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A/N : AAAAAAH First chapter,  it's going to be a little slow. Sooo be patient, enjoy, don't forget to leave comments and give stars (I feel like a youtuber, wth?) Anyways, there is no actual warning for this chapter, only mentioning of death and a few curse words, although I don't think you will have problems with that.

Please remember English is not my first language, seriously, if I have any kind of mistake do tell me and I'll fix it. <3

⚠Warnings⚠ 

mention of death, drinking, curse words, sarcasm.

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-Hey, umm, dad told me you've been here for quite some time now, I brought coffee and tea. Choose whatever you'd like- My brother said, I only nodded and took the coffee, if i'm going to stay here for another day I most certainly need it. 

I looked at my twin, the one in bed, it's been a whole year now. Can you actually believe it? A year ago I was crying in the hallway screaming for the doctors to do something. A stupid motorcycle was not looking at the road, and he was in it. A year ago they told us he wouldn't wake up, at least in a week, then that week turned into a month, and now that one month turned into a whole year. I'm going crazy, this shouldn't have happened the way it did.

-So, how are you Mirv?- My little brother looked at me, he's the youngest of us four. I really don't know what I would do without him. -I'm alright, just thinking.

Suddenly the door opened. -I'm back, how are you feeling?- My father talked to brother, my twin brother. He did that,  father said he might hear us and he wants him to feel like he's here. Sweet thing if you ask me.

-Hey dad, look, brought you tea. Mirvya chose the coffee so you're stuck with it, I already have my drink, go on.-  I would be lying if I told you I heard what they talked about next. 

Have you ever looked somewhere and get thinking about something, and just keep going and everything suddenly turns blurry, somehow your thoughts get louder and you feel heavier. That's exactly whats happening. Me thinking, again, if Celyn will ever wake up. -What do you think little one? 

I looked at my dad, apparently he was talking to me. -Couldn't hear you, what are you talking about?- My brother looked at me with an annoyed face. 

-We were talking about dads new proposal in the senate, you know? The senate that belongs to the family? from a few generations ago? yeah, that one.

This little shit thinks he knows everything, doesn't he?

 -It's fine I guess- I just drifted away again, don't want to talk about business right now, might be selfish, but I left a year ago. My father and older brother take care of it while I take care of Celyn. Cal tries to do my work, obviously he's just a dumb tiny rat who thinks he knows everything. He's not the smartest after all.

 Kidding, if you didn't notice, love him, yet that doesn't take the annoying part away.

-Cal, can you get me coffee? I'm sorry, just don't really want tea right now- I looked at dad confused. He hates having coffee in the afternoon. -Sure, be right back- with that he left, now it was just Celyn, Father and I. I think I know where this is going... again.

-Hey kiddo- he said

-Hey dad... look, I know where this is going- I paused, he took a long sigh, we've been in this conversation more than a few times, probably more than we'd like. -I thought about it, and I know you've all been waiting for my answer, I know what you all want. I'm almost ready, ok? I just need some ore time with him, that's all.-

Father looked at me, he knows this was going to be harder on me than anyone else, not like he doesn't love him, all of us just know that Celyn and I had a strong connection. People used to say that we could communicate in some type of force. That's not exactly true, but when we were younger we used to pretend like it was all real, it was like if we could almost read our minds. It felt like so sometimes. Although it's just a stereotype for twins.

-You, more than anyone else in this family, knows what he would've wanted. I'm not trying to pressure you, I understand, but you also need to think about how he may be now. He could be in pain, or just stuck here. He can't live forever, you know I wish he would, but that's not possible sweetheart.- 

I had tears in my eyes, no surprise. It has happened almost everyday since he's been gone. I wonder how I haven't run out of them yet. Weird...

-Dad, do you think you can stay for the noon? I'll go home and shower, be back before eight, promise- I took my bag and walked to him. 

-Drive safely, alright? call me when you get there- I gave him a hug and I left the room. As I entered to the lobby, I saw some people, some handsome guy with apparently his girlfriend, she's so pretty, force I probably look like a mess compared to this guys.

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After I called my dad I immediately showered. Feels nice having a hot shower at home after a whole week at some hospital. Don't get me wrong, it's not that bad, it's just that home feels so much better. I fell asleep short after, no surprise, I must have slept only 3 hours a day.  My phone started ringing.

 -Hello, good afternoon Ms. Kenobi, how are you feeling?- I knew who he was. 

-Hey doctor, I'm alright, any news?

-Not really sweetie, your brother is alright, same as always.- That's just a nice way of saying 'hey, he's asleep and won't wake up, same as always.'

-Look, I know it's been a year, and I've been here since the very beginning. I just wanted to remind you that I'm here for anything you need, Vya.- I truly love that old man.

-I know doc, known you since I was a kid, couldn't ask for more. Talk to you later, need to do some stuff

-Sure, see you at night for checkup, good afternoon- He hung up.

He's like that typical family doctor, the one that knew your father since a very young age and he's just the go-to doctor. He's great, actually in one of the top of the whole system, couldn't be safer. Doctor Braxton has looked after my brother, he did everything he could to at least keep him alive. He did what he said he would, just not the way we expected.

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It's now 7:48 pm, meaning It's almost time for doctor Braxton to check on my brother again, he does this almost every Thursday. I got out of my car directly to the elevator, everyone practically knows me. People think I can't hear them, but I know what they whisper. 'The poor girl who lost her brother', same thing with different words. Most people in here are nice, I get along with most of them.

As I'm getting closer to Celyn's room as I see my other brother. I know, hella confusing, I have three of them If you where wondering. -Obi!

I screamed to him and ran into is arms, he almost fell. Weak. -You're going to be the death of me, I almost fell, you just spilled water all over me.- the cup he had, suddenly was empty.

-You know you love me, how you've been? Everything good at the company?- We started walking together to Celyn's room, while talking about work. I know, I said I don't like to talk about business, but after a good sleep I think I'm Ready for anything.

-Exhausting, father has been arranging some stuff to get some partners. But he can't settle with 'small' companies or partners, he wants the bigger ones, you know? For example, the Palpatine's, Mandolarian's , MaulTech... I really can't remember other ones, their names are far too confusing.- and

Yeah, I get it, took me a while to learn a few names. Our weird company and senate problems. -Oh... look, I'll soon be there to help you, I know Cal tries to but after all he's just 16, he can't really understand some stuff yet. I'll hep him as much as I can.-

Suddenly we were already at room 212th, Celyn's room. We entered and as usual, almost everyone is in there. This time father, Cal, Padmé, Obi and I. 

-The doctor hasn't arrive, take a seat children.- We did so, I sat next to Padmé.

 -How are you doing?- She asked with that gentle voice, no wonder my brother fell in love with her, who wouldn't? Padmé is definitely one of  the sweetest people on earth. She is older than me and my twin, it never bothered tho. She's been with him for almost 4 years...5  if the coma counts, you know? 

-I'm still alive I guess, how are you feeling? what about little Cely?-

 Oh, yeah, didn't I mentioned they were married? Oh, and that she gave birth to their first daughter in middle of his coma. Her name is Celina, almost the same name as his father. Seriously, this woman cares for other when she also needs to care for herself. I know she cries alone, at least not letting almost anyone see. Unless that person is me, we've been friends since middle school and did the same university career and senate camp, I know her damn well.

-Small, she's only 6 months old, she does what baby's her age do, cry and cry all day long- I laughed with her, yeah, seen her. Crybaby, just like his father.

-Look, I know I haven't been with her much, I'll visit soon, need to give her some love.- And then the door opened, we all stood up to say our hello's, well welcome doc Braxton.

-Family, look... I'm sorry if I gave you hope in the beginning saying Mr. Kenobi might wake up. I know this is hard to hear, but I can't lie to you. There is none of a chance that he might wake up. I've never seen any signs patients that do wake up have given. He's just asleep, in the same state.- 

Well fuck. The shitty part is that he has already said these words, but this time he was only looking at me.

-I'm sorry- He said, but it looked as If Braxton was saying sorry only to me. And there might be a reason why. 

I immediately ran. Yeah, I'm a crybaby too, got a problem with that? Thought so. 

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8:27 p.m. I ran to the bar, if you where wondering, yup, there is a bar at the hospital. Thank the maker for this. Rich people do know what to spend money on. I ordered a whiskey, I need something quite strong.

I sat in the bar stool, next to an older woman, not older than 50 . She looked like hell. 

-Hey, you alright?- she asked me, if she looks bad I must look as if a whole ass bridge fell over me.

-I wish I could say yes to that.- She smiled, she has a nice smile. -What's your name?- She gave another question, I'd normally be bothered, ever since... yk, I don't have much patience, yet she has this kind of aura you can trust. -Mirvya, yours? 

-Shmi- 

Just as she said that, the bar tender gave me my order, and did the same for her. A type of wine, that shit looks good. -Sorry for bothering, but what is that? looks delicious, must say.

-Clericot, I'm sure you'll like it, it's sweet and really tasty, but you won't miss the effects- she winked at me and I giggled, she must know fun.

-So do people come here often? Or am I just the crazy one who does, cause apparently were the only ones here- I gave her a smile, I like her.

-No, I come here almost every week. My brother is in coma- I took a sip. She just nodded, it's nice to not feel judge or anything, normally people would freak out, and she didn't. -What about you? First time, I've never seen you before.

She gave a little shake to her wine -First time, my son is about to die- Well that's a hell of an answer.

 Didn't respond. We took another, long, sip together. Well, we are all fucked up somehow. -I don't know you, do I?

-Don't think so...- I looked to her eyes, brown with some wrinkles, mascara and a light purple shadow. 

-Look, I know we don't really know each other, but If you need to talk I'm definitely here.- I raised my cup, and she did too. A nice toast for a new friendship. And then I heard buzzing.

-Sorry Shmi, I might have to take this one out.- She nodded and I stood up, grab my phone and left to a corner.

-Mirvya. Sweetie I know you don't want to hear this, and I need you to come here. I can't just say it on the phone.- Why is she so damn good?

-Be right up, let me do something quick.- I hung up and went with my new friend.

 -Hey, I might have to head up, but here is my number- I wrote down my number in a napkin and gave it to her, then I took some money off my wallet and gave a reasonable amount to the bar tender. Enough to cover her drinks and mine.

 -Take it, hope to see you Shmi!- Then I left to the elevator, she looked at me and screamed before the doors closed. -Take care Mirvya!

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 8:45 p.m. I was outside the door with Padmé, in the floor while she hugged me as I cried, with tears in her own eyes too. 

-How can they ask such thing?!- I screamed, I got some looks but I don't give a single fuck. They can all go to hell. I'm in it right now.

She couldn't answer, a knot in her mouth must've been present. -I can't Padmé, I know you can accept it but I can't, I seriously can't.- I sobbed

She took a deep breath and calmed down as she brushed my hair with her fingertips smoothly -I know, I can't either but we both know this is what he would have wanted.

I know, she knows, everyone knows. I'm selfish, but this is the only time I must be, he was everything to me, I need him. He's been with me everyday since we've been born, I can't just let him go.

-I know Padmé, but I can't. What about Celina, hm? What are we going to tell her when she grows up without him?!- I sobbed

-I know this isn't what we would have wanted, he was everything to me too, but we got to let him go. There's nothing else we can do. You heard Doctor Braxton.

 And even if I thought it wasn't possible, I cried even more, my heart burned and cracked and cried. It felt like it was burning alive, this time it didn't feel like a 'maybe', this time felt like an actual, real, solid goodbye.

Doctor Braxton then came off the room screaming, the only word I figured out was Shmi. If he was talking to the person I think he was, the galaxy is definitely small.

-Mirvya, that isn't the only thing we needed to talk about...- Oh well, I'm going to break my eyes at this point. -What is it?- I said with my voice almost breaking, it's like I can barely speak.

-Doctor Braxton has another patient, he said he needed an organ only Celyn can give him, and it needs to be done within this hour. Baby, he would have wanted this, we know it. I know you once talked about it and this exactly happened. He described he'd like to be somehow useful. We have to let him go.-

No, no, no, no, no, no, and just no. That's what my mind kept saying. But this is it. I had the feeling that this was the time I must let him go. Everyone accepted it, she wouldn't ask me if I was't the last one to agree.

-Tell my father to sign the papers, I'll call the doctor and then say my goodbye's, will you be alright?- Now I asked her, as if seconds ago I wasn't crying my heart out. -I'll be fine, will you?

I just smiled at her, a genuine smile came out of my mouth, maybe I am ready after all.

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I cried as I hugged him for the last time, this was my last goodbye. My lips close to his ear and I whispered -Celyn, if you can hear me I just wanted to let you know I'm sorry. Sorry for not answering earlier. I love you with all of my heart, and I'll see you in the other side- 

Almost everyone said their goodbyes, Padmé and I where missing. -I promise I'll teach Celina the crazy shit we used to do, I'll also take care of her and Padmé. You can leave with peace Celyn, I love you. Promise.- Then I hugged my dad. He hugged me back as we cried together. 

Doctor Braxton soon left with him, this was the last time I'll see him. Yet I think I'm ready, this is what he would have wanted. Now his heart will remain in another body, that guy will certenley be lucky. 

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9:06 p.m. -Everyone get ready. You 3, we don't need you here anymore- I started to prep myself and my team. I looked at the other three doctors who somehow did this wrong. I know why. One of them looked at me in the eye as the other two screamed at him to leave.

-I'm sorry- he said and left running after them. -What will happen to them, Braxton?

-They'll pay what they will have to. Now, everyone ready?- They all nodded and got to place, as I uncovered Celyn's face, man I'm going to miss this kid. I came closer to his ear and whispered.

-Hey kid, I'm sorry for everything you've been through. I promise everyone will be alright, we'll miss you.- I covered once again his face. -Alright everyone, let's save Mr. Skywalker's life.

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NO WAY I FINISHED THE FIRTS CHAPTERRR, I really hope you liked it. I enjoyed writing it and I promise, you'll se Ani soon enough. May the force be with you (Idgaf if that sounds geek), see you soon! love ya <3

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