UHM-

So I tried doing the schedule and I was doing great and I just finished lunch and then I was waiting for my break to be over so I could finish school.

For my break I was rereading aces therian diaries, but then I FELL ASLEEP BECAUSE I STAYED UP UNITL ALMOST 4AM LAST NIGHT ARRGHHH

I woke up at 3:56 so now I'm outside and I'm thinking maybe I could continue following the schedule or wait until tommorow so I can get some good sleep today :3

Alr yeah I'ma do it tomorrow

Right now I'm outside and it's really cold out rn WICH IS GREAT FOR MY WOLF HUSKY AND SNOW LEOPARD THERIOTYPE!!!

I was thinking of doing meditation and then quads so I'm tryna find sum to listen to

OO FOUND ONE

This is by silverfoxas I HIGHLY HIGHLY reccomend them for meditations, they don't do guided ones they just do simple animal or habitat noise ones for therians :3

Sadly they don't have a snow leopard one up so I'll be listening to this and then the wolf one they have while doing quads ^w^

alr so I'ma do the first one :3

I finished it it was really calming

Nowww
TIME FOR QUADS AND WOLF HOWLING >:3

OKAY SO I GOT CALLED INSIDE NOT EVEN THREE MINUTES IN

BECAUSE IT'S 43°

ITS LITERALLY NOT THAT BAD

I WAS FEELING SHIFTY TO

AHGHHHH

WELL I GUESS ITS BETTER CUZ THERES A HOMELESS SHELTER (the one I use to live at) CONNECTED RIGHT TO MY HOUSE WITH A SMALL ALLEY AND THE PEOPLE THERE ARE MEEEAAAAN

I guess instead I'll do it inside!

My neighbors moved out so I can howl and do quads as much as I want now >X3

(Btw my house is seperated from another house with my room wall so it's basically two houses mashed together except we aren't fully together and we don't have like a door in our house that leads to hers yk-)

Im gonna be moving probably, this year though. So.  Either way I'm gonna do quads! >:D

I'll tell you if I shifted or how high I jumped in a sec

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Okay so like halfway into doing quads I get a flashback or whatever you call it, I saw the other wolfs howling in distress and specifically there was a single gray wolf, then I start running and I felt a immediate pang of worry and I don't know why.

Then it ended, and THATS when I mental shifted. I ended up howling anf huffing quietly and felt the strong need to find something really special to me and kept responding to the howls.

Now that I think about it it might have been a pup...

Oh no...

I really hope if that's the case we found it.

Anyways- I have a really strong urge to make a den, I wanna make the base my white blanket for the snow effect!

I'm probably gonna make it on my bed cuz I got no where else fr TvT

OKAY-

So it's gonna be taking inspo from this and also the old den tut I made WAAAAY back in April

Alr so lemme just clear off my bedddd

For some stupid reason Wattpad isn't letting me put pictures so I guess I can't show you but it looks really good and it's really comfy

Ima go read Ace's therian diary now I'll update y'all later if anything happens like if I shift or something like that or tommorow baiii!

My paws touch the pebbles of the ground,
As I feel all of my animal kin
Welling up inside of me
The rage
The fury
The fascination
The naturalization
The wind gusts on my meer human soul and I know...
Its time...
I run with the wolves..
Fly with the birds..
Hunt with the cats....
stalk with the foxes...
As I disappear into the light of dawn.