I reach out to you
But my hands can't hold enough
Enough of your greatness
You teach me patience
Like the best of our worlds collide

Charlotte's P.O.V

"So any new thing has happened?" Dr. Emily, my therapist asked. "Yeah, Scooter told me that Film directors Shari Springer Berman and Robert Pulcini are making a movie and they want to cast a new face as the main lead. He said if I want then I can give audition for the role." I said licking my lips. "That's great news. Then why are you so worried?" She asked. "What if I don't get selected? I mean, there would be many girls auditioning for the role and even better than me. How would I be able to do it?" I said nervously.

"Just follow your dream Charlotte. Everything will be alright. Just go in there and show your talent. Pour your heart out. I know you'll get selected." She said and I smiled and nodded. "Thanks Dr. Emily." I smiled and she smiled back.

"Anything else?" She asked. "Mr. Bieber told me that you are still having nightmares. You wanna talk about it?" She asked.

"Ehh...yeah." I said biting my lips. "Don't be embarrassed, Charlotte. I won't judge you." She said and I sighed and nodded. "Even when he's gone, he still haunts me in my dreams. I almost got raped and if Justin and Emma won't had come then I don't know what would had happened to me." I said looking down at my hands. "I get nightmares that someone is forcing themselves on me. I never see their faces but I cannot do anything about it. It feels like one of those nightmares where you want to do something but your body feels paralyzed." I said.

"And I feel guilty because whenever things starts to get heated between me and Justin then I get reminded of those horrible nightmares and I just don't know why but I cannot give myself completely to him just yet. I don't even know for how long." I said. You must be thinking why am I talking about me and Justin to her, it was supposed to be a secret right? Actually, she does know about us. Or let me rephrase that, Justin accidentally spilled it out. But I know Dr. Emily won't tell anyone about us. She understands our condition and promised not to talk about it to anyone.

"Charlotte, I know what happened still haunts you. But don't force yourself to do something. You'll just know when the right time is." She said and I nodded. "Thank you Dr. Emily." I smiled. "It's no worries dear. And our time is up for today. I'll see you soon." She said standing up from her seat. I stood up as well and shook her hand before walking out.

I grabbed my phone from my bag and texted Scooter that I will give the audition for the role. Hope I get selected.

I took a deep breath and walked out of the building. I inwardly groaned when I saw Paparazzi outside. But my car is out there. I had to go back home too.

I decided to just ignore them and get in my car. They were asking multiple questions to me.

"CHARLOTTE ARE YOU DATING?"

"CHARLOTTE SMILE!"

"CHARLOTTE ARE YOU GOING TO PUT OUT A NEW SINGLE? OR A MOVIE?"

"CHARLOTTE HOW WAS THE THERAPY?"

I just smiled at them and got in my car and drove off.

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I closed the door behind me and saw that the house was decorated. A small grin was playing on my lips as I looked around the house.

I turned and saw Justin standing in front of the staircase with a large smile on his face. He was all dressed up as if he was going out somewhere.

"Jay, are you going out somewhere?" I asked. He shook his head and walked towards me. I just noticed that his hands were behind his back. "What's in your hand?" I asked.

"For you." He said softly and handed me a paper bag. "What's in there?" I asked looking inside only to see a black dress. I looked back up at Justin and he just gave me soft grin. "We are having our date." He said. "But-"

"-No buts. Go and change. I'll wait here for you." He said kissing my cheek before leading me upstairs in our room.

He closed the door behind him and I sighed taking the dress out. "Wow." I whispered staring at the dress.

I walked towards the mirror and held the dress in front of me, just staring at it for few minutes. The dress was gorgeous. It was black and had white dot pattern all over it. It also had a deep v neck.

So beautiful...

(Charlotte's outfit)

Shit I forgot Justin was waiting downstairs for me. I decided to shower quickly because I wanted to look fresh. After showering, I did my make up which wasn't much just eyeliner, mascara and a red lipstick. I blow dried my hair and style it in a bun with some hair sticking out in the front. I smiled, an approval smile at my reflection and changed into the dress and also got some good black heels to go with it.

When I was sure that I was ready, I walked downstairs and found Justin playing on his phone. His head snap back up when he heard the clicking of my heels and his eyes widened.

"You look... beautiful." Justin smiled and I kissed his cheek letting him know that I really appreciated his compliment.

"You look handsome too." I said and he smirked.

"Shall we?" He asked holding his hand out for me to take. I chuckled and put my hand on his and interlaced our fingers together. "We shall." I said grinning.

Justin took me to our outdoor dining table which was decorated so nicely that I didn't really recognised it in the starting. The whole backyard was decorated so nicely. There were fairy lights giving it a different look.

Amazing.

"You did this?" I asked Justin while looking around. "Yeah, you like it?" He asked while resting his head on my shoulder. "I love it. It's perfect." I whispered and Justin kissed my jaw.

The dinner was even amazing. I would be lying if I said I wasn't starving when I got back home. And after eating that amazing dinner, I felt so full but I still wanted to eat because it was just too delicious. You feel me?

"Let's dance." Justin said grabbing my hand and dragged me in the middle of the backyard.

"But their is no music." I said. "I'll sing." He said. "Multitasking, I see." I joked and he smirked. "I'm the best so..." He shrugged and I laughed.

I wrapped my arms around his neck and he wrapped his arms around my waist and pulled me closer. We were really close now, even a piece of paper couldn't come between us. Our bodies were moulding together perfectly.

He started singing As Long As You Love Me and we started dancing.

As long as you love me, yeah, oh, yeah

We're under pressure
Seven billion people in the world tryna fit in
Keep it together
Smile on your face even though your heart is frowning

But hey now, you know, girl
We both know it's a cruel world
But I will take my chances

As long as you love me
We could be starving, we could be homeless, we could be broke
As long as you love me
I'll be your platinum, I'll be your silver and I'll be your gold
As long as you love me
As long as you love me, love me

I'll be your soldier
Fighting every second of the day for your dreams, girl
I'll be your Hova
You could be my Destiny's Child on the scene, girl

As he was singing, I started to get really emotional and my eyes became teary and a tear slipped down my eyes and I didn't even notice it.

Don't stress and don't cry
We don't need no wings to fly
But just take my hand

Justin wiped away my tears and leaned his forehead against mine as we danced and he sang.

As long as you love me
We could be starving, we could be homeless, we could be broke
As long as you love me
I'll be your platinum, I'll be your silver and I'll be your gold
As long as you love me
As long as you love me, love me

I don't know if this makes sense but, you're my hallelujah
Give me a time and place, I'll rendezvous it
I'll fly you to it, I'll beat you there, girl, you know I got you
Us, trust, a couple things I can't spell without U
Now we on top of the world, that's just how we do
Used to tell me sky's the limit, now the sky's our point of view
Now we stepping out like oh God, cameras point and shoot
Ask me "What's my best side?" I stand back and point at you, you, you
The one that I argue with, feel like I need a new girl to be bothered with
But the grass ain't always greener on the other side, it's green where you water it
So I know, we got issues baby, true, true, true, but I'd rather work on this with you
Than to go ahead and start with someone new

As long as you love me
We could be starving, we could be homeless, we could be broke
As long as you love me
I'll be your platinum, I'll be your silver and I'll be your gold
As long as you love me, everything I need
As long as you love me, you love me, you love me, yeah
As long as you love me, you love, you love me, yeah
As long as you love me yeah, yeah

By the time he was done singing, I pulled him into a passionate kiss not really caring if someone saw us or not. Although the chances were really low of anyone seeing us.

Justin kissed back pulling me closer and we moved our lips in sync together, pouring our love for each other into that kiss.

Suddenly, I remembered Dr. Emily's voice.

"You'll just know when the right time is."

Is this the right time? It feels like it. This feels like a right time.

"Jay." I whispered when we pulled away from the kiss. He hummed resting his forehead against mine again as we looked down at our hands that we had intertwined together.

"Remember our first date?" I asked softly. "How could I ever forget? That was everything." He said. "We made love that night." He added smiling at the memory. "Can you make me yours again tonight?" I asked and he pulled away staring at my face as if he had heard me wrong and he was making sure if what I said was true or not.

"You want to do it?" He asked. "I won't pressure you. If you are saying this because of the heat of the moment then you can just tell it. I'll understand." Justin said.

"I really want it. I want you to make me yours again. Will you make love to me? Will you make me yours?" I asked. He didn't said anything and kept staring at my face as if he was searching for honesty which all my face shown.

He smiled a little and softly placed his lips on mine. I smiled and kissed him back with the same passion.

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I'm evil🌚

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