˖ ࣪ AGAIN, AGAIN, 𖥔 ࣪ ᥫ᭡
AGAIN. . . !

━━━━━ a chris sturniolo fanfic.
© louis-core 2022, republished 2024

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"CAN YOU JUST FUCKING LET
ME GO ALREADY?"

"NO."

"WHY? WHY NOT?"

"BECAUSE I'VE ALREADY MADE
THAT MISTAKE."

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CLEMENTINE HAS REALLY
got her life set in stone. it took a
while to get back on track after a
certain year, but hey, she's got a
boyfriend head of the football team
and her grade in math is actually
above a C.

her only problem is that the guy
who threw her heart into the
garbage last christmas whom she's
sworn to hate, won't stop looking
at her in the school hallways like
she's completely and utterly
betrayed him. well yeah, she kind
of did betray him by dating his
very own sworn nemesis, but
karma's a bitch. she definitely
didn't expect him to suddenly
begin chasing her everywhere she
goes, on a new mission to win her
back just because of it though.

❛ I MISS YOUR TAN SKIN, YOUR SWEET SMILE
SO GOOD TO ME, SO RIGHT. . . ❜

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THE LAST THING CHRIS
expected after breaking up
with clementine was for her to go
behind his back and date his
very own enemy from the start
of freshman year. everyone in
school knows that jax and chris
completely despise each other,
especially clementine. that's
why it was such a slap in the
face when jax suddenly came
to school one day with his
arms wrapped around the
one thing chris knew he had
lost and couldn't get back.

he knew jax had done this with
a purpose, so it was no surprise
when he started boasting and
bragging to his face about how
he'd completely taken the one
thing he knew would finally get
under his skin. he was right. it
was eating chris alive to see
them every day. to hear people
mention their names together
as one. to see jax look him
directly in the eyes before
pulling his girl into a kiss.
so, after a month of snarky and
cocky remarks, chris had finally
had enough.

it was time to steal his girl back,
half just to spite his enemy and
half because he could never stop
loving her in the first place.

❛ IT TURNS OUT FREEDOM AIN'T NOTHIN' BUT MISSIN' YOU, WISHIN' I'D REALIZE WHAT I HAD WHEN YOU WERE MINE. . . ❜

clementine is not one to give in so easily though, especially after he'd broken her heart like it was made of glass. chris will just have to try as much as it takes. he'll try again and again and again, just to have her in his arms once more.

❛ IF WE LOVED AGAIN,
I SWEAR I'D LOVE YOU RIGHT. ❜

INTRODUCING
THE CAST. . .

daniella perkins. . .
☾. CLEMENTINE REEVES !

❝ can you stop calling me clem and following me around like a lost puppy dog? you broke up with me on a literal christmas fucking eve. ❞

( 8teen. scorpio. s!her. straight. )

🎧 LAST CHRISTMAS, wham!
❝ 'merry christmas,' i wrapped it up and sent it,
with a note saying, 'i love you,' i meant it ❞

chris sturniolo. . .
☼. CHRIS STURNIOLO !

❝ you can say you don't love me anymore. you can even say you love him. we both know it's bullshit. ❞

( 8teen. leo. h!him. straight. )

🎧 RIGHT MY WRONGS, bryson tiller
❝ i need to right my wrongs,
with you is where is belong ❞

dylan o'brien. . .
JAX CUNNINGHAM !

❝ come on, don't get mad just because i stole your bitch, bro. ❞

( 8teen. capricorn. h!him. straight. )

matt sturniolo. . .
MATT STURNIOLO !

❝ kid calls you sturniolo like there's not three of us. come on, he's gotta start specifying. ❞

( 8teen. leo. h!him. straight. )

sabrina carpenter. . .
ASTORIA ADKINS !

❝ how much angsty tension are you gonna make me sit through tonight? and answer carefully, i'm feeling extra homicidal. ❞

( 8teen. taurus. s!her. pan. )

nick sturniolo. . .
NICK STURNIOLO !

❝ i'm honestly just confused on what the fuck i'm looking at right now. ❞

( 8teen. leo. h!him. gay. )

hub jerzy. . .
MANNY RODRIGUEZ !

❝ i literally just transferred here. like i did not sign up for this. ❞

( 8teen. libra. h!him. bi. )

niall horan. . .
FINNLEY GREGGORY !

❝ don't tell jax this 'cause he'd like literally beat my ass, but i've been rooting for you and chris honestly. ❞

( 8teen. aquarius. h!him. straight. )

kennedy walsh. . .
BIANCA FULKERSON !

❝ hey, i'm all for the ex if it means i won't have to listen to jax's dumbass all day. ❞

( 8teen. pisces. s!her. lesbian. )

ᥫ᭡. CHRIS & CLEM
SUN / MOON

❝ I COULD SPEND THE REST OF MY LIFE WAITING FOR YOU IF THAT'S WHAT IT TAKES, CLEMENTINE. ❞

❝ I'M THROUGH WITH WAITING. HE WAS NEVER YOU. ❞

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currently playing. . .
my baby by chris
created may 2021, updated just now!

containing tracks. . .

000. DONTTRUSTME, 30h13.
❝ tell your boyfriend if he says he's got beef,
that i'm a vegetarian and i ain't fucking scared of him ❞

000. FRIENDS, chase atlantic.
❝ girl, tell me what you're doing on the other side
and tell, just tell me what you're doing with that other guy ❞

000. DRACO, future.
❝ draco season with the book bag
rat-tat, got a little kick back
hundreds on hundreds got a hood batch
you ain't never ever get you bitch back ❞

000. ADELAIDE, johnny orlando.
❝ adelaide, wish i didn't think about you every day
and i know that you're with him just to get to me, and it gets to me
every time i hear him say
adelaide, don't pretend you're happy like you wanna stay
when your arms are around him, do you wish it's me? do you picture me? ❞

000. STIUTK, gotye.
❝ but you didn't have to cut me off
make out like it never happened and that we were nothing
and i don't even need your love
but you treat me like a stranger and that feels so rough ❞

000. BOYFRIEND, justin bieber.
❝ if i was your boyfriend, never let you go
keep you on my arm girl, you'd never be alone
i can be a gentleman, anything you want ❞

000. BEWARE, big sean + lil wayne + jhené aiko
❝ when you said it was over
you shot right through my heart
why do you let these hoes tear what we had right apart?
ooh, i was so mad
i should've seen this coming right from the start
you should beware, beware, beware
of a woman with a broken heart ❞

000. BETTY, taylor swift.
❝ the worst thing that i ever did
was what i did to you
but if i just showed up at your party
would you have me?
would you want me?
would you tell me to go fuck myself? ❞

000. WHAT ABOUT US, p!nk.
❝ what about us?
what about all the times you said you had the answers?
what about us?
what about all the broken happy ever afters?
oh, what about us?
what about all the plans that ended in disaster? ❞

000. DIE FOR YOU, the weeknd.
❝ and i know that you're worth it
i can't walk away, oh!
even though we're going through it,
if it makes you feel alone,
just know that i would die for you
baby i would die for you, yeah
the distance and the time between us
it'll never change my mind, 'cause baby
i would die for you ❞

000. GENIUS, sia + diplo + labrinth + LSD
❝ baby, baby don't you see?
i got everything you need
o-o-only a genius could love a woman like she ❞

000. WANT YOU BACK, 5sos.
❝ no matter where i go
i'm always gonna want you back
no matter how long you're gone
i'm always gonna want you back
i know you know
i will never get over you ❞

000. ME OR SUM, nardo wick + future + lil baby
❝ she said she got a man, i act deaf, i don't hear her
come here, girl, stop playin' ❞

000. MORE THAN THIS, 1d.
❝ when he opens his arms and holds you close tonight
it just won't feel right
'cause i can't love you more than this
when he lays you down, i might just die inside
it just don't feel right
'cause i can't love you more than this
yeah, i've never had the words to say
but now i'm asking you to stay
for a little while inside my arms ❞

000. EVENTUALLY, tame impala.
❝ i know i always said that i could never hurt you
well, this is the very, very last time i'm ever going to ❞

000. H2FR, poo bear + justin bieber + jay electronics
❝ know it hurts to see the truth on your face
go on and cry an ocean, but don't drown in it
enough to put your heart at ease
oh, don't lose your self esteem
i apologize, for being a man
it's way harder than what it seems
sometimes it's hard to face reality, oh, oh
even though you might get mad at me, oh ❞

000. LET 'EM KNOW, bryson tiller.
❝ you said this shit would happen, girl, that was your prediction
said i'll never find no one like you and i should have listened
who you fucking with now, is that any of my business?
whoever it is may not be finished but...
i'm coming back for good so let them ( * ) know it's mine ❞

000. SAVE YOUR TEARS, the weeknd.
❝ you could've asked me why i broke your heart
you could've told me that you fell apart
but you walked past me like i wasn't there
and just pretended like you didn't care
i don't know why i run away
i make you cry when i run away
take me back 'cause i wanna stay ❞

000. 405, gracie abrams.
❝ you took the half of me that i needed
and how'd you walk away so easily?
it's almost like you like to let me down
you took half of me, could you leave it?
and go back to when we were speaking
i hate the fact that i miss you around
please, you won't even look at me ❞

000. I DON'T WANT HER, eric bellinger + problem
❝ yeah she bad, ain't she?
why would i wanna keep her to myself?
i know you mad, ain't ya?
'cause she only want me and no one else ❞

000. CHERRY, harry styles.
❝ don't you call him baby
we're not talking lately
don't you call him what you used to call me ❞

000. STRANGE, celeste.
❝ i look at you
you look at me
with nothing to say
isn't it strange how people can change? ❞

000. SELF CONTROL, frank ocean.
❝ you cut your hair, but you used to live a blonded life
wish i was there, wish we'd grown up on the same advice
and our time was right ❞

000. LAST CHRISTMAS, wham!
❝ once bitten and twice shy
i keep my distance, but you still catch my eye
tell me, baby, do you recognize me?
well, it's been a year, it doesn't surprise me
'merry christmas' i wrapped it up and sent it
with a note saying, 'i love you,' i meant it
now i know what a fool i've been
but if you kissed me now, i know you'd fool me again ❞

000. GIRLFRIEND, heavy weight.
❝ your girlfriend wants to be my girlfriend
she be calling me telling me 'bout you ❞

000. SUNSETZ, cas
❝ and when you go away, i still see you
with sunlight on your face in my rear-view
this always happens to me this way
recurring visions of such sweet days ❞

000. THAT SHOULD BE ME, justin bieber
❝ what you doin' to me?
you're taking him where we used to go
now if you're trying to break my heart
it's workin' 'cause you know that
that should be me, holdin' your hand
that should be me, makin' you laugh ❞

000. LAST KISS (TV), taylor swift.
❝ so i'll watch your life in pictures
like i used to watch you sleep
and i feel you forget me
like i used to feel you breathe
and i'll keep up with our old friends
just to ask them how you are ❞

000. LETS LINK, whoheem.
❝ i like you, i don't give a fuck 'bout your boyfriend
let's link, can't do what i do ❞

000. AFTERGLOW, taylor swift.
❝ tell me that you're still mine
tell me that we'll be just fine
even when i lose my mind
i need to say,
tell me that it's not my fault
tell me that i'm all you want
even when i break your heart ❞

000. LOSIN CONTROL, russ.
❝ despite her past she can't help the attraction
he tells her that he's nothing like the last one
he redefines in every way what love is
she fell for him and hasn't gotten up since ❞

000. BABYDOLL, dominic fike.
❝ oh baby doll
i can't move on
i can't move on, baby doll ❞

000. DOES HE KNOW, 1d.
❝ does he know you're out and i want you so bad?
oh-oh-oh-oh
tonight you're mine, baby
does he know that you'll never go back?
oh-oh-oh-oh
does he know?
i catch your eye then you turn away
but there's no hiding the smile on your face
inside and out, baby, head to toe
he's not around, girl, you let me know ❞

000. GWTT, miguel.
❝ but i knew
the girl with the tattoo
oh yeah, i knew
the girl with the tattoo
i used to know ❞

000. IBYTAM (TV), taylor swift.
❝ but now that we're done and it's over
i bet you couldn't believe
when you realized i'm harder to forget than i was to leave
and i bet you think about me ❞

000. YOU RIGHT, doja cat + the weeknd.
❝ you know, i got so much to say
i try to hide it in my face
and it don't work, you see through that i just wanna get with you
and you're right
you right, i got my guy
but i, i can't help it, i want you ❞

000. WORK SONG, hozier.
❝ no grave can hold my body down, i'll crawl home to her ❞

000. STATIC, steve lacy.
❝ baby, you got something in your nose
sniffing that k, did you fill the hole?
hope you find peace for yourself
new boyfriend ain't gon' fill the void ❞

000. NTWDT (TV), taylor swift.
❝ i miss the old ways, you didn't have to change
but i guess i don't have a say
now that we don't talk
i called my mom, she said that it was for the best
remind myself the more i gave, you'd want me less
i can not be your friend, so i pay the price of what i lost, and what it cost
now that we don't talk ❞

000. LOVER OF MINE, 5sos.
❝ i'll never give you away
'cause i've already made that mistake.
if my name never fell off your lips again,
i know it'd be such a shame. ❞

000. TOIL (UNRELEASED), olivia rodrigo
❝ i didn't mean it, baby
i didn't think it all through
i didn't mean it, baby
always ruin good things like you
i watch the light drain out of your eyes
and it's no surprise ❞

000. ANIMALS, maroon 5.
❝ yeah, you can start over, you can run free
you can find other fish in the sea
you can pretend it's meant to be
but you can't stay away from me ❞

000. ALL I WANT IS YOU, miguel.
❝ all i want is you now, baby
now that you're gone, gone, gone, gone, gone
'cause they don't smile, huh
or smell like you
and they don't make me laugh
or even cook like you ❞

000. BACK TO DECEMBER (TV), taylor swift.
❝ you gave me all your love and all i gave you was goodbye
so this is me swallowing my pride, standing in front of you
saying i'm sorry for that night
and i'd go back to december all the time
it turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you
wishing i'd realize what i had when you were mine
i'd go back to december, turn around and change my mind ❞

000. SUPERMAN, eminem + dina rae.
❝ 'cause i know you want me, baby, i think i want you too
(i think i love you, baby) i think i love you too
i'm here to save you, girl, come be in shady's world
i wanna grow together, let's let our love unfurl
you know you want me, baby, you know i want you too
they call me superman, i'm here to rescue you ❞

000. SITO, zach bryan
❝ to you, i'm just a man
to me, you're all i am
where the hell am i supposed to go?
poisoned myself again, something in the orange tells me you're never coming home ❞

000. EXILE, taylor swift + bon ivor
❝ i can see you starin' honey
like he's just your understudy
like you'd get your knuckles bloody for me
second, third, and hundredth chances
balancin' on breaking branches
those eyes add insult to injury ❞

000. DARK RED, steve lacy.
❝ don't you give me up, please don't give up
honey, i belong with you and only you, baby
only you, my girl, only you, babe ❞

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