I love you, and that's
the beginning and end of
everything.

Charlotte's P.O.V

"Do I have to?" I groaned. "Don't get me wrong, I love soup. I can drink it all the time and any time but when I really need to drink it, I just don't wanna." I chuckled.

"Yes ma'am you must to drink it." Justin said as he grinned when he heard my whining.

"But-ouch." I hissed in pain making him immediately rush by my side. Pain shoot through my lower stomach and I started biting my bottom lip,  trying to contain myself from wincing in pain. "Are you okay? Does something hurt? Does your leg hurt? You hand? Anything?" He frantically checked all over me and then frowned his eyebrows in confusion when he found nothing.

"Was that your private region?" He mumbled ready to check underneath my pants but I grasped his hands making him stop and look at me before he could look inside.

My cheeks immediately heat up.

"I am fine. I just felt a sudden wave of pain. It been happening for a while now. I can handle them. But this one was rather a little strong one." I said and his graze softened.

"I am sorry." He apologized for something that totally was not his fault. "Jay I told you, it's not your fault. Don't blame yourself for this." I said and grabbed his hand, lightly pulling him so he could sit down beside me.

"I feel like it's my fault." He mumbled. "It is not. Don't be ridiculous." I kissed him and he smiled softly and nodded.

"I love you." I kissed him again. "I love you more." He mumbled against my lips. "Impossible." I whispered with a smirk on my face when we pulled away from the kiss, as if it was a top secret.

It's been five days since I got into the accident. I knew I had scared everyone to death when I saw them crying. That's when I felt guilty. I was still in pain but didn't say anything nor whined about it because I didn't want to worry Justin or somebody else. But I was recovering quick. The doctor said I'll need to stay at the hospital for two weeks and one week was almost over by now and then I can go home.

I had a little problem in walking too because apparantly there was a huge cut on my leg and thigh and it hurted whenever the muscles would stretch when I walked. The doctors had stitched my skin together and had said that it won't take me long to start walking again, without feeling pain and without support after a couple of therapy sessions. I haven't really paid attention to the cuts and stitches because I didn't want to look at them just yet.

I was also feeling really guilty, sad and bad because everyone's christmas will be ruined because of me. They'll have to deal with my annoying and whining ass when they could have fun.

That sucks.

Sometimes, I want to bang my head against the wall because I'm too annoying. I manage to annoy myself the most and the 'bitch' inside me hates me for this.

Even after a lot of whining, Justin made me drink the whole bowl of soup which made me think, don't I annoy him? I mean, if I was at his place and had to handle my annoying ass, I would had screamed and ran away a long time ago. But he didn't. He really knows how to handle me.

"I am bored." I huffed. "I wish I could go outside." I mumbled while looking outside the window.

"Only nine days, bunny." He kissed my forehead making me grin softly until I frowned my eyebrows in confusion when I heard him call me 'bunny'. "Bunny? Did you just call me bunny?" I asked with a small chuckle.
"I sure did." He smiled. "Why?" I asked curiously. I think I knew why but I wanted to hear the answer from his mouth. "Because you scrunch your nose like bunnies and that's really cute." He answered and I giggled.

"I thought the other way around." I should my head at my own thoughts. I'm turning into Justin. Pervert as hell. "What did you thought?" He asked with a smile and my cheeks flushed even more. "I thought you called me bunny because you think I fuck you like a bunny or something like that." I answered while blushing and he gasped.

"You are a very naughty girl, Ms. Braun, soon to be Bieber." He smirked and I playfully rolled my eyes at him. "No I am not." I denied. "You always make pervert comments and ask for a "quickie" so it's natural for me think this way." I shrugged and he burst out into giggles and slightly shook his head at me and then handed his phone to me.

"What?" I asked while glaring at the phone in confusion. What do I do with this? "Oh shit sorry." He cursed when he noticed that the phone was locked and I was glaring at the black screen. He took it from me, unlocked his phone and tap on an app, I think, scrolled down a little before tapping, again scrolling and then again tapping before he handed the phone back to me.

I took it from him and saw it was some note or some ebook. I read the title which read 'Chapter 69' in big bold letters. I glared down and then read, 'Justin's P.O.V'. "Wait what is this?" I asked confused and glared at Justin, whose back was facing me as he put the stuffs away, waiting for an answer.

"Wattpad silly." He said as if it was the most obvious thing in the world. "Okay but why does it say 'Justin's P.O.V'?" I asked with an raised eyebrow.

"Because it's a Jarlotte fanfiction, bunny. And this chapter has smut in it. Honestly this one is my favourite one, I will try that someday with you. Of course after you recover and get better." He said casually and I raised an eyebrow and a small smirk took over my face. His back was still facing me so he really couldn't see my reaction. "And this is chapter 69, you know..." I could hear a smirk in his voice. "...some 69 action in the chapter 69." He let out a sexy chuckle.

Damn why didn't I know that my boyfriend reads our fanfictions? And he was the one who always teased me for reading his fanfictions when I don't even have that app or an account on it.

"A Jarlotte fanfiction huh?" I smirked when he turned around. He just realised what just happened and was looking like a deer caught in the highlights. He looked like he had just been caught doing something he definitely wasn't allowed to do.

"And you accused and teased me for reading them when in reality it was you huh?" I smirked and he just innocently stared at me. "So how do you remember that this chapter has smut in it?" I raised an eyebrow, curious to know his answer. "Because I had read this entire book twice or thrice." He said innocently. "Twice and thrice, huh?" I mocked. "Okay maybe million times." He huffed and I giggled.

"How long as this been going on?" I asked smiling. I wasn't mad at him for this. I was just a little shocked and amazed because I wasn't expecting this from Justin. I mean how could I? He was the one always teasing me.

"Six months, I guess?" He, again, said innocently. "Awe you are so cute. Come here." I pulled onto his hoodie sleeve and he took a few steps towards me and sat down beside me.

"You know I should be the one calling you bunny..." I smiled and kissed his lips. "...because you are the cutest." I added while giggling.

"I prefer sexy but thank you." He mumbled with a small smirk and I laughed and kissed him again.

"So tell me more." I said and he glared at me in confusion. "Tell you what?" He licked his lips. "About this book silly, I wanna know the description so I can read it too." I smirked and he smirked back and adjusted himself beside me so he was comfortable but made sure I won't get hurt in the process.

The next ten to fifteen minutes, Justin told me about the story but made sure not too give me 'spoilers', often cursing his character in the book for being too rude and a 'dickhead' to me because apparantly he was some Mafia King in the book who didn't believe in love until I came along and he went head over heels for a gorgeous woman like me. His words not mine.

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"Bebe." Emelia ran to me and hugged me tightly but carefully making me giggle and hug her back. "Hey bebe." I kissed her cheek. "Hey, I thought...I was your bebe." Justin pouted. "Well you thought wrong because I'm her only bebe." Emelia stuck her tongue at Justin making him mock her and stick his tongue out at her too.

"I need a hug too." Ashley, Bella and Emma said in unison or whined in unison making me chuckle and hug them tightly too.

Damn, I missed my friends so much.

"I missed you guys so much." I said a little sadly and they hugged me again.

"But we are here now!" Emma smiled. "Yes and we are not going anywhere." Bella added. "Well the hospital can kick us out but I'm a bad bitch so I'm going to fight and sneak back in." Ashley shrugged making me laugh.

It felt good being surrounded by the people who can put a smile on your face and make you laugh to the point where your stomach hurts and you get an urge to pee.

Yesterday, Pattie, Jeremy and everyone else came to visit me from Canada. Pattie was really crying when she saw me but I assured her that I was fine and I would be back to my usual schedule or normal self real soon but that still didn't stop her from worrying for me.

"I don't know how you are handling this but I hate hospitals." Bella scrunched up her nose. "To be honest, I actually like hospitals. My dad was a doctor so when he used to come back home from work I would literally sniff in the air because he used to smell like hospitals. I even loved the taste of blood. I loved visiting the hospitals because I liked its smell, the blood and white walls. Personally, they actually were really good for me and I loved it. Except for when doctor tried to shot me with injections...you know... because I don't like needles." I said and Bella, Ashley and Emelia looked really shocked by my answer while Justin and Emma were unbothered because they already knew this.

"What..." Emelia said. "A complete..." Ashley added. "Weirdo." Bella completed. "What are you? A Vampire? Liking the taste of blood and shit?" Ashley said making me chuckle and smirk. "Actually I prefer warewolves." I said cheekily. "You are such a weirdo, bebe." Emelia giggled at my answer. "Oh I know." I smirked.

"Good luck with this weirdo, Justin." Bella said making Justin laugh. "She actually is my weirdo and I love my weirdo so yeah thank you." He chuckled.

"You don't even know half of her and Emma's stories from when they were little. They both were a complete weirdos." He laughed. "Hey! I'm proud of it." Emma said and I nodded.

"So am I. Normal is boring. I like being weird." I defended myself. "Yeah exactly." Emma agreed and we high-five each other.

It was silent for few minutes and I decided to break it.

"So vampire or warewolf?" I asked recieving several confused looks in return.

"What?" Emma asked and I blew out a raspberry. "What do you prefer the most? Vampires or warewolves?" I asked. "Where is this coming from?" Emma asked. "My mind is fucking me up now tell me." I said curiously and eagerly.

I don't know what took over me but I really wanted to know what the preferred. I always preferred warewolves over vampires because of so many reasons. I remembered when Emma and I were fourteen, we once had a talk about how warewolves were better than vampires (for us) for a whole hour. We were stupid but I must say that the conversation was quite enjoyable, entertaining and amazing.

"Warewolves." Emma answered. "Same." Emelia and Bella said. "I would say vampires." Ashley smirked.

I smiled and nodded. 

I looked over at Justin who was looking down is phone while biting his lips. He must be reading the smut chapter.

"Mr. Boyfriend." I said and he raised his head and looked at me. "What is your answer?" I asked and confusion took over him. "My answer?" He mumbled and I playfully rolled my eyes. "Warewolves or vampires?" I asked.

"I don't know." He shrugged. "Then I'll take that as warewolves." I said and he started laughing and shook his head at me.

The next few hours we spent was by  talking among ourselves and Justin even told them some of the weird shit Emma and I used to do as kids. The girls were laughing so hard as they carefully listened to the stories.

All of the stories Justin narrated made me think of how stupid I was back then.

I cringed and shook my head.

But still during the whole while, I couldn't help but feel guilty and bad for ruining the festival season for everyone. Justin and I always used to spend Christmas and New Year in Canada but I don't think I could travel from Los Angeles to Canada in this condition. And I was sure of Justin not leaving my side at all.

All this while in the hospital, he watched my each and every movement like a hawk and I couldn't blame him for that. God forbid but if Justin had gotten into an accident like I got into I, too, would had been watching him like hawk 24/7.

The accident was pretty bad and it had scared everyone, including myself.

But I didn't remember how I got into the accident. I couldn't remember anything even if I tried to remember the bits and pieces from the accident. 

After the girls left, I sighed. "What's wrong bunny?" Justin asked worriedly. "Your Christmas will be ruined because of me." I said sadly. "No babe. Why are thinking like that?" He shook his head and kissed my forehead.

"Yes Jay. We always used to go to Canada for Christmas and New Year but this year I won't be able to go with you but I still want you to go. Don't spoil your Christmas by staying here because of me." I said. "No." He stubbornly shook his head. "I am not going anywhere without you. And we WILL go to Canada for Christmas. You will enjoy it just like every other year." He said softly while cupping my cheeks in his hands and tears build up in my eyes. I wrapped my arms around his torso and nuzzled my head in his chest.

"I am so lucky to have you. What did I ever do to deserve you?" I smiled softly. "Took a dip in holy water?" He joked and a small laugh managed to escape from my mouth. I felt Justin's chest vibrate as he laughed along with me. I looked up at him and smiled softly.

"I love you so much." I said softly.

"I love you more." He leaned down and kissed my lips.

I was so lucky to have him.

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I didn't know what to write so....

I don't think anyone has ever shown Justin reading his fanfictions in their books lmao. But it was fun writing that part.

I am sorry for such a short chapter but hope you all liked it 🤍