump lips once again. The kiss was slow, sloppy and wet but also full of passion and desire.

He had never met a woman who could meet his needs like Caitlin, the first woman he had no problem staying faithful toᅳ because he had everything he needed. He had finally settled down and that was a damn good feeling.

"I love you, darlin'", he murmured into the kiss, his voice hoarse but full of sincerity as he slipped an arm under her body to hold her close.

Caitlin's heart swelled with love, her eyes closed as the tip of her nose gently rubbed against his. "I love you too, handsome."

They shared contented smiles, both happy and satisfied. Pulling out of her, Jax rolled next to his girlfriend and encircled her waist again with his arm to pull her back against his chest, their naked bodies merging together as fatigue slowly took over both of them.

ᅳ

Back in Charming, Caitlin first took care of the grocery shopping to restock their fridge while Jax was at the clubhouse as he had to discuss some things with the guys. She had assured him that she could easily carry the items on her own, otherwise Jax would've insisted that a prospect would help her.

Abel was still in daycare and she didn't have to go back to work until tomorrow, so she had time and didn't have to rush. Humming softly, she strolled through the aisles, the shopping cart slowly filling up with fresh groceries and canned goods.

Still floating on cloud nine from the little trip she and Jax had taken, Caitlin was convinced that nothing could change her moodᅳ until she spotted a woman, a hand rubbing her large belly and a toddler on her hip as she searched the shelves for a specific pack of cereal, pure happiness etched into her features as she looked at the little girl attached to her hip.

As so often when she saw pregnant women, Caitlin's heart shattered at the thought of not being able to have more childrenᅳ or even give birth to a child.

Don't take this the wrong way, Abel was her world, her childᅳ and she considered herself lucky to be able to call herself his mom. Nevertheless, she had always dreamed of a large family with several childrenᅳ or at least two.

She couldn't deny that she wouldn't like to go through a pregnancy too. The feeling of feeling your child inside you, recognizing their footprints or handprints on your stomach later in the pregnancy or witnessing live how your own child let out its first cryᅳ that had to be such a great experience.

And she would never be able to have any of that.

The redhead let out a shaky breath, rubbing the tip of her nose as she fled into the next aisle and tossed Abel's favorite cereal into the cart. As she often did, she swallowed the feeling of incompleteness that came with infertility.

It was only when she bumped into someone that Caitlin realized that she hadn't paid any attention to her surroundings.

"Shit, sorry!" Lifting her head, she sucked on her teeth as none other than Tara Knowles stood before her. Great. "Oh, hi."

"Hey", the doctor replied, rubbing her arm awkwardly. It was a strange situation for both women. Still, the brunette recognized the distress in Caitlin's blue eyes. "Are you okay?"

"Me? Yeah, why?", the redhead lied. Tara was the last person she wanted to talk to about the things that were bothering her. "I have to go, sorry."

"Caitlin wait." After a moment's hesitation, Tara reached for the slightly younger woman's arm, her gaze sincere. "I know Jax doesn't believe me, but my intention really wasn't to cause any trouble."

"I know", Caitlin murmured as she snatched her arm out of Tara's grasp, her emotions already all over the place, tears burning in her eyes as the pregnant woman with the toddler passed by, causing a new wave of frustration wash over her. "But you better stay away from my son and Jax in the future, I mean it."

A little startled by the sudden harsh tone, Tara withdrew her hand, her hands raised in surrender. "Got it, I was just trying to be nice."

With a sigh, Caitlin closed her eyes after Tara had left. Has she been unfair? Probably. Maybe she should just apologize next time she'd see Tara, after all it wasn't the doctor's fault that she was frustrated.

With her elbows resting on the handle of the shopping cart, Caitlin let her head fall into her hands, ignoring the happy squeals of the toddler in the same aisle as she tried not to burst into tears in the middle of the store when she caught another glimpse of the woman's baby bump.

Right now she really needed Erin, the only one who really knew how much she suffered because of the infertility. She knew that Jax would listen to her, try to understand and comfort her. But did she really want to burden him with her problems?

Caitlin took a deep breath, pulled herself together and straightened her shoulders before she rushed past the woman and headed straight for the checkout. Right now she just wanted to go home and call her sister.

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