~ 3rd Person POV ~

"Maybe this wasn't a good idea..." Taehyung thought as he was standing in front of Chan's door. He slowly knocked on the door as he started to immediately rethink his decision by coming here. He knew that he thought he wanted this but something just didn't feel right

The door opened, revealing Chan smirking already. Taehyung stood there, the lighting flashing before his eyes as the taller male immediately grabbed his hand and pulled him inside like a rag doll

" Hello, pretty boy," Chan said as he lay down on the bed. Taehyung smiled at him and sat down on the bed, more so sitting on the edge of it. He just hoped that he was ready for this because after all, this is what Jungkook has been preparing him for. All of the touchings, the kissing...it was all so that Taehyung could be ready for this moment but

was this the moment?

Taehyung's heart started speeding up as he started to have these thoughts. He was brung back into reality when Chan placed his hand on his thigh, rubbing it slowly

Taehyung smiled a little and looked down at his thigh, watching Chan rub it up and down. Taehyung took off his jacket due to it being a little warm and placed it on a chair. He felt arms wrap around his waist, pulling him onto the bed

Taehyung was a little shocked at the sudden movement. He felt lips on his alimony immediately, biting down harshly. Taehyung closed his eyes as he felt Chan's tongue in his mouth not even a second later

Chan pulled away from the kiss and smirked

Chan placed his hand on the end of Taehyung's shirt. Ripping it off immediately before Taehyung could even react. When Taehyung fully realized that he had ripped off his shirt. He covered his body a little, shocked

"Chan" Taehyung mumbled as he placed his hand on his shoulder. Chan started to kiss down his neck, kissing all over his chest. Taehyung closed his eyes, trying to feel good or at least tried to feel good. He didn't want to mess up

come on now Taehyung, feel something

Taehyung tried to imagine all of this feeling good. He tried his best but this wasn't working. He wasn't feeling good no matter how much he was trying. He didn't understand, he did like Chan and he didn't understand why he wasn't feeling what he thought he'd be feeling

He felt it with Jungkook. He wasn't supposed to but overall he did. He liked Chan a lot, he just wanted to feel the feeling that he felt when he practiced it with Jungkook

" Ouch..." Taehyung mumbled as he felt Chan bite his ear a little too harshly for his liking. He might have just done it on accident so he didn't think too much. Taehyung placed his hand on his chest, trying to slow him down a little

" Chan?" Taehyung asked and Chan looked at him with a smirk on his face. " Yes, baby?" Chan asked and he started to kiss his neck once again

Relax Taehyung, just relax

" Can you slow down a little please?" Taehyung asked while looking at him. He expected him to say something back but he acted like he couldn't even hear him

relax...just....just relax Taehyung

" You're so hot and sexy Taehyung, so sexy and smooth," Chan said as his hands rubbed up Taehyung's thighs. Taehyung looked up at the ceiling, he didn't know what to do. He tried to look at Chan but, he just wasn't paying anything of attention to him. Not even a little

" Eye contact is the most important thing when it comes to intimate, remember that" Jungkook's voice popped up in his head and Taehyung relaxed a little more and pulled away to look at Chan with a small smile on his face

" why are you looking at him like that? Do I have something on my face?" Chan asked weirdly Taehyung's face turned red in embarrassment and shook his head no

"Okay then, can't wait to taste you...I bet you taste so good...you're just so fucking hot" Chan said as he kissed Taehyung's neck. Chan started to bite and suck on his neck once again. Taehyung sighed slowly

He tried to remember what Jungkook taught him but nothing was working. Chan was doing everything and would barely even allow him to move

" C-Chan, can you slow down a little, please? You're biting a little too harshly-" Taehyung said but Chan covered his mouth with his face and shook his head no

" Shh baby, I've got you okay, you don't even have to speak to me for the rest of the night, just like I do what I need to do," Chan asked as he looked down at him. Taehyung felt like there was a lump in his throat. It was like he couldn't speak

" I-I...wait, C-Chan..." Taehyung called out as he felt Chan's hand around his throat. Squeezing too harshly for his liking. He didn't mind choking...it's just that he wasn't in a very comfortable position to where it felt good

Taehyung felt Chan's big hands grip his thigh, probably leaving a mark or at least a scratch due to how hard to grip it with his bare hands

This is not what Taehyung imagined...Why was Chan being so rough with him? Jungkook's touch was so soft-Taehyung no....this isn't a time to think about Jungkook...just try to enjoy this with Chan. You've waited for this

Taehyung kept trying to imagine what Jungkook told him. He didn't know if he was doing something wrong or if he just wasn't feeling it. He just didn't understand

" Chan...c-calm down on the s-squeezing" Taehyung called out, feeling Chan squeezing his neck harder. Taehyung placed his hand on the other male's hand. Trying to loosen his strong grip because it was starting to job

" I'm going to fuck you so good, I'm going to make you feel so good," Chan said as he whispered in his ear. Taehyung's felt Chan's hand get shoved down his pant and he immediately shook his head no

He wasn't ready for this

he wasn't ready to do this with Chan

" C-Chan....I-I-Chan!" Taehyung yelled as he pushed Chan away, making to let him go. Chan sighed and stopped his actions. Taehyung looked at him with a guilty look

" I'm sorry but...I can't do this with you. I'm sorry but I just can't. I'm not ready to do this...to do this with you...I'm sorry if I lead you on...I like you but I just don't know if I'm ready to do this" Taehyung said as he looked at him. Chan honestly looked annoyed at him

" What? I thought you were ready for this" Chan said and Taehyung shook his head no. Chan got off of him and looked at him with disappointment and Taehyung was scared that Chan probably doesn't like him anymore

" I-I know...I'm sorry..."Taehyung said as he started to put on his shirt. Chan grabbed his arm, pulling him close

" Wait, where are you going?" Chan asked and Taehyung looked at him with confusion

" Leaving....?" Taehyung said confusingly. He didn't know why Chan was asking him an obvious question. What else did it look like he was about to do

" Why?"

" What do you mean why? I just thought that you might not like me after this so...I was just getting ready to leave, did I think wrong?" Taehyung asked as he tried to get up but Chan gripped his arm" Why are you leaving? Don't you want to continue? We've made it this far" Chan said and Taehyung looked at him once again confused as hell

Was Chan serious at the moment?

" Chan, It doesn't matter if my legs were open and you were about to enter me. If I said I'm not ready for it, then I'm not ready and we should stop...maybe we could just hang out? I'm just not ready " Taehyung asked while looking at him with a frown and Chan sighed 

" Tae...come on baby, we've made it this far. You shouldn't just back down from it. I promise I can make you feel really good baby" Chan said as he placed his hand on his cheek

Taehyung felt like throwing up because of Chan's actions. Was he trying to persuade Taehyung into continuing something he already stated that he didn't want to do?

Are you fucking kidding me

" That's it, I'm going back to my dorm," Taehyung said as he put back on his shoes and grabbed his jacket. He grabbed his phone and was about to walk out

" No no no, come on baby. Give me another chance, I promise you, I can make you feel so fuck" Chan said as he grabbed his hand. Taehyung already had tears in his eyes

In other people's eyes, Chan was prime charming. But behind closed doors, he was a disrespectful piece of shit

" No, I'm leaving, and don't ever talk to me again," Taehyung said as he forced himself out of his grip and walked out of the dorm. Chan walked to run after him but, he didn't want to cause a scene

Taehyung wanted to cry but he didn't want to make a scene. Taehyung felt stupid, he felt stupid because he fell into Chan's little sex trap

Taehyung felt like a dumbass