𝕋𝕒𝕖𝕙𝕪𝕦𝕟𝕘 ℙ𝕆𝕍

×Flashback×

I'm stuck in this orphanage. I'm only 11, so what am I meant to do?
No-one wants to be my friend, but I can't blame them. The stuff I do is horrible, but they will never understand my cravings.

I'm on the bench in the back garden, and the sun is really shining for mid-day. I'm all by myself because the rest of the children ran away from me after what happened earlier today. I don't want to tell anyone about it, because it hurts.

They don't understand.

They won't understand.

It's an reoccurring pattern that I can't stop myself from doing everyday.It just gets worse and worse by the second.
I don't know how it started, I just felt like it one day and now it's an addiction that I need to fill all the time.
Everyone avoids me.
No one talks to me.
They want nothing to do with me because I'm the "weird" kid.

The one that murders innocent animals.
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Later today, I'm staying upstairs in the orphanage all by myself, because no one else was there and I'm just not in the mood to be picked at again.

I stayed in the shared room with many other boys and lay on my bed, tapping away at my Gameboy. I'm so lucky to have it.

This red and grey coloued thing is my favorite thing to do when I'm bored, or if I wanna take my mind off something.
This other boy named Taemin in has one that EVERYONE literally begs him to use because they think it's so cool.

They don't ask me though, for obvious reasons. And I'm happy about that - I hate sharing my toys.

I'm feeling tired. Should I go to sle-

"Taehyung."

Hmm? Who's that?

I sit up to see Jungkook in the doorway looking at me with a straight face.

"J-Jungkook?"

He walked over to me and stood infront of by my bed facing me.

"Why do you kill rabbits? They're my favorite animals, and I don't see them around often anymore, so could you like, stop. It's weird anyway. No wonder people call you a freak and run away from you"

"Yeah.. I'm a freak"

I responded because, at that moment, I knew it was true.