stage two
chapter five
"adore you"

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you feel weak, every move you make from your bed feels like you're going to collapse any second. it doesn't help that your school has been emailing your parents about your behavior- thus landing you in bed rest until you 'get better'. but you can't, not when katsuki still visits you, not when you still get text messages about katsuki and uraraka.

you still feel the love when he walks beside you, holding your hand gently in his. you feel your cheeks flush at everything his says, the butterflies in your stomach fluttering at each touch. "you need fucking to drink more. your doctor sai-" you wave your hand as you sit down in front of katsuki, a smile on your face as you stare at him lovingly.

"oh please, he wasn't even a real doctor- my parents just let the next door neighbor check my temp before labeling something on the top of his head." you lick your dry lips as you laugh, only to cough into your elbow harshly. "yeah, well you look like shit." you giggle at this, rolling your eyes as you take katsuki's hands in yours.

"thats so sweet. anyways, are you going to eat something?" you tilt your head as you smile warmly at your boyfriend. he stares at you for a moment before shrugging. "sure." and with that he gets up from his seat, brushing your hands off and making his way to the counter of the shop.

your throat feels dry, brittle. you can barely keep your head up as you look outside the open window beside you. it's nice out, the weather has been warmer these past couple days after a large storm passed through. it reminds you of when you first met katsuki under that gazebo. "here, eat." you look up to see katsuki placing two burgers on the table with a cup of water for you and sprite for him.

"water.." you mutter as you stare at him curiously. "fucking drink it." if he says so.. you nod softly as you take a sip before moving to the food in front of you. god you're starving, when was the last time you ate? katsuki watches as you take a few bites of your burger before eating a bit of his own.

"i heard the school is changing to a boarding school.. why didn't you tell me?" you question as you swallow the food in your mouth before placing the burger down. "because its not your fucking business." you hum as you smile at him, nodding your head. "yes but-"

here? now? katsuki looks over your quiet form with curiosity. i mean, you were just laughing a few minutes ago and now your face seems pale as you stare at the burger before you. "(y/n?" upon hearing your name, your head snaps up to katsuki; something you regret.

"excuse me." you slap a hand over your mouth as you push you chair back harshly, not caring that it fell on the floor, before running to the bathroom and into an empty stall. it hurts worse this time, throwing up what you just ate into the toilet. half of it looks like water. water. food. the words disgust you for some reason as you sob on the bathroom floor, not caring to answer the sotft knocks on your stall door.

"are you okay in there?" no. you're not. your chest hurts with every breath you take, your head spins with every word katsuki says. what is wrong with you? why are you so deeply in love with him? he's like a drug, you're addicted to everything he does.

you adore him.

you adore his style, his hair, his eyes, his smile, his hands, you adore him love. the love he gives you. you adore the nights you spent with him on your roof, staring at the stars above you. you adore the way he cooks, how he doesn't like to ask for help because he said he doesn't need it when- you know that's a lie. you adore how insecure he is yet how confident he is in everything he does; you adore him.

but does he adore you?

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whoop stage two of the hanahaki disease ;) can you tell i'm literally just writing what comes to my head, i literally never edit or reread my work so theres that