1st Request ☆

by: jikook_s_condom

Hello, dear. Thank you for being the first one to request. And as a gratification, here's your three requests in one story. I hope you'll like this. I really tried to make it lighter but my angsty ass just can't stop. Lol. I apologize in advance if this doesn't meet your expectation. Hehe. And yes, there will be a part 2. I hope you'll enjoy. 😊

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Jimin doesn't know what has been happening to his relationship with Jungkook these past few weeks. For two weeks now, Jungkook's been giving him the cold shoulder. He did ask Jungkook for so many times about what's wrong, but his boyfriend would always say Nothing. Even more, it does not help the fact that they're living together for almost a year now.

They used to be so in love with each other, ending each day with warm hugs and kisses before cuddling to sleep. And, each morning would always start with Goodmorning, love's and sweet I love you's.

These past weeks were without any physical interaction between them. Jungkook's been coming home very late, mostly when Jimin had already fallen asleep. They have never really fought before so Jimin couldn't think of any reason as to why Jungkook's been like this. To Jimin, it feels not home anymore. Two weeks are too much for him to handle everything, crying alone to sleep because of how he misses Jungkook's warmth all over him. He misses Jungkook's sweet kisses. He misses Jungkook' backhugs whenever he's cooking or making Jungkook's favorite pastries. He misses their morning routine which is jogging together before they attend to their respective jobs. Jimin clearly knows company works, especially if you're the CEO, are too much and very stressful. But, isn't this too much?

The night after, Jungkook comes home very drunk while struggling to even stand straight, pressing the doorbell impatiently. When Jimin opens the door to their condo, Jungkook falls straight forward on Jimin's smol body, making them both stumble. It is an achievement for Jimin when he managed to carry Jungkook up to their bedroom. He then starts taking Jungkook's wet clothes off the taller because of the reeking smell of alcohol stuck to the fabric which stings his nostril, when he noticed something that broke his heart. There are fresh pinkish hickeys painted on Jungkook's neck and collarbone. Not just one or two, but five on them. Being the martyr he is, he chooses to ignore it though he feels like crying right at that moment. It's just nothing. He loves me. I know he won't cheat on me.

That same night, before this unexpected revelation, Jimin wanted to make it up to Jungkook as he's been busy, so he waited for his boyfriend to come home. He even made a candle-lit dinner to make the night more special. Jimin patiently waited for Jungkook even as the clock turned two in the morning. Even if he was tired from a round trip flight that day.

He just came back from a conference that was held in Hongkong. But instead of resting, ignoring the jetlag, he decided to surprise his boyfriend. Even if he was very sleepy, he still managed to prepare the supposedly romantic dinner by drinking two cups of brewed coffee. But looking at Jungkook right now, looking very wasted from a party that the younger didn't even bother to tell Jimin of, not to mention the marks on Jungkook's neck, the obvious sign of his infidelity, Jimin still convinces himself to believe that nothing is wrong. That they're still okay. That the love is still there. That Jungkook still loves him as much as he does. He loves Jungkook so much, always have and always will. I can't lose him. I love him too much.

And even when morning comes, Jimin's been tightly hugging Jungkook, like his life depends on it, too afraid of what may happen as there are clear dried tears on his face.

Jungkook then stirs a bit when the sunlight, peeking through the slightly opened curtains, hits his eyes. It takes him a little while before opening his eyes and adjust his eyesight. Then, he feels arms hugging him tightly. His forehead creases, slightly annoyed. But as he opens his eyes and finds out it's his boyfriend, he automatically smiles but, he quickly stops when he suddenly remember something that makes his blood boil ever since yesterday. He rudely grabs Jimin's arms off of him, throwing them that makes Jimin wake up suddenly.

"Love? You're awake? How's your feeling? Do you want me to cook something for you?" Jimin worries, but then Jungkook gets off the bed real quick without even a single word and just goes straight to the bathroom. Jimin then cries and hugs himself once the shower is turned on.

I can handle this. I can handle this.

When Jimin calmed down, he quietly prepares Jungkook's suit so the taller wouldn't have to worry about what to wear for work, as Jimin knows that Jungkook hates picking what to wear.

Pretending like nothing ever happened, like what he noticed were never really there at all, he happily makes their breakfast, humming to their theme song. His phone then rings when he was frying bacon. He doesn't bother to look at the caller ID and just answers the call. The moment he answered the call, Jungkook is already done suiting up.

"Oh hi. Goodmorning as well, Taemin hyung. Ah, yes...What?...Oh really? Oh sure. I'll be there in a few...No, it's okay...Don't worry about what happened yesterday. I didn't mind at all. I know, I know...That was just a mistake...Okay okay...I'll see you then, hyung. Bye." Jimin hangs up with a giggle but curses right away when he realized the bacon is already burnt.

"Fuck." Jimin curses, turning off the stove quickly. His attention is caught when he hears a loud thud from the door. He quickly turns around, only to find that Jungkook had already left as the sound of the taller's car starting and driving off quickly, completely answers to that. He sighs a bitter one, trying to suppress his tears that are about to fall again. This is too hard, too stressful, too heartbreaking. He and Jungkook are starting to fall apart and it scares Jimin to the core. Not knowing what to do, he finally lets his tears out while bitterly looking at the breakfast he just cooked for them.

I guess these are useless, hmm? Still feeling sad, he decides to just eat everything even if his heart is slowly breaking by the fact that their relationship is clearly on a brink now. One more crack and the walls of the relationship they built for three years will be crumbling down.

I'm still not ready. I won't handle the pain.

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Jimin still tries to make their relationship work. Their anniversary then comes up and Jimin's been planning a big surprise at their condo for a week now, with the help of their highschool friends. Jin has come to know that there's something wrong when he sees the eyes of Jimin, which are obviously forcing to be happy, but in reality, they are sad and hurting. Just like Jimin, Jin doesn't know what's the problem with Jungkook but he wanted to help Jimin to fix their relationship. Jimin invited just a few people who are very close to them. Their highschool friends and their parents are all present. Lots of foods are prepared by Jimin with the help of Jin and Jungkook's mother. They are all happily chatting with each other when Hoseok calls Jimin on the phone, telling him that Jungkook's car has finally arrived at the parking lot of the condo building. Avoiding to be seen by Jungkook, Hoseok quickly gets inside the emergency elevator. And in a matter of two minutes, he finally enters Jimin and Jungkook's condo unit excitedly. And on cue, Jimin suddenly feels nervous but excited, too. He really hopes that after this special night, they'll be okay again, that they'll be back to normal.

It was Jin who turned the lights off to make Jimin's surprise more suprising. Jimin is holding the cake that he made with his blood, sweat and tears. All his love was poured on the cake and he really hopes that Jungkook would love this whole surprise.

Sound of fingers pressing the code fills the silence inside the condo. Everyone's as happy and excited as Jimin. And when the door finally opened, giggles can be heard right away with two shadows on the door as Jin turns on the light.

"Sur-..." Everyone didn't finish the word and instead gasps at the unexpected sight. Jimin couldn't believe what he's just seeing right now.

Jungkook is hungrily kissing another guy while their hands are under each other's clothes.

"J-Jungkook..?" It is Jungkook's mother who breaks the silence that makes the two men stop kissing, turning their heads around and finally noticing the small crowd of people.

Jimin sobs right away. But, he even feels more heartbroken when he realizes who Jungkook was kissing just now.

It was Taehyung. Jungkook's childhood bestfriend and business partner.

This is really the end of us, isn't it?

Like the feeling of a bucket of ice poured over the two, Jungkook has finally come back to his senses. The others look at Jungkook angrily while Jimin just bows his head down, silently crying. Jin approaches him and holds him right away as Jungkook's mother walks to her son and slaps his cheeks.

"What were you thinking?!" The slap was very hard but Jungkook didn't bother to move his head, trying to sync-in everything.

The crowd just remains silent. Jimin who can't take the pain anymore, decides to just leave. Jin tries to stop him but Jimin uses all his remaining strength to get off Jin's grip. Taehyung and Jungkook just stands there completely shocked, even when Jimin passes by and leaves the condo.

"You better fix this or I'll be the one to beat the shit out of you." Mr. Jeon spits out through gritted teeth before leaving the condo with Mrs. Jeon. Slowly the crowd decreases. Even the guilty bestfriend left, too.

Then in one snap, Jungkook starts to tear up, realizing how much pain he must have done to Jimin. What the fuck have I been doing?

Jungkook quickly runs off, though he's wearing a suit, desperately hoping he would catch the older and talk things through. Just by the thoughts of Jimin leaving him because of what he just did right in front of their families and close friends, scares him real good. And then he realized too late that it's their anniversary today. He finally lets go of his pride and ego he's been having for weeks now, hopefully to find his boyfriend quick and apologize to him even if it takes him forever.

On the other hand, still shock and heartbroken, Jimin's feet led him to the park where he has lots of memories. One of them is the day he said yes to Jungkook to be his boyfriend. And as the night goes deeper, so as his endless thoughts and his heart shattering to million pieces. The light posts are there providing luminescence but they aren't helpful at all as Jimin's world has started to darken out.

He already fell out of love. Maybe I should accept the fact that he doesn't love me anymore.

[unedited]