All alone in my room
Waiting for your phone call to come soon
For you, oh, I would walk a thousand miles
To be in your arms holding my heart
Oh I, oh I, I love you

Justin's P.O.V

*seven days later - 25th October*

Two days ago, Charlotte's custody was handed over to Scooter. We were very lucky that this was done quick because sometimes changing custody of someone takes months. And we were grateful that we didn't had to wait too long. Our fans were really confused about this whole custody situation and everyone was talking about it and I was getting spammed on my social media. I don't even know about Charlotte but she must be going through the same thing. Scooter was right when he said that we should wait for a while and then tell the actual reason. I cannot wait to just to tell everyone now. We just have to wait few more days until the situation gets cool down a little bit.

Yesterday, Charlotte had to move away to Scooter's house and it was really emotional for us because we had been told that we cannot meet each other until we were going to make the announcement of us being together. It's really frustrating for us, but I'm glad that we have smart phone and we can talk on phone calls and we can FaceTime because we needed it while we were away from each other.

The home doesn't feel like home without Charlotte and I miss her like crazy. I miss waking up next to her. I miss looking her beautiful face and kissing all over her face. I miss watching her make breakfast for us with me helping her. I miss taking showers with her. I miss kissing her lips. I miss her randomly talking about me or my character Jason McCann that I played in CSI or my fanfictions or anything and everything. I really miss having her in my arms.

I really miss her.

*flashback*

I was quitely sitting down on the couch in the closet while Charlotte was packing her suitcase. Her custody was now given to Scooter and now she packing to move into his house. We were said that we won't be able to meet until the situation is a little bit calmed down which may take a week or two. I had become really sad after I got to know that I won't be able to meet my babe for a week or so. This was literally going to be a torture. She was not going to leave for the filming of some movie. She was going to be in the same city annd yet I won't be able to meet her.

That sucks.

"Jay, do you know where my yellow summer dress is?" She asked while searching through the closet.

"It had cute white dots all over it." She described the dressed but I was simply sitting, lost in my own thoughts.

"Justin?" She said again. "Justin!?" She said loudly and I snapped away from my thoughts and looked up at her.

"Huh? What?" I said in low voice. "What's wrong?" She said sitting down beside me. "I--do you have to go?" I said sadly and she sighed. "I'll have to." She gave me a sad smile. "It sucks that you'll be in the town but I won't be able to meet you at all." I sighed looking down at my hands and she hugged me from the side.

"I know. It sucks but it's need to be done, right?" She said. "I couldn't be your adopted daughter for the rest of my life if we did wanted to tell the world about us being together." She said and I nodded. "But still. Can't I just hide myself in the backseat of the car and come with you?" I suggested and she chuckled and shook her head. "I don't think so." She kissed my cheek.

"But I will miss your kisses." I groaned. "I will miss your plump lips too." She said kissing me. "But let see the positive side of this. We will be together again in a week or so. No hiding. No sneaking. We will be able to tell everyone about us." She smiled. "And when we do, I'm kissing them lips in front of everyone." She smirked and I smirked back. "I will grab those fine ass." I smirked. "Why are you horny 24/7?" She laughed. "Like I had always said, I have got a sexy ass girlfriend who loves to make me hard 24/7." I said and she started laughing.

"Can we do a quickie before you go?" I asked with hopeful eyes. "Sorry babe but no." She shook her head. "Why the hell not?" I whined. "Because I am on my periods, idiot. Did you forget that I stopped taking my birth control pills?" She said. "Why are not taking them then?" I groaned. "Because I don't want to mess with my menstrual cycle now." She said. "Of course, it is going to be a painful week but I can get through it." She shrugged.

"That sucks." I groaned and she slapped my chest.

"Don't act like a baby now." She said and I chuckled. "I don't even know how you put up with my annoying ass." I laughed. "Because I know, just like you know how to deal with my overthinking ass." She pecked my lips and got up from the couch.

But she stopped in her spot and took a couple of deep breathes and closed her eyes for few seconds. Maybe she was having cramps.

"Okay." She took a deep breath and went back to packing. "You sit down babe, I'll do the packing for you." I said getting up. "No, it's okay. I can do it." She said. "No, you are not okay. Go and rest." I said and made her sit back down on the couch.

"Awe, you are so sweet." She awe'ed and kissed my lips. I smiled and kissed her forehead and went back to finish up the packing that Charlotte had left mid way.

****

"D-don't go." My voice cracked when Charlotte was about to leave our room. Her suitcases were downstairs, getting loaded in the car and we were waiting up here while they were getting loaded.

"Jay don't cry." She said wiping away my tears and hugging me tightly. "You know I'm soft." I mewled and hugged her back tightly and she chuckled. "I don't want you to go." I said sadly. "Jay we talked about this." She said softly and pulled away. "How about I'll FaceTime you tonight? How about we FaceTime every day?" She said and I nodded and kissed her lips. "I'll miss you." I said lowly, tears still slipping down my face. "I w-will miss you too." Her voice cracked a little. "Okay, so your last task." She said and I stared down at her confused. "Task?" I mewled. "Remember you lost the bet. And today is the last day so your last task is that you won't cry." She said.

"Because if you will cry then I'll cry and if I will cry then I will lock myself in the bathroom and won't go which won't be good." She said and I chuckled through my tears. "I love you." I kissed her lips. "I love you too." She mumbled against my lips.

___________

I excitedly was waiting for Charlotte to FaceTime me. She said she'll call me after dinner and I was impatiently waiting for her to call me.

All of the sudden, my phone started ringing and I quickly picked it up.

"Hey Jay." Charlotte said as her beautiful face appeared on the screen.
"Hola bebé." I said in spanish.

"Hey babe."

"Why are you talking in spanish?" She giggled. "Tengo........ ganas." I said slowly. Don't judge, I was still learning.

"I feel like it."

"hablaré en español también. ¿como estas?entonces" She said but I was confused. "What? What did you say?" I asked confused.

"Then I'll talk in spanish too. How you doing?"

She started laughing. "I asked-"

"-No! Say it again in spanish but slowly." I said cutting her off. "entonces hablaré en español también. ¿como estas?" She said again but this time a little bit slower. "How you doing?" I asked and she nodded her head. If you don't know then Charlotte used to take spanish classes from a very long time that's why she's so good at it.

"malo." I said sadly.

"Bad."

"¿por qué?"

"Why?"

"Because I miss you." I pouted. "Awe I miss you too." She said. "The dinner didn't felt like dinner without you." I said. "What did you have for dinner?" She asked.

"I--I." I shuttered.

Damn why did she asked me that?

"Jay what did you eat?" Sh asked raising an eyebrow when she saw me hesitating with my answer. "Some chips." I said in low voice. "What!?" She yelled and I bite my lips nervously. "Justin why didn't you eat dinner?" She asked worried. "I did. I ate chips." I said. "That's not dinner. Go and eat something now." She ordered. "But babe-"

"-No Justin. No buts. Go and eat a proper dinner now or I swear I'll never ever call you again." She said and I sighed and started making my way downstairs in the kitchen to find myself some "proper dinner" to eat.

*flashback over*

She really made me eat a good amount of food even when she wasn't really here. It just tells me that she cares. She cared about me.

I sighed and decided to go on social media because I was getting really bored. Why isn't Charlotte here with me again?

I decided to check Instagram first. I was scrolling through my explore until I came across one post which had posted about me and Charlotte.

Don't read the caption. Don't. Just don't.

I inwardly warned myself but curiousity took over me and I tapped on it.

I smiled as I read the caption. It was positive! There were some people who had a feeling about me and Charlotte being together and they were supportive.

And damn me and my bebe were looking sexy as hell.

I scrolled down to the next post.

I really liked this one too because they weren't making up their own theories and were waiting for us to say something. They weren't believing any other rumor. I really liked this person whoever they were.

And what face was I making? I playfully rolled my eyes on my facial expression in the photo. I was looking stupid while my bebe was looking cute. I scrolled down hoping to find some more postive reactions. Hopefully.

Yup, she did. She had to change her username too. But it doesn't really matter because it was going to get changed soon. Charlotte Bieber. I smirked and kept scrolling. I came across a lot of people reacting differently on our situation and 80% of them were postive reactions while 15% were confused and I didn't read the 5% because I knew it would hurt my feelings.

I frowned my eyebrows as I read the caption. We did what we did to make things better for us. I so badly wanted to comment and tell them that it was for the best but I couldn't. At least not just yet.

But my queen looked so good in this photo though. Sexy mami. I decided to take a screenshot of the post and then crop it and delete the screenshot and keep the cropped photo in my gallery.

What the fuck is this!? Who the hell do they think they are calling my beautiful queen bitch!? I rolled my eyes and closed the app not wanting to read anymore.

Why the hell people are so- UGH!

I chose to play some game but then as I was going to tap on Subway Surfers game, my eyes landed on Twitter.

I bite my lips as I debate against myself if I could open the app or not.

Should I? No I shouldn't. But I want to. But what if it's bad?

"Fuck this." I mumbled frustratingly and tapped on the app.

I kept scrolling and so far, I didn't see anything bad until I came across a tweet.

(A/N- P.s - don't mind the date and time. I couldn't change it because the option wasn't there and I obviously wasn't going to wait until October 25th to update.)

My eyes widened as I read the tweet. "Justin abuses Charlotte he is an abusive bitch- What the fuck!?" I yelled.

They think this happened because I abused her!? How can they even have this thought!? Do I look like an abuser to them!? Do they really think I would raise my hands on woman!? Do they really think I would raise my hands on my Charlotte!? Do they really think I was raised the way where I would raise my hand on woman!? How can they even have this sick thought in their mind and be so sure of it!?

Why the world is so judgemental? Why people's mentality is so bad?

I didn't realise I was crying until I saw a tear fall down on the screen of my phone which had suddenly started ringing.

I saw Charlotte's name flash across the screen as she was calling me.

I cleared my throat a few times because picking up the call.

"Hey Jay." Charlotte said happily. I closed my eyes and cleared my throat again. "H-hey babe." I shuttered. "Jay, what's wrong?" She immediately asked worriedly. I didn't reply but a sob accidentally slipped from me. "Jay are you crying?" She asked again. "Baby what's wrong? Please, tell me." She said concerned. "W-why people's m-mentality is so bad?" I cried. "Why people are so j-judgemental? Why they make up their own s-stories and believe them without knowing anything?" I cried. "Jay what happened? Can you be more brief baby?" She asked. "I was--I was feeling really bored and I know I shouldn't had but I went on Instagram and I saw some posts about us. There wasn't much negative reactions but then when I went on twitter, there are people who are saying that..." I took a deep breath.

"...they say I'm an abuser and I used to hit you and then I was exposed so your custody was taken away from me." I said with my lips wobbling. "Do they really think I'm an abuser? I wasn't brought up that way and they know it but they still believe it and I really don't feel so good. I feel really hated right n-now." I choked out.

"Jay." She sighed. "You know you didn't do any of those right? Don't cry babe, the world is fucked up and they believe everything and anything but we know that you never did that, right? When they will get to know too, they'll be ashamed of themselves that they said something so bad without even knowing the whole story." She said softly. "But-"

"-No buts. We know that you had never raised your hands on me. My body isn't bruised right?-"

"-what about your heart? Didn't I bruise it?" I said cutting her off. There was a silence for a while before Charlotte took a deep breath.

"My heart isn't bruised. You know why? Because you healed them." She said and I could feel her smiling on the other end.

"Do you remember how you used to sing to me whenever I felt sad?" She asked all of the sudden. "Y-yeah." I said wiping my nose with the tissue and laying down on the bed. I could feel a headache taking over me from all the crying that I had just did. "I will sing to you now." She said before she started singing Be Alright for me.

Across the ocean, across the sea
Starting to forget the way you look at me now
Over the mountains, across the sky
Need to see your face, I need to look in your eyes
Through the storm and through the clouds
Bumps in the road, and upside down now
I know it's hard to be asleep at night

Her voice was really soft and angelic as she sang. Her voice was really comforting me. Even when she really wasn't here, I could feel her right next to me.

Don't you worry, 'cause everything's gonna be alright
Be alright
Through the sorrow and the fights
Don't you worry, 'cause everything's gonna be alright
Be alright

All alone in my room
Waiting for your phone call to come soon
For you, oh, I would walk a thousand miles
To be in your arms holding my heart
Oh I, oh I, I love you

Her voice was like silk. So soft.

And everything's gonna be alright
Be alright
Through the long nights and the bright lights
Don't you worry, 'cause everything's gonna be alright
Be alright

I could feel my eyes getting heavy and heavy as the time passed as a deep slumber was taking over me and the last thing I heard was Charlotte saying I love you to me.

"I love you."

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I want to thank mccannonbieber for helping me with the twitter caption. Thank you so much babe❤️ it won't had been possible without you❤️

And yes, I made those Instagram post edits. Hope you guys liked that.

P.s- don't mind the date and time on the twitter edit. It wasn't letting me add 25 Oct as the date.

Anyways,

Hope you guys liked this chapter ❤️