" having a happy family is something you would love to have but not me, want to know why, well since you want to know, grab some popcorn and tissues when you need it and sit back and relax while I tell a story about my life"

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It all began when my mother  Kim Ara and Kim Soo-Hyun my father was married and had me. At first I was welcome into this world with a very broad smile on my mother's face, well that because the truth about me was something so precious. I can't say my father because he is always busy working to support the house.  Can you really imagine the world I'm living. From happy to a nightmare.

This nightmare started when my mother was having another child leaving me to have another sibling. I love having a brother or sister as I was the only child in my school who doesn't have any siblings. Of course I was excited just like every child would be but not my mother. She really was upset when she found out she was pregnant.

That's when I realised that the baby was a boy and I was beyond happy that I even prepared everything for him. I even made a promise that I would protect him as a big brother. While we prepared, my mother had no choice to tell my father and you can't believe that he was pretty upset about it. It turns out that my father was cheating on my mother when she had Yoongi yes that's what I name him. It means shine or gloss.

After Yoongi was born, that's when the problem began.

" You telling me that I'm cheating on you well to be honest Yoongi is your child not anyone. You cheating on me when I was pregnant with him and you have a nerve to say his not your son. What kind of a father are you , always  coming home late and smelling with expensive perfume. You know what I don't give a shibal because Yoongi is your child and that's final "  ara yelled when she saw her drunk husband who just came home  after she caught him with another woman name Kang jisoo. I looked at my mother and my 1 month Brother who was sleeping in his crib. My mother told me to take my brother and go to my room. I went and I just heard that my mother was cheating but instead he got so angry and went outside. Yes my father has a very bad temper and knowing that my brother was just a month and seeing his beauty.

I mean who can have pale skin with plumpy lips along with cat eyes. He is really a very beautiful for a boy. When I went near him he stirred in his sleep and looked at me with his gummy smile. I just want to hug him because his smile is the cutest thing ever seen.

My mother saw me with Yoongi and she looked at him with sadness knowing that why my dad never like him. His such a cute little kitten in human form. Yes I know he is very stubborn and savage but for me he is loving. After dinner, my father came home very drunk and I just happened to come and saw what happened. My parents were arguing like everyday  but what caught me was that my father hit my mother leaving her to cry. I ran to my mother as she cried.

This happens everyday my father comes home and beat my mother everyday until when Yoongi turned 1 my life faded away after my parents decided to get divorced. That's when things got worst when my mother was about to leave, my dad hit her really badly that I also got beaten for saving her. She couldn't take it and decided to run away with Yoongi. She came to me and hugged me saying that to be strong for her and she loves me. I can't see my mother in pain but it's the best thing to do for Yoongi. He is just a child and seeing my mother getting abuse by my father will make him traumatized. I love my mother so much and I promise Yoongi that I be there and meet soon. Of course Yoongi couldn't understand but he just looked at me with those cute kitten doe eyes telling me don't go hyung.

I looked at my window seeing my mother waving and blow kisses saying goodbye and left. I cried after she left and fell asleep.

As I grew older, that's when the abuse started.

Author's note

Sorry for not updating abyss as I was out of ideas so here is the first chapter for it.

Incase you confuse this is in Jin's point of view so don't mind if there is spelling errors. Everyone makes mistakes. Inform me if you find any errors

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